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Ive been hurt too many times to count.
I wont always tell ppl the truth about things,
forewhich it could hurt them; i rather have em be happy. Ive had too many friendships die over STUPID things. I cant trust anyone, cos its hard for me to find a decent human being who RESPECTS && CARES for mee.











Sorry I just Love This Song:

Everything I'm Not [The Veronicas]

Oh no
Don't go changing
That's what you told me from the start
Thought you where something different
That's when it all just fell apart
Like you're so perfect
And I can't measure up
Well I'm not perfect
Just all messed up

I was losing myself to somebody else
But now I see
I don't wanna pretend
So this is the end of you and me
Cause the girl that you want
She was tearing us apart
Cause she's everything
Everything I'm not

It's not like I need somebody
Telling me where I should go at night
Don't worry you'll find somebody
Someone to tell how to live their life
Cause your so perfect
And no one measures up
Yeah all by yourself
You're all messed up

I was losing myself to somebody else
But now I see
I don't wanna pretend
So this is the end of you and me
Cause the girl that you want
She was tearing us apart
Cause she's everything
Everything I'm not

Now wait a minute
Because of you
I never knew all the things that I had
Hey don't u get it
I'm not going anywhere with you tonight
Cause this is my life

I was losing myself to somebody else
But now I see
I don't wanna pretend
So this is the end of you and me
Cause the girl that you want
She was tearing us apart
Cause she's everything
Everything I'm not

But now I see
I don't wanna pretend
So this is the end of you and me
Cause the girl that you want
she was tearing us apart
Cause she's everything
Everything I'm not









I just Wanted Your Love [Alexz Johnson]

You got time
If time is what you needed
You're not mine
I rather not believe you're fine
Rather think you're up all night
You're alright
You knew me when you met me
Let's not fight
I'm just a little feisty
Maybe, maybe I would lose my mind

I don't wanna
Let you go away
I don't wanna
Let you go

Boy, I just wanted your love
I just need to feel your love
I just wanted your love

I don't wanna
Let you go

You got steam
The wheels are turning
It's just me
I'm crashing and I'm burning
Shouldn't we be making out?
You got guts
Guts is what I need now
I don't mind
Starting to believe it's over
Tell her "I loathe her"

I don't wanna
Let you go away
I don't wanna
Let you go

Boy, I just wanted your love
I just need to feel your love
I just wanted your love

I don't wanna
Let you go

Ha!

Letting you go
Letting you go
Letting you go
Letting you go
Letting you go
Yea yea

I don't wanna
Let you go away
I don't wanna
Let you go

Boy, I just wanted your love
I just need to feel your love
I just wanted your love

I don't wanna
Let you go







IT TAKES A MINUTE TO HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE,
AN HOUR TO LIKE SOMEONE,AND A DAY TO FALL IN LOVE,BUT
IT TAKES A LIFETIME TO FORGET SOMEONE♡

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Extra Info:

I like Cookies && Junk food
Im still in luv w/ my past realations
I Love The Rain && specialy the sound of rain
Im addicted to sleeping, I sleep all the time
Im in LOVE w/ Rock music
I LOVE the Ocean[s] specialy during really bad thunderstorms
Im addicted to summer heat, && could probably live in it for the rest of my life.
Im completly obsessed w/ dinosaurs & Constintly wish they were still living.
I know Every celebrity in L.A && Love Anna Nicole Smith
My twin Sister [1992-2008] *My Sister* "Rest in Peace, Chubby Wubby"
I HATE when "Men" disrespect us Women.
Even tho i am a liar I still hate liars, cos my lies are saved for emergencies
I Hate ppl who steal
I hate ppl who act like they're better than everyone else. life's NOT a competion
I HATE when ppl "Act" like they're your friend, but really hate you.
I Love INSTANT STAR w/ Alexz Johnson!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
&& Im 100% Scared of Spiders.






[I ten to let all the strings loose on here, specially in my poems, songs. So dont get Confused.]


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* My Music For UR Ears: *
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My Chemical Romance
30 Seconds to Mars
Three days Grace
The Veronicas
Marilyn Manson
Alexz Johnson
Simple Plan
Evanescence
Leona Lewis
Fall out Boy
Linkin Park
Paramore
Flyleaf
Hinder





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* Favorite Quotes: *



Pain doesn't travel in straight lines. It circles back around and comes up behind you. It's the circles that kill you.
Pat Conroy


~~"Take chances, make mistakes. That's how you grow. Pain nourishes your courage. You have to fail inorder to practice being brave".~~
-Mary Tyler Moore

~~"A coward turns away, but a brave man's choice is danger".~~
-Euripedes

*****[Memory is a giggling sprite and will not be tamed. She takes flight the moment the present becomes the past.]*****
-Real Live Preacher

~~"Sometimes you've got to specifically go out of your way to get into trouble. It's called fun".~~
-Robin Williams

~~"Where so ever you go, go with all your heart".~~
-Confucious

"It is better to risk saving a guilty person than to condemn an innocent one."
-Voltaire

"Caring about others, running the risk of feeling, and leaving an impact on people, brings happiness."
-Rabbi Harold Kushner


One word frees us of all the weight and pain of life: That word is love.
--Sophocles


"Knowing is half the battle."
-GI Joe


"We are not enemies but friends. We must not be enemies. Though passion may have strained it must not break our bonds of affection. The mystic cords of memory shall swell when again touched, as surely they will be, by the better angels of nature."
-Abraham Lincoln





*****--Love is missing someone whenever you're apart, but somehow feeling warm inside because you're close in heart.
--Kay Knudsen



******--If I had a single flower for every time I think about you, I could walk forever in my garden.
--Claudia Ghandi


The course of true love was never easy.
William Shakespeare


Immature love says, "I love you because I need you." Mature love says, "I need you because I love you.
Franklin D. Roosevelt


There are two parts to love. That wonderful, perfect blissful feeling, and the horrid, unbearable pain. But to be able to love...makes the pain worth it all.
Ashley

The course of true love never did run smooth.
William Shakespeare


To love someone deeply gives you strength. Being loved gives you courage.
Lao Tzu

The only thing you can't trade for your heart's desire is your heart.
Lois McMaster Bujold


I opened the window of my heart. The sun flooded my house and love flooded my soul.
Paulo Coelho


Storms make trees take deeper roots.
Dolly Parton


You can do no great things, just small things with great love.
Mother Theresa


She is not perfect. You are not perfect. The question is whether or not you are perfect for each other.
Robin Williams


To love someone is not difficult; to live life loving someone often times is.
Akito

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The future, according to some scientists, will be exactly like the past, only far more expensive.
John Sladek


I tend to live in the past because most of my life is there.
Herb Caen


Those who cannot remember the past are condemned to repeat it.
George Santayana


I try and try to deny that I need you but still you remain on my mind.
Mariah Carey


Suspicion always haunts the guilty mind.
William Shakespeare


The journey is difficult, immerse. We will travel as far as we can, but we cannot in one lifetime see all that we would like to see or to learn all that we hunger to know.
Loren Eiseley


A lie can travel halfway round the world while the truth is putting on its shoes.
Mark Twain

The trail is the thing, not the end of the trail. Travel too fast and you miss all you are traveling for.
Louis L'Amour

A novel is not, after all, a historical document, but a way to travel through the human heart.
Julia Alvarez

Travel the world. Any place that accepts you is worth it.
Nadia Key


Study the past if you would define the future.
Confucious


Which do you regret more: the things you did or the things you didn't do?
Veronica Arocho


In the attitude of silence the soul finds the path in an clearer light, and what is elusive and deceptive resolves itself into crystal clearness. Our life is a long and arduous quest after Truth.
Mahatma Gandhi



"To see beyond the realm, first you must see into the soul, that is where the key to immortality lies."
PoesSoul22




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"If Courage takes controll, you are discovered"
-Me!!!!!!

"You can fake yourself in front of someone, but inless they're around you, they really don't know you"
-Me!!!

"ALL men are the same, eyes open, ears shut!"
-ME!!!!!


To relive our past, is like deja'Vu reliving Your Future
ME!!!!!!!!!!!


Grasp the energy of today, the excitement may not be in tomorrows plans.
ME!!!!!!!


Time does not heal the heart. It only takes away what we dont want to remember.
ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



War is to Sacrifice your Heart & Love for the person who cheats life.
ME!!!!!!!!!!!!