Im white my life has had it's ups and downs but more downs than anyone knows i've fallen so many times but i always got back up and tell you people what i feel through my rhymes but sometimes it gets so bad i don't know where to turn should i end all my suffering or continue on but i turn and see myself in the mirror and realize that all my emotion is gone.
So i just blow it off and keep moving on in this endless struggle still trying to figure in this world what is and whats not the right and wrong people keep saying but look at all the things people still do and say so i lay here in hate and rage trying to say what i need to say but it doesn't always come out when it needs to so i again just lay in bed surrounded by the midnight darkness and pray to god for some miracle to happen and make me sane once again but out of that i still wonder what i would gain so i slip into my own hate and stay quiet in my unmasked truth.
when you look into my eyes I don't know what you see but all i do know is that when i do i see a cold hearted sorry excuse for a person.
my name is jack-the origin of this name means-beleives in gracious god-but i still wonder if i deserve to beleive in him.
my daily life is video games working out and chores nothing else and schoolwork when im in school...not very pleasent i know im pitiful.
but i still try and be the best i can be.
im a hopeless romantic i watch soap operas to try and explain to myself why im here but it doesn't workout the way i planned im still searching for an answer on who i really am.
but i hear no reply no answer so im always depressed.
im a social outcast but still hang with the popular crowd i can't show my true self out in public or to my friends but this year when i go back to school all hell will be unleashed when they see my unmasked truth.
atleast that's the way i feel who knows if they'll hate me or take me back with open arms.
im never known love except for my family which even that is still very little.
I love to dance sing and rap but have no one who truly knows meexcept one british friend holly thank you all they know is a masked impression of what i know I once was.
so walk in my shoes and see if you can survive cause theres alot more to me than you know.
Nicknames:
Fox(I have been called this long time since i took this name up Master FoxFang for my inner demon he is a fox i talk to him)
LJ(Because im little jack to family since dad named jack)
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- Last seen 10 hours ago. Member since March 17.
- I'm a malachite opening poet for 430 comments.
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, and quote is "I Will Gain Power Face My Demons Then Use Their Power To My Will". - I am a 15 year old guy (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm playing video games.

- I am in the groups Guardians of Hells Gate
- I have 430 comments, 1 contest, 65 poems, 1 journal
My Poetry
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The Reason I am like I am
Farewell
My journal entries
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Okay it has been about two months now with no more of my poetry added I sure you are all wondering why so I'll you the reason. I have been busy with school work and dealing with a lot of ignorance and stress. I have been bored for weeks now and it is taking a mental toll on me but oh well. So here I am saying that INovember 23, In My own personal thoughts. 200 words. → Make first comment?
Guest Book
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jaiadoretu. on November 14duude , sick page .>
all though seems like you love god ? -
glitterydoom on October 2i miss you

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glitterydoom on September 14hey
i just wanted to let you know
i thought of you today, and i smiled, and it helped, becuase i was feeling down. so thankyou, even though you didn't do anything.
but thankyou, for always helping me and being there.
love you
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Wo Shi Wo : hey on August 7dude flippin sweet name!!!!!! lol
