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MJ

I'm a 22 year-old girl from Copenhagen, Denmark. I've been writing for about a decade, but most of my early stuff either sucked or was in Danish, which is the reason I haven't posted it. The first song I wrote, was in english, and I wrote it when I was 9. "Why" is the title. (I have posted it in here)

I've enjoyed reading Shakespeares sonnets, my favorite is Sonnet 130, it's amazing, you should check it out.


I've been playing the piano for an incredibly long amount of time, and singing for as long as I can remember. I've written songs for more than 13 years now, and it's saved my life quite a few times. There's nothing better to me, than music.

I'm one of those freaks who was bullied like crazy in school, and for 3 years of my early childhood (Between 6 and 9 years of age), I was depressed. I mean suicidal depressed. It's taught me a lot, to go through what I did, and I regret none of the hard times I've been through, because they've helped make me who I am today - which of course has some downs, but also some ups that I'm incredibly grateful for.

Do not underestimate depression, many do so, and will never learn what it really is.

Even my boyfriend had an msn qoute at a time, stating "Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm".. but it's not. There are mild depressions, which are not chemical, and those can be dealt with by yourself..

Others, are chemical, and not easy to deal with at all. It's lack of a drug in your brain. The drug is called serotonin, and that drug is what keeps a human being content.

Without serotonin, we become hopeless and end up sitting in front of the tv all day, not because we want to, but because there's no meaning in doing anything, and watching tv requires no activity from us.

If you're depressed, or feel like you're getting close to it, you can do something to get out. It requires great will sometimes, but nonetheless:

Dark chocolate (contains or releases serotonin, eat it, but not too much.)

Masturbate (sounds silly, but it's true. Orgasms release serotonin, and large amounts. They also prevent headaches )

MOVE! - The more you move around, whether just taking walks, or working out, or dancing, the more serotonin! Which is why fitness-freaks are so annoyingly happy all the time..

 

Sorry if I sound like a shrink, but these things are true. One other thing that's true, but unfortunate, is this: Self-detructive behavior, such as vomitting and cutting, also release serotonin, and in large amounts.. this however, I would not recommend, as you quickly become addicted to the quick release of serotonin, and you will want to continue this behavior.

In the long run, it's just more fun to be addicted to sex and exercise! Wink



I began roleplaying some time ago, about 4½ years I think. A pen and paper roleplaying game called "Vampire: the Masquerade". It's a lot of fun, and it's keeping my head busy. Today, I also storytell the game to a group of 6 players.

Don't know what else to say atm.. ask away if you have questions


Thanks for all the support and nice comments on my poetry. I appreciate each word.

All my love, MJ

 



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