As I twine together with my mate I roar and fill the cup. This is my dream to have the mate I chose and have him with me. Hello I am Maili a blue dragon. I roar through these skies and dance over the sands. My lightning breath sears all around me. I can throw my voice so that you think I am someplace else as I steal your supper. I am a tricky one.

They say there is a yin for every yang but I have yet to see it. I don't believe there is such a thng anymore. Been hurt one to many times. It would be rich if there were such a thing. Anyway more about me. As I said I am a draqon and I soar the skies looking for that which I lost. A love so precious that time stood still for it.

Dragons are reputed to be strong and caring all at the same time,
I know that I have had to be strong in my life and every time I care I end up hurt by those that think it is great to walk over someone just looking for what we all look for ACCEPTANCE and LOVE. The two things in this life that we all look for. Hope that they are all happy with the pain they have caused me.
Anyway that is a little bit about me. I won't give out my real name or who I realy am just know I am a hurt and vulnerable human being. One that people seem to shun for they don't like what happens when I am around them. How intense I am, how I cling to tightly. This is who I am and I am looking for the man who will accept me for who I am even if I do stupid things or say stupid things. I am who I am. I am not perfect never professed to be. Take me as I am please because I can be a good freind-lover whatever I aim to please.
My freinds are precious to me, my family on here even more so. You all have held me up when I was ready to crash and burn. Every feeling, hurt, ache and tear has brought me close to you all. Even someone that I am really close to doesn't understand me because they either don't want to or just can't I don't know but it is something that is a bridge that has a dam. Thank you for listening to these ramblings.
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For EVERY guy
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait"
To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful."
To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her.
To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick.
To every guy who has given her flowers just because.
To every guy that said he would die for her.
To every guy that really would.
To every guy that took time to do what she wanted to do.
To every guy that she cried in front of.
To every guy that holds hands with her.
To every guy that kisses her with meaning.
To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.
To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.
To every guy who would give their jacket up for her.
To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.
To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours
just to see her for ten minutes.
To every guy that would give his seat up.
To every guy that just wants to cuddle.
To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful
no matter what.
To every guy who told his secrets to her.
To every guy that tried to show how much he cared
through every word and every breath.
To every guy that thought maybe this could be the one.
To every guy that believed in her dreams.
To every guy that would have done anything
so she could achieve them.
To every guy that never laughed at her
when she told him her dreams.
To every guy that walked her to her car.
To every guy that gave his heart.
To every guy who prays that she is happy
even if you are not with her.
...This one bulletin is for you...
many girls appreciate nice guys anymore...
And because of this, there are not many left out there...
i guarantee 90% of the men on your page will not repost this cuz they care more about their image
If you are a nice guy repost this with "We're a Dying Breed "
If you are a girl that thinks every guy should treat a girl this way
repost this with: "To Every Guy...
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Husband: Knephthan (Master Wings)
Grandmother(s): Callisto Athena
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Blood Hommculi
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Haperitz
Daughter(s): XBrighteyesX
Waterdragon
Sarin Rayne
Mitsuko Kiyoshi
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CountCrimsonMaryian
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You held me in your arms,told me I was yours,that you loved me truebut then you poisoned me. Time has taken me to the brinkof the hell in which I know liveyou are the poison that took meto the place that I now live. Come bac
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2480 lines, 3 comments, October 2, 2006. In 2000-5000 words, Fantasy
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