Yay everyone, welcome to my one and only AP Page!
WHO I AM, WHOM I'VE BEEN AND WHAT I WANT
Hey, I'm from Germany, I'm not into Hip Hop, Punk, Rock, Techno or anything. I like some of all their stuff and a little more of Punk and Rock, so PunkRock, ya?
But mostly I listen to movie soundtracks. I know people always react surprised to that but I don't care. I'm a surprising person. Or a boring one, if you need to drink, smoke, do drugs or party all the time to be interesting. Whatever.
I finally managed to fall in love with someone who loves me back
At least I thought so until he told me everything he ever told me was a lie. Why am I so unlovable?!
I want to live my life my way and no one other's, leave tracks in people's heart as they leave tracks in mine, end of war and world peace (I know, I know, I GODDAMN KNOW!) tolerance and equality. Oh, and eternal freedom would be really cool.
About my past I don't really want to talk. Really, really not. It's been a painful experience to me and I don't like remembering things.
IF ONLY I COULD...
If I had one material wish I could fulfill, I would want lots of money ('cause we are living in a material world and I am a material girl! Yay!!).
If I could change one thing about my body, I would grow huge white angel wings. Or lose weight. Can't really decide here.
If I could change one thing about my mind, I would destroy my thoughts about my ex forever.
If I could change one thing in my emotions, I would never have a headache from crying again (means I would never fall in love again).
If I could change one thing in this world, I would make poor children rich.
If I had one wish for my friends, I would wish all their dreams to come true.
If I could give one thing to my family, I would be the perfect first born daughter they want.
ALWAYS MIND THIS, DEAR VISITORS:
I would give you a hug,
but a hug leads to a kiss,
a kiss leads to a lick,
a lick leads to a suck,
a suck leads to a fu ck.
So do you want a hug?
MY AP FAMILY
Sisters
HangAvrilByHerTie (What's your new AP name?! Hell, I keep losing ppl on here)
Stingersinger53
NinjaaaaTurtle (I love you more forever, NO DISCUSSION)
hopelessly-broken (shush, hunny I'll be here for you)
Angelo Scuro
Granny (you're so amazing...all the encouragement and comments I really, really love you )
Roisin Dubh
Cousin
Alone with the dark
And some really nice, cool and sweet people on here:
LittleAnn
sommerregen
Rilly
shortie88
WHO I AM, WHOM I'VE BEEN AND WHAT I WANT
Hey, I'm from Germany, I'm not into Hip Hop, Punk, Rock, Techno or anything. I like some of all their stuff and a little more of Punk and Rock, so PunkRock, ya?
But mostly I listen to movie soundtracks. I know people always react surprised to that but I don't care. I'm a surprising person. Or a boring one, if you need to drink, smoke, do drugs or party all the time to be interesting. Whatever.
I finally managed to fall in love with someone who loves me back
At least I thought so until he told me everything he ever told me was a lie. Why am I so unlovable?!I want to live my life my way and no one other's, leave tracks in people's heart as they leave tracks in mine, end of war and world peace (I know, I know, I GODDAMN KNOW!) tolerance and equality. Oh, and eternal freedom would be really cool.
About my past I don't really want to talk. Really, really not. It's been a painful experience to me and I don't like remembering things.
IF ONLY I COULD...
If I had one material wish I could fulfill, I would want lots of money ('cause we are living in a material world and I am a material girl! Yay!!).
If I could change one thing about my body, I would grow huge white angel wings. Or lose weight. Can't really decide here.

If I could change one thing about my mind, I would destroy my thoughts about my ex forever.
If I could change one thing in my emotions, I would never have a headache from crying again (means I would never fall in love again).
If I could change one thing in this world, I would make poor children rich.
If I had one wish for my friends, I would wish all their dreams to come true.
If I could give one thing to my family, I would be the perfect first born daughter they want.
ALWAYS MIND THIS, DEAR VISITORS:
I would give you a hug,
but a hug leads to a kiss,
a kiss leads to a lick,
a lick leads to a suck,
a suck leads to a fu ck.
So do you want a hug?
MY AP FAMILY
Sisters
HangAvrilByHerTie (What's your new AP name?! Hell, I keep losing ppl on here)
Stingersinger53
NinjaaaaTurtle (I love you more forever, NO DISCUSSION)
hopelessly-broken (shush, hunny I'll be here for you)
Angelo Scuro
Granny (you're so amazing...all the encouragement and comments I really, really love you )
Roisin Dubh
Cousin
Alone with the dark
And some really nice, cool and sweet people on here:
LittleAnn
sommerregen
Rilly
shortie88
- Last seen on Sep 25 10:20 AM. Member since February 21, 2006.
- I'm a onyx dragon poet for 845 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is I don't give a damn about my BAD REPUTATION.
- I am a 17 year old girl (Germany)


- I am in the groups A Cyber Cafe for the In Love Looking and Broken Hearted, A day stained in blood The life of a cutter, A group for people who need to survive school, All Those Against Gay Murder, Anything German, Boys Keep Out, Cutters Digest, Cutters Noncutters and ExCutters, Dead Poets Society, Depressive and Suicide poem Lovers, For girls only, For the Fans of Stephenie Meyer or Twilight or New Moon, Forbidden Dreamers, Harry Potter Rules, Johnny Depp Fans, Poets wanting comments, Razors and Raindrops, Teenagers With Serious Problems, The Pain That Bleeds Inside, The Sexiest Women of AP, The untitled family and friends group, ^Nerds and Geeks^
- I have 845 comments, 1 column
My Poetry
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Miss don't touch me don't hug me14 lines, 3 comments, November 3, 2007. In Personal
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would you be happy then?
i guess not
but are you happy now?14 lines, 15 comments, December 30, 2006
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- Column: To Kira at allpoetry
I'm alright now, I shall talk to my Dad sometime...I love all of you!!
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lilcangry : hey on July 30like you poems hit me up or some MY email is lilcangry@gmail.com
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XHollowXEyesX on May 20hey gurl hows everything been. it been bloody ages since we've talked. If you dont remember me it all good myname use to be Shortie88.
Well I hope your headaches have stopped.
cya around
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sommerregen on April 20Hi, hatte irgendwie keine Zeit und Inspiration zu schreiben, deswegen war ich lange nicht online. Wie geht´s dir?
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checkXyesXjuliet on March 13XD heys. i am so leaving a commnet right... NOW
