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UPDATE- SEP 2008

Not as angsty as I once was. We all go through that as children. Now 21, I am burdened by true adult responsibility, and never have the days of my youth looked brighter. If I could do it all again, I would. There are many things I didn't think through, and many wrongs I can't right. EVER. But, experience is the greatest teacher, so I may be a wiser man for it. That is the only positive aspect I can conjure from my days of philandering. Anyone who cares to drop a line may do so at wolfgarX77@aol.com. That is my ancient e-mail address I have not used in years, but now will be browsing more frequently.

OLD POST, written back in the day

I write what I feel. I focus more on the moral instead of rhyming the words, so occasionally the ryming isnt smooth. ive been writing poetry for a few months now, but ive been improving..

Damn, I've been a depressed little bitch lately! lol, o well, we all know what its like to go thru dat phase. lifes gotten hellabetter, actually! And I will let all the ppl who know me know why by slipping in subliminal hints! -cough*julie*cough- AHEM, excuse me!

Im 16 years old, and I live in HELL, Arkansas. Arkansas is the bane of my life. There is no future here. Someday, I will leave everything here and start anew. Even a farm that has been in my family for 100 years. I dont care about that. I wont let my children grow up here, so they can shoot up and smoke crack like 90% of the people I know.

Life is confusing, and I'm trying to make something good out of it. I am working on changing my outlook on life to a more positive one, and its going okay. Life has its ups and downs. Its hard to be happy, but it rains on the just and unjust alike, which comforts me. Somehow, knowing the eniquities will happen to good and bad people, lets me know just because everything screws me over in the end it doesn't mean god doesn't love me.

Heres a discription of me- im tall, blond, blue eyes, and a leo.

my favorite colors are red, blue, and white, and green, in that order. I'm also a Christian. I was raised as a Baptist, but i dont believe in being Baptist or Catholic or Lutheran, I believe in God, Jesus, and the Christian faith.The difference between the different sects of Christianity are petty, so I dont associate myself with them because it would ultimately alienate myself from other people.

I LOVE MUSIC, but i have no favorite band, because when you listen to a band too much you drive it into the ground, it wears out its welcome.

same way with food, love it all, but no favorites.

Here's a list of my poems that i think are the best, in order from best down- Puzzle, Withdrawel from Love, A dream of Love, To End All Suffering, My Night, Hallelujah, Unrememberance, Deserter, Gracies Poem, Clowns Serve Satan, My Favorite Pasttime, Kinky, and Drug Story.