Always be positive nothing is worth losing-(brandon cain)
i go by Chrissy or Chris or whtever u feel like calling me i really dont care
(nickname The Black Gummy Bear)
my friends are awesome even tho we get in fights sometimes(hahha yea)
i get depressed and sad alot(yea)
when im alone i intend to just completely breakdown half the time i dont know why
i get pissed very easliey(yea she does!!!)
my boyfriend and friends hate it wen im sad or mad(yes we do)
i can be a bitch and i can be nice depends on the day an my mood*caugh* *whore*
i am protective over my friends so dont hurt them or ill kick ur azz(haha)
i love music mostly metal rock but ill listen to just about anything
i dont go to church so get over it cuz i dont care
i dont cut drink smoke or take random pills any more i swore i would quit and i have
i miss cutting tho it relesed pain from me but ill have to find something new..(umm NO)
i do have my boyfriends ininals craved in my leg noone nos tho....but o well*I DO NOW*(o well)
(Her best friends name is Heather ^_^)(lolz)
without my friends an my boyfriend id be dead or addicted to the things i quit
im glad i quit doing those things but sometimes i wish i didnt stop doing those things.
i resently started cuttin again
wanna know more u can mssg me if u want im most likely to reply.
-Chrissy
your my best friend.i tell u everything even if you dont want to hear it lloll
your an AMAZING friend and idk where id b without you...
i kno you dont think so but u r...yes ur bf annoys the crap out of me lol(i no he does lolz)
i never wanna lose you and for aslong as i live ur gonna b my best friend
and good u better not cut or do anything anymore(i wont cut i swore i wouldnt)
im sorry to...if i would have shut my mouth none of this would have happend...so i am sorry!!!!i forgive u and i do care and i do love you
I LOVE YOU CHRISSY(BLACK GUMMY BEAR)
-Heather(red gummy bear)<3
(just a note to all u ppl out there...if any of u
in mess with chrissy or say bad things about her i SWEAR on my life i will come after you..NO ONE messes with her!!!got it!!!!so dont even try! watch wat u say bc me and her bf will come after u!!! kk byes)
i go by Chrissy or Chris or whtever u feel like calling me i really dont care
(nickname The Black Gummy Bear)
my friends are awesome even tho we get in fights sometimes(hahha yea)
i get depressed and sad alot(yea)
when im alone i intend to just completely breakdown half the time i dont know why
i get pissed very easliey(yea she does!!!)
my boyfriend and friends hate it wen im sad or mad(yes we do)
i can be a bitch and i can be nice depends on the day an my mood*caugh* *whore*
i am protective over my friends so dont hurt them or ill kick ur azz(haha)
i love music mostly metal rock but ill listen to just about anything
i dont go to church so get over it cuz i dont care
i dont cut drink smoke or take random pills any more i swore i would quit and i have
i miss cutting tho it relesed pain from me but ill have to find something new..(umm NO)
i do have my boyfriends ininals craved in my leg noone nos tho....but o well*I DO NOW*(o well)
(Her best friends name is Heather ^_^)(lolz)
without my friends an my boyfriend id be dead or addicted to the things i quit
im glad i quit doing those things but sometimes i wish i didnt stop doing those things.
i resently started cuttin again
wanna know more u can mssg me if u want im most likely to reply.
-Chrissy
your my best friend.i tell u everything even if you dont want to hear it lloll
your an AMAZING friend and idk where id b without you...
i kno you dont think so but u r...yes ur bf annoys the crap out of me lol(i no he does lolz)
i never wanna lose you and for aslong as i live ur gonna b my best friend
and good u better not cut or do anything anymore(i wont cut i swore i wouldnt)
im sorry to...if i would have shut my mouth none of this would have happend...so i am sorry!!!!i forgive u and i do care and i do love you
I LOVE YOU CHRISSY(BLACK GUMMY BEAR)
-Heather(red gummy bear)<3
(just a note to all u ppl out there...if any of u
in mess with chrissy or say bad things about her i SWEAR on my life i will come after you..NO ONE messes with her!!!got it!!!!so dont even try! watch wat u say bc me and her bf will come after u!!! kk byes)- Last seen 1 day ago. Member since May 27.
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, and quote is "god hes really mean nut ill do bc its funny". - I am a 15 year old girl from Ohio (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm hanging with friends,drawing,or texting.
- I have 44 comments, 53 poems, 9 journals
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i show you the cuts on my arms
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she hid her face from the world
only a few did she look at without hair in her face
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there once was a girl who wanted to end her life. 1 she wanted to die before highschool started. 2 she thought she was, unloveable, hated and she wanted to see her grandpa. 3 there once was a boy who wanted to end his life. 4 he wanted to die because,he missed the girl he loved. 5 she died
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i think im losing my bestfriend i think my boyfriend hates me they always ignore me but when it comes to me messsing with other guys hes right there getting me away from them sometimes i wonder if he really loves me or if hes just saying it so i wont end my life we had our first serious conversation the otherOctober 9, In Depression, Friends, Hate, Longing, My life, My own personal thoughts, Pain, Personal. 200 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
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i feel like im losing my best freind i feel as if everybody is ignoring me an they hate me i wish i could just die at lunch its like i dont exist everyone ignores me i could just walk away an jimmy an heather wounldnt even no i was gone maybe tomorrow i will just walk away an see how long it takes them to reliz
Guest Book
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HeatherLovesEthen on December 6i dont want u suffering i really dont and u know damn well im gonna worry alot!i want u to be happy to u know! you should be happy with jimmy and not be suffering...
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PinkeyPromise on November 13aye wen'd u change ur name??
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HeatherLovesEthen : <3 i better not ever lose u on September 25CHRISTIAN DAWN MATHEWS gess wat.....I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<3
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NotTheSameLilGurl : heya!!!!!!! on September 23uhhhhh hey
