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My Silent SuicideShow poetry

I am...
...a junior.
...a band geek.
...a piano player.
...a soccer player.
...a rocker.
...a nerd.
...an emo.
...a hippie.
...a bitch.
...a friend.
...a vegetarian.
...lazy.
...considered smart.
...cosidered an idiot.
...freewilled.
...rebellious.
...an anarchist.
...Wiccan.
...clutzy.
...blonde.
...random.
...disorganized.
...confused.
...in love.
...in therapy.
...crazy.
...wise.
...foolish.
...impulsive.
...quiet.
...outspoken.
...opinionated.
...rambling on.
I am me.





My many names: (steal them and die!)

Mrs Mockingbird
Silhouetted Shadow
Your Wicked Angel
Snow White Queen
The Stars and Skies
The Angel of Death
The Silver Lining
Peace and Rainbows
My Silent Suicide







SONG ON MY MIND::

"Farther Away"
Evanescence

I took their smiles and I made them mine.
I sold my soul just to hide the light.
And now I see what I really am,
A thief a whore, and a liar.
I run to you,
(And run away from this hell)
Call out your name,
(Giving up, giving in)
I see you there,
(Still you are)
Farther away.

Im numb to you - numb and deaf and blind.
You give me all but the reason why.
I reach but I feel only air at night.
Not you, not love, just nothing.
I run to you,
(And run away from this hell)
Call out your name,
(Giving up, giving in)
I see you there,
(Still you are)
Farther away.

Try to forget you,
But without you I feel nothing.
Don't leave me here, by myself.
I can't breathe.
I run to you,
(And run away from this hell)
Call out your name,
(Giving up, giving in)
I see you there,
(Still you are)
Farther away.

I run to you,
(And run away from this hell)
Call out your name,
(Giving up, giving in)
I see you there,
(Still you are)
Farther away.







"The risky may live shorter lives, but the cautious never live at all."


"THINK. It's not illegal yet"


"Never admit defeat, even if it seems the inevitable."


"All great oak trees started out as a couple of nuts that stood their ground."


"The one who believes is happy, the one who doubts is wise"


"Oh, Misery, I have drunk thy cup of sorrow to its dregs, but I am still a rebel."


"Never make someone your priority, when you are only their option."


"Pain is inevitable; suffering is optional."


"I don't fight battles; I fight wars"


"It is often merely for an excuse that we say things are impossible."


"If you stand for nothing, you'll fall for anything"





Below is Mr. Bunny.
Please paste him on your homepage
to help him on his mission to
DOMINATE the world!!!!!
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(>"<)
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92% of teens have moved onto rap. If you are part of the 8% that still listen to real music then put this on your AP page.






80% of Americans say "I LOVE YOU".

20% actually mean it.

If you honestly are in the 20%, paste this into your profile.






THINGS TO DO IN AN ELEVATOR
1) When there’s only one other person in the elevator, tap them on the shoulder and then pretend it wasn’t you.
2) Push the buttons and pretend they give you a shock. Smile, and go back for more.
3) Ask if you can push the button for other people, but push the wrong ones.
4) Call the Psychic Hotline from your cell phone and ask if they know what floor your on.
5) Hold the doors open and say your waiting for a friend. After a while, let the doors close, and say, “Hi Chinel. How’s your day been?”
6) Drop a pen and wait until someone goes to pick it up, then scream, “That’s mine!”
7) Bring a camera and take pictures of everyone in the elevator while saying work it girl! And telling them to pose.
8)Move your desk into the elevator and whenever anyone gets on, ask if they have an apointment
9) Lay down the twister mat and ask people if they would like to play.
10) Leave a box in the cornerwith a wind up clock in it, and when someone gets on, ask them if they can hear ticking.
11) Pretend you are a flight attendant and review emergency procedures and exits with the passengers.
12) Ask, “Did you feel that?”
13) Stand really close to someone, sniffing them occasionally.
14) When the doors close, announce to the others, “It’s okay, don’t panic, they open again!”
15) Swat at flies that don’t exist.
16) Tell people that you can see their aura.
17) Call out, “Group Hug!” and then enforce it.
18) Grimace painfully while smacking your forehead and muttering, “Shut up, all of you, just shut up!”
19) Crack open your briefcase or purse, and while peering inside, ask, “Got enough air in there?”
20) Stand silently and motionless in the corner, facing the wall, without getting off
21) Stare at another passenger for a while, then announce in horror, “Your one of THEM!” and back away slowly.
22) Wear a puppet on your hand and use it to talk to the other passengers
23) Listen to the elevator walls with your stethoscope.
24) Make explosion noises when anyone presses a button.
25) Stare, grinning at another passenger for a while, then announce, “I have new socks on”.
26) Draw a little square on the floor with chalk and announce to the other passengers, “This is MY personal space”
27) Everytime the doors start to close open them again and say " If they close we may never get out.... like the others"
28) Press every single button that lights up and keep pressing them. Then smile sheepishly at someone and say "I'm afraid of the dark."
29) Hit the top floor button then ask somene to hold your hand because you hate hieghts.
30) When your alone on the elevator and another person comes in and they find somewhere to stand yell at them and tell them they are crushing your friend. Do that for everywhere they stand.





Did you know....

1. Kissing is good for you

2. Having someone rub your "tummy" actually helps when it's hurting

3. Guys love when you wear their hoodie or jacket

4. Only a true boyfriend or girlfriend will cry in front of you

5. If you have a dream about someone, it means they fell asleep thinking about you

6. Girls love when you hold them around their waist

7. Guys think it's cute when you mess up

8. A true boy/girlfriend will hug of kiss you in front of his or her friends

9. Girls love when you give them your jacket or hoodie to wear or borrow


Poems I'm focused on

  • 27 lines, 1 comment, November 21
  • 44 lines, 3 comments, October 19
  • 8 lines, 3 comments, August 6
  • 53 lines, 8 comments, July 24
  • Though I was forever in the background, you ignored my nonexistence,
    And you never knew about my life, so far off in the distance.
    11 lines, 5 comments, March 28
  • You know who I am.
    You know what I’ve done.
    44 lines, 4 comments, December 23, 2008

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  • Euphy on February 26
    I really like the new name! Love you Ellen!

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    Crap, it's past midnight. Happy (amends) *belated* birthday, lovely Ellen.
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    Yo. Ellen. It's The Jerry Berry. Dig it?

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