Apples Won't Get Rid of Your Doctor Problems. Cash Might.
Long Live Latin, it isn't dead?
It's Only Sleeping...
....Your soul is like a secret,
that I never could keep....
♥
"Across The Miles"
Love as soft as the sand
Tenderness as I hold onto memories
Not being able to hold your hand
I stare at the stars at night
Wishing you sweet dreams
With all my might
My heart longs for you
My body aches in need
I love you
-Written by Dinkydiver
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My name is Ryan Beal, But you can call me anything you want as long as it doesn't offend me. I'm 18 years young, I'm single, Have been for a long time but being single has it's perks if you know what I mean. I find people who have a sense of humor - those are the people who can really live life, they can look at the world at a diffrent focus and see something other people can't. I think we should really live our lives to the fullest, whats wrong with pot (never used it) or alcohol?
I have a small obsession with watching people - now before you judge it's not in a peeping tom type of way. When you almost study how a person carries themselves - how they act when they are not being watched you see how people really are, just like the eyes a persons personality are the window to the soul. If someone is really quiet or closed in, then maybe theres problems at home or something else or maybe it's how they are and there's nothing to worry about. The way people carry themselves - the air so to speak that they ride on, or the ego that is in their head, allows people to make first impressions, Prada and Coach bags or the latest in clothing from American Eagle do not do that - some people will deny that but they are lying, the way we present ourselves, our attitudes, wether or not were nervous or self confident make all the difference. I'll sometimes sit by myself in the lunch room just to listen to how people interact with other people, wether or not they swear or speak like they actually know the english language. Or I'll stand by my window and see how people walk down the sidewalk, some with cell phones glued to the ears, others with ciggarettes in there mouths, or with ipod headphones in their ears, or nothing at all. Every person has a story to tell, no one has the right to judge unless they know what a person was going through.
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I'm a people person, I love to talk to new people and keep in touch with old friends. speaking of which.
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Sammie - I've know you for alot time since like 7th grade. I wish i could hangout with you more but things always come up. Hope everything works out good in Bangor for you. GET A JOB!!! haha just kidding.
Jennie! - A.K.A. my even uberer shorter friend haha. Hope everything works out for you with Cody. I might not like him particulrly, but I know you love and i guess thats all that matters. Take care Jennietalia=]
Ryan: Oh yeah? Who's more mature, me or you?
Jennie: Ummm, Me.
Ryan: What?! Can you even cook?
Jennie: Pshh yeah!
Ryan: Brownies and cookies don't count Jennie
Jennie: I'm so good I can cook flon
Ryan: Flon? What the hecks Flon?
Jennie: You know. Flon..Flan, flen..flon..?
Ryan: .....?
Jennie: That stuff that goes like *plupp* if there even like a loud noise or
somethingg..
Ryan: You mean a Su flae?
Dustin - I never get to hang out with you any more which sucks we used to be good friends in middle school,Hope evrything in the air force works out good for you I still need to get those fucking games back to you haha.
Hilary! - A.K.A. the short one who stalks me =]. With the stuff that has happened I glad your still my friend, and a damn good one at that. Though you still fail at Guitar Hero, well guitar in general, besides yankee doodle=]. Your is such a good poet she also one of the many awesome friends I have met here on ALLpoetry. For what it is worth I truly am sorry things happened the way they did.
(because of the poeple above and below this sentence i am now a huge johhny depp fan.....I never thought I would ever type that. Though I still think his role in willy wonka and the chocolate factory, is just a tad bit strange but whatever)
Allie-cat! - Damn where to start; At this point in my life, you are my closest friend, you mean so much to me. You help me with out even trying to, just talking to you helps with inner conflict. You the most important person in my life, I love you so much, I always have and I always will. At one point i though I had moved on in my life, I realize now, it's not possible for me to do that. Your just as much of a part of me, as I am of you. Removing one will irreparably kill the other, at least it would for me. Sound familiar? What ever happens at this point it doesn't matter, your my life, every thought and feeling. i'll always be there for you, always.
Well take care Allie-cat=]
I love you.
Briana: I've missed an obscene amount of school days
Ryan: then stop getting sick
Briana: I wish I could haha if i get sick again just put me out of my misery
Ryan: I'll let allie do it
Briana: shes too much a pansy--this is mans work! I don't trust her--she'll back out hahaha
Ryan: knowing her......
Britney - Your one of thpse people that someone learns something from. I hope you stay safe in the future, you seriously scare me sometimes. I hope to see some more writtings from you in the future, you own at rhyming!
Good luck in the fall.
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I'm a huge fan of music, I like basically all types besides some classical and some jazz. For me music is an art form: it's boundaries need to be known but can be pushed. Just like a sculpter with clay. I've heard some bands that have absolutely blown my mind as far as what they can do sonically, like DragonForce. All of the little sounds Herman Li and Sam Totman can do it's incredible, but behind that sometimes epic sound there is nothing - no emotion, it's just sweeping, tapping, speed picking over and over again. I like more soulful guitar playing like Slash or Santana. If you haven't heard the opening or the guitar solo for the song "Sweet Child of Mine" you haven't lived yet - the emotion in just a few notes in incredable.
♬I think that all types of music require talent to a certain degree. I like rap but I think it is at the lowest amount of talent, theres nothing to it but a beat, and the vocals over it. First and foremost I consider Slipknot to be the heaviest metal band out there - I don't care if you disagree, I really don't. There whole sound and the edginess to the music in unheard of. I think the part of the band that gives them the edginess are thier extra percussionist Chris Fehn and Clown. They are the ones of give them the almost evil and demonic sound - most notable in songs: "The Blister Exists","(sic)", "This Cold Black", "Prosthetics", "Scissors" and plenty of other songs.
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Poetry is my release, like music it is an art form - though more tangible then music. I'm kind of picky with what I like for poetry. Like most guys I like some erotica, but you would find it surprising that girls like it just as much as we do, that and there minds are in the gutter as much as ours is, be more observant and you'll see it too. When I first started writing, I wrote depressing/dark writes, I try to avoid it now but if I go back to it, I try to not make it clique. I'll like and most likely cry if I find a love poem that is really close to how I feel at the moment or I have felt. I try to stay away from dialoge now - I used to use it alot more but it looks kind of tacky, unless it is done the right way. I really like rhyming poetry, but I can't do it at all I have tried trust me it just didn't come out - the muse wasn't flowing.I don't think any one type of poetry is cligue, just how the author executes it.
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------------------------------------------------------Quotes are an easy source of entertainment, don't you think??
In a recent interview, asking about his amazing guitar skills, guitar legend Zakk Wylde said this and I quote;
" You can’t make somebody pick up a guitar and practice. I learned this back when I was teaching kids how to play guitar. You have to want it and practice you balls off. They’d ask me, ‘Zakk, how do you practice that Randy Rhoads thing; how do you practice that Jimmy Page thing?’ And they’d come back the next week for their lesson and nail it. I was proud of them. I’ve got no time for bullshit. If you want something, you step up for it. And it’s practice, practice, practice, bro. That … and lots of porn. "
-Zakk Wylde
I can't belive I idolize this guy!
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"If I fall asleep with a pen in my hand, don't remove it - I might be writing in my dreams."
-Danzae Pace
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"Like trying to craddle snowflakes in my hand
The hardest part is letting go of your dreams"
-From "Capture Me" By Arrie A.K.A Allison Fairgrieve
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"Life is like the dice that, falling, still show a different face. So life, though it remains the same, is always presenting different aspects."
-Alexis
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"Writing is the only thing that, when I do it, I don't feel I should be doing something else."
-Gloria Steinem
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------"Bob Marley almost had a virologist way of thinking he believed that you can cure-actually cure hate and racism, buy injecting it with love and music. Two days before Bob Marley was supposed to perform he was shot. Two days later he walked on stage and performed, they asked him in a interview why didn't he rest, and he said "the people that are trying to make the world worse never take a day off , why should I? I light up the darkness"
Quote by Will Smith from "I Am Legend"
Quotes inside of quote Are from Bob Marley
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"A Dream Is a Wish Your Heart Makes"
A song from "Cinderella"
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"Well as you may or may not know...I generally...more like always HATE shopping,today my sister took me to the mall (the worst place EVER) and I felt productive.And didn't run into people I wanted to kill. And there were SALES!!!"
-Allie "Allie-cat" Fairgrieve
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"trust me %$@*%&, I'm fluent in Dude"
-Allison Marie Fairgrieve
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"Always be true to the voice inside you...the rest will take care of itself"
- Muddyking
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"My brother had a book he would hold with pride a little red cover
with a broken spine on the back he hand wrote a quote inside
WHEN THE RICH WAGE WAR IT THE POOR WHO DIE"
- Mike Shinoda from Linkin Park
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"The goal in life is not to live forever, but to create something that will"
- unknown
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"A man is but the product of his thoughts. What he thinks, he becomes."
- Mahatma Gandhi
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"An eye for an eye and the world goes blind'
-Mahatma Gandhi
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"You know your in true love when you can't fall asleep at night,
because reality is finally better than your dreams!
-Dr. Suess"
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A poem is never finished, only abandoned.
-Paul Valéry
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Let your love be like the misty rains, coming softly, but flooding the river.
-Malagasy Proverb
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we'll always be ready, cause we will always be there. (talking about the Iraq War
-Citizen Soldiers-3 Doors Down
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"......And I didn't even sleep"
Jennie G, I forgot how to spell her last name....
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"If im going to hell, I might as well do it thoroughly"
-Edward Cullen (Twilight)
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“There are only two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle.
The other is as though everything is a miracle.”
-Albert Einstein
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