My name: Muenlite Avaritia, thank you Abariel Avaritia, my mother
" They don't tell you what to write, they help show
you how to write....that's what makes a good teacher."
- My dad
" Sometimes I wish life would be easy....maybe then
the pain wouldn't hurt as bad." -Me
" I tried to do the right thing....but in your eyes
I always seem to do the wrong thing." -Me
" Love lifted me up.....love tore me down." -Me
Hello, thought I would tell you some stuff about me. It's likely you probably won't read this but what the heck. I am 18, my party was so much fun, everyone got cake to the face lol it was so much fun, I'm officially a high school graduate. I can't believe it and go to college to become a creative writer. I got into Ivy Tech, woot I'm so excited. I'm terrified of gruadating but then again I'm so excited. My friends mean the world to me, there wonderful people and I love them to death. I am Hannah's Squishy, lol. Brittany has currently become a member of the Squishy family, lol. It's so awesome. I am a shy person and that's unless you get to know me. I can be a weird person at times, randomly yelling weird stuff like," I OBJECT TO THE BUBBLE!" I came up with that for some odd reason, haha. It's the greatest thing ever. I am the advice giver in my friends most of the time. If they need help or an answer to something, they come ask me. People tell me I should take my own advice but that's hard to do. This is something that's hard to tell everyone, I suffer from an eating disorder called Anorexia. I have been battling this for the last almost 7 years. It's a battle everyday, I have people there for me. My family and friends, I love you all very much. I'm going to stop writing now....ttyl.
I'm going to tell what I look like if you would like to know well um...I have my brown hair back, I missed my brown hair. It's sort of long but I'm not sure if I want to cut it again. We'll have to see, lol. Um greenish gray eyes, short ( it's not funny by the way).
"The girl that lives on the moon"
The girl that lives on the Moon ...
she watches over children with light,
and anyone she wishes to like,
and pouncing cats in tall dark grasses,
and fireflies flying past us.
She reveres creation,
and knows the Creator by name,
and she has seen dragons
and far off fairies,
and winged beings that are not angels,
and yes she has seen angels as well,
and oh, she keeps secrets and never tells.
She is the brightests of all celestial ones...
she helps direct the lost,
and determines seasons,
and the birth of babes...
she is the sweetest, and thoughtful in the heavens...
and whenever you are afraid
you can look to her...
for she is always watching over you...
She is always a good friend.
Each night she whispers with the four winds
and says, "May the breath of peace befall you."
You can sleep now little ones, sleep now in her care.
Meme Wheeler wrote this for me, it's such a beautiful
story and I love it. Thank you so much, your a dear
friend to me and like a older sister!
Name: Emerald Twilight
Nickname or Alias: Emy
Race: vampire
Organization/Kingdom: Not able to disclose at the moment
Age: unknown
Age appears to be: 18
Hair: just a lil below the ears with bangs covering part of my eye
Color: dark brown with purple highlights
Style: hangs loosely around my face unless I put it up in a ponytail
Eyes: greyish silver with a hint of green
Height: 5'3''
Weight: 102
Physical Build: skinny
Dominate Hand: right
Alignment: good
Equipment:
Weapons: a sword that is strapped to my back which I call Oki, and two daggers that I keep at my waist call Hope and Faith
Clothing: A long black dress with a long black cape, but if I fight black jeans with a black tank top, my long trench coat I also wear a choker with a cross hanging from it that I was given by my lost love and a ring that he always wore.
Special Abilities: teleport, healing, invisibality
Magic:
Character Persona
Special Features: a scar from my left shoulder down to my waist, a star above my right eye, a rose on the top of my right hand with the stem wrapping around my wrist
Personality: follower, shy at times but can get angered easily if someone dares speak bad of my family and friends. I will stand up for what I believe in.
Background/History:
I decided to spend the night with a close friend of mine. We were watching a movie, she fell asleep but I couldn't sleep so I took a flashlight grabbed my coat and went for a walk in her woods. The moon shined brightly as I moved through the woods swiftly. Then I heard a noise behind me at first I thought it was nothing but that was until a hand wrapped my waist and then I heard someone whisper in my ear. Fear over took me so I didn't really hear what the person was saying.
The person moved my hair from my neck then kissed
my neck. Suddenly I felt pain erupt through my body
as the man bit my neck. I let out a scream but he covered my mouth. I heard him whisper ," Sleep."
Before my mind and body fell into darkness I took
a look at him but all I could was that he had bright blue eyes. When I awaoke I was by a lake of somesort
in a meadow.That was a long time ago now I am who I am.After I was made what I am, I tried to protect
the man I love but he was killed in front of my
eyes. I held him as he passed away and I will
never forget him. But I got adopted into the Avarita family by my mother Abariel Avaritia. But I have a black panther her name is Vele as my best friend, she
is always here by my side and I love her dearly. I
will protect her as she protects me.
My Ap family so far:Besicker, I love you my squishy
www.allpoetry/Besicker
My Ap sister: LuverzTearz: she rocks and awesome
person to talk to
www.allpoetry.com/LuverzTearz
Rasool is my Ap Hubby: My big sexy man!
www.allpoetry.com/Rasool
My Ap sister: waste of breath, she is freakn awesome
and don't any of you mess with her, if u do u have
to deal with me
My AP Girlfriend: Pandy14: I love her to death she
is freaken awesome
www.allpoetry.com/pandy14
My Ap brother: patsoldcat, a very nice person who
I am thankful I know
My Mother: Tender wolf, she's a wonderful person and easy to talk to
www.allpoetry.com/TenderWolf
My cousin: Lost with Faith, she's cool
http://allpoetry.com/Lost%20with%20Faith
My Ap daughter: SobbingxLullaby, she's really sweet
www.allpoetry.com/SobbingxLullaby
My Ap big sis: Meme Wheeler: I love her to death,
she's a great person and a wonderful person to
talk to she has made me see the truth in things and
I thank her for being there for me
www.allpoetry/MemeWheeler
My sister: xsweetxgirlx, I love her to death
www.allpoetry.com/xsweetxgirlx
My brother:myxcrimsonxregret, coolest person to know
www.allpoetry.com/myxcrimsonxregret
My sister: InvertedHearts: she's freaken awesome and it's so awesome staying up at night watching vampires
on anti-depressents and face painting
www.allpoetry.com/Interted-Hearts
My daughter: Vampire Ashes, she's awesome
www.allpoetry.com/VampireAshes
My uncle: Lord Merlynn, a very nice guy
www.allpoetry.com/LordMerlynn
My Uncle: KoDDDragonSlayer, I love you uncle you're the coolest
www.allpoetry.com/KoDDDragonSlayer
My mom: Goddess of all, she's a wonderful person
www.allpoetry.com/Goddessofall
My Uncle: Taken by Black Fire, nice person
www.allpoetry.com/TakenbyBlackFire
My Ap sis (and in real life to): SuddenlySecretive, I love ya girl, ur the coolest sis ever
www.allpoetry.com/SuddenlySecretive
Ap sis (also dating my brother): WattsBabiGirl, you're a great friend love ya gurly
My brother: Twornprince17, he's a sweet guy and like a brother to me and xsweetxgirlx, we love you brother
My AP Vampyre Mother:Abariel Atusha, a sweet person
My Grandma: WolfHeart, a sweet and humble women
THE Grandfather, my grandfather: dgallello, funny person to get along with
My sister(in real life): Besicker, I love you squishy
My Mother: Moonlight Angel, a sweet and nice person
My second mommy: sad-but-true, a awesome person
My brother: Brandman, cool person, rock on
My Father: Beholder eyes , a very nice person
My Neice: gothchyld, a sweet and talented person
My Aunt: dawn92, a great person and a nice person
My sister: ForgottenMemories, a nice person and great writer
My brother: Xelgaroth, a sweet and nice person
My brother: hillaryhorse13, sweet and great poet
My Older Brother: Dead Heart, a awesome poet
My brother: Brandon Heat, great poet
My Sister: seansgirl4ever2006, talented and caring
My sister: Requiem of the Wolf, a sweet girl who is awesome
My sister: MySweetestDivines, a weird person but a cool person
My Husband: The YinYang Angel, a rockin person
My # 1 sister: rhsjr not 4-gotten, a beautiful writer
My Ap awesome friend Wishful Thinking, a total sweetheart and sweety
My Older brother: The English Prince, an awesome poet
My sister: xx PaintThisRed xx, a wonderful poet
My sister: TeenieBreenie, a sweet and lovely person
My sister: Your First Scar, love vampires and an awesome person
My brother: Draven9967, considerate and sweet person
My Twin Sister: Gothic fairy, a awesome and really cool
My brother:Chamber Boi, a cool and awesome person
My sister: Vampiric Kisses, a vampire lover like me
My Sister: kitkatkatie1, a cool person to know
My sister: ShatteredTwinSoul2 , a kind soul and beautiful writer
My sister: Midnight15, a awesome person and a rockin rock star
My sister: x Shorty Penguin x, her writing is so cool
My sister: Bloody Soul, Love ya girl...
My Brother: -Brandon-, he's so awesome
My sister: ill-never-care-1979, a great person
My brother: KGBAsh, he's a sweet heart
My sister: LullabyGirl, she's a cool person
My brother: Celtic Boy, sweet and cool
My sister: GC-riot-girl1725, A good charlotte fan like me
HATE EMO? READ THIS: Isnt it funny that when you go to the shops with your friends you look down at the girl with black jeans and studs but smile at the girl wearing a a mini with a tshirt that barely cover anything? Isnt it funny you can change your music taste to impress a guy/girl but when it comes to a girl/guy who likes her/his own music and her/his own style, you give her/him a mouthful? ISNT IT FUNNY that a guy can get away with being a gangsta but the emo gets a mouthful from everyone, are you laughing? Isnt it funny an emo can be quiet all through the week but gets more shit from everyone than the girl who sleeps around and sells her virginity? ISNT IT FUNNY that you dont mind your friends drinking, smoking but the minute someone mentions emo music you can give them a lecture on melodramatic teenage outcasts? im not laughing. ITS SO FUNNY that you and your friends can make a girls/guys life hell and not know anything about the silent battle she/he might be fighting. ISNT IT FUNNY that you can call emos, punks, goths the retards but still manage to get through your day without an inch of guilt in your heart. HOW YOU CAN CALL A GIRL/GUY A POSER, HOW CAN YOU SAY "YOUR NOT EMO" OR "ATTENTION SEEKER" WITHOUT SPENDING A SECOND TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHY THERE ARE CUTS ON HER/HIS WRISTS AND WHY SHE/HE SPENDS HER/HIS LUNCHTIMES CRYING INSTEAD OF LAUGHING WITH HER/HIS FRIENDS ,...KEEP ON LAUGHING isnt it funny you can say and do all this without any idea of what is going on in this persons life without knowing her/his situation with her/his friends or her/his family or her/his LIFE BRAVE ISNT GOING UP ON STAGE AND STRIPPING BRAVE IS NOT SAYING A SPEECH OR DUMPING YOUR BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND BRAVE IS GOING TO SCHOOL ON MUFTI DAY AND NOT FOR A SECOND CARE WHAT THE WHORES AROUND YOU ARE SAYING ABOUT YOUR CLOTHES ITS LISTENING TO YOUR OWN MUSIC AND BEING PROUD OF IT ITS GOING THROUGH EVERY DAY WITH THE THINGS PEOPLE SAY TO YOUR FACE AND BEHIND YOUR BACK AND YOU STILL KEEP QUIET.
80% of Americans say "I LOVE YOU".
20% actually mean it.
If you honestly are in the 20%, paste this into your profile
Every girl dreams that one day she will find a boy or girl that does these things for her. even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someones life.
give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in.
leave her cute text notes.
kiss her in front of your friends.
trust her over everyone else.
tell her she looks beautiful.
look into her eyes when you talk to her.
let her mess with your hair.
touch her hair.
just walk around with her.
forgive her for her mistakes.
look at her like she`s the only girl you see.
hold her hand when you`re around your friends.
when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.
let her fall asleep in your arms.
get her mad, then kiss her.
tease her and let her tease you back.
stay up all night with her when she`s sick.
watch her favorite movie with her.
kiss her forehead.
write her letters.
let her wear your clothes.
when she`s sad, hang out with her.
let her know she`s important.
let her take all the photos she wants of you.
kiss her in the pouring rain.
when you fall in love with her, tell her,and when you tell her, love her like you`ve never loved someone before.
If you love her
If you write her name on your books you love her
If you call her at 3 am just to hear her voice you love her
If you can't get her out of your mind long enough to do some homework you love her
If you plan your life together you love her
If you move to be with her you love her
If you think this is true please post this on your page asap!
FRIENDS: FAKE OR REAL????
FAKE FRIENDS: try to make you do sumthing you don't want to
REAL FRIENDS: are the reason you don't have regrets
FAKE FRIENDS: call your parents Mr./Mrs.
REAL FRIENDS: call your parents DAD/MOM
FAKE FRIENDS: would sit next to you saying "Damn.... we f**ked up... but that s**t was fun!"
REAL FRIENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong
FAKE FRIENDS: never ask for food
REAL FRIENDS: are the reasons you never have food
FAKE FRIENDS: borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back
REAL FRIENDS: keep you stuff so long they forget it's yours
FAKE FRIENDS: know a few things about you
REAL FRIENDS: could write a book about you with direct quotes from you
FAKE FRIENDS: will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing
REAL FRIENDS: will kick the whole crowds a$$ that left you
FAKE FRIENDS: would knock on your front door
REAL FRIENDS: walk right in and say "I'M HOME!!"
FAKE FRIENDS: are for awhile
REAL FRIENDS: are for life
FAKE FRIENDS: will look at you stumbling all over the place and say "B***h drink the rest of that you know we don't wate s**t
REAL FRIENDS: will take your drink away when they think you've had enough
FAKE FRIENDS: will talk s**t to the person who talks s**it about you
REAL FRIENDS: will knock them out
FAKE FRIENDS: would ignore this
REAL FRIENDS: will send this to all their real friends and hope to get it back
A girl and guy were speeding, on a motorcycle, over 90 mph on the road...
Girl: Slow down. Im scared.
Guy: No, this is fun.
Girl: No, its not. Please, its too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? Its bugging me.
(In the paper the next day)
A motorcycle crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didnt want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.
If you would ever do this for someone....then post this on your page asap!!
I found this on another profile:
Girl: I'm always here for you
Boy: I know
Girl: What's wrong?
Boy: I like her so much
Girl: Talk to her
Boy: I don't know. She won't ever like me
Girl: Don't say that. You're amazing.
Boy: I just want her to know how I feel.
Girl: Then tell her.
Boy: She won't like me
Girl: How do you know that?
Boy: I can just tell
Girl: Well just tell her.
Boy: What should I say
Girl: Tell her how much you like her
Boy: I tell her that daily
Girl: what do you mean?
Boy: I'm always with her. I love her.
Girl: I know how you feel. I have the same problem. But he'll never like me
Boy: Wait. Who do you like?
Girl: Oh some boy
Boy: Oh... she won't like me either.
Girl: She does
Boy: How do you know..
Girl: Because, who wouldn't like you?
Boy: You
Girl: You're wrong, I love you.
Boy: I love you too.
Girl: So are you going to talk to her?
Boy: I just did.
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(O.o) This is Mr.Bunny Please Paste him on your page in order to help
(>" > Him with his mission to DOMINATE the world!!!
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This is something I found on someone's page and thought it was cool
Why do boys fall in love with girls?
1. They will always smell good even if it's just shampoo.
2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder.
3. How cute they look when they sleep.
4. The ease in which they fit into our arms .
5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world.
6. How cute they are when they eat.
7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while.
8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside.
9. The way they look good no matter what they wear.
10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful girl on this earth.
11. How cute they are when they argue.
12. The way her hand always finds yours.
13. The way they smile.
14. The way you feel when you see their name on the call ID after you just had a big fight.
15. The way she says "lets not fight anymore" even though you know that an hour later....
16. The way that they kiss after you have had a fight.
17. The way they kiss you when you say "I love you".
18. Actually...Just the way they kiss you...
19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry.
20. Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly.
21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt.
22. Then the way they apologize when it does hurt (even though we don't admit it).
23. The way they say "I miss you".
24. The way you miss them.
25. The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore...
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, NOT because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be CLOSER to you...
I'm the girl who likes to be kissed under the stars, more then inside your bedroom or in a expensive resturant...
I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss...
I'm the girl who you can talk to about ANYTHING...
I'm the girl who laughs at your jokes...
I'm the girl who will have MANY inside jokes with you and remember each one...
I'm the girl who will brag about you to all of my friends...
I'm the girl who will listen to you talk...
I'm the girl who REALLY does want to be friends after a break up...
I'm the girl who LOVES when you hug me for no apparent reason...
I'm the girl who loves it when you hug me from behind or kiss me on the forehead..
I'm the girl who loves YOU for YOU; and doesn't care what other people say about US...
I'm the girl who loves it when you introduce me to your friends as your GIRLFRIEND...
I'm the girl who will ALWAYS love you...
I found this on somebody's page and I really like it:
Things will change
As time rolls on
But there is one thing
You can rely upon
No matter when or where
It will always be true
When the boy you love
Says I LOVE YOU
Most of our life is a series of images, they pass us by like towns on the highway but sometimes a moment stuns us as it happens and we know that this instant is more than a flitting image, we know that this moment, every part of it will live on forever
- One of those moments was when I realised I'd fallen in love with you, and that I had found my soul mate, my one and only.
That moment in my life, that moment when my heart for once in my life felt complete, that I will never forget, and that was to me, more than a flitting image in my life, that was a snap shot that will never be erased no matter what happens in the future.
I know there will be hard times ahead, but together I also know that our love can conquer all the obstacles that will be thrown our way. If you find a path with no obstacles it probably won't lead you anywhere, love and life itself is not meant to be easy, and I know it won't be, but I do know that with you beside me, hard times will seem more bearable.
I love you always and forever
"True love does not come by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly."
This is a poem from a very special friend of mine, its called
"Moon Light Beam:"
What is beauty?
A graceful spirit...
a soul untarnished
shining like polished silver...
like pure gold it gleams...
Why then is the physical
body praised?
What about that which lies
beyond the flesh?
In a room I met a girl
who radiated like the moon!
My, God I was blown away!
She made me think different of myself...
for so long I had been tormented,
because I didn't look like
fashionable models...
or stars parading down
Hollywood Boulevard...
She shined brighter than any star
in the heavens...she glowed with
all the fierce light of the sun!
She shined into my life...for a moment,
but in that moment she changed my life!
And, her face I never saw,
but her spirit engulfed me...
like the moon light beams,
that grabs the night...
and holds it in its arms...
in that moment I knew her... as beauty
beyond what I could see.
Meme Wheeler (c)
Dedicated to a sweet person..with true beauty.... 'MoonlightBeam' My friend..."Moon" You inspired this poem! My gift to you!
I wanted to say hi to my sis rhsjr not 4-gotten, who is the
sweetest person I've ever met. You all should check her out
and comment, she deserves it very much. Luv ya sis, very much!
My heart goes out to you sis, for losing someone very dear
to you. You're true love and only one. Know that he is in
your heart and is watching over you. Just look up towards
the stars and believe. Your the greatest sis, luv ya!!!
cute rules of love:
Girls.....
Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot . . .
. . . who calls you back when you hang up on him . . .
. . . who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the boy who kisses your forehead . . .
. . . who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats . . .
. . . who holds your hand in front of his friends . . .
. . . who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on.
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, ". . . that's her."
This is something I came up with a couple days ago while talking to my friend about something. Me and her forgot. But I suddenly said," Laugh like a bunny." We both thought is so funny, we laughed halfway to the library.
Hopefully this will tell you a little more about me:
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Farrah
Vampire Name: Misery Spiderdust
Birthday: February 27, 1989
Birthplace: A hospital
Current Location: My house
Eye Color: Grayish Green
Hair Color: Black (just dyed it)
Height: 5'3"
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: Um I think Cherokee, Irish, Dutch, um I can't remember the rest
The Shoes You Wore Today: Boots
Your Weakness: ????
Your Fears: Losing people I love, Heights, Clowns
Your Perfect Pizza: Cheese
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Pass School
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol
Thoughts First Waking Up: . . . *falls back asleep*
Your Best Physical Feature: eyes
Your Bedtime: I don't have one. . .
Your Most Missed Memory: My grandpa and uncle when they were alive
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi.
MacDonalds or Burger King: Burger King
Single or Group Dates: Either.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Don't drink it
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate.
Cappuccino or Coffee: Neither.
Do you Smoke: No.
Do you Swear: Yeah.
Do you Sing: Sort of
Do you Shower Daily: Yeah.
Have you Been in Love: YES!!!!
Do you want to go to College: Sure.
Do you want to get Married: Future...
Do you believe in yourself: Sometimes
Do you get Motion Sickness: No.
Do you think you are Attractive: Not really.
Are you a Health Freak: No.
Do you get along with your Parents: Yeah Sometimes and then again yes
Do you like Thunderstorms: Yes.
Do you play an Instrument: No ( but hope to)
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: No.
In the past month have you Smoked: No.
In the past month have you been on Drugs: No.
In the past month have you gone on a Date: No.
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: No.
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: No.
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: No.
In the past month have you been on Stage: No.
In the past month have you been Dumped: No.
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: Don't do that
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: No.
Ever been Drunk: No.
Ever been called a Tease: No....
Ever been Beaten up: No.
Ever Shoplifted: No.
How do you want to Die: ????
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: A writer
What country would you most like to Visit: England, Italy, Ireland, Paris, and a lot more
"Palm Tree"
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Please paste this on your author page if you want to. Represent the tropical places on Earth!
(If you copy this, please leave the name as well, I would like credit for this to be given to me as I worked hard on this)
Got the palm tree from Poet-guy14
A very pretty picture:
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Take this and if you have a heart, place this on your page or blog:
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn�t have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
*Repost this in your jounal if you believe homophobia is wrong.*
"My name is Sarah I am but three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I can't speak at all I can't do a wrong Or else I'm locked up All the day long When I awake I'm all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home. When my mommy does come I'll try and be nice, So maybe I'll get just One whipping tonight Don't make a sound! I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlie's Bar. I hear him curse My name he calls I press myself Against the wall. I try and hide From his evil eyes I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry. He finds me weeping He shouts ugly words, He says its my fault That he suffers at work. He slaps me and hits me And yells at me more,I finally get free And I run for the door. He's already locked it And I start to bawl, He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall. I fall to the floor With my bones nearly broken, And my daddy continues With more bad words spoken. "I'm sorry!", I scream But its now much too late His face has been twisted Into unimaginable hate. The hurt and the pain Again and again Oh please God, have mercy! Oh please let it end! And he finally stops And heads for the door, While I lay there motionless Sprawled on the floor. My name is Sarah And I am but three, Tonight my daddy Murdered me."
We need to STOP CHILD ABUSE!!!!
Help support this and put this on your profile please...
ABORTION IS WRONG *Bold*
Month One
Mommy, I am only 8 inches long, but I have all my organs. I love the sound of
your voice. Every time I hear it, I wave my arms and legs. The sound of your
heart beat is my favorite lullaby.
Month Two
Mommy, today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me, you could
definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home
though. It is so nice and warm in here.
Month Three
You know what Mommy, I'm a girl !! I hope that makes you happy. I always want
you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad
too, and I cry with you even though you can't hear me.
Month Four
Mommy, my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine, but I will have a
lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my
fingers and toes, and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it
too.
Month Five
You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you. He said that I'm not a
baby. I am a baby Mommy, your baby. I think and feel. Mommy, what's abortion?
Month Six
I can hear that doctor again. I don't like him. He seems cold and heartless.
Something is intruding my home. The doctor called it a needle. Mommy what is it?
It burns! Please make him stop! I can't get away from it! Mommy!! HELP me!! No .
. .
Month Seven
Mommy, I am okay. I am in Jesus's arms. he is holding me. He told me about
abortion. Why didn't you want me Mommy?
Every Abortion Is Just . . .
One more heart that was stopped. Two more eyes that will never
see. Two more hands that will never touch. Two more legs that will never
run. One more mouth that will never speak.
......Abortion can cause alot of pain...think about the consequences and the fact that you will have guilt with you throughout your life.....Think about the babies...
I write a lot of poetry about dark things inside yourself and around us....what we see through someones eyes. About heartache, love, lonliness, and someone who is not in the crowd...basically any type of poetry. Reading is another thing I love to do. Books about vampires, werewolves, anything unnatural, mystical. But I want to make friends also...
Don't get mad, Get glad( I had to do that, I love the saying)
But here are some of my favorite bands:
Good Charlotte
Avenged Sevenfold
AFI
The Used
Seether
The Calling
Evanescence
Static-X
t.A.T.u
Kelly Clarkson
Kill Hannah
Blink 182
Aiden
Angels and Airwaves
Avril Lavigne
Simple Plan
Linkin Park
Cradle of Filth
MCR
Sarah Evans
YellowCard
Akaline Trio
The 69 eyes
Trapt
The Veronicas
Story of the year
Fort Minor
Goo Goo Dolls
Hungry Eyes (a song)
I've had the time of my life(another song)
^ Both from Dirty Dancing
and others that I can't think of right now...
Favorite Movies:
The Crow
Labriynth
Freddy VS. Jason
For Richer or Poorer
Underworld
Underworld Evolution
Raise your voice
A cinderella story
Dark Kingdom: The Dragon King
Alien VS. Predator
Queen of Da*ned
Interview with the Vampire
Jeepers Creepers
Coyate Ugly
Phantom of the Opera
Who's Line is it anyways? (TV show)
Harry Potter(All four)
and many more...
This is a statement that I came up with= " Hidden beneath a smile is a frown, hidden beneath a frown is a smile."
" It's ok to cry even if you believe it's weak, but it's not weak to let out deep feelings."
" Hold onto your life, it will get better, just hold your heart and believe."
" Softly teardrops fall like rain on a rainy day, when I think of
how lucky I am to have you love me"
This is off of the movie, Hangman's Curse:
Girl: What did we do to them?
Boy: Nothing, be different.
" Bring your heart to beat
after the love that has hurt you
bring your heart to beat
after you have cried those tears
bring your heart to beat
after they bring you down
bring your heart to beat
after they have hurt you
bring your heart to beat
you are you
bring your heart to beat
scream and never give up
bring your heart to beat
after the hardest of times
please bring your heart to beat"
A poem by my sis,
In my mind:
In my mind
In my world
I stole the love of my life last name and made it my own
In my mind
He guides through my day
In my world
He has never left my side
In my mind
He is gone forever more
In my world
That faithful day was just a another day
In my mind
It was real
In my world
It was a horrible dream that I didn�t want to come true
Then I realize that both places are true
My mind knows he�s gone but his spirit guides me through the rest of my days
My world doesn�t believe that horrible dream came true
In my mind
He will always be my baby boy
In my world
I am still his baby girl
A beautiful poem
Here's one that I listen to when I feel depressed that helps:
Good Charlotte
This world, this world is cold
But you don�t, you don�t have to go
You�re feeling sad you�re feeling lonely
And no one seems to care
You�re mother�s gone and your father hits you
This pain you cannot bare
But we all bleed the same way as you do
We all have the same things to go thru
Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know
Your days you say they�re way too long
And your nights you can�t sleep at all (hold on)
And you�re not sure what you�re looking for
But you don�t want to no more
And you�re not sure what you�re waiting for but you don�t want to no more
But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through
Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know
Don�t stop looking you�re one step closer
Don�t stop searching it�s not over...hold on
What are you looking for?
What are you waiting for?
Do you know what you�re doing to me?
Go ahead...what are you waiting for?
Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know
Don�t stop looking you�re one step closer
Don�t stop searching it�s not over...
Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know...hold on
Here's lyrics from Cradle Of Filth:
Her Ghost in the Fog
Her Ghost In The Fog
Well I've been writing for about 4 or 5 years now. I can't really remember, but I think I started after my grandpa and uncle passed away and after a bad thing at school. It's all effected me in a deep way, it's hard so explain but believe it...oh and I want everyone to know I got a cat. I don't know why but I'm a major cat person, but I think it's cool. I listen to basically everything, expcept rap and stuff like that, I can stand it but it just gets to me. I'm a quite person and will talk if you talk to me. I'm nervous about meeting new people because I think they won't like but I'm doing better. But check out my poetry, I hope you like it...
And to My Sister/Best friend, My AP sister:
Jazzy Girl
The coolest ever...Love ya girl
This is a great poem from my sis GingerLovely:
The Last Love Letter
I feel, different, happy, but sad
I love, him, and he doesn't seem to want that
Sometimes I wish he could look into my heart
The show him somehow, we'll never be apart
I always mess things up, on accident every time
How many times can I tell him, "I'm yours, you're mine"?
So high, but so low
Falling and rising once again
I kill myself over and over
The pain, I cause it for myself
He doesn't want me to hurt ever
But I can't help hurting myself
He's the only one that makes it all better
I know I'm stupid, but it doesn't matter
I love, him, no matter what, no matter where
Does it matter whether or not he loves me?
No, it doesn't.
"Don't hold your breath on me"
What breath though? It left me when the good came
Somehow, I don't know, I'll always love him, I love him. OK?
When I feel like crying, I remember his words
All his words, somehow.
Maybe it doesn't matter anymore
Maybe nothing matters anymore
But when you lose all hope, all faith in everything
And someone comes and brings you into the light with love
There is nothing you can do but rely on your heart, right?
Well. He's the only thing left in this cold, icy, heart of mine
The one that turns on the fire, and makes me feel human.
How can I explain that I DON'T WANT ANYONE ELSE
That everyone else has broken me, but he hasn't
He put me back together, brought me back to life
Never have I felt something so, amazing, so REAL, intoxicating
Like the feelings they talk about in books
The feelings we can only really imagine
He has made me feel all of them, when I thought I had no feeling
So. This seems to be yet another letter to him
And I have written way too many already
So this is my last letter dear,
To you from me, as always.
I will love you until the time of my death,
I will care about you, worry about you, and smile about you,
Until the world explodes and everyone dies.
And after death, peace will come somehow, because we'll be together.
If you never choose to speak to me again,
That's fine, do what you will.
But know that you are loved more than anyone else on earth,
And that you are inside of my soul, inside of my heart.
I will thank you until my last day,
Because you brought me back to life, you brought me love,
You brought me happiness when there was none.
No matter what, to me that makes you perfect.
Remember you cannot hurt me, only I can do that dear,
And never feel sad about me loving you,
Because it's the best I've ever felt;
And I want you to feel it someday too.
Another great poem by her:
Thinking of Me, I'm Thinking of You
I know you're here,
Everyday, in spirit.
No matter what I'm doing,
You're protecting my aura.
I think of what you would say,
Before I do most anything.
I try my hardest,
To not disappoint you.
And when I do mess up,
I say out-loud, "I'm sorry."
Only for you.
I imagine the future,
For example: next year,
And I am with you....how weird.
I know you're here,
In my heart and soul.
And that's enough for me.
Hoping somewhere,
You're thinking of me,
When I am thinking of you.
Another great poem:
Empty
My whole body feels empty, my heart so bare,
I had something in my soul, but now it's not there.
I thought I had something to smile about,
But now I'm crying, just like before.
Nothing should be seen as it appears, only as it ends.
And as I look into my blank reflection, I see what I missed.
I am me.
Not one to be loved and cared for.
There is nothing waiting for me on the other side,
Only more false feelings, broken hearts that should never have been whole.
My soul feels gone, like it never existed,
My eyes are swollen and red from the tears I stupidly shed.
I was happy, and I came down ten fold,
Never assume anything means anything, to anyone.
Hold me like you did in my dreams,
Kiss me like you do in my thoughts.
Make everything else beautiful like it was before.
The tears roll down my cheeks,
And a line is formed from salt water and makeup down my nose.
Why I am crying? I have no idea in my head,
But now that the tears have stopped, there is nothing left inside of me.
Nothing to write, nothing to say, nothing left to even think.
" They don't tell you what to write, they help show
you how to write....that's what makes a good teacher."
- My dad
" Sometimes I wish life would be easy....maybe then
the pain wouldn't hurt as bad." -Me
" I tried to do the right thing....but in your eyes
I always seem to do the wrong thing." -Me
" Love lifted me up.....love tore me down." -Me
Hello, thought I would tell you some stuff about me. It's likely you probably won't read this but what the heck. I am 18, my party was so much fun, everyone got cake to the face lol it was so much fun, I'm officially a high school graduate. I can't believe it and go to college to become a creative writer. I got into Ivy Tech, woot I'm so excited. I'm terrified of gruadating but then again I'm so excited. My friends mean the world to me, there wonderful people and I love them to death. I am Hannah's Squishy, lol. Brittany has currently become a member of the Squishy family, lol. It's so awesome. I am a shy person and that's unless you get to know me. I can be a weird person at times, randomly yelling weird stuff like," I OBJECT TO THE BUBBLE!" I came up with that for some odd reason, haha. It's the greatest thing ever. I am the advice giver in my friends most of the time. If they need help or an answer to something, they come ask me. People tell me I should take my own advice but that's hard to do. This is something that's hard to tell everyone, I suffer from an eating disorder called Anorexia. I have been battling this for the last almost 7 years. It's a battle everyday, I have people there for me. My family and friends, I love you all very much. I'm going to stop writing now....ttyl.
I'm going to tell what I look like if you would like to know well um...I have my brown hair back, I missed my brown hair. It's sort of long but I'm not sure if I want to cut it again. We'll have to see, lol. Um greenish gray eyes, short ( it's not funny by the way).
"The girl that lives on the moon"
The girl that lives on the Moon ...
she watches over children with light,
and anyone she wishes to like,
and pouncing cats in tall dark grasses,
and fireflies flying past us.
She reveres creation,
and knows the Creator by name,
and she has seen dragons
and far off fairies,
and winged beings that are not angels,
and yes she has seen angels as well,
and oh, she keeps secrets and never tells.
She is the brightests of all celestial ones...
she helps direct the lost,
and determines seasons,
and the birth of babes...
she is the sweetest, and thoughtful in the heavens...
and whenever you are afraid
you can look to her...
for she is always watching over you...
She is always a good friend.
Each night she whispers with the four winds
and says, "May the breath of peace befall you."
You can sleep now little ones, sleep now in her care.
Meme Wheeler wrote this for me, it's such a beautiful
story and I love it. Thank you so much, your a dear
friend to me and like a older sister!
Name: Emerald Twilight
Nickname or Alias: Emy
Race: vampire
Organization/Kingdom: Not able to disclose at the moment
Age: unknown
Age appears to be: 18
Hair: just a lil below the ears with bangs covering part of my eye
Color: dark brown with purple highlights
Style: hangs loosely around my face unless I put it up in a ponytail
Eyes: greyish silver with a hint of green
Height: 5'3''
Weight: 102
Physical Build: skinny
Dominate Hand: right
Alignment: good
Equipment:
Weapons: a sword that is strapped to my back which I call Oki, and two daggers that I keep at my waist call Hope and Faith
Clothing: A long black dress with a long black cape, but if I fight black jeans with a black tank top, my long trench coat I also wear a choker with a cross hanging from it that I was given by my lost love and a ring that he always wore.
Special Abilities: teleport, healing, invisibality
Magic:
Character Persona
Special Features: a scar from my left shoulder down to my waist, a star above my right eye, a rose on the top of my right hand with the stem wrapping around my wrist
Personality: follower, shy at times but can get angered easily if someone dares speak bad of my family and friends. I will stand up for what I believe in.
Background/History:
I decided to spend the night with a close friend of mine. We were watching a movie, she fell asleep but I couldn't sleep so I took a flashlight grabbed my coat and went for a walk in her woods. The moon shined brightly as I moved through the woods swiftly. Then I heard a noise behind me at first I thought it was nothing but that was until a hand wrapped my waist and then I heard someone whisper in my ear. Fear over took me so I didn't really hear what the person was saying.
The person moved my hair from my neck then kissed
my neck. Suddenly I felt pain erupt through my body
as the man bit my neck. I let out a scream but he covered my mouth. I heard him whisper ," Sleep."
Before my mind and body fell into darkness I took
a look at him but all I could was that he had bright blue eyes. When I awaoke I was by a lake of somesort
in a meadow.That was a long time ago now I am who I am.After I was made what I am, I tried to protect
the man I love but he was killed in front of my
eyes. I held him as he passed away and I will
never forget him. But I got adopted into the Avarita family by my mother Abariel Avaritia. But I have a black panther her name is Vele as my best friend, she
is always here by my side and I love her dearly. I
will protect her as she protects me.
My Ap family so far:Besicker, I love you my squishy
www.allpoetry/Besicker
My Ap sister: LuverzTearz: she rocks and awesome
person to talk to
www.allpoetry.com/LuverzTearz
Rasool is my Ap Hubby: My big sexy man!
www.allpoetry.com/Rasool
My Ap sister: waste of breath, she is freakn awesome
and don't any of you mess with her, if u do u have
to deal with me
My AP Girlfriend: Pandy14: I love her to death she
is freaken awesome
www.allpoetry.com/pandy14
My Ap brother: patsoldcat, a very nice person who
I am thankful I know
My Mother: Tender wolf, she's a wonderful person and easy to talk to
www.allpoetry.com/TenderWolf
My cousin: Lost with Faith, she's cool
http://allpoetry.com/Lost%20with%20Faith
My Ap daughter: SobbingxLullaby, she's really sweet
www.allpoetry.com/SobbingxLullaby
My Ap big sis: Meme Wheeler: I love her to death,
she's a great person and a wonderful person to
talk to she has made me see the truth in things and
I thank her for being there for me
www.allpoetry/MemeWheeler
My sister: xsweetxgirlx, I love her to death
www.allpoetry.com/xsweetxgirlx
My brother:myxcrimsonxregret, coolest person to know
www.allpoetry.com/myxcrimsonxregret
My sister: InvertedHearts: she's freaken awesome and it's so awesome staying up at night watching vampires
on anti-depressents and face painting
www.allpoetry.com/Interted-Hearts
My daughter: Vampire Ashes, she's awesome
www.allpoetry.com/VampireAshes
My uncle: Lord Merlynn, a very nice guy
www.allpoetry.com/LordMerlynn
My Uncle: KoDDDragonSlayer, I love you uncle you're the coolest
www.allpoetry.com/KoDDDragonSlayer
My mom: Goddess of all, she's a wonderful person
www.allpoetry.com/Goddessofall
My Uncle: Taken by Black Fire, nice person
www.allpoetry.com/TakenbyBlackFire
My Ap sis (and in real life to): SuddenlySecretive, I love ya girl, ur the coolest sis ever
www.allpoetry.com/SuddenlySecretive
Ap sis (also dating my brother): WattsBabiGirl, you're a great friend love ya gurly
My brother: Twornprince17, he's a sweet guy and like a brother to me and xsweetxgirlx, we love you brother
My AP Vampyre Mother:Abariel Atusha, a sweet person
My Grandma: WolfHeart, a sweet and humble women
THE Grandfather, my grandfather: dgallello, funny person to get along with
My sister(in real life): Besicker, I love you squishy
My Mother: Moonlight Angel, a sweet and nice person
My second mommy: sad-but-true, a awesome person
My brother: Brandman, cool person, rock on
My Father: Beholder eyes , a very nice person
My Neice: gothchyld, a sweet and talented person
My Aunt: dawn92, a great person and a nice person
My sister: ForgottenMemories, a nice person and great writer
My brother: Xelgaroth, a sweet and nice person
My brother: hillaryhorse13, sweet and great poet
My Older Brother: Dead Heart, a awesome poet
My brother: Brandon Heat, great poet
My Sister: seansgirl4ever2006, talented and caring
My sister: Requiem of the Wolf, a sweet girl who is awesome
My sister: MySweetestDivines, a weird person but a cool person
My Husband: The YinYang Angel, a rockin person
My # 1 sister: rhsjr not 4-gotten, a beautiful writer
My Ap awesome friend Wishful Thinking, a total sweetheart and sweety
My Older brother: The English Prince, an awesome poet
My sister: xx PaintThisRed xx, a wonderful poet
My sister: TeenieBreenie, a sweet and lovely person
My sister: Your First Scar, love vampires and an awesome person
My brother: Draven9967, considerate and sweet person
My Twin Sister: Gothic fairy, a awesome and really cool
My brother:Chamber Boi, a cool and awesome person
My sister: Vampiric Kisses, a vampire lover like me
My Sister: kitkatkatie1, a cool person to know
My sister: ShatteredTwinSoul2 , a kind soul and beautiful writer
My sister: Midnight15, a awesome person and a rockin rock star
My sister: x Shorty Penguin x, her writing is so cool
My sister: Bloody Soul, Love ya girl...
My Brother: -Brandon-, he's so awesome
My sister: ill-never-care-1979, a great person
My brother: KGBAsh, he's a sweet heart
My sister: LullabyGirl, she's a cool person
My brother: Celtic Boy, sweet and cool
My sister: GC-riot-girl1725, A good charlotte fan like me
HATE EMO? READ THIS: Isnt it funny that when you go to the shops with your friends you look down at the girl with black jeans and studs but smile at the girl wearing a a mini with a tshirt that barely cover anything? Isnt it funny you can change your music taste to impress a guy/girl but when it comes to a girl/guy who likes her/his own music and her/his own style, you give her/him a mouthful? ISNT IT FUNNY that a guy can get away with being a gangsta but the emo gets a mouthful from everyone, are you laughing? Isnt it funny an emo can be quiet all through the week but gets more shit from everyone than the girl who sleeps around and sells her virginity? ISNT IT FUNNY that you dont mind your friends drinking, smoking but the minute someone mentions emo music you can give them a lecture on melodramatic teenage outcasts? im not laughing. ITS SO FUNNY that you and your friends can make a girls/guys life hell and not know anything about the silent battle she/he might be fighting. ISNT IT FUNNY that you can call emos, punks, goths the retards but still manage to get through your day without an inch of guilt in your heart. HOW YOU CAN CALL A GIRL/GUY A POSER, HOW CAN YOU SAY "YOUR NOT EMO" OR "ATTENTION SEEKER" WITHOUT SPENDING A SECOND TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHY THERE ARE CUTS ON HER/HIS WRISTS AND WHY SHE/HE SPENDS HER/HIS LUNCHTIMES CRYING INSTEAD OF LAUGHING WITH HER/HIS FRIENDS ,...KEEP ON LAUGHING isnt it funny you can say and do all this without any idea of what is going on in this persons life without knowing her/his situation with her/his friends or her/his family or her/his LIFE BRAVE ISNT GOING UP ON STAGE AND STRIPPING BRAVE IS NOT SAYING A SPEECH OR DUMPING YOUR BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND BRAVE IS GOING TO SCHOOL ON MUFTI DAY AND NOT FOR A SECOND CARE WHAT THE WHORES AROUND YOU ARE SAYING ABOUT YOUR CLOTHES ITS LISTENING TO YOUR OWN MUSIC AND BEING PROUD OF IT ITS GOING THROUGH EVERY DAY WITH THE THINGS PEOPLE SAY TO YOUR FACE AND BEHIND YOUR BACK AND YOU STILL KEEP QUIET.
80% of Americans say "I LOVE YOU".
20% actually mean it.
If you honestly are in the 20%, paste this into your profile
Every girl dreams that one day she will find a boy or girl that does these things for her. even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someones life.
give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in.
leave her cute text notes.
kiss her in front of your friends.
trust her over everyone else.
tell her she looks beautiful.
look into her eyes when you talk to her.
let her mess with your hair.
touch her hair.
just walk around with her.
forgive her for her mistakes.
look at her like she`s the only girl you see.
hold her hand when you`re around your friends.
when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.
let her fall asleep in your arms.
get her mad, then kiss her.
tease her and let her tease you back.
stay up all night with her when she`s sick.
watch her favorite movie with her.
kiss her forehead.
write her letters.
let her wear your clothes.
when she`s sad, hang out with her.
let her know she`s important.
let her take all the photos she wants of you.
kiss her in the pouring rain.
when you fall in love with her, tell her,and when you tell her, love her like you`ve never loved someone before.
If you love her
If you write her name on your books you love her
If you call her at 3 am just to hear her voice you love her
If you can't get her out of your mind long enough to do some homework you love her
If you plan your life together you love her
If you move to be with her you love her
If you think this is true please post this on your page asap!
FRIENDS: FAKE OR REAL????
FAKE FRIENDS: try to make you do sumthing you don't want to
REAL FRIENDS: are the reason you don't have regrets
FAKE FRIENDS: call your parents Mr./Mrs.
REAL FRIENDS: call your parents DAD/MOM
FAKE FRIENDS: would sit next to you saying "Damn.... we f**ked up... but that s**t was fun!"
REAL FRIENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong
FAKE FRIENDS: never ask for food
REAL FRIENDS: are the reasons you never have food
FAKE FRIENDS: borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back
REAL FRIENDS: keep you stuff so long they forget it's yours
FAKE FRIENDS: know a few things about you
REAL FRIENDS: could write a book about you with direct quotes from you
FAKE FRIENDS: will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing
REAL FRIENDS: will kick the whole crowds a$$ that left you
FAKE FRIENDS: would knock on your front door
REAL FRIENDS: walk right in and say "I'M HOME!!"
FAKE FRIENDS: are for awhile
REAL FRIENDS: are for life
FAKE FRIENDS: will look at you stumbling all over the place and say "B***h drink the rest of that you know we don't wate s**t
REAL FRIENDS: will take your drink away when they think you've had enough
FAKE FRIENDS: will talk s**t to the person who talks s**it about you
REAL FRIENDS: will knock them out
FAKE FRIENDS: would ignore this
REAL FRIENDS: will send this to all their real friends and hope to get it back
A girl and guy were speeding, on a motorcycle, over 90 mph on the road...
Girl: Slow down. Im scared.
Guy: No, this is fun.
Girl: No, its not. Please, its too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? Its bugging me.
(In the paper the next day)
A motorcycle crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didnt want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.
If you would ever do this for someone....then post this on your page asap!!
I found this on another profile:
Girl: I'm always here for you
Boy: I know
Girl: What's wrong?
Boy: I like her so much
Girl: Talk to her
Boy: I don't know. She won't ever like me
Girl: Don't say that. You're amazing.
Boy: I just want her to know how I feel.
Girl: Then tell her.
Boy: She won't like me
Girl: How do you know that?
Boy: I can just tell
Girl: Well just tell her.
Boy: What should I say
Girl: Tell her how much you like her
Boy: I tell her that daily
Girl: what do you mean?
Boy: I'm always with her. I love her.
Girl: I know how you feel. I have the same problem. But he'll never like me
Boy: Wait. Who do you like?
Girl: Oh some boy
Boy: Oh... she won't like me either.
Girl: She does
Boy: How do you know..
Girl: Because, who wouldn't like you?
Boy: You
Girl: You're wrong, I love you.
Boy: I love you too.
Girl: So are you going to talk to her?
Boy: I just did.
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(O.o) This is Mr.Bunny Please Paste him on your page in order to help
(>" > Him with his mission to DOMINATE the world!!!
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This is something I found on someone's page and thought it was cool
Why do boys fall in love with girls?
1. They will always smell good even if it's just shampoo.
2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder.
3. How cute they look when they sleep.
4. The ease in which they fit into our arms .
5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world.
6. How cute they are when they eat.
7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while.
8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside.
9. The way they look good no matter what they wear.
10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful girl on this earth.
11. How cute they are when they argue.
12. The way her hand always finds yours.
13. The way they smile.
14. The way you feel when you see their name on the call ID after you just had a big fight.
15. The way she says "lets not fight anymore" even though you know that an hour later....
16. The way that they kiss after you have had a fight.
17. The way they kiss you when you say "I love you".
18. Actually...Just the way they kiss you...
19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry.
20. Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly.
21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt.
22. Then the way they apologize when it does hurt (even though we don't admit it).
23. The way they say "I miss you".
24. The way you miss them.
25. The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore...
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, NOT because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be CLOSER to you...
I'm the girl who likes to be kissed under the stars, more then inside your bedroom or in a expensive resturant...
I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss...
I'm the girl who you can talk to about ANYTHING...
I'm the girl who laughs at your jokes...
I'm the girl who will have MANY inside jokes with you and remember each one...
I'm the girl who will brag about you to all of my friends...
I'm the girl who will listen to you talk...
I'm the girl who REALLY does want to be friends after a break up...
I'm the girl who LOVES when you hug me for no apparent reason...
I'm the girl who loves it when you hug me from behind or kiss me on the forehead..
I'm the girl who loves YOU for YOU; and doesn't care what other people say about US...
I'm the girl who loves it when you introduce me to your friends as your GIRLFRIEND...
I'm the girl who will ALWAYS love you...
I found this on somebody's page and I really like it:
Things will change
As time rolls on
But there is one thing
You can rely upon
No matter when or where
It will always be true
When the boy you love
Says I LOVE YOU
Most of our life is a series of images, they pass us by like towns on the highway but sometimes a moment stuns us as it happens and we know that this instant is more than a flitting image, we know that this moment, every part of it will live on forever
- One of those moments was when I realised I'd fallen in love with you, and that I had found my soul mate, my one and only.
That moment in my life, that moment when my heart for once in my life felt complete, that I will never forget, and that was to me, more than a flitting image in my life, that was a snap shot that will never be erased no matter what happens in the future.
I know there will be hard times ahead, but together I also know that our love can conquer all the obstacles that will be thrown our way. If you find a path with no obstacles it probably won't lead you anywhere, love and life itself is not meant to be easy, and I know it won't be, but I do know that with you beside me, hard times will seem more bearable.
I love you always and forever
"True love does not come by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly."
This is a poem from a very special friend of mine, its called
"Moon Light Beam:"
What is beauty?
A graceful spirit...
a soul untarnished
shining like polished silver...
like pure gold it gleams...
Why then is the physical
body praised?
What about that which lies
beyond the flesh?
In a room I met a girl
who radiated like the moon!
My, God I was blown away!
She made me think different of myself...
for so long I had been tormented,
because I didn't look like
fashionable models...
or stars parading down
Hollywood Boulevard...
She shined brighter than any star
in the heavens...she glowed with
all the fierce light of the sun!
She shined into my life...for a moment,
but in that moment she changed my life!
And, her face I never saw,
but her spirit engulfed me...
like the moon light beams,
that grabs the night...
and holds it in its arms...
in that moment I knew her... as beauty
beyond what I could see.
Meme Wheeler (c)
Dedicated to a sweet person..with true beauty.... 'MoonlightBeam' My friend..."Moon" You inspired this poem! My gift to you!
I wanted to say hi to my sis rhsjr not 4-gotten, who is the
sweetest person I've ever met. You all should check her out
and comment, she deserves it very much. Luv ya sis, very much!
My heart goes out to you sis, for losing someone very dear
to you. You're true love and only one. Know that he is in
your heart and is watching over you. Just look up towards
the stars and believe. Your the greatest sis, luv ya!!!
cute rules of love:
Girls.....
Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot . . .
. . . who calls you back when you hang up on him . . .
. . . who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the boy who kisses your forehead . . .
. . . who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats . . .
. . . who holds your hand in front of his friends . . .
. . . who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on.
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, ". . . that's her."
This is something I came up with a couple days ago while talking to my friend about something. Me and her forgot. But I suddenly said," Laugh like a bunny." We both thought is so funny, we laughed halfway to the library.
Hopefully this will tell you a little more about me:
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Farrah
Vampire Name: Misery Spiderdust
Birthday: February 27, 1989
Birthplace: A hospital
Current Location: My house
Eye Color: Grayish Green
Hair Color: Black (just dyed it)
Height: 5'3"
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: Um I think Cherokee, Irish, Dutch, um I can't remember the rest
The Shoes You Wore Today: Boots
Your Weakness: ????
Your Fears: Losing people I love, Heights, Clowns
Your Perfect Pizza: Cheese
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Pass School
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol
Thoughts First Waking Up: . . . *falls back asleep*
Your Best Physical Feature: eyes
Your Bedtime: I don't have one. . .
Your Most Missed Memory: My grandpa and uncle when they were alive
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi.
MacDonalds or Burger King: Burger King
Single or Group Dates: Either.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Don't drink it
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate.
Cappuccino or Coffee: Neither.
Do you Smoke: No.
Do you Swear: Yeah.
Do you Sing: Sort of
Do you Shower Daily: Yeah.
Have you Been in Love: YES!!!!
Do you want to go to College: Sure.
Do you want to get Married: Future...
Do you believe in yourself: Sometimes
Do you get Motion Sickness: No.
Do you think you are Attractive: Not really.
Are you a Health Freak: No.
Do you get along with your Parents: Yeah Sometimes and then again yes
Do you like Thunderstorms: Yes.
Do you play an Instrument: No ( but hope to)
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: No.
In the past month have you Smoked: No.
In the past month have you been on Drugs: No.
In the past month have you gone on a Date: No.
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: No.
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: No.
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: No.
In the past month have you been on Stage: No.
In the past month have you been Dumped: No.
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: Don't do that
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: No.
Ever been Drunk: No.
Ever been called a Tease: No....
Ever been Beaten up: No.
Ever Shoplifted: No.
How do you want to Die: ????
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: A writer
What country would you most like to Visit: England, Italy, Ireland, Paris, and a lot more
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Please paste this on your author page if you want to. Represent the tropical places on Earth!
(If you copy this, please leave the name as well, I would like credit for this to be given to me as I worked hard on this)
Got the palm tree from Poet-guy14
A very pretty picture:
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Take this and if you have a heart, place this on your page or blog:
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn�t have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
*Repost this in your jounal if you believe homophobia is wrong.*
"My name is Sarah I am but three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I can't speak at all I can't do a wrong Or else I'm locked up All the day long When I awake I'm all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home. When my mommy does come I'll try and be nice, So maybe I'll get just One whipping tonight Don't make a sound! I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlie's Bar. I hear him curse My name he calls I press myself Against the wall. I try and hide From his evil eyes I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry. He finds me weeping He shouts ugly words, He says its my fault That he suffers at work. He slaps me and hits me And yells at me more,I finally get free And I run for the door. He's already locked it And I start to bawl, He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall. I fall to the floor With my bones nearly broken, And my daddy continues With more bad words spoken. "I'm sorry!", I scream But its now much too late His face has been twisted Into unimaginable hate. The hurt and the pain Again and again Oh please God, have mercy! Oh please let it end! And he finally stops And heads for the door, While I lay there motionless Sprawled on the floor. My name is Sarah And I am but three, Tonight my daddy Murdered me."
We need to STOP CHILD ABUSE!!!!
Help support this and put this on your profile please...
ABORTION IS WRONG *Bold*
Month One
Mommy, I am only 8 inches long, but I have all my organs. I love the sound of
your voice. Every time I hear it, I wave my arms and legs. The sound of your
heart beat is my favorite lullaby.
Month Two
Mommy, today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me, you could
definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home
though. It is so nice and warm in here.
Month Three
You know what Mommy, I'm a girl !! I hope that makes you happy. I always want
you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad
too, and I cry with you even though you can't hear me.
Month Four
Mommy, my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine, but I will have a
lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my
fingers and toes, and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it
too.
Month Five
You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you. He said that I'm not a
baby. I am a baby Mommy, your baby. I think and feel. Mommy, what's abortion?
Month Six
I can hear that doctor again. I don't like him. He seems cold and heartless.
Something is intruding my home. The doctor called it a needle. Mommy what is it?
It burns! Please make him stop! I can't get away from it! Mommy!! HELP me!! No .
. .
Month Seven
Mommy, I am okay. I am in Jesus's arms. he is holding me. He told me about
abortion. Why didn't you want me Mommy?
Every Abortion Is Just . . .
One more heart that was stopped. Two more eyes that will never
see. Two more hands that will never touch. Two more legs that will never
run. One more mouth that will never speak.
......Abortion can cause alot of pain...think about the consequences and the fact that you will have guilt with you throughout your life.....Think about the babies...
I write a lot of poetry about dark things inside yourself and around us....what we see through someones eyes. About heartache, love, lonliness, and someone who is not in the crowd...basically any type of poetry. Reading is another thing I love to do. Books about vampires, werewolves, anything unnatural, mystical. But I want to make friends also...
Don't get mad, Get glad( I had to do that, I love the saying)
But here are some of my favorite bands:
Good Charlotte
Avenged Sevenfold
AFI
The Used
Seether
The Calling
Evanescence
Static-X
t.A.T.u
Kelly Clarkson
Kill Hannah
Blink 182
Aiden
Angels and Airwaves
Avril Lavigne
Simple Plan
Linkin Park
Cradle of Filth
MCR
Sarah Evans
YellowCard
Akaline Trio
The 69 eyes
Trapt
The Veronicas
Story of the year
Fort Minor
Goo Goo Dolls
Hungry Eyes (a song)
I've had the time of my life(another song)
^ Both from Dirty Dancing
and others that I can't think of right now...
Favorite Movies:
The Crow
Labriynth
Freddy VS. Jason
For Richer or Poorer
Underworld
Underworld Evolution
Raise your voice
A cinderella story
Dark Kingdom: The Dragon King
Alien VS. Predator
Queen of Da*ned
Interview with the Vampire
Jeepers Creepers
Coyate Ugly
Phantom of the Opera
Who's Line is it anyways? (TV show)
Harry Potter(All four)
and many more...
This is a statement that I came up with= " Hidden beneath a smile is a frown, hidden beneath a frown is a smile."
" It's ok to cry even if you believe it's weak, but it's not weak to let out deep feelings."
" Hold onto your life, it will get better, just hold your heart and believe."
" Softly teardrops fall like rain on a rainy day, when I think of
how lucky I am to have you love me"
This is off of the movie, Hangman's Curse:
Girl: What did we do to them?
Boy: Nothing, be different.
" Bring your heart to beat
after the love that has hurt you
bring your heart to beat
after you have cried those tears
bring your heart to beat
after they bring you down
bring your heart to beat
after they have hurt you
bring your heart to beat
you are you
bring your heart to beat
scream and never give up
bring your heart to beat
after the hardest of times
please bring your heart to beat"
A poem by my sis,
In my mind:
In my mind
In my world
I stole the love of my life last name and made it my own
In my mind
He guides through my day
In my world
He has never left my side
In my mind
He is gone forever more
In my world
That faithful day was just a another day
In my mind
It was real
In my world
It was a horrible dream that I didn�t want to come true
Then I realize that both places are true
My mind knows he�s gone but his spirit guides me through the rest of my days
My world doesn�t believe that horrible dream came true
In my mind
He will always be my baby boy
In my world
I am still his baby girl
A beautiful poem
Here's one that I listen to when I feel depressed that helps:
Good Charlotte
This world, this world is cold
But you don�t, you don�t have to go
You�re feeling sad you�re feeling lonely
And no one seems to care
You�re mother�s gone and your father hits you
This pain you cannot bare
But we all bleed the same way as you do
We all have the same things to go thru
Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know
Your days you say they�re way too long
And your nights you can�t sleep at all (hold on)
And you�re not sure what you�re looking for
But you don�t want to no more
And you�re not sure what you�re waiting for but you don�t want to no more
But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through
Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know
Don�t stop looking you�re one step closer
Don�t stop searching it�s not over...hold on
What are you looking for?
What are you waiting for?
Do you know what you�re doing to me?
Go ahead...what are you waiting for?
Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know
Don�t stop looking you�re one step closer
Don�t stop searching it�s not over...
Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know...hold on
Here's lyrics from Cradle Of Filth:
Her Ghost in the Fog
Her Ghost In The Fog
Well I've been writing for about 4 or 5 years now. I can't really remember, but I think I started after my grandpa and uncle passed away and after a bad thing at school. It's all effected me in a deep way, it's hard so explain but believe it...oh and I want everyone to know I got a cat. I don't know why but I'm a major cat person, but I think it's cool. I listen to basically everything, expcept rap and stuff like that, I can stand it but it just gets to me. I'm a quite person and will talk if you talk to me. I'm nervous about meeting new people because I think they won't like but I'm doing better. But check out my poetry, I hope you like it...
And to My Sister/Best friend, My AP sister:
Jazzy Girl
The coolest ever...Love ya girl
This is a great poem from my sis GingerLovely:
The Last Love Letter
I feel, different, happy, but sad
I love, him, and he doesn't seem to want that
Sometimes I wish he could look into my heart
The show him somehow, we'll never be apart
I always mess things up, on accident every time
How many times can I tell him, "I'm yours, you're mine"?
So high, but so low
Falling and rising once again
I kill myself over and over
The pain, I cause it for myself
He doesn't want me to hurt ever
But I can't help hurting myself
He's the only one that makes it all better
I know I'm stupid, but it doesn't matter
I love, him, no matter what, no matter where
Does it matter whether or not he loves me?
No, it doesn't.
"Don't hold your breath on me"
What breath though? It left me when the good came
Somehow, I don't know, I'll always love him, I love him. OK?
When I feel like crying, I remember his words
All his words, somehow.
Maybe it doesn't matter anymore
Maybe nothing matters anymore
But when you lose all hope, all faith in everything
And someone comes and brings you into the light with love
There is nothing you can do but rely on your heart, right?
Well. He's the only thing left in this cold, icy, heart of mine
The one that turns on the fire, and makes me feel human.
How can I explain that I DON'T WANT ANYONE ELSE
That everyone else has broken me, but he hasn't
He put me back together, brought me back to life
Never have I felt something so, amazing, so REAL, intoxicating
Like the feelings they talk about in books
The feelings we can only really imagine
He has made me feel all of them, when I thought I had no feeling
So. This seems to be yet another letter to him
And I have written way too many already
So this is my last letter dear,
To you from me, as always.
I will love you until the time of my death,
I will care about you, worry about you, and smile about you,
Until the world explodes and everyone dies.
And after death, peace will come somehow, because we'll be together.
If you never choose to speak to me again,
That's fine, do what you will.
But know that you are loved more than anyone else on earth,
And that you are inside of my soul, inside of my heart.
I will thank you until my last day,
Because you brought me back to life, you brought me love,
You brought me happiness when there was none.
No matter what, to me that makes you perfect.
Remember you cannot hurt me, only I can do that dear,
And never feel sad about me loving you,
Because it's the best I've ever felt;
And I want you to feel it someday too.
Another great poem by her:
Thinking of Me, I'm Thinking of You
I know you're here,
Everyday, in spirit.
No matter what I'm doing,
You're protecting my aura.
I think of what you would say,
Before I do most anything.
I try my hardest,
To not disappoint you.
And when I do mess up,
I say out-loud, "I'm sorry."
Only for you.
I imagine the future,
For example: next year,
And I am with you....how weird.
I know you're here,
In my heart and soul.
And that's enough for me.
Hoping somewhere,
You're thinking of me,
When I am thinking of you.
Another great poem:
Empty
My whole body feels empty, my heart so bare,
I had something in my soul, but now it's not there.
I thought I had something to smile about,
But now I'm crying, just like before.
Nothing should be seen as it appears, only as it ends.
And as I look into my blank reflection, I see what I missed.
I am me.
Not one to be loved and cared for.
There is nothing waiting for me on the other side,
Only more false feelings, broken hearts that should never have been whole.
My soul feels gone, like it never existed,
My eyes are swollen and red from the tears I stupidly shed.
I was happy, and I came down ten fold,
Never assume anything means anything, to anyone.
Hold me like you did in my dreams,
Kiss me like you do in my thoughts.
Make everything else beautiful like it was before.
The tears roll down my cheeks,
And a line is formed from salt water and makeup down my nose.
Why I am crying? I have no idea in my head,
But now that the tears have stopped, there is nothing left inside of me.
Nothing to write, nothing to say, nothing left to even think.
- Last seen on Jul 30 10:59 PM 2007. Member since January 1, 2006.
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- I am a 18 year old girl from Indiana (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm meeting new people, talking to my friends and writing poetry.
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Wrap your arms around me and pull me closer / let me feel your chest on my back / kiss my neck with those soft lips / make my every sense go off the radar / your laugh pierces my ear as you feel me shudder / I lay m
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Sound of music used to calm my soul / used to make my feet find rythem in the beat / used to bring a smile to my lips / The night was brought to life / when the music poured throgh the window / all the animals15 lines, 2 comments, July 20, 2007. In Loss
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karver : farrah...rip on September 12Dear farrah.... Iknow you are in a another world as ofnow.... and I only wish that I could have met you atleast once..... you were such a great person and so deep with emotion.... I think if we ever would of met we would have been very close.... I remember us writing poems together.... and making names onmyspace based off the crow,.... and only me and you knew about it..... Imiss you Farrah.... we only talk on the phone maybe 4 times but i wanted to so much more....Iknow you put alot of trust and compassion in me..... and I didn't see it as well as I should have..... I'm so sorry for that.... I know that when I die I will meet you...... and I cannot wait for it..... Ihope you remember me..... and Joe,... if you ever read this.... I am so sorry..... Iknow how great of a person farrah was..... but she does live on..... and you willmeet her again in the afterlife........ just never give upon her.... she will be there..... she had to deal with somuch in her life..... she was so strong..... ............ Imiss you Farrah..... and even though it might be a very long time before I ever get tomeet you..... formy first time at that...... just know....that even though we didn't know eachother very long......... I thought you was one of thesweetest, most compassionate people I have ever kown..... and I envy you somuch for that....... I hope, I pray,.... that when we do meet in the afterlife.... that you remember me..... because I will always remeber you....... you have touched me farrah......... and you willneevr be forgotten..... I swear to that!!!!!! rest in peace....we will finallymeet,..... I just hate that it has to be so far away.....
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SuddenlySecretive : rest in peace my sweet on February 17Farrah Jean, i love you so much. And i miss you.I know you're in a better place, but i wish i could see you just one more time. I wish we had a chance to finish that story we were writeing. The world would have loved it. I miss spending the night with you and staying up till 5 in the morning, being all "jacked up on mountain dew" and takeing really weird pictures...I love you beautiful... give the gang a hug today for me. and Hug and kiss Joe. I know he needs it.
I love you.
your sister, your friend
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ReachinForHeaven : Hey! What's up? on January 29I think it is time to update your AP family. My name isn't Lost with Faith anymore. I am ReachinForHeaven now.
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XPandyxFangirlX on January 14I always depended on you. I loved you from the start, and I would always come to you for help. I needed you, and I still do. I am sorry we never got to hold hands, never got to hear you speak. I want you here with me, right beside me. You were the onlt friend I had for a while, until you taught me how to make more. I really need you here. I love you so much. More than ever. Thanks for visiting me in my dreams. I love you. Bundles. Forever.
Girlfriend,
Pandy
