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About Me:
Hi everyone! I'm Nathaniel! I just finished my first year of college, at Saint Bonaventure University. I'm an English and psychology major, and a hardcore nerd. It is quite impossible to obtain an accurate and complete "portrait" of me, through an About Me box. The best way is to talk to me. However, there are some basics that I can describe.

I'm generally a very happy person. I love life, I love being happy, I love being random and laughing. My friends are profound, and I love every one of them. I love a lot. I try not to be upset, and when I am angry, it doesn't last too long. I don't hold grudges, I don't judge, I don't throw people away.

I'm gay. Get over it, it's just who I am. I'm quite open, which is why I don't mind putting it here. It would be a lie to try to paint an image of myself, and leave out a very important aspect. It's like forgetting the toreador in Dali's The Hallucinogenic Toreador. The image might be there, but it's very incomplete.

I'm a nerd, particularly a lit nerd. Yay! =) I also love Stepmania, DDR, LAN parties, etc...I could go on and on and on. So, I'm a gamer, too. I adore RTS games, particularly the classic Starcraft. =) I play Stepmania obsessively, and I play Halo and CS when I have the chance, although I [tragically] own neither.

I think a lot. I'm a psychonaut who has a passion in mind-expansion and the growth of consciousness. Did I mention I'm a psychology major, too? I'm really into cognition and expanding beyond the mind. I'm not one of those peaceful "hippies", I'm an ordinary person who loves thinking, loves life and loves people.I'm not some hardcore Catholic who will smite people, but I'm also not some passive human who just lets others walk over me. I do have my boundaries. As long as they're not crossed, everyone is fine.

All in all, I'm just a 20-year-old male living life in the fast lane, casting grains of sand from my hands into the whimper of life
I'm a realist and idealist. I'm surreal by nature, and introspective by design. I'm just human.

Activities:
Poetry, listening to music, long bicycle rides, golf, bowling, billiards, badminton, chess, aviation, reading, socializing, thinking, tennis, soccer, listening to music obsessively, Magic: the Gathering, have I mentioned listening to music? Music is my life!!! I enjoy pwning newbs in Starcraft, playing Step Mania and pwning newbs in that as well, playing the piano and drums, reading read reading reading READING, studying foreign languages, *Hablo espanol* wanting to learn L337, watching Jeopardy, Wiki surfing
Interests:
Culture
history
Quantum physics
Political science
Classic literature
Poetry
Aviation
Philosophy
Psychology/cognition
Contemplating ego and the universe/ asking "why"
Art
Surrealism, idealism, rebelling against realism
Rebelling against "the machine"
Listening to music
Playing billiards
Walking
Enjoying the simple things in life
Sunsets, sunrises,
Eastern religions
Hallucinogenics

Favorite Music:
Opera
Jazz
Classical
Blues
Alternative rock
Dark wave
Industrial
Classic rock
Indie rock
Pop

I have over 20, 000 songs.

Artists I really enjoy:
-The Arctic Monkeys (Punk)
-Assemblage 23 (Industrial)
-Blue October (Rock)
-The Editors (Rock)
-The Kaiser Chiefs (Punk)
-Kill Hannah (Glam Rock)
-Placebo (Alternative Glam-Rock)
-VNV Nation (Industrial)
Favorite TV Shows:
Very rarely do I watch T.V. When I do watch it I usually watch the History Channel, 24 or House or Jeopardy or the Simpsons. Oh yes, and the Colbert Report/Daily Show.
Favorite Movies:
A Beautiful Mind
Airplane
All Quiet on the Western Front
Amadeus
Apocalypse Now
Apollo 13
the Aviator
Bowling for Columbine
Braveheart
Brokeback Mountain
Capote
Casablanca
Chicago
Cider House Rules
Cinderella Man
Citizen Kane
A Clockwork Orange
the Constant Gardener
the Count of Monte Cristo
Crash
the Day After Tomorrow
E.T.
Fahrenheit 451
Finding Nemo
Gladiator
the Godfather
Godsend
Hotel Rwanda
an Inconvenient Truth
Inside Man
the Insider
Jaws
Kiss Kiss Bang Bang
Lawrence of Arabia
Munich
Pan's Labyrinth
Phantom of the Opera
the Pianist
Platoon
Ray
Rent
Saving Private Ryan
Scarface
Shindler's List
Sicko
Signs
Sin City
the Sixth Sense
Star Wars
Syriana
Ten Things I Hate About You
Trans America
Troy
Unbreakable
United 93
V for Vendetta
Walk the Line
the Wall
War of the Worlds
Zeitgeist
Favorite Books:
1984
A Brief History of Time
A Christmas Carol
A Different Universe
A Passage to India
A Tale of Two Cities
The Aenied
Animal Farm
Anthem
Antigone
Atlas Shrugged
The Awakening
Beloved
Beowolf ( Seamus Haney translation)
Brave New World
the Call of the Wild
Candide
Catch-22
The Catcher in the Rye
Cat’s Cradle
Chrome Yellow
A Clockwork Orange
the Count of Monte Cristo
Dandelion Wine
The Divine Comedy
Doctor Jekyll and Mr. Hyde
the Doors of Perception
Don Quiote
Dracula
East of Eden
Fahrenheit 451
Faust
the Fountainhead
Gilgamesh
The Grapes of Wrath
Gravity’s Rainbow
Great Expectations
The Great Gatsby
Hamlet
Hard Times
Heart of Darkness
Idylls of the King
the Illiad
the Invisible Man
Julius Ceaser
The Jungle
King Lear
Les Miserables
Leviathan
Lolita
Lord of the Flies
Macbeth
the Merchant of Venice
Metamorphoses
Moby Dick
The Odyssey
One Flew Over the Cuckoos Nest
Othello
Paradise Lost
The Prince
the Prince and the Pauper
The Republic
Romeo and Juliet
the Scarlet Letter
Slaughterhouse Five
Something Wicked This Way Comes
Song of Solomon
The Stranger
Sula
The Elegant Universe
The Tempest
The World According to Garp
Things Fall Apart
the Time Machine
To Kill A Mockingbird
Uncle Tom's Cabin
War and Peace


T.S. Eliot
e.e. Cummings
Edgar Allen Poe
William Blake
Alfred Lord Tennyson
Favorite Quotes:
made me think of an abortion party
<[Special^K]> there's parties for that?!?!
yeah. kind of like a baby shower, but the mother can drink.

Nathaniel: "What's that on your boobs?"
Danielle: "Can you please not look at my boobs? It's my cell phone."
John: "Who was looking at your boobs?"
Ryan: "The gay kid."

Nathaniel: "I saw a really really reallyyyyyyyyyy cute guy today."
Beth: "Ten bucks says he's underage and straight."

"They don't have to be works of art here. Although one does look like an egg."
-Dr. Denny Wilkins

Roommate: Do gay people celebrate Christmas?

Beth (2:21:33 PM): excuse me while I feed my monkey

In a Democracy, we protect peoples' rights to be---stupid.
-Dr. Huddle

Nathaniel: Always blame the guy for a failed relationship!
*after a short pause*
Who do you blame in a gay relationship?

Beth: The faggier one.

TenisCourtDancer says:
*still waiting for instruction*
TenisCourtDancer says:
*evil grin*
your mescaline sensation. says:
Give me head?

Don't You Float Away says (2:10 PM):
and I just wasted a few minutes of my life having a staring contest with my cat while eating a piece of bologna

Unix manuals would be so much cooler if they had porn in them, like, "Basics for the Bash Shell"
Gay porn
I'd read that shit.

Getoralsextrainingvideo.exe

Oops, wrong window

Sam (9:30:34 AM): i wish i had a radicand key here...we could do higher math involving the mentally ill

The only good thing about Vista is even viruses have compatibility issues.

Anonymous 07/19/08(Sat)01:20 No.17937478
>If I'm going to jail then I'm going to fucking set you on fire before I go.

YOU ALL SUCK DICK
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hi.
A common typo.
the keys are like right next to each other

oh man
I was opening a coke, right
--> Beefpile (~mbeefpile@cloaked.wi.rr.com) has joined #themacmind
and it exploded
ALMOST all over my keyboard
but I got it away just in time
<-- Beefpile has quit (sick fuckers)
Who stole the cookie from the cookie jar?!
glome stole the cookie from the cookie jar!
Who me?!
Yes you!
Couldn't be!
Then WHO?!!
Woody stole the cookie from the cookie jar!
*** glome has been kicked by DrWoody (fuck you i didn't touch the motherfucking cookie, bitch)

what the fuck is wtf

Beth2:17:10 PM): and I'm a lobster

I tried setting my hotmail password to penis.
It said my password wasn't long enough.

My math teacher staples burger king applications to failed tests.


My life is like a donut. Donuts? I don't have any donuts. Would you like a donut? I like donuts. You liked donuts. We all like donuts.

I can't eat donuts. They are bad for you. Weeky weeky shove it up your ass!

-Some random kid on Corricidin

Ryan: Stop being weird while I'm on vacation.

Shannon: You know what I do at work? It's so boring I put shampoo in bags. Put shampoo in bags and put bubble wrap in the bag.

Shannon: I want to show you a comic I made...about toast.
:http://bottomofastairwell.deviantart.com/art/7-whole-grains-on-a-mission-93101648: