Mrs Shinoda• Show poetry

MWAHAHahahahahahahahahacough, hack, coughhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im gonna take ovr the world. u just wait.
my plan for world domination: like id tell u, ud just stop me!! but really, its really fing good


and the nicest compliment iv ever recieves, and ever will, is by vinillalace, my ap mothr. here is what she saiz bou me on her page:

"Mrs Shinoda My morbid sick twisted demented daughter from hell, such a sweet child sneaking up on people through the night, and as they turn to look at her she murders them beautifuly. "


marry me
is 7 letters long
but so is
divorce!!



I love linkin park, and mike shinoda is a sexy beast. shame he's married.... but i will not swoon and say "oh my friggen god, i friggen love ur friggen band, bla bla bla..."

I hav a list of lyrics that relate to my life. but i wont post em all, cuz u prob wont read em anyway!

SOMEWHERE I BELONG (the whole song b/c there is no use in writing down the whole song; check lyrics.com if you don’t know the song)

LYING FROM YOU (again, the whole song and if u don’t kno it, lyrics.com)

there are just too many times that ppl have tried to look inside of me wondering what I think of you when I protect u out of courtesy, too many times that iv held on when I needed to push away, afraid to say wut wuz on my mind, afraid 2 say wut I needed 2 say, too many things that uv said about me when I’m not around … but iv had too many stand-offs with u, its about as much as I can stand … u think u won, and then its all gone, so many ppl like me put so much trust in all ur lies, so concerned with what u think to just say what we feel inside, so many ppl like me walk on eggshells all day long, all that I kno is that all I want is to feel like I’m not stepped on, there are so many things u say that make me fee like uv crossed the line … I kno ill never trust a single thing u say, u knew ur lies would divide us but u lied anyway

I am little bit of loneliness, a little bit of disregard, a handful of complaints but I cant help the fact that evry1 can see these scars, I am what I want u 2 want, what i want u to feel but its like no matter what I do I cant convince u 2 just believe this is real, so i let go, watching u turn ur back like u always do face away and pretend that im not but ill be here … I cant feel the way I did before … time wont heal this damage anymore … I wont be ignored, I am a little bit insecure a little unconfident cuz u don’t understand I do what I can but sometimes I don’t make sence, I am what u nevr want to say, but iv nevr had a doubt its like no matter what I do I cant convince u 4 once just 2 hear me out…


FIGURE.09 (once again, da whole damn thing. I kno I have a lot; lyrics.com if u r unfamiliar w/it)

BREAKING THE HABIT (do I need 2 say it?)

NOBODY’S LISTENING (not gonna bother anymore…)

NUMB (mom, if u evr read this [wich I hope u don’t L] this song is mostly about u that is relative)

the soon-comin evsnesence lyrics will hav individual songs written and who in mi life they rel8 2.

Shoutouts:
vinillalace; she's my AP mothr wit a lot of built up anger, and will bite ur head off but shes kool like that> im her evil, demented, morbid daugher> evil cakle

linkinparkchic; girlfriend, u kik some serious ass, litterally and metaphorically (tho some of ur poetry could use a lil help!)

Lestat de lioncourt; oh mi flippen gods, u r a kik-ass person, and a kik-ass poet. there is a certain air of magnifisence(sp?) about u that is really captivating wen we talk........ i friggen love u i swear♥

natster; grl, u make me laf my ass off. and ur easy 2 talk to. here, hav some cafine,

all u other linkin park fans but r NOT obsessed; y'all kik-ass, linkin park is the best.

vampires: gods above, let me join you in (sometimes bitter) immortality. but wait till im 21, so i am a woman and can drink. you all r the envy of my life, the reason i stay where i am and dont run away.

shoutins/who i cant stand on da site: GreenEyESavvier. u r an a$$hole, and u really r unfair.

but he's a real good poet, dont get me wrong. and if he reads this, feel free 2 message me.

i am a total goth, but seein me on da street b/c mi mothr is so controlling, u wouldnt kno it Xsept on a good day.

4 those that dont kno me: blondishy-red hair, "sparkling" gray blue eyes, 5'1/2", and sorta average in weight. oh, and mi curves arent that bad either ( )

not only am i an addict 2 linkin park, but i am also a sucker 4 anything vampire[ss] (in case you couldn't tell), and wish i were 1. :K

i got these from rising-2-be-seen. im an unoriginal bitch like the rest of y'all.

I love you
is 8
letters,
but then again...
so is
BULLSHIT!

A pill to make you Numb
a pill to make you Dumb
a pill to make you anybody else
but all the drugs in this world
won't save her from herself

best friend
is 10
letters,
but then again...
so is
LYING BITCH!


You ask how I am?
well I'm FINE!
F...ucked up
I...nsecure
N...eurotic &
E...motional


watch.
watch your thoughts; they become your words
watch your words; they become your habits
watch your habits; they become your character
watch your character; it becomes your destiny


Time is not wasted when you're wasted all the time


some cuts and bruises are more than skin deep
when they're made by someone you love...


if you look behind and it hurts,
if you look ahead and you suffer,
just look around you and I'll be there


you're only as strong
as the cocktails you drink
the tables you dance on
and the friendships you keep


the only boy who deserves you
is the one who thinks he doesn't


*Guys are like stars,
there are a million out there
but only one can make all your
dreams come true*


it's sad how someone you know
becomes someone you knew
and how someone you love
becomes someone you hate


Don't try to fit in
when you were meant to
STAND OUT


Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass,
it's about learning to dance in the rain!!!


An Ode To Dreamers

When dreamers dream
And lovers love
Do they receive their visions
From heaven above?
Or do they originate
Where all things start
Within our minds
Within our hearts?
I know not all
But what I do know is this
You cannot build a Kingdom
Upon a flimsy wish
So believe in your dreams
Follow them blind
Lest you loose them all,
To the hands of time.     (<<i mostly kept this cuz the rhyming; im not that optomistic )

THESE ARE FROM MISJUDGED'S XANGA SITE! I STOLE THEM! (and i stole this from rising-2-be-seen, too)

i bring the razor closer to my wrist
should i do it or not?
i look at your picture on my wall
you don't want to see me in pain
i throw the razor down and walk away
i know that you will help me through the hard times

this is war
I cannot take it anymore
I'm falling faster and bleeding more
than i have ever bled before


I'm the type of girl that no one truly sees. They see my scars but they dont see me. I'm the type of girl that will never be loved. I'm being punished for all I have done...


Wait for tomorrow when the sun goes down
When the stars light up and theres hardly a sound
I'll forever be here waiting for you
I love you so much, if only you knew.


You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be, but I'm the closest thing to hell that you've ever seen...


I'd give you my heart but you'd just break it, I'd give you my life but you'd just take it. I'd tell you I love you but your reply would be fake, I've already learned from my mistakes.


Sunny days wouldn't be special
If it wasn't for rain
And joy wouldn't feel so good
If it wasn't for pain
Death has to be easy
Because life is hard
It'll leave you physically,
Mentally, and emotionally SCARRED


You hate me now just like you said
So grant your wish and make me dead
Hold me once and make it last
Do it sharp and do it fast
Reveal the scars, untie the bows
And take that one last wilting rose
Use it as a poisoned dart
And stab me straight through my heart


+THE WORLD DID CRY THE NIGHT YOU DIED AND IM NO GOOD AT SUICIDE+


Is that really my reflection staring back at me? She seems more like the girl that used to haunt my dreams. Lingering around some where is my ghost..the person I long for the most. I just want to go back to the old me...but that is only a memory...<<<<<<<that 1 is soo about me~~


THIS IS A POEM BY MISJUDGED CHECK HER OUT!! THIS IS FROM HER XANGA SITE!

Your perfect little girl dropped a grade on her report card.  
Your perfect little girl yelled at you last night.  
Your perfect little girl talked back to you again.&#9829;  
Your perfect little girl painted her nails black.&#9829;
Your perfect little girl lied to you all her life.
Your perfect little girl cries herself to sleep.&#9829;
Your perfect little girl slits her wrists till she bleeds.  
Your perfect little girl dated before sixteen.&#9829;
Your perfect little girl doesn't go to church.&#9829;
Your perfect little girl hates you.
Your perfect little girl has given up on life.&#9829;  
Your perfect little girl had a tantrum today.
Your perfect little girl wants to run away.&#9829;
Your perfect little girl hasn't let you dry her tears.&hearts
Your perfect little girl disobeys you.&#9829;
Your perfect little girl hates the world.&#9829;
Your perfect little girl is hated by the world.&#9829;
Your perfect little girl says bad things about you.
Your perfect little girl is very unhappy.&#9829;
Your perfect little girl tried to commit suicide.  
Your perfect little girl has become a disgrace.&#9829;
What's your perfect little girl now?&#9829;

(the &#9829; r for the 1s that REALLY apply to me)

I LOVE IT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I CANNOT SEE WHAT DOES NOT COME MY WAY...

I DON'T LIKE IT WHEN PEOPLE MOLEST MY CAT...OR MY STUFFIES FOR THAT MATTER... (<<i added that last part myself arent i great??)
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ONE MORE THING I AM CRAZY! GET USED TO IT!    ¢¾¢¾¢¾¢¾

Ok, the rest I stole from the poet Rose of the Fallen, she is so damn pissterical. <here is a rose, take it and like it grl!


"Why... is there BACON ON THE SOAP?!?!?!?  
~I MADE IT MYSELF!!!"
Zim and GIR of Invader Zim

"Courage is but a monster that feeds on the fear of others... Without fear, courage is nonexistant"

"BE FREE MY LITTLE POPTART!!!"
-Happy Noodle Boy

"To love with the eyes is lust, to love with the heart is pure. Learn to tell the difference."
-Rose Taftmoon

"I reject your reality and substitute my own."
-That dude off of Mythbusters...

"so help me god Ill slap you both so hard through this computer you'll be spitting asterics for weeks."

"Dreams are like rainbows. Only idiots chase them."

"Additudes are contageous. Mine might kill you."

"as long as we have each other, we'll never run out of problems"

"Retirement: Because you've goven so much of yourself to th ecompany, that you dont have anything left we can use."

"There are no stupid questions, but there are a LOT of inquisitive idiots"

"The only consistant feature to all dissatisfying relationships is you."

"If at first you dont succeed. Failure may be your style."

"When you earnestly believe you can compensate for a lack of skill by doubling your efforts, there's no end to what you cant do."

"Not all pain is gain"

"If you find yourself struggling with lonliness, you're not alone. And yet you are alone. So very, very alone."

"When birds fly in the right formation, they need only exert half the effort. Even in nature, teamwork results in collective laziness."

"When the winds of change blow hard enough, the most trivial of things can turn into deadly projectiles."

"No single raindrop is to believe it is to blame for the flood."

"Not everyone gets to be an astronaut when they grow up"

"The secret to success is knowing who to blame for your failures."

"Failure: When your best just isnt good enough"

"When people are free to do as they please... they usually imitate each other."

"Until you spread your wings, youll have no idea for far you can walk."

"Its a short trip from riding the waves of change to being torn apart by the jaws of defeat."

"Flattery: If you want to get to the top, prepare to kiss a lot of the bottom."

"Always remember that you are unique... Just like everybody else."

“People who pick their noses when they THINK no one is looking. To their dismay I am and I laugh.”

Top 6 Jobs That Would Be Interesting:

1. Gothic porn star.
3. Professional film director
4. World Renown Professional Beer Tester.
5. Professional Game Tester (all you do is play the games!!!)
8. The dude in the King Suit for Burger King Comercials.

Top 10 Reasons Not to socialize with People:

1. They all suck.
2. Theyre only going to make you feel more miserable.
3. They make you realise that you are better and youve already got a big enough ego you narsissistic bastard.
4. Theyll all hate you.
5. Theyre all going to laugh at you.
6. They might work for the government.
7. They are already plotting your demise.
8. They want to screw with your mind.
9. They might become obsessed with you and such.
10. They all suck.











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