Morbid DreaMz• Show poetry

I figured it was time to change this name to the name I use elsewhere.

Normally my poetry tends to be dark, depressing or morbid...
But at times when I really connect with someone, they can be happy.
I'm very unique and I'm usually very cryptic...
I don't really like people getting to know me...
All it usually seems to bring is pain...

I'd like to say I'm certain of everything...
But I find the more time goes on-
I realize, I am not certain of anything.

I wish I was the person I used to be.
I regret I let someone take myself from me.
I lost myself, and I don't see myself finding myself again.
I despise the fact, I let another person destroy who I was.
They failed me. I failed myself.
It's funny how one can break their own heart.

Happiness is a strange emotion and I find it completely terrifying. =0

I <3 LOVE <3 Jackass (Bwahahahaha... Mutually parasitic relationship) Mwa!

=)

And Stefany, ILY Doll, and don't you forget it. Don't give your heart or let your heart be bound by some undeserving fool who only brings stress and despair. You deserve... So much better babe. Always. <3


Crystal-
You know I am always a call away.
My home, is your home.
You are far more than simply "my best friend"
You just may be the only person, I truly need in life.
You've never, never done me wrong.
And I can honestly say, you are the only one who hasn't at some time or another.
The only one I believe in enough, that you never will.
Fuck knows your care and understanding is what keeps me going.
It could very well be all I need to survive.
It kept me alive when I was out with Dumbass.

I Luff Ju.
And I miss you like mad.

I wish you were out here.
I'm dying to see you. =(



**** I'm putting up old poetry as I come across it.
Dates (if I have them written down) will be added later.
But with luck, you'll still enjoy it. ****