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It is very simple. If I don't know you, I don't give a FUCK what you think of me. Take your negative comments and shove them up your ass. You don't know me or what I've been through. Ergo, you have NO FUCKING RIGHT to critcize me.

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I am a monster. I am a hero. You can hate me or you can love me. I don't care what you think of me, I just wanna be me. End of story. If you don't like me, don't talk shit behind my back, take it to me personally. Don't attack me. It's pointless and stupid. It makes me wanna throw things.

I'm easy to get along with and easy to become an enemy to. I also am willing to befriend an old enemy. I'm sick of war and fighting.

I don't believe in guns or bombs or any of that bullshit. Weaponry should have never advanced past swords. I don't believe in war either. I think that if people have a conflict, don't send a bunch of others to go fight each other, duke it out yourselves!

If you tell me you wanna hurt me because I offended you, don't say it. Do it. And good luck.

I don't fear death. I embrace it.

I am a Christian, but I respect you if you believe otherwise. Don't criticize my beliefs because it makes you look foolish.

TWILIGHT FANS AND HATERS
Because of all the Twilight controversy, I’ve decided to show my point of view on it. Most of what I state is fact over opinion. If you hate Twilight, please read on. If you love it and get pissed off about haters, stop now. Unless you’re really curious as to why we hate it. But I’m warning you, this has pissed off a lot of people.
Twilight sucks. Why, you ask? Let’s look at it. Robert Pattinson…ladies, I will freely accept the fact that he is “attractive” if you can tell me WHAT you like about him. And yes, I can see why you find Taylor Lautner attractive. That’s just that part. And for the record, Kirsten Stewart cannot act. There are prettier girls everywhere you look. But that’s just the movie aspect.
I’ll hit the obvious first. Why does Edward insist on being with a girl 80 years younger than him? No, the fact that he is stuck in a 17-year-old body doesn’t count for crap. Think about plastic surgery. You still look young, but deep inside, you’re still aging. Even if she is 18 before they have sex, and their married, 80 years is still pedophilia. And why am I expected to believe that a 107-year-old guy has never had sex? He’s stuck in his prime for Christ’s sake! And like you girls say. “He’s so hot.” That’s just bad writing! For the record, what kind of name is Renesmee? As if sparkling vampires wasn’t far-fetched enough.
And yes, I do believe in vampyres. Yes, there is a reason in the spelling. But it’s irrelevant in this rant. Sparkling vampires is silly. Throughout the years, vampyres have had many reasons for avoiding the sun, whether it be death, or dormant powers that were revealed in the night. Or, just being sensitive to it. But sparkling is over the top. And that moves into another point.
Stephanie Meyer said that she had a dream and that’s what the books were based off correct? That’s nothing more than an excuse not to be attacked by fans of The Vampire Diaries (The books not the show), Sookie (True Blood basis), and Anne Rice. Notice that her stories have an odd resemblance to that? All those were released BEFORE Twilight. Maybe not on the screen, but in novels, they were. This shows that Stephanie Meyer is uncreative.
Now we get to move onto another great topic. Bella. Bella is a stupid girl. Personally, I think this is very stupid. “How long have you been seventeen?” The answer is simple. “I lied, you ignorant girl. I have the body of a seventeen-year-old. As for how long I actually was, the answer is one year. Then I turned 18. As of now, I’m 107.” Also, she chose Edward over Jacob. Jacob was a character who had always been kind to Bella. He loved her and was extremely kind to her. Edward just said, “You smell good. I want your blood. I can’t stay away from you. I’ll kill myself if you ever leave.” That’s not love keeping them together. That’s called guilt. She also chose a guy over her friends. I don’t believe in that personally, but like I said, she’s stupid.
Edward watched Bella while she was sleeping. How is this sweet? Now, yes, if he knew her and they were in a relationship, yes. But he had never met her. He was just sneaking into her room to watch her. I find that personally creepy. Most of the girls I know would be pissed off at their bf if he said, “By the way, before we met, I was watching you sleep at night.” In fact, they would leave him in a hot second.
That’s all for now folks. If you liked the rant, feel free to steal it. Please leave a guestbook comment if you do. I wanna know how liked it is. If you hated it, I warned your dumbass not to read it. Don’t leave me anything telling me how much I “suck.”

Some of the original sexy vamps who could own Edward
David (From the Lost Boys)
Lestat (Lestat Series by Anne Rice)
Louis (Interview With the Vampire)
Selene, even though she is relatively new (Underworld)
Blade (Blade)
Non-sexy
Victor (Underworld)
Larten Crepsley (Cirque Du Freak)


AP Family:

My girlfriend and amazing friend : SceneChic : I met you online, and I took the iniative to visit you. I'm glad I did. You're not four hours away. Mapquest lied! I'm glad I see you, even if it's only on the weekends. Chelsea, thanks. Thank you so much for being mine. I love you

Guardian: XxAngelofSorrowxX : Molly, we're great friends and we always will be. I'm sorry we are hurting. We're going through a rough time. You amaze me. You've always been there and you have always made me smile. I love you Molly. Always be there. Never leave.

Saiyan Princess: TwistedWickedAngel : Kassie and I have been friends as long as I've been on AP. She's there when I need her and I try to be the best friend for her I can. She means a lot to me and she isn't allowed to walk out of my life again. Hear that?

Sister: Poisoness-Kisses : I can't even remember when I first met Karlie. She was on my favorites list FOREVER and I wondered, "Who the hell is this?" So I took some incentive and said hi...again. But I am so happy I know her. She is one of the most amazing people ever, even if she doesn't see it.

Sister/Secret Lover: Mistress Kathriana : Kat has been a great friend and an amazing sister. She's had her fair share of rough times, but she made it through alright. She gives me hope through all my pain. I love you sister

Super Saiyan 3 Sister: Erozay : For the longest time, I thought she hated me. She gave me a lot of crap and I still don't know why. But I'm glad she doesn't hate me. I knew her through my best friend and I'm glad I do.

Pet Lioness: SuperMickey : Mickey came on to AP and just made everyone smile. I don't know how she did it, but she did and now she's one of the coolest people here. I'm glad I know her and I'm glad she's my friend. She calls me Matter.

Pet Puppy: XxDuckiexX : We've always been close since we talked for the first time. She's lovable. She has issues but don't we all. She's a very sweet girl and my best friend is lucky to be with her. Sami, stay strong

Pet Crocodile : Croc of the Void : I haven't known Zak that long, but I know he's a cool guy with many underlying issues. I see a little bit more of him each time we talk. He has good taste in music and stuff like that. I call him Skipper. I don't know why. I just do. Rock on for ever, Croc.

Zombie Psycho Seester: LenaLovedAZombie : Kels, for God's sake, I CANNOT KEEP UP WITH YOUR NAMES! Other than that, she's cool. She is really nice to me and is usually nice to everyone. Just don't be an ass to her. Kels, I still say they need a Zombie smiley just for you

If you wanna be in the family and you know me, drop a line.
General:
( ) Smoked a cigarette
( ) Drank so much you threw up
(x) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
(x) Been arrested
( ) Gone on a blind date
(x) Skipped school
( ) Seen someone die
( ) Been to Canada
( ) Been to Florida
( ) Been to Mexico
( ) Been on a plane
(x) Been lost
( ) Been on the opposite side of the country
( ) Gone to Washington , DC
(x) Swam in the ocean
(x) Felt like dying....
(x) Cried yourself to sleep
(x) Played cops and robbers
( ) Recently colored with crayons
( ) Sang karaoke badly
(x) Paid for a meal with only coins
(x) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) Made prank phone calls
(x) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
( ) Laughed until liquid came out of the other end
(x) Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
(x) Danced in the rain
(x) Written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) Been kissed under the mistletoe
(x) Watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(x) Blown bubbles
(x) Made a bonfire on the beach
( ) Crashed a party
(x) Gone roller-skating
(x) Ice-skating

Relationships:
(x) I've had someone cheat on me.
( ) I've gone on a blind date.
(x) I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
(x) I miss someone right now.
( ) have a fear of commitment.
(x) I have a fear of abandonment.
( ) I've cheated in a relationship.
(x) I've been the cheatee ( if that means that someone cheated on me)
( ) I've gotten divorced
(x) I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
(x) I've told someone I loved them
( ) I've kept something from a past relationship.


Sexuality:
(x) I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
( ) I've had a crush on a teacher.
(x) I am a cuddler.
( ) I love to flirt.
( ) I've been kissed in the rain.
(x) I've hugged a stranger.
( ) have kissed a stranger.


Honesty/Crime:
( ) I am a terrible liar.
(x) I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't (I'm sorry)
(x) I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
(x) I've snuck out of my house.
(x) I have lied to my parents about where I am.
(x) I am keeping a secret from the world
(x) I've cheated while playing a game.
(x) I've cheated on a test.
(x) I've run a red light.
(x) I've been suspended from school.
(x) I've witnessed a crime.
(x) I've been in a fist fight.
(x) I've been arrested.


Drugs/Alcohol:
(x) I've consumed alcohol. (YUCK)
( ) I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
(x) I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
( ) I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
( ) I can't swallow pills.
(x) I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
(x) I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
(x) I shut others out when I'm depressed.
( ) I take anti-depressants.
( ) I'm anorexic or bulimic.
(x) I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
( ) I'm addicted to adrenaline
(x) I've hurt myself on purpose
(x) I'm addicted to self harm (Just cause I don't doesn't mean I'm not addicted)
(x) I've woken up crying.
(x) I've cried myself to sleep.


Death and Suicide:
( ) I'm afraid of dying.
(x) I hate funerals.
( ) I've seen someone die.
(x) Someone I know has attempted suicide.
( ) Someone close to me has committed suicide.
(x) I've attempted suicide.


Random:
(x) I can sing well.
( ) I open up to others easily.
(x) I watch the news (occasionally).
( ) I don't kill bugs.
(x) I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
(x) I curse regularly.
(x) I sing in the shower.
( ) I am a morning person.
(x) I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
( ) I'm a snob about grammar.
( ) I am a sports fanatic.
( ) I twirl my hair
( ) have "x"s in my screen name
(x) I love being neat *Sometimes*
( ) I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
(x) I bake well.
( ) My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
(x) I would wear pajamas to school. (and have)
( ) I like Martha Stewart.
(x) I know how to shoot a gun.
( ) I am in love with love.
( ) I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
(x) I laugh at my own jokes.
( ) I eat fast food weekly
(x) I believe in ghosts/spirits.
( ) I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
(x) I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
( ) I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
(x) I am really ticklish.(depending on where)
( ) I love white chocolate
(x) I bite my nails
(x) I play video games
(x) I'm good at remembering faces.
( ) I'm good at remembering names.
( ) I'm good at remembering dates.
( ) I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
( ) I have tried to join a circus and failed