Thomas.. I miss you, rest in peace baby boy..
My names Caitlyn Becca and I believe that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you’ve had and what you learned from them and less to do with the number of birthdays celebrated.
That two people can look at one thing and see something totally different. That we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I believe that just because two people argue, doesn’t mean they don’t love each other. And just because they don’t argue, doesn’t mean they do.
That you can keep going long after you think you can’t. That it isn’t always good enough to be forgiven by others, sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself. That even when you think you have no more to give when a friend cries out to you, you’ll find the strength to help.
I believe either you control your attitude or it controls you. That know matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn’t stop for your grief. That you should always leave the people you love with loving words it may be the last time you see or talk to them.
I believe that hero’s are those who do what has to be done when it needs to be done regardless of the consequences. That you can do something and in an instant it can give you heartache for life. That no matter how good a friend is they’re going to hurt you every once in awhile and you must forgive them even if you think you can’t.
That the ones you expected to kick you when you’re down will be the ones to help you get back up. I believe that sometimes I have the right to be angry, but that doesn’t have me the right to be cruel. That we don’t have to change friends to understand friends change. That you shouldn’t be so eager to find secrets, it could change your life forever.
That your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who don’t even know you or by people you don’t even know. And I believe that its taking a long time to become the person I want to be.
You say, i want to make it through, all i really need is you next to me, next to me all night long. Don't make me go away all i want to do is stay, we tried so hard now but what we have left is bringing me down....
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, and quote is "USMC girlfriend". - I am a 17 year old girl from Georgia (United States)
- I am in the groups A day stained in blood The life of a c, Suicide Support and Poetry, Vampires Lurking Shadows XXXXany breed
- I have 184 comments, 44 poems
Poems I'm focused on
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Your baby girl cuts,
when nobodys home, -
The moon shines off the metal, i can taste it on my skin.
Let the world take notice, the scars never end.18 lines, 1 comment, December 18, 2008. In Abuse -
She was daddy's little girl, who had fallen and scraped her knee,
daddy put on the pink bandade and repeated that he loved me. -
I made you a promise That I would live, and never stop the fight14 lines, 2 comments, July 13, 2008
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I lay there lifeless in a hospital bed, just the sound of the monitor..19 lines, 7 comments, May 3, 2008
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Just thoughts that filled my head as i looked into the picture...44 lines, 8 comments, April 23, 2008
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I walk alone on this dirty road, Please oh please help im on my own?16 lines, 9 comments, April 21, 2008
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What fills those sleepless nights will cries,
hush my child..Hear my lullaby.28 lines, 12 comments, April 21, 2008 -
Its been almost a year since i fell in your trap,
and oh how close i was to falling in that.33 lines, 7 comments, April 10, 2008 -
6 lines, 6 comments, April 9, 2008
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Like a butterfly locked within the glass,
forced to look upon her past.16 lines, 11 comments, April 8, 2008 -
Want to hear a story? One deep from my heart...39 lines, 11 comments, April 5, 2008
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I swear i would never be one of "them,"
who lied,and sinned, and severed there skin.17 lines, 10 comments, March 5, 2008 -
Option 3- My fairy tale.... Was all a dream...27 lines, 19 comments, March 4, 2008
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44 lines, 26 comments, February 29, 2008
My Poetry
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I give up writing.
Its no use anymore... I realize what i have written sucks and it gets me no where.2 lines, October 24 -
Its a white house with a red rose garden on the high top country side,
our baby girls swinging on the swingset with her daddy pushing her high5 lines, September 5 -
It's cold, i can see my breath as i cough then quickly cover my mouth before Annie could hear me, the room was small, Bethany, my room mate33 lines, August 21
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Hovels 3 on July 6Nice bio. I like this the best.
"I believe either you control your attitude or it controls you. That know matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn’t stop for your grief. That you should always leave the people you love with loving words it may be the last time you see or talk to them."
I agree. I don't like when people have had a bad day and fight with someone like a friend. Then blame it on their bad day that this someone they fought with had no part in. Basically, just because you're pissy and in a bad mood, doesn't give you the right to be cruel to someone. You have all the right to be upset for whatever reason. Those are your emotions and you have all the right to feel them. But, you become the fool when you don't control your actions that are base on your emotions. I don't care how bad your day was, you have no right to act the way you did.
We all make mistakes. I am sure we all have done what I stated above. But, as long as we say sorry and don't blame it on our bad day or whatever, we learn from it and try not to do it again, then it's just a honest mistake because we are all humans.
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Forever in his arms on September 23, 2008hey girl
miss you love you chikk./
we need to get on this morree hahah -
Forever in his arms on July 15, 2008your being hypicritical!
hes tried~!
ugh
maybe he should just give up -
Morphine Mayhem on July 13, 2008I made you a promise
That I would live, and never stop the fight
But since you broke yours, I have broken mine
