Good Afternoon ladies and gentlemen, I am here tonight to amaze. You have gathered together to watch the show, so sit back, relax, and enjoy. It’s a freak show by nature, so hard to endure, the grotesque things that go down in here. My mind is a place of goulies and beasties and things that go bump in the night. You have been shown a bit of my insane little mind so read on if you dare. Oh and I love my taco’s, I love them good! Muahhhahahahaha
I Have so many people that I consider to be awesome that naming them all would be impossible. But here are a few!
1. iLoathme-
My wonderful hubby. He is everything to me and I don't know where i would be without him. Even though i may flirt and be a bit much for anyone to bear he has stayed by my side through every little thing. He has been my inspiration and my life. He has given me the greatest gift ever, our beautiful daughter Dalila, and I couldn't ask for more
2. Wulf-Eyez De Winter- my lady luffer, She is so amazing and loving. I wish she could find a place where her beauty would be recognized and she would never have to cry again. She has been a friend and a companion when i needed someone the most. I truly appreciate everything she is and has to offer and I know one day she will shine like the star I see her as.
3. Metallic Acid- My dino, Cory has been there for me in some really hard times and has given me some awesome advice on some bad situations. He was right here when i came back to AP from my three year break and has been here ever since. He came up with calling me panther and it has kinda stuck, so now that is what i am known as to most everyone. He is truly an amazing person and is my smoking buddy!
4.Sugarblade- My Rena Doll, a beautiful woman who has shown me that not all things are bad. She was here for me along with my dino and she helped me see who i truly was inside. She is great and everyone should worship her!
She is the only one who still calls me caboose and It kinda will always belong to her.
5.Zombie Bad Boy- My Mud lover, although I just met him he is a great person through and through. It is almost as if I have known him for along time! We will always have the closet, the photocopy, chook in her monocle and top hat, and of course the Mud Pies. He calls me Stepherz and he is the only one to do that as well so no one can take that from him.
6.KelleBear- Kels, I love this girl seriously. She has her ups and downs but she is always a true friend and never takes advantage. She is absolutely beautiful and I hope she knows this!
7. P.O.T.E- now he is awesome. He calls me booty and is the only one ever to do so
He is also one of the first people who was around when I first came back. I don't see him on here often and miss his jabbering lol...
8. V- he has been so much to me, a friend, a laugh and just someone to cause general mischief with. He is quite off putting and only likes who he likes no one can change that. I was lucky enough to be one of those he liked. He has a brilliant mind and so much more, though he is not sexy
he is amazing.
9. Emeraldjewel- David. He is so super sweet and helped me find Mexican food when i was preggo. From that moment on he has been my friend. I truly appreciate and care about him!
10. Blueyez: My bluey girl! She and I have this plan to go clubbing in either LA or Vegas someday but as we both just had babies I don't see it any time soon
She has been a great friend and listened to a bunch of my bull throughout everything. I seriously love this girl!
thats just a few but you all know i love you!
To My love: We have shared so much and fought so many battles together I am so glad I found you and now we are a real family!
Awesome songs:
Every Me and Every You: Placebo
Ava Adore: Smashing Pumpkins
The Noose: A perfect Circle
My Sweet Prince: Placebo
Eye: Smashing Pumpkins
Perfect Drug: Nine Inch Nails
Mary Jane's Last Dance : Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers
Free Falling: Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers
I Have so many people that I consider to be awesome that naming them all would be impossible. But here are a few!
1. iLoathme-
My wonderful hubby. He is everything to me and I don't know where i would be without him. Even though i may flirt and be a bit much for anyone to bear he has stayed by my side through every little thing. He has been my inspiration and my life. He has given me the greatest gift ever, our beautiful daughter Dalila, and I couldn't ask for more
2. Wulf-Eyez De Winter- my lady luffer, She is so amazing and loving. I wish she could find a place where her beauty would be recognized and she would never have to cry again. She has been a friend and a companion when i needed someone the most. I truly appreciate everything she is and has to offer and I know one day she will shine like the star I see her as.
3. Metallic Acid- My dino, Cory has been there for me in some really hard times and has given me some awesome advice on some bad situations. He was right here when i came back to AP from my three year break and has been here ever since. He came up with calling me panther and it has kinda stuck, so now that is what i am known as to most everyone. He is truly an amazing person and is my smoking buddy!
4.Sugarblade- My Rena Doll, a beautiful woman who has shown me that not all things are bad. She was here for me along with my dino and she helped me see who i truly was inside. She is great and everyone should worship her!
She is the only one who still calls me caboose and It kinda will always belong to her.5.Zombie Bad Boy- My Mud lover, although I just met him he is a great person through and through. It is almost as if I have known him for along time! We will always have the closet, the photocopy, chook in her monocle and top hat, and of course the Mud Pies. He calls me Stepherz and he is the only one to do that as well so no one can take that from him.
6.KelleBear- Kels, I love this girl seriously. She has her ups and downs but she is always a true friend and never takes advantage. She is absolutely beautiful and I hope she knows this!
7. P.O.T.E- now he is awesome. He calls me booty and is the only one ever to do so
He is also one of the first people who was around when I first came back. I don't see him on here often and miss his jabbering lol...8. V- he has been so much to me, a friend, a laugh and just someone to cause general mischief with. He is quite off putting and only likes who he likes no one can change that. I was lucky enough to be one of those he liked. He has a brilliant mind and so much more, though he is not sexy
he is amazing.9. Emeraldjewel- David. He is so super sweet and helped me find Mexican food when i was preggo. From that moment on he has been my friend. I truly appreciate and care about him!
10. Blueyez: My bluey girl! She and I have this plan to go clubbing in either LA or Vegas someday but as we both just had babies I don't see it any time soon
She has been a great friend and listened to a bunch of my bull throughout everything. I seriously love this girl!thats just a few but you all know i love you!
To My love: We have shared so much and fought so many battles together I am so glad I found you and now we are a real family!
Awesome songs:
Every Me and Every You: Placebo
Ava Adore: Smashing Pumpkins
The Noose: A perfect Circle
My Sweet Prince: Placebo
Eye: Smashing Pumpkins
Perfect Drug: Nine Inch Nails
Mary Jane's Last Dance : Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers
Free Falling: Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers
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, and quote is "Life gets better the deeper in darkness you go". - I am a 23 year old woman from California (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm Loving my Fiance' and my beautiful little girl.





















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Blue, red, and greens,
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I once was a happy child. The world was a wondrous place that held the answers to the most mind boggling questions, like who was next to be "it" . My life was a jumble of happy1000 lines, 2 comments, February 22, 2004. In <200 lines, Other
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