Lyrical Rose

http://www.swagbucks.com/refer/mikeyla

A few words before I begin in full: I really hope someday to be a published poet.  I've noticed since joining here I get a lot more positive feedback than I used to.  I'm even starting to like my work, and I'm my biggest critic.  My career, however, is not writing related, I wish to be a psychiatrist.  But my interest in poetry has never gone away and I seem to be one of very few people I know who has a knack for it.  On a good day, I can write off three easily.  But sometimes I go for a week to a month without a single shred of inspiration.  My muse is a lazy muse.  Gonna have to have a long conversation with her... 

previously known as:
jasminezioni
xXx.incomplete.xXx
XxlittlepandaxX
keys2insanity
peaches.xXx.mik3y14
BluByrdOfParadyce
LynksTryforceGurl
arcdeirisxXxrainbow
heisei wa hato
flare.rose.rain

welcome to my escape...please leave a guestbook message! and if you find my mind, don't bother returning it; i don't know what to do with one of those things anyway.

PERSONAL FAVORITE QUOTE(from someone very special)
"just hold on and stay with me and there's no reason for sadness. whatever makes you sad, just think of me, and you'll realize its all worth it." aww...

and mine:
one truth defeats a thousand lies;
glad greetings trump those sad goodbyes;
a broken promise severs ties;
but a simple smile brings sunny skies

mine again:
where there is love, there can be hope.
where there is hope, dreams can come true

one last one of mine:
wish upon a star, anything can happen
wish upon a dream, your dream will come true
follow your heart, in the end you will find
that you've never had anything to lose.

and some inspirational bible quotes:
Psalm 23
the lord is my shepherd, i shall not be in want. he makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters, he restores my soul. he guides me in paths of righteousness, for his name's sake. even though i walk through the valley of the shadow of death, i will fear no evil, for you are with me, your rod and your staff the comfort me. you prepare a table before me, in the presence of my enemies you anoint my head with oil, my cup overflows. surely goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life, and i will dwell in the house of the lord forever.

ok here's the short version of my life.
feel free to ask questions. sorry for repeated facts.

Name: mikeyla
Nicknames: Kayla, mickey, peaches, kaylama
Birthday: april 27th
Place of Birth: A hospital
Male or Female: Female
Grade: starting 10th in fall
School: all a's, always
personal emote: 

__Your Appearance___
Hair Color: blond
Hair Length: shoulder length, maybe a little longer
Eye color: blue/rain cloud
Height: 5' 1.25"
Braces: No
Glasses: mostly
Piercings: ears
Right or Left handed: Right
First Love: definitely 

___Favorites___
Movie: stardust
Song Right Now: i'm not sure
best friends: michael, ryan, katie, sarah, em, maggie, 
Sweet: dark chocolate with raspberry filling
Footwear: flipflops

___Currently___
Feeling: tired
Single or Taken: i don't know anymore
Eating: nothing
Drinking: nothing
Online: a LOT
Thinking About: not telling 
Wanting To: sleep
Watching: the computer screen
Wearing: shorts and a tanktop, my summer garb
listening to: nothing

___Your Future___
Want Kids: Yes! ^.^
Want to be Married: of course^.^
Where do you want to live: sweden maybe? somewhere nice 
Car: sports car

__Which is Better With The Opposite Sex___
Hair color: light
Hair length: short, but longish, so i can get my fingers in it
Eye color: blue
Appearances: cute or hot, not ugly
Hugs or Kisses: it really depends on the time, both are great.
Short or Tall: taller than me.
Easygoing or serious: both, but at the right times
Romantic or Spontaneous: Both
Personality: sweet, nice, funny, shy, caring, sensitive, unique, confident, open, trusting, loving. adventurous, hardworking, dependable. (more to be added)
Sweet or Caring: Both.
Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: hesitant but able to let loose
sometimes, and have fun.

___Have you ever______
Had Alcohol: a little bit, but i don't drink
Ran Away From Home: thought about it.
Been with someone: idk?
Broken Someone’s Heart: maybe? i hope not. i really hope not.
Cried When Someone Died: well, no ones really died,
but if they did, I most certainly would.
Cried At School: several times. and even more almosts.

___Do You Believe In___
God: Yes!
Miracles: Yes
Love At First sight: no
Ghosts: no
Aliens: hehehe
Soul Mates: yes
Heaven: Yes
Hell: yes
Angels: Yes
Kissing on The First Date: depends...
Horoscopes: yup they always are accurate for me

...Have You Ever... (x) = yes () = no (/) = somewhat/maybe/kinda
() Smoked a cigarette
() Drank so much alcohol you passed out
() Tried drugs
(x) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
() Been arrested
(x) Kissed the opposite sex
() Gone on a blind date
() Skipped school
(x) Seen someone die
() Been on a plane
(x) Been lost
() Swam in the ocean
(/) Felt like dying....
(x) Cried yourself to sleep
(x) Played cops and robbers
(x) Recently colored with crayons
(x) Sang karaoke badly
() Paid for a meal with only coins
(x) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) Made prank phone calls
(x) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) Laughed until liquid came out of the other end
(x) Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
(x) Danced in the rain
(x) Written a letter to Santa Claus
(/) Been kissed under the mistletoe(family?)
(x) Watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(x) Blown bubbles
(x) Made a bonfire on the beach
() Crashed a party
(x) Gone roller-skating (but it was roller-blading)
(x) Ice-skating

() I'm single
(x) I'm in a relationship
() I'm engaged
(x) I've had someone cheat on me.
() I've gone on a blind date.
() I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
(x) I miss someone right now.
()I have a fear of commitment.
(x) I have a fear of abandonment.
(/) I've cheated in a relationship.
() I've been the cheatee ( if that means that you were the person someone cheated on their gf/bf with )
() I've gotten divorced
(x) I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
(x) I've told someone I loved them
(x) I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
(/) I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
(x) I've had a crush on a teacher.
(x) I am a cuddler.
(x) I love to flirt.
() I've been kissed in the rain. =]]]
(x) I've hugged a stranger.
() I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime
(x) I am a terrible liar... sometimes.
(x) I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
(x) I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
() I've snuck out of my house.
(x) I have lied to my parents about where I am.
(x) I am keeping a secret from the world
(x) I've cheated while playing a game.
(x) I've cheated on a test.
() I've run a red light.
() I've been suspended from school.
() I've witnessed a crime.
(x) I've been in a fist fight.
() I've been arrested.
() I've shoplifted

Drugs/Alcohol
(x) I've consumed alcohol.
() I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
() I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
() I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
() I can't swallow pills.
(x) I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
() I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
(x) I shut others out when I'm depressed.
() I take anti-depressants.
() I'm anorexic or bulimic.
(x) I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
() I'm addicted to adrenaline
() I've hurt myself on purpose
() I'm addicted to self harm

Death and Suicide
()I'm afraid of dying.
(x) I hate funerals.
(x) I've seen someone die.
(x) Someone I know has attempted suicide.
() Someone close to me has committed suicide.
() I've attempted suicide.


Random
() I can sing well.
() People love to hear me sing.
(x) I have participated in a talent show.
() I open up to others easily.
() I watch the news (sometimes).
() I don't kill bugs.
(x) I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake
of being able to rhyme.
(/) I curse regularly.
(x) I sing in the shower.
() I am a morning person.
() I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
(/) I'm a snob about grammar.
() I am a sports fanatic.
(x) I twirl my hair
(x) have "x"s in my screen name
() I love being neat
() I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
() I bake well.
(x) My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
(x) I would wear pajamas to school.
() I like Martha Stewart. Kinda...
(x) I know how to shoot a gun.
(x) I am in love with love.
(x) I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
(x) I laugh at my own jokes.
() I eat fast food weekly
(x) I believe in ghosts.
(x) I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
(x) I've not turned anything in and still got an A
in a certain class.
(x) I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
(x) I am really ticklish. Seriously I will die of lack
of air so please don't tickle me that much
() I love white chocolate
(x) I bite my nails
(x) I play video games
(x) I'm good at remembering faces.
(x) I'm good at remembering names.
(x) I'm good at remembering dates. Kinda
(x) I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
() I have tried to join a circus and failed
(x) My answers are totally honest

My Child,
You may not know me,
but I know everything about you.
Psalm 139:1
I know when you sit down and when you rise up.
Psalm 139:2
I am familiar with all your ways.
Psalm 139:3
Even the very hairs on your head are numbered.
Matthew 10:29-31
For you were made in my image.
Genesis 1:27
In me you live and move and have your being.
Acts 17:28
For you are my offspring.
Acts 17:28
I knew you even before you were conceived.
Jeremiah 1:4-5
I chose you when I planned creation.
Ephesians 1:11-12
You were not a mistake,
for all your days are written in my book.
Psalm 139:15-16
I determined the exact time of your birth
and where you would live.
Acts 17:26
You are fearfully and wonderfully made.
Psalm 139:14
I knit you together in your mother's womb.
Psalm 139:13
And brought you forth on the day you were born.
Psalm 71:6
I have been misrepresented
by those who don't know me.
John 8:41-44
I am not distant and angry,
but am the complete expression of love.
1 John 4:16
And it is my desire to lavish my love on you.
1 John 3:1
Simply because you are my child
and I am your Father.
1 John 3:1
I offer you more than your earthly father ever could.
Matthew 7:11
For I am the perfect father.
Matthew 5:48
Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand.
James 1:17
For I am your provider and I meet all your needs.
Matthew 6:31-33
My plan for your future has always been filled with hope.
Jeremiah 29:11
Because I love you with an everlasting love.
Jeremiah 31:3
My thoughts toward you are countless
as the sand on the seashore.
Psalms 139:17-18
And I rejoice over you with singing.
Zephaniah 3:17
I will never stop doing good to you.
Jeremiah 32:40
For you are my treasured possession.
Exodus 19:5
I desire to establish you
with all my heart and all my soul.
Jeremiah 32:41
And I want to show you great and marvelous things.
Jeremiah 33:3
If you seek me with all your heart,
you will find me.
Deuteronomy 4:29
Delight in me and I will give you
the desires of your heart.
Psalm 37:4
For it is I who gave you those desires.
Philippians 2:13
I am able to do more for you
than you could possibly imagine.
Ephesians 3:20
For I am your greatest encourager.
2 Thessalonians 2:16-17
I am also the Father who comforts you
in all your troubles.
2 Corinthians 1:3-4
When you are brokenhearted,
I am close to you.
Psalm 34:18
As a shepherd carries a lamb,
I have carried you close to my heart.
Isaiah 40:11
One day I will wipe away
every tear from your eyes.
Revelation 21:3-4
And I'll take away all the pain
you have suffered on this earth.
Revelation 21:3-4
I am your Father, and I love you
even as I love my son, Jesus.
John 17:23
For in Jesus, my love for you is revealed.
John 17:26
He is the exact representation of my being.
Hebrews 1:3
He came to demonstrate that I am for you,
not against you.
Romans 8:31
And to tell you that I am not counting your sins.
2 Corinthians 5:18-19
Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled.
2 Corinthians 5:18-19
His death was the ultimate expression
of my love for you.
1 John 4:10
I gave up everything I loved
that I might gain your love.
Romans 8:31-32
If you receive the gift of my son Jesus,
you receive me.
1 John 2:23
And nothing will ever separate you
from my love again.
Romans 8:38-39
Come home and I'll throw the biggest party
heaven has ever seen.
Luke 15:7
I have always been Father,
and will always be Father.
Ephesians 3:14-15
My question is…
Will you be my child?
John 1:12-13
I am waiting for you.
Luke 15:11-32
Love, Your Dad
Almighty God

another quote to end this page:
“After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul, and you learn that love doesn’t mean leaning and company doesn’t mean security, and you begin to learn that kisses aren’t contracts and presents aren’t promises, and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes open, with the grace of an adult, not the grief of a child, and you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow’s ground is too uncertain for plans. After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much. So plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure… that you really are strong, and you really do have worth.” ~Veronica A. Shoffstall

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