NickelleteXninja• Show poetry

My favorite quote My only definition of romance is that somebody has to be willing to hold hands & jump off the cliff with you. At that point you dont want to die anymore---->Marilyn Manson People Tell me that your past is your past for a reason
I feel that they are wrong to say that
I believe at one point if you let something go
If it really wants you it will come back to you

I've been trying to change who I am
Trying to be a more positive person
And to see things not only from my eyes but others too
{It doesnt always work that way, but I try}

I am One lost individual.
My mind has decided to play tricks and games on me
At this point... I'll allow it

I dont know what I want in/with my life anymore
All that I know is I am still just trying to take it one day at a time
Moving slowly for my own safety...

I like to believe that I am right all the time
big no no

I am a fuck up.
There is NEVER a day that goes by when I am not in regret for something I did that day
But I live with it.
And no matter how much it may hurt
I try to move on...

"If You want to save her First you have to save yourself If you want to free her from the hurt Don't do it with your pain If you want to see her smile again Don't show her you're afraid Because your cirlce of fear is the same" -------HIM I love music and writing I like meeting new people I like horror movies and metal for music. But I also like alternative rock, 80s rock, rock in general. Plus I am a fan of ICP, fuck you if you don't like them. If you do MMFCL I'm kind of a loner. I do not trust people easily Writing is my life. I love peoples input, whether its nice or rude I prefer people to be brutally honest then scum who lies. Write me some beauty in a poem and I'll love you forever. I love having poems written about me. My name is Nicole. I prefer Nickellete. My favortie nickname to be called is: cock juggling thunder cunt.ahah Dont ask Fav. Food is Chinese. I have a kitten named Misha {after Hannibal Lectures Little sister} I do smoke. I drink. I have already had my first bar experience. Plus the drunken men buying a chick dressed like a skank drinks I HAVE FUN And I am ME nothin will ever change thanks loves now to my family ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*AP FAMILY*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ My Hubby In real life I love you so much mr. tiny XD http://allpoetry.com/SmittyX MOM This lady is Helping me with so much Shes giving me advice and helping me though stuff {I look up to her, shes a wonderful poet and person} http://allpoetry.com/storiesuntold SISTERS My twin- no really this is my twin sister-xWastingxAwayx {Her poems are sheer brilliance... Lots of imagery, wonderfulness} http://allpoetry.com/xWastingxAwayX My favorite sister who is a wonderful poet-Synthetic-Nightmare {Her poems are deranged and full of emotion like mine} http://allpoetry.com/Synthetic-Nightmare BROTHERS The greatest guy ever, hes truely amazing to me-crazy old coot {If it werent for him I wouldnt laugh as much} http://allpoetry.com/crazy%20old%20coot An awesome poet, and SUCH A WONDERFUL personallity-NickN {Awesome as hell, derranged and a great guy in general} http://allpoetry.com/NickN COUSINS AP and real Cousin, great person but confused-scarletXroses {begginer poet, doesnt write much though} http://allpoetry.com/scarletXroses AUNTS The one and only true sunshine in my life-Sunshinegirl {Her work is a better tone than mine, shes awesome} http://allpoetry.com/sunshinegirl# THE LOVE OF MY AP ACOUNT Hes insane I swear, but hes such a sweetheart-thefuzzy1 {He writes like a true insane..a looney} Though I love fuzzy very much, hes about to get married and isnt on here often.. So I replaced him with a Hubby I STILL LOVE YOU FUZZY!!!! http://allpoetry.com/thefuzzy1 Fuzzy wrote this for me After I had a shitty day A Love Poem Your love is sweeter then honey your eyes shine briter then the stars you are perfect in every way Darling I never want you to go away to gether we shall stay as a modle to all what true love is all about My darling sweet tonight we shall meet and together we shall stay until the break of day I say to you "I love you my beautiful Rose" and you say to me "and I love you my handsome Tiger" we lay under the stars for hours on end and prey that this night will last forever as we kiss so tenderly a new star is born as a sign of our love and a bond that will last forever so hear I say to you my love that I want to spend the rest of my life with the most beautiful woman in the world minutes go by as I wait for your answer an hour passes and still not a word then a smile that pierces the sky and three words that made my heart skip a beat "Yes my Love" she says to me I knew it must be and she puts her head on my chest and stairs in my eyes "forever and always" she said to me but alas the break of day is at hand and we must part ways until the end of the day One last kiss she gives until the next time that we meet She is my Love My one and my all she is perfect I HOPE YOU ENJOY MY POEMS.