Poems are the wings I create to be able to ride emotion with freedom and confidence and not crash like a rock thrown from a cliff.
I am a complicated person, but I suppose all of us are, if one bothers to look far enough. I am a chameleon. I have so many faces I am often not sure who I am. I guess I am all of them, and at the same time none of them.
I am in search of something, and I am not sure of what. Ideas? Truth? Wisdom? Purpose? Perhaps all of them, perhaps something else entirely.
At my base, under all of my faces, I am passionate and strong. That passion is often dressed in pretty language and a blasé appearance, but that doesn't change it's nature. I've never had true friends so I am pretty reserved, though I can be very charming when the occasion calls for it.
I am self reliant. Perhaps more than any person should be. Don't get me wrong, I have a good family that I love, but I don't completely trust them and don't always respect them. I often feel that if I don't solve a personal problem without any help, I don't deserve that it be solved. I suppose that is why I spent more of my life then I should have in depression. But I'm not going back there. I hated it.
I dress well and enjoy it. I suppose that beauty is my main goal in life, in all its forms, internal and external. However, I believe I have a different idea of internal beauty then most people. I live for pleasure and derive it from anything I find. I love learning and I am forced to say that I am pretty damn intelligent. I am a very many-sided person. I love mathematics and sciences as much as I love the arts.
In people I value pride, intelligence, curiosity, and ambition.
I love silk scarves, good hand cream and quality electronics. I despise cheep-smelling perfume, old and/or plain lingerie, and bad paper.
I adore pens.
I've been writing poetry since 5th grade, maybe before. I love writing in all its forms, poetry, prose, songs, anything. Perhaps it is one of the few things that will last a lifetime, not many things last a long time with me.
~Quotes~
Fear is what makes a courageous man out of a stupid one.
I am a complicated person, but I suppose all of us are, if one bothers to look far enough. I am a chameleon. I have so many faces I am often not sure who I am. I guess I am all of them, and at the same time none of them.
I am in search of something, and I am not sure of what. Ideas? Truth? Wisdom? Purpose? Perhaps all of them, perhaps something else entirely.
At my base, under all of my faces, I am passionate and strong. That passion is often dressed in pretty language and a blasé appearance, but that doesn't change it's nature. I've never had true friends so I am pretty reserved, though I can be very charming when the occasion calls for it.
I am self reliant. Perhaps more than any person should be. Don't get me wrong, I have a good family that I love, but I don't completely trust them and don't always respect them. I often feel that if I don't solve a personal problem without any help, I don't deserve that it be solved. I suppose that is why I spent more of my life then I should have in depression. But I'm not going back there. I hated it.
I dress well and enjoy it. I suppose that beauty is my main goal in life, in all its forms, internal and external. However, I believe I have a different idea of internal beauty then most people. I live for pleasure and derive it from anything I find. I love learning and I am forced to say that I am pretty damn intelligent. I am a very many-sided person. I love mathematics and sciences as much as I love the arts.
In people I value pride, intelligence, curiosity, and ambition.
I love silk scarves, good hand cream and quality electronics. I despise cheep-smelling perfume, old and/or plain lingerie, and bad paper.
I adore pens.
I've been writing poetry since 5th grade, maybe before. I love writing in all its forms, poetry, prose, songs, anything. Perhaps it is one of the few things that will last a lifetime, not many things last a long time with me.
~Quotes~
Fear is what makes a courageous man out of a stupid one.
- Last seen 1 day ago. Member since April 20, 2008.
- I'm a citrine experience poet for 159 comments.
- I am a 16 year old woman (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm learning.
- I have 159 comments, 5 contests, 40 poems
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Poetic Hearts on August 9I commend you on your honesty. For I feel that I am cut from the same clothe as you. Searching for a whole to complete the part.
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Auburn Sunrise on August 2Wow... you remind me so much of myself, it's almost frightening (except for the math and science part... lol... I was always more into history, literature, and some sciences). But truthfully, I loved your introduction to yourself and identified with it immensely.
I'm adding you to my favorites and I'll be back to read more. -
chilali on November 12, 2008Hello
Just stopping by to say hey and that I am looking forward to reading your poetry -
Cerbie20 : contest entry 'the words you say' on August 8, 2008i shortened it down to 15 words, and im sorry that i am using your guest book, i guess the computer that i am currently using doesnt support java script, but i will have my laptop back in two days, i am letting someone borrow it.
