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I will be out due to health problem I found out I have.

So please be patience with me.

My hands are getting worse as winter is here.

But that is minor compare what else is wrong.

The biospy came back with the word

Organic allgery.

Also I have severe earahce also.

The skin doctor has me on  pills that they pray will work.

So far it hasnt. so now iam on pills #2 for one week. if these doesnt work then i take pills #3. if that doesnt work then I will be put into the hospital for series of test to see what it is that will not let me heal.

My ears doctor also  got me on mediation for my ears.

They are getting better.

So between three doctors

they got me on so much I sleep all day and most of the night.

I continue to pray for all of you and I also pray that no one has to go thru what iam going thru.

God Bless you all and I love you all

you are the best freind this old gal can have.

 November 30 ,2008

Morningstar

  Morningstar is who I’m

I walk among my people
I teach what my old ways grandparents
taught me
I in turn show you how it was taught 
to me
Why?
I’m who I’m
A warrior for my people
I walk on our mother earth
I see many things that once long ago
Was plenty to see and a beautiful sight?
Now many long moons ago They were taken
The trails of tears that once was
walk will now be walk again
But with joy and pride
For the new ways of the old ways
Coming home to the land that was once theirs
Mother Earth welcome us home to where
the buffalo still survive
All those time of the old ways
They make way to roam the hills
and the mountain again
The deer, the creature of God spirits
come home with us.
As we begin our journey to be whole again
Our blood brothers and sisters come home with us
We will bond and become one
We will walk together and become the ways
of the old into the new ways
We will sing and dance the song of long ago
We will begin life as the old but we will also
bring the new ways into our life
We now have more knowledge thank you White man
For you taught our children’s how to heal,teach,
and show us how to live on better lands
You taught them how to show respect as now we
show you
But listen well
You gave us an education and you gave us our lands back
But never again
Will you take us away to walk the trails
of tears of the old ways?
For now the Seven Nation is strong
Everyday we seek new ways of the white man.
You made us one of you
You was a fool to think that
For our heart is always of the old ways
The old ways taught us about how we must survive
Now it will be you who will learn from us
It will be you who will ask us to teach you
It will be you who will walk the trail of tears
for your people
For like our spirit father he loves us
You have turned your back on him
We have not
For he taught us everything we needed
to know how to live
We also want to thank the white man for
showing us thing like
Killing for nothing
Beaten down like dogs
Killing babies
Bringing god name down and stomping on his Name
For showing us that you don’t give a
damn for anyone
Your government shows us hate
Never Love
You educated my people oh yes you did
You made my people proud of theirs heritage
For our spirit father taught us well
For to love your people is to help them
Not kill them
Spirit Father & Mother Earth & Phoenix rising
They knew who would be the one who will stand
by them
The Seven Nation stand tall
The Seven Nations is the one
We walk home with pride & Joy as one step gets
closer to home ground
We will be home on our land of Long ago of the old ways
Now the land will be our for the old ways is the new ways of the Proud Warriors of the Seven Nations
Lapich Knewel
I'm who I'm
Morningstar of the Cherokee, Souix, Cheyenne Nation of the
Home of my people

Many of you ask me why did I not come back to my Native Name. Well Here I'm!  Morningstar is back and stronger now.   God Bless those who believe in me.

Those of you who been a part of my life in here. The good one who believe in me and my writting.

My adopted Granddaughter  "little one old one." I'm very proud of her. She loves her Grandma very much and her Pop pop also.

 Little Feather is my daughter.   She did my page for me and several of the girls wanted me to go back to my real name

Also  Little Feather made my book cover for my second book to come out soon. She is good with her work.

I need to explain somthing to the generation  now.  The Name Morning   Star  is a man name. of the old ways. Now the new ways is here and the girls name is   Morningstar are one word not two. It  is a girls name for the new ways of life of the tribal name now.  The mens can still use Morning   Star Two words. But it is not use as much as the Girls uses  Morningstar. Seem Some think i'm using a man name. I assure you  Iam using the woman of one sentence. Morningstar.

 But I will also tell you I have a brother in here his name is   The Morning  Star. He been missing for a while. Hopefully he will find his way home in here again.

Dawnbaby is my sister and I love her alot. Soon she and I will see each other. I will not be far from her when   We go to see Six Eagles Mother

Sonja is also another sister of mine. She across the ocean but she is still my sister. Shw laugh at my emails I sent to her. She has a book out in fact I think she has many book out on the market right sis?   She is Shy also.

Miss2u   She is my sister from oversea also. I havent heard from her lately and I hope she is okay. Hollar sis

Spirit Walker  is another daughter of mine. She been here since day one.  She came and spent two week with me. she learn alot and had fun while she was here.

I also want to let everyone know, the reason It been hard on me lately is I had 7 death back to back.  I lost one daughter, I lost a grandson, I lost my daddy and I lost a sister Despiritsong here in Ap. I lost 2 great friend of mine In Iowa.

Moodayo-Okohke  Black Crow is around in my dreams he is my messenger when he need me. His spirit visit often, when my hubby and I are sitting around a fire. He speak and we welcome him and then we sit and speak of what is coming in the future. Not good, Not good at  all. But he is with me.

Go and protect our people my brother your little sister is here. He always told me he was my warrior and  that he is. MY WARRIOR and always will be.

Dspiritsong and I known each other for a while now. Long long while. She and I had the same birthday and born the same time. She was one of the finest lady whom book of her is everywhere. When she get one out  There is always one in the mailbox with my name on it. She is the one who kept me writting.

Now she gone to heaven to sing for god.

I miss her and my family really bad. The pressure of Stress was so high that I ended up in the hospital. they thought I was having a heart attack. Many of you knew this and  gave me prayers to stay strong. Thank you for doing  all of that. Also I had many prayers from overseas. Thank you all of you love and prayer.

I have a  AP Brothers in here now that really help me and  give me an understanding sucess with his chapter of wisdom and witty mind. He is so intelligent that you can on ly say, Gee! I wish he would hurried and get the next chapter out.

His name is   Wayne Leon Learmond  But to me he is   "He who walk alone walk with many ". Meaning  he always walks with the spirits and he walk beside me never in back , never in front he walk alone the side with me to help me as the spirits walk on the other side of us.

 The spirit I mean is  moodayo- okohke  Who is Black Crow and on the other side with me Walking Everywhere the brother who name me as his sister. He is a bear spirits and he name me   Morningstar Sparrowhawk walk with bear. 

  Meaning I have several spirits that walk with me in this world. As well as Daughters and sisters. My brother are always with me 24/7  they wake me and we council.

 We stand as one,bonded as one, six eagles is flyhing above to give warning to us.

This is the way of life of the Seven Nation of our people!

a sweet guy and  he and I look out for each other. Thank you my brother of blood and peace and love of writting. Thank you for being my brother.

Lonewolf2007:  I welcome you into my family also. He is Native American. We been talking about how our Grandmothers use to make a poultice of Mustard and buffalo Dung Put it on our chest within a couple of days our cold and we get our voice back. I remember when teaching The class of certain things of how our Family from the old ways use to heal the ill. They almost fainted and ask me " Mother you are not serious are you?"  Well girls listen to your Uncle Lonewolf, he will tell you.

Puppydog, I'm not leaving you  out. As many of you know Kevin is a sweet guy and he is my brother also. He always there when I need a ear to talk to or a shoulder to lean on in spirits. Thank you  Puppydog. One of these days I get to see a picture of you and I pray you really are not a puppy typing words and barking as you type.  So since you and I have been writting to each other I do not see a puppy dog anymore !  I see him as  "Howling Wolf" !  I like that name. Dont you?  Lolssss I love you!

 Moodayo-Okohke  is also my  brother of our Seven Nation. He has been  a good brother. he is my warrior brother  Black Crow. Thank you for standing with me for our people.   He now walk beside me as one in spirits. Lapich Knewel brother

Walk Well

 My Sister raggy ann found me and then when we talk I remember something my grandmother told me and she remember what her told her.  Then I realize she was to be the one chosen to be name   Beautiful    vision. For some reason that name was withheld till she found me again. Thank god I didnt give it to the wrong person.

As I come in here I try to add more  in here. so be patience and I will have it done.

I also have another Sister  in my company. She is a lady we all know and repect in Ap. her name is  CATZ . But in a dream her name came to me as   Mystic Soul - My Rose. The more we talk the more she amazes me how graceful she is. No wonder everyone loves her.

Yvette Champ  aka  Moon Flower  She is  my soul sister who always give me a good day. we get bolder everyday when we tell our secrets like two sisters. I love her so much. I glad she is my sister my Moonflower.

Another picture made for me by Little Feather

I would like to add a little quote that many so nor realize when the speak how much they hurt certain people, And also When one wishes for somethng and that one person who love you with out a doubt and wanted to give you a wish & you alway wanted,  You get turn away!  Anyway. As you all know I only have 3 percent of my vision left. And I wanted to share this with you.  Thank you for taking the time to read it. and yes think for a minute and ponder  with your thinking. what if it had been you or your child or anyone close to you. Feel free to leave a comment if you like in my guestbook or in my message or Notes.

Thank you for reading this

Morningstar

Paul Harvey and Prayer

Paul Harvey says:
I don't believe in Santa Claus, but I'm not going to sue somebody for singing a Ho-Ho-Ho song in December.  I don't agree with Darwin, but I
didn't go out and hire a lawyer when my high school teacher taught his Theory of Evolution. Life, liberty or your pursuit of happiness will not be endangered because someone says a 30-second prayer before a football game.
So what's the big deal? It's not like somebody is up there reading the entire book of Acts. They're just talking to a God they believe in and asking him to grant safety to the players on the field and the fansgoing home from the game.
But it's a Christian prayer, some will argue.
Yes, and this is the United States of America, a country founded on
Christian principles. According to our very own phone book, Christian
churches outnumber all others better than 200-to-1. So what would youexpect -- somebody chanting Hare Krishna?
If I went to a football game in Jerusalem, I would expect to hear a
Jewish prayer.
If I went to a soccer game in Baghdad, I would expect to hear a Muslim prayer.
If I went to a ping pong match in China, I would expect to hear
someone pray to Buddha.
And I wouldn't be offended.
It wouldn't bother me one bit.
When in Rome ...
But what about the atheists?  Is another argument.
What about them?
Nobody is asking them to be baptized. We're not going to pass the
collection plate. Just humor us for 30 seconds. If that's asking too
much, bring a Walkman or a pair of ear plugs. Go to the bathroom.
Visit the concession stand.  Call your lawyer!
Unfortunately, one or two will make that call. One or two will tell
thousands what they can and cannot do.   I don't think a short prayer at a football game is going to shake the world's foundations.
Christians are just sick and tired of turning the other cheek while
our courts strip us of all our rights. Our parents and grandparents
taught us to pray before eating; to pray before we go to sleep.
Our Bible tells us to pray without ceasing. Now a handful of people
and their lawyers are telling us to cease praying.

God, help us.
And if that last sentence offends you.
The silent majority has been silent too long. It's time we let that
one or two who scream loud enough to be heard that the vast majority
doesn't care what they want. It is time the majority rules! It's time
we tell them, you don't have to pray; you don't have to say the pledge of allegiance; you don't have to believe in God or attend services that honor Him. That is your right, and we will honor your right.  But by golly, you are no longer going to take our rights away.  We are fighting back, and we WILL WIN!
God bless us one and all ...especially those who denounce Him, God
bless America, despite all her faults. She is still the greatest
nation of all.
God bless our service men who are fighting to protect our right to
pray and worship God.
2007 will be the year the silent majority is heard and we put God back as the foundation of our families and institutions ... and our
Military come home from all the wars.
Keep looking up.

I thought gee for hundred of years no one bother anyone who

didnt believe in god.

We still shop in theirs store, invite them to dinner.

Take walk and trips with them.

When we pray they kindly stop out side till we was done.

And we always said
" Thank you"

We go to church with our neighbor if invited.

we could still say out loud God bless you when you sneeze.

We still love them as our brothers and sisters

and we never put them down not one time.

Now into a new generation they take christmas away

they took the school prayers

they kick us and beat us and kill us for not doing it thiers ways

they take our money and spit on it because it said in god name we trust.

Our childrens cannot play outside for fear of being kidnapped or kill.

Because we do not do it theirs ways

It now to the point where prayer is not allow in your own home.

Because we are christians we are mark target

They burns our Churches and homes. It is like when there was the

KKK

All colors of peoples  cannot live in peace in any country;

Our sons and daughters, nieces and nephew all family member cannot praise their kids for that mean we are praiseing God

We cannot pray outside our home because it not allow

and if you do, you are push out the doors

I'm Native American

I'm proud of my Hertiages

Like long ago when we had to walk the trails of Tears!

Someday those who doesnt believe in God our Father

Also known as our Spirit Father to us.

One God is god

One god is the one we believe in.

You cannot take it out of my head or hands or eyes

You cannot touch me in my own home if I have the Praying hands sitting on my table to remain me of who I'm

I'm one of God Childrens

He is my savior

He is my lord I pray for and ask for him to heal those I pray for.

Spirit Father in Heaven

Hollow be thy name!

In my father name I pray

To take the evil and the devil

and throw them in the Hottest Hell they like to have.

Then Turn the A/C on to freezing

Maybe then they will turn our way of saying

Oh God in heaven  Please Take me back and let me follow you always.

Gee! Do you think it would Work?

  And may god be with you where ever you go and bring you safetly back home again. May your families home be fill with love and laughter and also Remember our troops!

God Bless American!

God Bless you!

A Native Christmas 

by Looks for Buffalo and Sandie Lee

European Christmas for Native Americans actually started when the Europeans came over to America. They taught the Indian about Christianity, gift-giving , and St. Nicholas. There are actually two religious types of Indian people in existence. One of these is the Traditionalist, usually full-blooded Indians that grew up on the reservations. The second type is the Contemporary Indian that grew up in an urban area, usually of mixed blood, and brought up with Christian philosophy.

Traditionalists are raised to respect the Christian Star and the birth of the first Indian Spiritual Leader. He was a Star Person and Avatar. His name was Jesus. He was a Hebrew, a Red Man. He received his education from the wilderness. John the Baptist, Moses, and other excellent teachers that came before Jesus provided an educational foundation with the Holistic Method.

Everyday is our Christmas. Every meal is our Christmas. At every meal we take a little portion of the food we are eating, and we offer it to the spirit world on behalf of the four legged, and the winged, and the two legged. We pray--not the way most Christians pray-- but we thank the Grandfathers, the Spirit, and the Guardian Angel.

The Indian Culture is actually grounded in the traditions of a Roving Angel. The life-ways of Roving Angels are actually the way Indian People live. They hold out their hands and help the sick and the needy. They feed and clothe the poor. We have high respect for the avatar because we believe that it is in giving that we receive.

We are taught as Traditional children that we have abundance. The Creator has given us everything: the water, the air we breathe, the earth as our flesh, and our energy force: our heart. We are thankful every day. We pray early in the morning, before sunrise, the morning star, and the evening star. We pray for our relatives who are in the universe that someday they will come. We also pray that the Great Spirit's son will live again.

To the Indian People Christmas is everyday and the don't believe in taking without asking. Herbs are prayed over before being gathered by asking the plant for permission to take some cuttings. An offer of tobacco is made to the plant in gratitude. We do not pull the herb out by its roots, but cut the plant even with the surface of the earth, so that another generation will be born its place.

It is really important that these ways never be lost. And to this day we feed the elders, we feed the family on Christmas day, we honor Saint Nicholas. We explain to the little children that to receive a gift is to enjoy it, and when the enjoyment is gone, they are to pass it on to the another child, so that they, too, can enjoy it. If a child gets a doll, that doll will change hands about eight times in a year, from one child to another.

Everyday is Christmas in Indian Country. Daily living is centered around the spirit of giving and walking the Red Road. Walking the Red Road means making everything you do a spiritual act. If your neighbor, John Running Deer, needs a potato masher; and you have one that you are not using, you offer him yours in the spirit of giving. It doesn't matter if it is Christmas or not.

If neighbors or strangers stop over to visit at your house, we offer them dinner We bring out the T-Bone steak, not the cabbage. If we don't have enough, we send someone in the family out to get some more and mention nothing of the inconvenience to our guests. The more one gives, the more spiritual we become. The Christ Consciousness, the same spirit of giving that is present at Christmas, is present everyday in Indian Country.

Looks for Buffalo is an Oglala Sioux Spiritual Leader, the full-blood Oglala grandson of Chief Red Cloud and White Cow Killer, and a Cheyenne Oglala Leader. Sandie Lee Bohlig, spiritual healer, counsels and teaches around the globe.  http://www.ewebtribe.com/Christmas/NAChristmas.htm

 Lil Feather. Catz. Dawnbaby will keep you all in touch. This has been a long road for me 5 years. So I thank my Savior for letting have it done. My grandmother told me when I was married to the last two that I will learn the way of life of surviveing and I will teach my third husband the right way of life and that he would be many miles away and the day would come I would know it is him. True to her words she did. Six eagles and I been together 6 year but will be married 5 years. My Daddy was one of those  father who said to me one day. You wouldnt buy a pair of shoes till you try them on...

Intelligent words I thought. and he said the same to  my other two sister.

He even gave us 500 dollar to run off lolssss.

My Mother and daddy got married by eloping

But to say that to her it this you will say okay mother

Mom isnt is funny  you and daddy run off and got married, She would look at us and say now that is a lied my mother knew I was getting married to your daddy

No momma you and dad got elupe and again but mad enough to bite you nose off.

I did not elope my mother knew where I was and who i was marrying.

Okay shut your mouth up and dont get any deeper with this. lolssss

But my two sisters and I always enjoy teasing her every once in a while.

Well This is Good bye for a little while. hopefully back in a few weeks. I'm going to run to just show them.

GOD BLESS YOU ALL!

Keep in touch.

Love

Morningstar

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May 7 2008

this past week has been a whirlwind but I tell you this I never seen a hospital in a internation trade & shopping mall like a mini world trade.

Howling Wolf * Puppy Dog*

You and the other pups wouldnt have been able to hollar. It Is so noisey. I will be writting sometime today a little mini serie of the vision that was bequest by our spirit father

Dawnbaby ( yellow flower ) calm down I do not need you  getting sick again. But when you can in the evening like after 9 pm Call me I have a big message for my class and the lessons will be powerful.

But I promise the doctor I would lay and rest for three days to get some sleep. I cannot sleep on a hard bed now.

 My Brother Wayne I need to talk to you, most important.

Lil eagles feathers my daughter

I have a message for you and I miss you. 

Catz my sister call me last night on the telaphone and it was so enjoyable when she or i can call each other.

Those you who is in our class please contact me by email or yahoo messenger and leave an offline message.

I havent had a decent rest yet.

Love to all of you and Daviscth

Hollar or sent me an email if you  like to join my class?

Love you all

Morningstar Sparrowhawk  walk with Bear

This was sent to me by a good freind in spirit lake, Iowa, He is a hippy chiro doctor and work from his house.

My Warrior Declaration 
Today I stand as a warrior and I choose to be all I can be.
I stand for excellence in all areas of my life.
I am dedicated to an extraordinary degree to loving my life and living my life's calling.
I  choose perseverance, courage, integrity and impeccability.
I look for confidence and approval in my own heart and mind and what you think of me makes no difference.
I know that it is ultimately how I feel about myself that gives me the experience of my life and shame, guilt, regret, resentment are the most deadly of all opponents.  The only way they can be defeated is by absolute integrity, or the absence of contradiction between what I know, what I profess, and what I do. I know that when I lie to myself I am severed from my truth which is my power and an inharmonious relationship to my truth is deadly.

No one is born a warrior just like no one is born an average man, we make our selves that way by the accumulation of steps we take towards one or the other.  I know the power of my mind and I begin every journey confident of victory.  I am only defeated when I have accepted defeat and the moment I turn my back on my self and my vision may be the moment I halt just short of my goal and I will make useless all my previous efforts.  My work is to discover my work and with all my heart give myself to it and by honoring this path I will achieve the greatest victory of all, a life of love, a life I love, and a life well lived.

Today I choose the path of the warrior.
Patricia Moreno

Morningstar

I know it has been awhile since you called me and told me about your successful surgery. And I hope you are still feeling as good as you did that day.  I have to tell you what I did.  It was either that night or the next night that I was thinking of you and I wrote you a poem.  Even though I have not been with you during your whole ordeal with your back, I felt it necessary to write this.  I apologize for  it taking so long to get it sent to you, but you know how life with kids can go.  It seems most days we are nonstop.  But anyway, read this poem and let me know what you think.  I hope you like it.  I am not sure if the title is exactly right.  If something else comes into your mind, let me know. 

 Love to you and Steve,

 Joanne 

I feel it.

This never ending sensation;

The lingering agony.

It consumes me,

And holds me hostage.

The pain will never leave.

This, I believe.

My cries for help go unanswered.

My desire for relief

Remains unfulfilled.

I lie awake at night

Wondering if this is how it ends.

Should it end?

Can I make it end?

The years pass by

And nothing changes.

My one and only sees my fight.

He tries to help me,

But to no avail.

The Darkness has come to call.

But then one day...

A light shines in that darkness.

Help has found me at last.

The answer has been shown to me.

The way to freedom is at hand.

My long years of waiting have not been in vain.

In an instant all is set right.

The pain is gone!

I can live again!

I can laugh again!

I can love again!

I have finally been made whole.

I feel it.

This never ending peace of mind, body, and soul.

This consumes me,

But my painful bonds have been broken.

I have been set free. 

My pain is gone,

And it will never return.

This, I know.

-----Joanne Zech- 28 June 2008

When I went to my email and it was my soul sister that use to live in Iowa and she is still my other me. she been with me. I also love my Brother Keith, Joanne and I and our husband were grand lodge and best friend. kyla She is her younges daughter. She love me and always love to talk to me on the phone. My Sister Joanne caught me with a lump in my throat. I didnt realize whe knew how much pains I was in. I thought I was hiding it so well. Keith has ptsd and We talk alot about how he mood changes and how he try hard to not let it get to him. I pray for them all the time. Thank you Sis! I promise you we will see each other again soon. They move to alabama just a few months after we left. She just started writing. I told her about ap and hope to see her in there.

Love

Morningstar

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• raggyann on November 23
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• BattleOfBlood : A Dream that Came upon A Raven's Wing on November 14
  I hope this doesnt seem odd. But I had a very strange dream the other night, and based off of a comment you left on my page awhile ago, I think it was about you. It was about a morningstar, in a bodily sense, leading the way to the gates of knowledge. Where at the gates, a teacher awaited. I wanted to let you know, because I believe in such things.
  
  Besides me being crazy, your poetry is great. Keep up all the hard work.
  Blessed be,
  LeFay
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  i like your page the name is so cool i like your site.it must of tooken lots of time to make this site.i really injoyed reading it.lol
  
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• catz on July 8
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  It's time we talked again, Sis.
  Mystic Soul