Midnight Firefly• Show poetry

::UPDATE::
So I think I've given up with poetry for now. I can't seem to formulate a thought about anything, let alone how I'm feeling. Maybe I'll spit something out every now and then, and I'll be back to check out all my lovely poets on here, but don't expect anything new from me.
I love you all. Keep up the writing.
loves
Amanda Marie

:::InFoRmATiOn:::
1. Name: Amanda.
2. Single or taken: single.
3. Sex: chikana.
4. B'day: december 2nd [i'm 18].
5. Sign: sagitarius.
6. Birthplace: Carona, California
6. Sibling(s): 2 1/2 bros: bryan and adam [semper fi] ; 1 brother: justin; my fake brother: greg [semper fi] .
7. Hair color: strawberry blonde.
8. Eye color: green..blue when i'm really happy.
9. Height: 5' 11".

.:: FaVoRiTeS ::.
1. Color: black and pink.
2. Food: steak and potatoes.
3. Boy's names: travis scott.
4. Girl's names: thyler rose, lacie-lynn marie, breah jillian.
5. Subjects in school: sign language.
6. Animals: fireflies.
7. Sports: volleyball, football, bowling, basketball, football.
8. Artist: ever changing.
9. Group[s]: 3 doors down.

*~ArE YoU~*
1.Understanding: yes.
2.Open-minded: more so now that i'm older.
3.Arrogant: not at all.
4.Interesting: at certain times.
5.Random: i can be, yes.
6.Hungry: usually.
7.Smart: more than you know.
8.Moody: not really.
9.Hardworking: if i'm enjoying what i'm doing.
10.Organized: i can be, but not at all.
11.Healthy: i wish.
12.Shy: no.
13.Difficult: if i really believe in what i'm talking about.
14.Attractive: sometimes.
15.Bored easily: eh, sorry.
16.Messy: definitely.
17.Responsible: sometimes i wish i wasn't.
18.Obsessed: not at all.
19.Angry: when need be.
20.Sad: not anymore
21.Happy: yes.
22.Hyper: not usually.
23.Trusting: i shouldn't be, bur i am.
24.Talkative: oh my goodness, yes.

{{RaNdOm}}
1.In the morning I am: still tired.
2.All I need is: happiness in my life.
3.Love is: everything i'm excited about in life.
4.I dream about: the possibility of figuring out what i want to do with my life.
5.Coke or pepsi: pepsi.
6.Flowers or candy: candy.
7.Tall or short: tall, for sure. representin' tall chicks!

#NuMbEr#
1.Of time I have had my heart broken: twice.
2.Of hearts I have broken: two.
3.Of guys I've kissed: i don't keep track, so we'll say.. a lot.
4.Of girls I've kissed: oh boy.. a few.
5.Of continents I have lived in: just one.
6.Of tight friends: a good handful.
7.Of cd's i own: a lot.
8.Of scars on my body: as many as i can, because i love scars.
9.Of things that i regret: just one thing. but it was mostly my fault.

[[FiNaL QuEsTiOnS]]
1. Do you like filling these out: gives me something to do.
2. Could you ever get off the computer: not with my new laptop.. it's very difficult to.
3. Rock or Rap: both are good.. depends on my mood. if i had to choose, rock.
4. Boys or Girls: depends. both have good uses.
5. Gold or silver: silver.
6. What was the last film you saw at the movies: wanted.
7. Favorite cartoon/anime: don't really have one.
8. Who would you love being locked in a room with: dane cook. peyton manning. justin timberlake [[he's good looking and entertaining]].
9. Could you live without your computer: not in this day and age.
10. Would you color your hair: i have before, but i'm back to natural.
11. Habla espanol: not really.
12. Like watching sunrises or sunsets: yes, but not alone.
13. Do you believe in love: to the fullest.
14. Do you believe in love at first sight: sort of, but not really at the same time. lol.
15. Do you believe in forgiveness: one time. although that one time can be the hardest thing you have to do.
16. What are you most scared of?: living a life that i'm not happy with.


...More About Me...

-I'm 18 even though no one believes me.
-I live in Minnetonka, Minnesota and I hate it with a passion. I want to live in Texas again.
-I will be a freshman at Winona State in fall 08.
-I loved high school, it had a lot of ups and downs, but it made me such a better person. But I am so ready for college.
-My life is pretty average.
-I get along with both of my parents [[even though I only see my dad a few times each year -- he lives in Texas]].
-My friends can be a handful at times, but I love them all the same.
-Volleyball is my life, although as of this year, I'm done playing.
-Football also happens to be my life. I turn into such a tomboy during football season, it's unbelievable.
-I suck at relationships. I can't hold one for more than a few weeks...
-I like having a fun time with funs. Maybe a couple of beers, but nothing outlandish.
-I don't do drugs and I don't smoke [[anything]]. I do like to kick back with a drink sometimes, but I never get drunk off it. It's not worth it to have fun that you won't remember the next day.
-I've become alot more outgoing, and straight forward.
-My brother, Greg, is my hero...and he's in NC right now. He's a Marine and I hate it and love it at the same time.
-Music is everything to me. I listen to everything. I can't pick a favorite genre; rock, country, hip hop, r&b, pop, alternative, punk. I love it all.

Alright, that's more than you ever wanted to know about me...But if you're not satisfied with that...check me out at myspace. WWW.MYSPACE.COM/AMANDA2202