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UPDATED: 3rd May 2009

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My All Poetry Family

Great Great Great Grandma: AnnD
Great Great Grandma: Kari Kennedy
Great Grandma: Angel in Waiting
Grandma: Devoted Huntress
Dad: DarkestNight3
Brother: Dmonik
Sister: simply beautiful, HannahListerXx,
Morbid twin: TwistedWickedAngel
Uncle: Down-Town Poet, Vampyre Lord Onyx,
Great Uncle: Emerald Jewel
Great Great Uncle: Naito Koi
Aunt: Mystique18, lonlystar
Great Aunt: x Gemini x
Cousin: Diatribes, ninja wizard, MetallicAcid, gabbyv
My Twin : Taco Bellian Hannah
My guardian angel: LiciDoveyness
The Coolest Egg In The World And The Greatest Woman In The World: Rejected Easter Egg, I love this woman
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Hi, fellow poets.

This is where I will tell you about me and my believes.

Every now and again I will update this page so keep coming back to see if anything as changed. One day I could put a secret on here for a short time, will you be a lucky one to see the secret.

My name is Hannah Elizabeth, most people call me Hannah others call me Liz. I am 16 years old. I have short spikey black hair with a long fringe (bang) that falls over my eye, I have bluey/grey eyes, I'm medium height and medium weight, and I have pale skin.

I wear a lot of black clothes, sometimes I wear black nail varnish and some times I wear back eye liner and eye shadow but thats only when I can really be bother to. I love to wear skater traniers and converse shoes. I some times wear stripy gloves. I love to wear stripy socks as well. I have to wear glasses all the time otherwise I can't see where I am going.

Peicings, I have my ears peiced 7 times and I did have my eyebrow done but I took it out, I'm getting it done again once I have left school. Well back to the peicings I still have, 4 are at the bottom of my ears and in my left ear I have 2 peicings at the top I also have my right top ear peiced now.

My poetry is very dark I have been writing since I was 7 and I have only seen to have managed to write three successful happy poems but only one of them is on here, it's the one about the elephant that I wrote when I was 7. I am trying to write more happy poems. Recently I have wrote a few children's poems but I dunno why that was, childrens poems seem easier to write because it's all a load of crap about a talking bear or something like that, childrens poems are a good way to release your inner child for a little bit, and let you imagination run wild.

I love all animals, I have 4 dogs, only one of them belongs to me. Her name is Jessie and she is a english springer spaniel she is 18 months old. She was my 14th birthday present, and my parents also have two springer spaniels, one 8 and one 3. The 4th addition to the family is another springer spaniel named Sukie she is 11 months old, she is my brothers puppy.

My family, I live with both my parents and I also live with my brother, He's 20 and does my head in. He's called Matt but we don't talk a lot. I also have my grandparents but I don't live with them.

I live in England and to be honest I find it really crap and boring, theres hardly anything to do here.

Finally in my last year of high school in about 2 weeks time I leave school and only go in to take my exams, then I go to college, to train to be a chef because I recently found that I love to cook and I am pretty good at it, I did a competition at school called Master Chef I got through to the final but then came second so it was all good. I really enjoyed doing it.

My life at school isn't a good one, and I don't think it will ever be. At primary school, I used to get bullied, and most of my teachers disliked me. In year 5 my teacher really made my life hell so I got my own back on her, she shouldn't of ripped my homework up and told me that I hadn't done it and give me a dention for not doing it. So I went on strike from her and refused to do anything she said. Then I moved into high school and the bullying really started to get bad. I found it hard to make friends in the first year because I was in hospital for most of year 7. Then in year 8 I spent most of the year there being called names, having things thrown at me, and being punched and kicked. Then in year 9 it really got bad, I Started to self harm and kept walking out of class I lost all the friends I had made in year 8 and I ran away from school. On the 15th of December I pulled my self out of school and started getting home tutored, then just after the witsen holiday and I moved to a new school. I still don't have any friends and I like to be a lone but at least the bullying isn't so bad, yeah I still get bullied but not as bad as it was in my old school.

I spend most of my own time alone on the computer listening to music, I don't go out very often cause I don't have people to hang out with and it's just not like me to walk round the streets.

When I am not on the computer I am at school, Writing poetry, reading or playing with my puppy. I don't do much else.

Well just to be random here and try to get you to understand me a little more I'm gonna tell you a bit about the injurses I've had a how I got them. Err, where to start, I have a scar on my right eyebrow where my brother slam the door into my gace when we were playing hide and seek, I have a scar on my right wrist were I burn't myself on a hot light, Just above that scar is another scar where I brunt myself on the oven, I have a scar on my stomach, where I had my appendix out, I have two small scars on my left knee were I had part of my knee cap took away and of course I have the self harm scars. I have broken my right leg 3 times, Once skateboarding, once falling of a swing, once being pushed down a flight of stairs this all happened straight after each other. I've broke my right arm twice, First time I was stood in a shopping trolly type thing playing with my broter and my brother pushed the trolly over. The second time my knee gave way and I fell over and put my arms out in front of me and broke my wrist in two places. I've broke my left arm once, I can't remember what I did when I broke this. And I've broke my left leg once I was pushed of the climbing frame in PE the opposite side to what the matts were on. I have also cracked my left knee cap when I was dragged back wards down a flight of stairs. I recently broke my left wrist again by punching a wall, at this moment in time I am on crutches because I fell over and have badly damaged my knee again.

My hobbies are reading, writing, reading poems, writing poems, playing on the computer, playing with my puppy, watching tv, playing on my xbox, drawing, doing homework and sleeping, playing guitar

I'm like every normal person, everyone makes mistakes, I make them to but theres one thing that makes me different to others, I seem to make them more than others, most things I say is a mistake. I some times hurt the people I love because I make mistakes.

I love music, music is my life, I listen to music all day every day. I am even listening to music as I tell you all about me. I listen to rock, punk, emo and gothic and metal. I would name the bands but there is way to many to name.

I love random stuff, IMs, PMs, Comments, qoutes, requests, adds, Anything and everything that is random I love. So please be random around me.

I have found that some people on here ask questions about religion, I'm not gonna lie to you all but I'm not gonna affend you either but if I do then I am very sorry. What do I believe? Well I believe that there is a god but I don't worship him I also believe that there is a devil most people think I worship him because I am wiccan.

Friends well what can I say I don't really have any friends in real life. I have friends online that live all over the world. All the people on her that have looked after me and been nice to me, well I just have to say I love you all. Your like my family and some of you are my AP family, but others are just friends I love a lot.

Any way, thats all. Thanks for reading.... Talk to me.... I don't bite..... Hard!


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I'm sorry

Im sorry if I don't meet your standards
I'm sorry if I'm not a whore
I'm sorry if my boobs aren't big enough to "satisfy" your needs.
I'm sorry if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs
I'm sorry if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".
I'm sorry if I'm not taned enough for you
I'm sorry if I'm not a playboy model so I can't act like a porn star for you.
I'm sorry if I'm weird
I'm sorry that I write about you every day
I'm sorry if i don't have a dream body that turns you on.
I'm sorry if im not tall enough.
I'm sorry if I don't have sex with you on the first date.
I'm sorry if I'm annoying
I'm sorry if my hair is not long enough.
I'm sorry that im different from those other girls
I'm sorry i won't hang all over you, and be a complete tramp to make you happy.
I'm sorry that I actually care about you
and actually call to see how you're doing.

But most of all...

I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.
If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry".
If you're one of the FEW GUYS with enough balls to repost and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just the way you are"

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HATE EMO?

READ THIS:

Isnt it funny that when you go to the shops with your friends you look down at the girl with black jeans and studs but smile at the girl wearing a a mini with a tshirt that barely cover anything?

Isnt it funny you can change your music taste to impress a guy but when it comes to a girl who likes her own music and her own style, you give her a mouthful?

Isnt it funny that a guy can get away with being a gangsta but the emo gets a mouthful from everyone

are you laughing?

Isnt it funny an emo can be quiet all through the week but gets more shit from everyone than the girl who sleeps around and sells her virginity?

Isnt it funny that you dont mind your friends drinking, smoking but the minute someone mentions emo music you can give them a lecture on melodramatic teenage outcasts?

im not laughing

Its so funny that you and your friends can make a girls life hell and not know anything about the silent battle she might be fighting.

Isnt it funny that you can call emos, punks, goths the retards but still manage to get through your day without an inch of guilt in your heart.

HOW YOU CAN CALL A GIRL A POSER, HOW CAN YOU SAY "YOUR NOT EMO" OR "ATTENTION SEEKER" WITHOUT SPENDING A SECOND TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHY THERE ARE CUTS ON HER WRISTS AND WHY SHE SPENDS HER LUNCHTIMES CRYING INSTEAD OR LAUGHING WITH HER FRIENDS

keep on laughing

Isnt it funny you can say and do all this without any idea of what is going on in this persons life

without knowing her situation with her friends

or her family

or her LIFE

BRAVE ISNT GOING UP ON STAGE AND STRIPPING

BRAVE IS NOT SAYING A SPEECH

OR DUMPING YOUR BOYFRIEND

BRAVE IS

GOING TO SCHOOL ON MUFTI DAY AND NOT FOR A SECOND CARE WHAT THE WHORES AROUND YOU ARE SAYING ABOUT YOUR CLOTHES

ITS LISTENING TO YOUR OWN MUSIC AND BEING PROUD OF IT

ITS GOING THROUGH EVERY DAY WITH THE THINGS PEOPLE SAY TO YOUR FACE AND BEHIND YOUR BACK AND YOU STILL KEEP QUIET

ITS KNOWING WHAT YOUR "FRIENDS" ARE SAYING ABOUT YOU AND STILL CALLING THEM YOUR FRIENDS

BRAVE IS KNOWING THAT TOMOROW ISNT A BRIGHT AND HAPPY FUTURE

ITS ANOTHER DAY OF BITCHING AND DODGING RUMORS

keep on laughing
if you agree put this on ur blog
and advise others to do so
screw THE EMO HATERS.

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Why is this on my page, well I lost my granddad to lung cancer a few years ago. I never knew him I only knew what he died of, and why he died of it, this is because I wasn't even 2 yet when he died. I miss him so much and wish I had the chnace to get to know him.

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A little bit more about me, but this time in the forms of quizes.


(x) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
(x) Smoked Weed
(x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
(x) Drank Alcohol
(x) Are / Been In Love
(x) Been Dumped
(x) Been Fired
(x) Been In A Fist Fight
(x) Snuck Out Of A Parent's House.
(x) Had Feelings For Someone Who Didn't Have Them Back
( ) Been Arrested
(x) Made Out With A Stranger
(x) Gone Out On A Blind Date
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped School
( ) Slept With A Co-Worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die
(x) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Myspace Friends
(x) Been To Paris
( ) Been On A Plane
(x) Thrown Up From Drinking
(x) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
(x) Met Someone BECAUSE Of myspace
(x) Been Mosh Pitting
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Liked Someone Who You Can't Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(x) Made A Snow Angel
(x) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
(x) Gone Puddle Jumping
(x) Played Dress Up
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
(x) Gone Sledding
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School
(x) Watched The Sunset
(x) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake
(x) Been Tickled
( ) Been Robbed / Vandalized
(x) Robbed Someone
(x) Been Misunderstood
(x) Pat A Deer
(x) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended
(x) Had Detention
(x) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident
( ) Had / Have Braces
(x) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night.
(x) Had deja vu
(x) Hated The Way You Look
(x) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned your heart
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(x) Been Lost
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(x) Swam In The Ocean
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(x) Played Cops And Robbers
(x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(x) Sang Karaoke
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls
(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
(x) Kissed In The Rain
(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
(x) Been Kissed Under the Mistletoe
(x) Watched The Sunset With Someone You Care / Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach
(x) Crashed A Party
( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(x) Had A Wish Come True
(x) Been Humped By An Animal
(x) Worn Pearls
(x) Jumped Off A Bridge
(x) Screamed "Penis" In School
( ) Swam With Dolphins
(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/Ice Cube
(x) Kissed A Fish
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(x) Sat On A Roof Top
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
(x) Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
(x) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(x) Stayed Up All Night
(x) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree
(x) Had / Been In A Tree House
(x) Scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone
(x) Seen a Ghost
(x) Witnessed a Miracle
(x) Have/Had More Than 10 Pairs Of Shoes
(x) Gone Streaking
(x) Jail Visit
(x) Played Chicken
(x) Been Pushed Into A Pool With All Your Clothes On
(x) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
(x) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused
(x) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Video
(x) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed so hard you cried
(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed
(x) Mooned / Flashed Someone
(x) Had someone Moon / Flash You
(x) Cheated On A Test
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name
(x) Slept naked
(x) French Braided Someones Hair
(x) Gone Skinny Dipping In A Pool
(x) Been Kicked Out Of Your House.
(x) Rode A Roller Coaster
( ) Went Scuba-Diving / Snorkeling
( Had A Cavity
(x) Black-Mailed Someone
(x) Been Black-Mailed
(x) Been Used
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs
(x) Been Licked By A Cat
(x) Bitten Someone
(x) Licked Someone
(x) Been Shot At
( ) Had sex in a field/garden
(x) Flattened someone’s tires
( ) Drove your car until the gas light came on
( ) Got five dollars or less worth of gas


I'm gonna explain some of these.
Smoked weed: I had a cigerette of a boy he didn't tell me there was weed in it till I had finished it. I haven't smoked anything since then, plus I didn't like it.
Been in a fist fight: Well I have a brother so I used to fight with him, I've been in a fist fight with some boys in the form of self defence and I have been in a fist with some girls to, I was sick of them and they asked for it.
Fallen asleep at work/school: Well when I was in my old school, my english class was so boring and the teacher had a very dull sound to her voice. In my new school I fell alseep cause I was un well, lucky me I was in a test when it happened.
Jail visit: I went to see a old run down jail a couple of months ago. It was haunted and hilirous, me and my brother scared the shit out of my dad.
Been humped by an animal: Yeah, this dog started to hump my leg.

Thats about it for this quiz.

1. Any nicknames? Hanny, Liz, Twig, Lizzie
2. Mother's name: Donna
3. What is your favorite non alcoholic drink? Coke
4. Tattoos? Not yet
5. Body piercing? Ears 7 times.
6. How much do you love your job? A little bit.
7. Birthplace: Wordsley hospital
8. Favorite vacation spot? Paris
9. Ever been to Africa ? Nope
10. Ever eaten cookies for dinner? yes
11. Ever been on TV? yes
12. Ever steal any traffic signs? No
13. Ever been in a car accident? Yes
14. Was it your fault? No
15. 4 Doors? Yes
16. Salad dressing? Salad cream
17. Favorite Pie? Apple
18. Favorite number? 13
19. Favorite Movie? Harry Potter and the order of the phoenix
20. Favorite Holiday? Easter
21. Favorite alcoholic drink? Cider
22. Favorite Food? Chilli con carne or curry
23. Favorite day of the week? Friday

Nickname(s): Hanny, Liz, Twig, Lizzie
Single or taken? I'm not sure about this anymore
Hair color: Dark/light brown, blonde and red.
Eye color: There bluey/grey but change different shades of that colour with my mood.
Height (last time you checked): 5'5"
Glasses or contacts or neither?: Glasses




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