Maybe.I.Am.Broken.• Show poetry

**FIRST OFF IF YOU'VE READ THE "HIM AND HER" SERIES(ATLEAST 2 OF THEM) CLICK ON THE LINK:
http://allpoetry.com/group/members/Him%20and%20Her#"


You may know me as: DrowningInCrimson or Anne1122 or Just.A.Broken.Emoxx or XxBrokenDollxX ImTrying...x U.Dont.Get.It...x Addicted...x
and currently: Maybe.I.Am.Broken
I've had other usernames I jut can't remember them...


I moved everything on my page to columns!

Quotes/random:
http://allpoetry.com/column/2348457
http://allpoetry.com/column/2340653
http://allpoetry.com/column/2340649
http://allpoetry.com/column/2340647
http://allpoetry.com/column/2340643
http://allpoetry.com/column/2348461

About Me/updates:
http://allpoetry.com/column/2348455
(update)http://allpoetry.com/column/2346943
(update)http://allpoetry.com/column/2345909
(update&&about me)http://allpoetry.com/column/2345399
(Just stuff)http://allpoetry.com/column/2345287
(an update from 4ever ago/random)http://allpoetry.com/column/2343499
http://allpoetry.com/column/2341621
(my page from FOREVER ago)http://allpoetry.com/column/2340651
http://allpoetry.com/column/2341619
(old about me)http://allpoetry.com/column/2340897


My AP Family(if you wanna join message me, I probably need to update it ANYWAYS)
http://allpoetry.com/column/2340809


i think that that's it...
oh!
just a few basic things that will change from my columns.
height:5 feet 5 inches(last time I checked)
age: almost 14(Jan 16th)
CURRENT hair color: red with black on the bottom of the back
current book I'm reading: Specials by Scott Westerfeld(almost done with it too..)
eye color:green w/ a bit of hazel
mood:numb and a bit confuseled....
where I'm at: my mind


idk...
message me if my columns didn't help any.
REad my poems to get to know me.

**READ**
I know that a lot of people out there that pass up a person like me and go, "Look at her, she must be sad all the time with all the dark colors she wears." Well, let me just say that there is nothing wrong with it. Yeah, 90% of my clothes are dark colors, but just ask my friends, i'm happy too. Out of all the bad stuff that has happened in my life, i'm still here. And I don't think you'll find me in the Obituaries any time soon. I'm going to live my life to the fullest. No matter what people say about me, or how many times they make me cry, I won't hold it against them. I'm only human, so are they. One day I might be living it up with a great life, and they have nothing. And they'll still hate me, because thats all they were ever taught. I don't judge people, I love them for who they really are, not what they look like, or who they hang with. I mean,I worry about other people because thats who I am. Love me or hate me they're still thinkin about me.

HATE IS WRONG!!

I am the mom that is crying because I had to bury my daughter after 14 years of her life

I am the teenager that is struggling with addiction after finally being accepted by people who happened to be drug dealers

I am the child that has stopped eating because people call me fat

I am the daughter of an alcoholic that is in the hospital because I got in between my dad and the beer cooler

I am the teenager that is lying in an alley passed out because I didnt pay back my drug dealer

I am a girl that is dead inside because people have the nerve to tell me that I am a failure.
If you have experienced any of these things, post this on your page

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''I wish it would rain, so that, maybe, just maybe, I could wash away this feeling...this feeling of loss. of hopelessness. Maybe, if it rained. It would let me cry, just once, in public. And maybe, just maybe...no one would stop me from dancing in the rain..."~Annie Shadows

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If you've ever copied and pasted something onto your profile, copy and paste this onto your profile.

If you've ever walked into a doorway that you could've clearly dodged, you just weren't paying close enough attention, copy and paste this on your profile.
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If, during a quiet moment, you suddenly remember something funny and randomly bust out laughing, copy and paste this into your profile.

If you've ever thought about something when you were talking about something else, copy and paste this into your profile.

If you've ever talked to yourself, copy and paste this into your profile.

If you've ever asked a really stupid, obvious question, copy and paste this one your profile.

92% of teens have moved onto rap. If your are part of the 8% that still listen to real music then put this on your page.

92% of American teens today would die if Abercrombie & Fitch said it wasn't cool to breathe anymore. If you're part of the 8% that would be laughing their butts off, put this in your profile.

Every 7 seconds, a teenager dies from suicide. Post this on your page if you want that to change.

Falling in love is like falling off a building...
it dosent hurt till the end.

♥♥Cutting is my drug. The pain is my high...(post on ur page if u hav felt this way)♥♥

~* I want a knife and carve the word life.
To show I'm alive so than I don't cry.*~by LoveHate(she's on AP: http://allpoetry.com/LoveHate )

Ninety-five percent of the kids out there are concerned with being popular and fitting in. If you're part of the five percent who aren't, copy this, put it in your profile, and add your name to the list. AnimeKittyCafe, Hyperactivley Bored, Gem W, Bara-Minamino, Yavie Aelinel, IwuvMyKenshyPoo, Heidiplease, iNsOmNiAc BiLlIe JoE lOvEr, Black Panther Warrior,Mina the Mischevious, SnowNeko, KylaMizuki, SkyeEyesSparkle7135, Ms.Misery.SouthernSecrets15. ChristinaXCuriosity, SecretButterfly, XxxSuicidal-lovexxX, Believer.in.Christ. , nightmarexboulevard, MyChemicalRomanceFan, Annie Shadows(ImTrying...x),

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"Loving someone isn't stupid...thinking that they'll love you back is."~Author Unknown


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IF YOU HAVE SPELLED YOUR NAME WRONG PASTE THIS IN YOUR PROFILE

If you are afriad of eating wierd colored jellybeans because you don't want to gag, but do it anyway, copy and paste this onto your profile.

If you haven't died yet, copy and paste this onto your profile.

If you've ever copied and pasted something onto your profile, copy and paste this onto your profile.

If you think that those stupid kids should just give that God-forsaken Trix rabbit some Trix, copy this into your profile.

If, during a quiet moment, you suddenly remember something funny and randomly bust out laughing, copy and paste this into your profile.

If there are times where you just wanna annoy someone for the heck of it copy this into your profile

If you've ever thought about something when you were talking about something else, copy and paste this into your profile.

If you've ever talked to yourself, copy and paste this into your profile

If you've ever asked a really stupid, obvious question, copy and paste this one your profile.

If you've ever walked into a doorway that you could've clearly dodged, you just weren't paying close enough attention, copy and paste this on your profile.

If you get good grades and still know nothing at all, copy and paste this onto your profile.

If you are bored and like to write stuff, copy and paste this onto your profile.

I like cheese. I have seen purple cows. If two gooses are geese, then why aren't two moose meese, or when two foots are feet, why aren't two footballs feetball? Milk tastes good. People call me crazy, but I'm just random! If you're random and proud of it, copy and paste this in your profile.

Weird is good. Strange is bad. Odd is what you call someone who you can't decide what to call them. Weird is the same as different, which is the same as unique, which means weird is good! If you are weird and proud of it, copy this onto your profile!


~~~QUOTES~~~

"i wanna die
i wanna bleed
i wanna cry
but all i can do
is just keep walking
with a smile on my face
and pretend the scars
aren't really there" ~Author Unknown

"Im.Still.Waiting."~Annie Shadows

''Pain becomes happiness when everyone leaves the room"~Annie Shadows

"I'm smiling to please you. So you think the pain was never here"~Annie Shadows

"They've never known pain" -Jonas(from the book "The Giver")

"The true poem rests between the words.” -Vanna Bonta

"Saying things sometimes help...sometimes they hurt...and sometimes they just leave you numb......."~Annie Shadows

“If most of us are ashamed of shabby clothes and shoddy furniture, let us be more ashamed of shabby ideas and shoddy philosophies... It would be a sad situation if the wrapper were better than the meat wrapped inside it.” -Albert Einstein

"in books,theres almost always a climax and resolution, right?But in life we have several different climax's and hardly ever do we have a resolution.Several times I've thought'Right about now I should have a resoloution and everything will fall into place'But that never happens,so why do we bother believing in happy endings if they'll never occur?Why not go through life, not even bothering to have a climax or rising action?Happy endings are bogus."~Annie Shadows


''I wish it would rain, so that, maybe, just maybe, I could wash away this feeling...this feeling of loss. of hopelessness. Maybe, if it rained. It would let me cry, just once, in public. And maybe, just maybe...no one would stop me from dancing in the rain..."~Annie Shadows

'Bleeding myself to sleep never seemed so tempting...x'~Annie Shadows



Please,
if you want to know me...
to look past the fake smile and explore the tourtured eyes that you see...
Then read my poetry.
thats how you'll get to know me...most people don't know me as well as they think they do, but my poetry says it all.
Most of my poems have something to do with me, I might put how they relate...or you might have to ask.
Message me, comment on my poems, leave a GB entry...I'll most likely answer.
I'm me...sorry if you're not okay with that.


Thanks,
Annie Shadows