Maeve• Show poetry

THE WORLD HAS TWO KINDS OF PEOPLE IN IT. THE ONES WHO HAVE SO MANY FLAWS THAT THEY POINT OUT EVERY BODY EASES AND MAKE FUN OF THEM FOR THEM. AND THEN THERE ARE THE ONES WHO DON'T GIVE A ABOUT WHAT ANYONE HAS TO SAY TO THEM OR ABOUT THEM. I AM ONE OF THOSE PEOPLE WHO ARE SO SICK OF THE BULL THAT TAKES PLACE IN THE WORLD TODAY THAT I'VE TRIED TO GET OUT IF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN.
SO IF YOU'RE THE FIRST KIND OF PERSON I WONT YOU TO GET THE OFF MY PAGE . BUT IF YOU'RE THE SECOND KIND LIKE I AM THEN YOU CAN STAY. AND I WELCOME YOU TO MY PEACE OF THE FREAK SHOW WE CALL LIFE.




i'm me.i hang with my boys, and no i haven't slept with none of them. i TRY to skatebord. and i liKE video games. i'm a bisexual. and for thos who don't know what that is that means i like both sexes. i have a fucked up family but hey it's a family. and i gota love them. i have two mums a real and a step. i have one dad. and i have 4 sisters 1 step. 1 blood and 2 half sisters. i'm the middle child. i'm not a prefict person i admite but i will be damded and thrown into the firerly flames of hell befor i put someone befor my family. and for those of you who don't know me. i'll give yu a heads up that i am syco and i will chase your ass down and beet the shit out of you if you ever hurt my sisters. and i will. i don't make threts i make promises.
i'm also bi or lez or gay or what ever you wona call me but i like both girls and boys. i don't know why i do i just do. i've always been in to both secne i can remember i didn't tell people till i was asked out for the first time by a girl. my friends too the news ok but my family kinda freaked out that i was and they made me feel like i was a monster or something. after their reaction to me being bi i went emo for about two years and i have done some bad stuff that i'm not proud of. it's been a year sence i've cut and i'm doing ok. i mite go goth tho. lol but other than that you know i've loved and lost but in the end the only person i can ccount on is my sister samantha. she didn't shun me when i came out of the close, so to speek. lol but she saported me and my dessions and i only wish i could pay her back for all those times she was there for me.
in general i'm an ok person. i like to hang with friends lesson to music and play video games. i'm kinda of a tomboyish girl but i try to act girly but girly just isn't me. oh and me and my sisters are gangsterlishas. <3
realy i'm just a girl who wonts to be understood. i wont someone to love me, like realy love me not say they do just to try to get some because it anit happnen. i wont someone who's going to be there when i cry and when i need someone to talk to. i don't wont a jerk who going to go off with a nother girl and fuck her then come back to me asking me to take them back. cause that shor as hell anit happen either. i may seem a little ruff on the out side but realy i'm just waiting for someone to give a damn and fix me. i'm a broken dancer with no hope of ever dancing agin.
i lesson to a lot of music i manly lesson to hard core stuff and underground shit too. lol but i like all kinds of music. you know? it deepeds on my mood what i will lesson to that day. I like
*hollywood undead
*My Bloody Valentine
*rip out the wings of a butterfly
*better than me
*once apon a december
*it's never too late
*i miss you
movies movies i like movies sometimes but i realy like hanging out with my boys and chilling at the park or one of their houses. lol i hate staying at the house with out my friends to suffer with me lol i love yall.
i'm such a kid. lol i watch cartoons and some times i'll watch fuse vh1 and mtv/ mtv2. but i like a lot of different tv shows. lol but it's ok my friends are the same damn way. lol and i wouldn't change them for the world.
i realy don't like to read. but when i do i like to read books about faries and mermads and fantacy stuff like that lol i'm a dork i know but hey most people love me for that. so scuw you.
my heroe is squee aka todd because he buts up with nny and his crazyness with a open mind and heart. lol i know i'm a dork also my sister samantha because she has been through hell and back and she is still standing high. i love you sisie. xoxox also my boys are my heroes because they ben with me from the begining and never asked why i did something stupid.. because they did it with me.
i also suffer from schizoid personality disorder. wich means i avoid relationships and do not show much emotion. Unlike avoidants, schizoids genuinely prefer to be alone and do not secretly wish for popularity. They tend to seek jobs that require little social contact. Their social skills are often weak and they do not show a need for attention or acceptance. They are perceived by others as humorless and distant and often are termed "loners."
people who wont to meet me. i don't wont to meet some jackass that thinks he can come into my life and hide me away from the world. and treat me like i'm his house wife sex toy. oh hell no. he can kiss my fucking ass befor he treats me like that. forshore. i've seen alot that can happen to a girl when someone like that enters her world. how even tho he hurts youso bad and treats you like shit. you still love him. atlest untill he slames you down and beets the shit out of you. thin she calls her daddy and he beets the shit out of him. hell yea. GO DADDY. but i don't need him to fight my battles i'm a tuff little girl. but yea he's a good back up just incase something goes wrong.
but when i comes to the thing of loving someone that isn't in my family i am clueless. i wont to love the real deal kind of love. and i wont that back but every time i think wow this is realy how it feels to be in love
reality kicks my ass and i end up doing something wrong or just plain out not doing any thing right. it is always my falt if me and my curent loved one brake up or fight.
but i'm tiored of fighting and crying over someone who doesn't wont to be only mine or wont me for me. i wont someone who is going to be true and stick with me even through the darkest of days. lol who knows i might end up with a someone who has a mohalk and thinks i'm the graitest thing that has ever happened to them. lol but that's a strong and far far away maybe. someday hopefuly but unfurtentaly a far off day.

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Great talker, Sexy and passionate, Laid back, Knows how to have fun, Is really good at a lot, Great kisser, Unpredictable, Outgoing, Down to earth, Loyal, Addictive, Attractive, Loud, Loves being in long relationships, Talkative, Great fighter and will knock your ass out if you mess around, Rare to find, Great when found

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