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AP BEST FRIEND: Totheend
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my name is Lisa, i like to be known as Li.
i have the self harm issue. i cut myself.
i drink. i smoke. i try to get rid of my pain anyway i can.
i embrace the feeling when times get tough, thats why i like to cut. i dont care if people judge me, they can go shove it. NOBODY can change me. i never chose to be this way, this way chose me.
i need my music. i need my poetry. i need it, without it i will not survive.

not one of my friends know how much i want to kill myself. they dont care.
i hate living. i hate being here!!

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Isnt it funny that when you go to the shops with your friends you look down at the girl with black jeans and studs but smile at the girl wearing a a mini with a tshirt that barely cover anything?

Isnt it funny you can change your music taste to impress a guy but when it comes to a girl who likes her own music and her own style, you give her a mouthful?

Isnt it funny that a guy can get away with being a gangsta but the emo gets a mouthful from everyone

are you laughing?

Isnt it funny an emo can be quiet all through the week but gets more shit from everyone than the girl who sleeps around and sells her virginity?

Isnt it funny that you dont mind your friends drinking, smoking but the minute someone mentions emo music you can give them a lecture on melodramatic teenage outcasts?

im not laughing

Its so funny that you and your friends can make a girls life hell and not know anything about the silent battle she might be fighting.

Isnt it funny that you can call emos, punks, goths the retards but still manage to get through your day without an inch of guilt in your heart.

HOW YOU CAN CALL A GIRL A POSER, HOW CAN YOU SAY "YOUR NOT EMO" OR "ATTENTION SEEKER" WITHOUT SPENDING A SECOND TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHY THERE ARE CUTS ON HER WRISTS AND WHY SHE SPENDS HER LUNCHTIMES CRYING INSTEAD OR LAUGHING WITH HER FRIENDS

keep on laughing

Isnt it funny you can say and do all this without any idea of what is going on in this persons life

without knowing her situation with her friends

or her family

or her LIFE

BRAVE ISNT GOING UP ON STAGE AND STRIPPING

BRAVE IS NOT SAYING A SPEECH

OR DUMPING YOUR BOYFRIEND

BRAVE IS

GOING TO SCHOOL ON MUFTI DAY AND NOT FOR A SECOND CARE WHAT THE FUCKS AROUND YOU ARE SAYING ABOUT YOUR CLOTHES

ITS LISTENING TO YOUR OWN MUSIC AND BEING PROUD OF IT

ITS GOING THROUGH EVERY DAY WITH THE THINGS PEOPLE SAY TO YOUR FACE AND BEHIND YOUR BACK AND YOU STILL KEEP QUIET

ITS KNOWING WHAT YOUR "FRIENDS" ARE SAYING ABOUT YOU AND STILL CALLING THEM YOUR FRIENDS

BRAVE IS KNOWING THAT TOMOROW ISNT A BRIGHT AND HAPPY FUTURE

ITS ANOTHER DAY OF BITCHING AND DODGING RUMORS

keep on laughing
if you agree put this on your blog
and advise others to do so
screw THE EMO HATERS.

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Giving up doesn't always mean you're weak, sometimes it just means you're strong enough to let go - anon

i hurt myself so i can feel alive

Sometimes if you love someone so much, it will actually hurt more.
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no, i don't always cut myself so i will die.

sometimes i need to fly away

its my addiction, i crave it.

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Emos:
*Don’t cut them self to get attention
*Don’t always cry
*Sometimes cry because they hurt
*Are not all bisexual
*Sometimes do actually want to be included
*Are not babies
*Don’t always date emos
*Don't label
*Don't all cut
*Want to be happy just like others


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1. - as soon as you get online-whose name do you look at first?
2. - when you hear your phone ringing-who do u hope is calling?
3. - when a love song comes on the radio-who's face comes to your mind?
4. - who's name makes your heart skip a beat every time you hear it?
5. - who is it that you always find yourself thinking about-wondering if they're thinking about you?
6. - the whole time you were reading this bulletin, there was only 1 person on your mind.....
Repost this as "Six signs you're falling for someone"

I'm

F ucked up
I nsecure
N eurotic
E motional
See I'm just F.I.N.E.