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Name: Sarah Louise

Age: 19

Location: Georgetown, Delaware, in other words: that place you've never heard of.

Status: Fucking Freezing, Brr. =/

I am: Taken. Thanks for asking though


Things you didn't know:
1. I'm a Gemini: Which I suppose makes me hard headed or stubborn but I'm not. I swear.

2. I have an unnatural obbsession with the neon color post-it notes.

3. I'm pale as fuck but if I sat in the sun long enough I'd look Mexican. All thanks go to my dad for that, he's part Native American.

4. I envy anyone who lives anywhere BUT here.

5. The coolest place to hang out here (that isn't a 30 minute to an hour drive away) is Wal-Mart. It's a super center

6. I have had and can make home-made ice cream.

7. My best friend's dad is a pastor and he will clamp on to you at parties and talk and talk and talk about GOD until you'd rather shove a screw driver in your ear than go to church.

8. I was a virgin til 18.


9. I can drive while smoking, talking on the phone and listening to music. Now thats multi-tasking.

10. When I was in 8th grade I sucked blood from a girl's neck on a bet.

11. I had to scrape sugar-dough stuff off the sidewalk after I incited an all grade "food fight" after school.

12. I listen to country music.

13. I'm a redneck, born and raised.



I'm currently attending classes to get my CNA (Certified Nursing Assistant). I want to be an RN (Registerd Nurse) one day. I'm starting from the bottom but I'll get there.



~*AP Family*~

Secret Fake Lover: Nephy

Secret Lover:
Fulabeans
Dusty... *ish his mistress* Shhhh!!! Don't tell anyone

AP Wifey: Laura
s and all over

AP Wifey-In-Law:
Munkis
Holly

AP Daddy and Ex-Husband:
Tesky
I love meh daddy and ex-husband
Things may not have worked in our marriage but he is still an awesome Dad and friend.

AP Daddeh:
Paril
I love my Daddeh

AP Mom: Kodi
Yay! I've finally got a mom to look out for me. Beware!

AP Son:
Dani
Dani-Vicious
My son is... well he is adorable. He is actually the child of Sarah and I (don't know, don't ask). We plan to raise him right and teach him how to treat a woman. Sarah and I both have been hurt in the past and we are not going to allow him to hurt a girl the way we have been hurt.

AP Sister:
Cassie
AlbinoNinjaPenguin
Cassie rocks She's the coolest girl I know. I love her to death. So don't fuck with her cause I will fight like hell for that girl. She's so sweet. The best sister I could as for. This is the only one that can make me smile while I'm in pain. She is pretty too so don't let her tell you otherwise. We'll always be friends cause we want the best for each other and would do anything to see the other happy and healthy. Ilym Sista.

AP Brother:
Del
Zenda- Lokki
Del, wow, he was one of the first people I met on here (when I actually came on). He has been here for me, and I love him like a brother. He has given me some good advice, granted it didn't always work out but that is entirely my fault. I know he is always here for me and I for him. I miss him very much and I hope that when he realizes how much we all miss him, he’ll come back to us.

AP Shmexi Muffin and Sister(due to addition of my mommy):
Hannah
Yay! My Muffin. She is the coolest 14 year old girl I have met. Her life hasn't been easy, but she hasn't let it get to her as much as I have and for that I respect her. She understands me all too well sometimes... But I know no matter what I can always talk to her. She has been right beside Sarah helping me through my problems (which I haven't had since Lance found me ). And I thank her for everything she has done.

AP Sister-in-law:
Jetleena
She is a great friend. She is always there when I need help. She gives great advice or provides a good distraction. So, yes, she is a great friend. I wish her the best no matter what. I LOVE YOU!!! She's beautiful inside and out. Crazy as hell though, very random but i love it And I also demand you read her poetry. It's very good. And I'm not just saying that because she is my sister-in-law.
www.allpoetry.com/angelflower

Shmexi Cupcake to:
Cory
Wake And Bake
Cory rocks meh socks
He ish awesome. Be nice

Shmexi Butler:
Tony
William Shakespeare, Titus
This is Tony, he ish HOT!! He's mine I claim him. Fuck off, bitches.
Don't touch either

If by some chance I forgot you, let me know I'll add you. I promise. Or if you wish to be a part of my AP Family send me and IM and tell me what it is you'd like to be. And seeing as my memory is shot to hell these days by studying, don't freak if it takes me a while. Anymore than a week remind me though. Okay... moving on.


~* Qoutes *~

-- There are two parts to love. That wonderful, perfect blissful feeling, and the horrid, unbearable pain. But to be able to love...makes the pain worth it all. - Ashley

-- Everytime I found love I opened my heart, I became heartbroken, the one time I, myself, didn't need to open it was when love found me. - Sky Black

-- Mornings are wonderful! The only drawback is that they come at such an inconvenient time of day! - Glen Cook

-- When you're not looking at it, this sentence is in Spanish. - Douglas R. Hofstadter

-- Stuffed deer heads on walls are bad enough, but it's worse when they are wearing dark glasses and have streamers in their antlers because then you know they were enjoying themselves at a party when they were shot. - Ellen DeGeneres

-- A friend is someone who will help you move. A real friend is someone who will help you move a body. - Unknown

-- Hey! Whatever part of my mind said that, please cut it out. - Neal Visher

-- He's the kind of a guy who lights up a room just by flicking a switch. - Unknown

-- See, the problem is that God gives men a brain and a penis, and only enough blood to run one at a time. - Robin Williams

-- You can go a long way with a smile. You can go a lot farther with a smile and a gun. - Al Capone

-- If you can really laugh at yourself loud and hard every time you fall, people will think you're drunk. - Conan O'Brien


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I'd also like to add some lyrics but... well, hell I'll do it anyway. Skip them if you wish.


"Never Too Late"- Three Days Grace
This world will never be
What I expected
And if I don't belong
Who would have guessed it
I will not leave alone
Everything that I own
To make you feel like it's not too late
It's never too late

Even if I say
It'll be alright
Still I hear you say
You want to end your life
Now and again we try
To just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it all around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late

No one will ever see
This side reflected
And if there's something wrong
Who would have guessed it
And I have left alone
Everything that I own
To make you feel like
It's not too late
It's never too late

Even if I say
It'll be alright
Still I hear you say
You want to end your life
Now and again we try
To just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it all around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late

The world we knew
Won't come back
The time we've lost
Can't get back
The life we had
Won't be ours again

This world will never be
What I expected
And if I don't belong

Even if I say
It'll be alright
Still I hear you say
You want to end your life
Now and again we try
To just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it all around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late
Maybe we'll turn it all around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late (It's never too late)
It's not too late
It's never too late

♥ In Memory of Keith ♥
I will always love you. I miss you everyday. ♦♥
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Scars- Papa Roach

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last stand


I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever came around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Dedicated to All the Evils of My Past...
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You can also find me as:
-- Sheriff Woody
-- ShmexiSarahPie
-- Gorgeous Insanity
-- Gorgeous Chaos
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