I joined allpoetry in november 04, my writing has changed through the years, as I have grown up and as my situation changed. I always used my writing to voice the thoughts and feelings that were racing around my head, they were always easier to understand on paper. I am trying now to move forward away from the past and try to write slightly happier writes. please note the word trying.
A lot of my poems focus on the unhappiness of my childhood, this makes them dark and sometimes unpleasant.
If you don´t like that then maybe try listening to a child when they try to tell you that they´re unhappy and in trouble. Just because some of my writes are unhappy doesn´t mean that there weren´t happy times though.
how about you just read and make up your own mind ...
Deep and complex, but once you have reached beneath the surface and become a friend you will remain there forever, everyone who has touched my heart remains with me. very loyal to those I care about. but if you get on the wrong side, then be careful, I have a bad temper and a nasty side, it may take a while to surface but when it does...lets just say you don´t wanna be around. I will fight for my friends as well as myself, but I´m a nice person really...
Just to let people know I won't be around as mch for a while, due to health problems, and lack of internet access.
I may still come online occaisionally, and will reply to comments and messages as I get chance, though I may not comment as much as I used to. Best wishes to all.
Natasha Bedingfield - wild horses
I feel these four walls closing in
Face up against the glass
I’m looking out
Is this my life I’m wondering?
It happened so fast
How do I turn this thing around?
Is this the bed I chose to make?
There’s greener pastures
I’m thinking bout
Wide open spaces far away
All I want is the wind in my hair
To face the fear and not feel scared
(Chorus)
Wild horses I wanna be like you
Throwing caution to the wind
I’ll run free too
Wish I could recklessly love
Like I’m longing to
I wanna run with the wild horses
Run with the wild horses
I see the girl I wanna be
Riding bareback along the shore
If only that someone was me
Jumping headfirst, headlong
Without a thought
To act and damn the consequence
How I wish it could be that easy
But fear surrounds me like a fence
I wanna break free
All I want is the wind in my hair
To face the fear and not feel scared
(chorus)
NAZARETH - BROKEN DOWN ANGEL
She used to be someone you could depend on
To brighten up your coldest winter day
But the one she leaned upon
Let her down, now has moved on
And morning brings another empty day
Now she‘s only a broken down angel
She‘s only a bird that‘s broke her wing
She‘s only someone, someone who‘s gone wrong
She‘s only a child that‘s lost her way
She used to be a girl of simple pleasures
A breath of spring to chase your blues away
But now she bears a cross, for a love that she has lost
No sunshine in her life just clouds of gray
Now she‘s only a broken down angel
She‘s only a bird that‘s broke her wing
She‘s only someone, someone who‘s gone wrong
She‘s only a child that‘s lost her way
She‘s only a broken down angel
She‘s only a bird that‘s broke her wing
She‘s only someone, someone who‘s gone wrong
She‘s only a child that‘s lost her way
Now she‘s only a broken down angel
She‘s only a bird that‘s broke her wing
She‘s only someone, someone who‘s gone wrong
She‘s only a child that‘s lost her way
DEATH OF AN INNOCENT
I went to a party Mom,
I remembered what you said.
You told me not to drink, Mom,
So I drank soda instead.
I really felt proud inside, Mom,
The way you said I would.
I didn't drink and drive, Mom,
Even though the others said I should.
I know I did the right thing, Mom,
I know you are always right.
Now the party is finally ending, Mom,
As everyone is driving out of sight.
As I got into my car, Mom,
I knew I'd get home in one piece.
Because of the way you raised me,
So responsible and sweet.
I started to drive away, Mom,
But as I pulled out into the road,
The other car didn't see me, Mom,
And hit me like a load.
As I lay there on the pavement, Mom,
I hear the policeman say,
"The other guy is drunk," Mom,
And now I'm the one who will pay.
I'm lying here dying, Mom....
I wish you'd get here soon.
How could this happen to me, Mom?
My life just burst like a balloon.
There is blood all around me, Mom,
And most of it is mine.
I hear the medic say, Mom,
I'll die in a short time.
I just wanted to tell you, Mom,
I swear I didn't drink.
It was the others, Mom.
The others didn't think.
He was probably at the same party as I.
The only difference is, he drank
And I will die.
Why do people drink, Mom?
It can ruin your whole life.
I'm feeling sharp pains now.
Pains just like a knife.
The guy who hit me is walking, Mom,
And I don't think it's fair.
I'm lying here dying
And all he can do is stare.
Tell my brother not to cry, Mom.
Tell Daddy to be brave.
And when I go to heaven, Mom,
Put "Daddy's Girl" on my grave.
Someone should have told him, Mom,
Not to drink and drive.
If only they had told him, Mom,
I would still be alive.
My breath is getting shorter, Mom.
I'm becoming very scared.
Please don't cry for me, Mom.
When I needed you, you were always there.
I have one last question, Mom.
Before I say good bye.
I didn't drink and drive,
So why am I the one to die?
My small but growing (slowly) family :-)
sis - Armybrat17
sister - Godsrebelchild
sister - WednesdayJade
sister Diminshed Capacity
awesome sister - maralisa
Mum - Reptile Lady
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iamfromabove on November 3I am sorry I have been really slack(through working) but those who have taken the trouble to read my poems I am adding as my favds so I can come back when I have a little bit more time... looking forward to reading your writes and i see it runs in the family
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taken too soon on September 1Hiya Emi, whats going on, missing you n starting to get worried, please message me hun. x x x
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DEAL xx WITH xx IT on August 15Hey thanku for readin me. . Hope u liked x x
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