My Last Breath.x• Show poetry

My name is Ali.
I'd like to say I'm different. I'm different from you, I'm different from him, from her, from them. And maybe, just maybe .. In some ways I am.
But lets face it. When we look in the mirror at the end of the day,
And we grimace at the image reflected back at our pupils;
We're all the same..







..And that's just the way it is.






























I have spent many years trying to prove to everyone that I was better.
That I was better than my family; the ones who chose addiction over me;
That I was better than my friends; the ones who betrayed me;
That I was better than my lovers; the ones who cheated on me;
Only to find, that I didn't want to be better..
..I just wanted to be loved.
And I found, that if I stayed around long enough to give people a chance;
They just might surprise me.



So thank you.
Thank you for being there for me,
When I didn't deserve you.
For being my shoulder to cry on,
When I was nothing but stubborn.
Thank you for holding my hand throughout
All those stupid years when I felt
That I could not go on.
Thank you for being my friend.
But not just my friend..
My family.
And I will never forget you.


Gaby ♥
Tev ♥
Jason ♥
Jake ♥
Zack ♥
Kandace ♥
Jeremy ♥
Daniiee ♥


You have all changed my life.
One, after the other, after the other.
Every minute, every hour, every day.
And though each of you have made a different impact on my life,
I will cherise all of you in my heart,
Until My Last dying Breath ..

























♥






















An angel like you
Can never fall.
Heaven I found
Right in my arms.

I found love in you.
I find truth in you.
I see light in you.
And it horrifies me.
































*Just wither away real beauty is forever . . .








































"You're not like the rest
of us...
...You're not afraid ."





























Sometimes this beauty is choking me, but at least it's your hands at my throat. Your lashes brush against my cheek, couple with your breathing on my neck. The world around you falls away; and I will still be there. I know my words are like daggers, but they cut me too, and I'm sorry for all the fcuked up things I say; I didn't mean it. And I never realized that I can be what I hate.. Let's be happy with what we have, enjoy the beauty in these days. Sometimes we'll laugh, sometimes we'll scream; no one said caring was easy. I know there was a time when emotions felt like pulling teeth; sometimes I felt so soulless, I couldn't even look at me. It's pathetic to hate who you are, and it feels like hell to change. But I'll be damned if I push you away. I remember when my dreams were dying, and I damned the sun; I damned the sun to pieces. I carved hateful thoughts into my chest. Then you took my hand and nothing.. No, nothing has ever felt the same.



















































I feel eyelashes on my cheek, and they lacerate my flesh. No pain so good, so put your hand in mine, never let go. Never wake up 'cause I'm done with promises. I'm taking blood oaths. Feels like you could kiss my imperfections, my imperfections away. And I would stand, stand by your side; until the sun turns the sky, all the colours I see in your eyes. I'll never need to see the sun again. There's enough light in your eyes to light up our little world. So take me, take me away. Kill me slowly, I'll never be the same. I swear to you, on everything I am. And I dedicate to you, all that I have. And I promise you, that I will stand right by your side. Forever and always, until the day I die. And I feel immortal, and I want to make you feel the same. So stand by me as we immolate; we can burn in eachother's arms. ♥






















♀ + ♂ = ♥
♀ + ♀ = ♥
♂ + ♂ = ♥

Because Love Is Love

No matter what.

♥











































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