XXEntombedTeardrops• Show poetry

Ok lets see.... Well im pretty much an open book, all you have to do is ask and you will have an answer. What i write is all true,ive been through every bit of it. I dont write to get pity or sympathy,i write cause it helps me and i love doing it. My writes are never planned,well I will get an idea and then sit down at the computer and the words just usually flow. I write what i feel, i could be listening to the radio and a certain phrase from a song trigger me, and then i race to the computer to write before i lose my inspiration. I get inspiration from all things. I dont talk very much or have many friends. If I like you enough to call you a friend then youre very lucky. I have a bad past. Dont judge me by my appearence Im not what i look like. I try to always be happy but most of the time i fail. Im willing to help anyone and if you ask for help Ill do my best to do whatever it is you need. I have an opinion and if I dont like what youre saying or doing I will put voice to my opinion, whether you think its cruel or not. Im loyal to a fault, at least to the people I love. The one thing you dont want to do is piss me off, i have a really bad temper. So be forewarned dont step on my toes unless you are willing to pay the consequences. I love having fun with my friends, well at least our form of fun. Which most people would say is totally cruel, but we love it.I may be cruel sometimes but i would give a stranger the last dollar to my name if i thought they needed it. Im a compassionate person. I love animals. Im at my best when im either with my animals, curled up reading a good book, listening to music, or writing.Oh and one other thing you dont know me so dont judge me by what you have heard or what little of me you think you know or have seen. I'm a rape survivor. NOT a VICTIM. I was abused all my life. I now go through my life with a hole in my chest where my heart used to be. I left my little brother behind. He was the reason I lived and I left him. I'm a shell of a girl.

ABORTION IS WRONG


Month One

Mommy, I am only 8 inches long, but I have all my organs. I love the sound of
your voice. Every time I hear it, I wave my arms and legs. The sound of your
heart beat is my favorite lullaby.

Month Two

Mommy, today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me, you could
definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home
though. It is so nice and warm in here.

Month Three

You know what Mommy, I'm a girl !! I hope that makes you happy. I always want
you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad
too, and I cry with you even though you can't hear me.

Month Four

Mommy, my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine, but I will have a
lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my
fingers and toes, and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it
too.

Month Five

You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you. He said that I'm not a
baby. I am a baby Mommy, your baby. I think and feel. Mommy, what's abortion?

Month Six

I can hear that doctor again. I don't like him. He seems cold and heartless.
Something is intruding my home. The doctor called it a needle. Mommy what is it?
It burns! Please make him stop! I can't get away from it! Mommy!! HELP me!! No .
. .

Month Seven

Mommy, I am okay. I am in Jesus's arms. he is holding me. He told me about abortion. Why didn't you want me Mommy?

Every Abortion Is Just . . .
One more heart that was stopped. Two more eyes that will never
see. Two more hands that will never touch. Two more legs that will never
run. One more mouth that will never speak.
paste on your page if you agree.
What A Kiss Means

Kiss on the stomach-----"I love you"
Kiss on the Forehead ----"I hope we're together forever"
Kiss on the Ear ---"I'm corny"
Kiss on the Cheek ---"We're friends"
Kiss on the Hand ---"I adore you"
Kiss on the Neck ---"We belong together"
Kiss on the Shoulder ---"I want you"
Kiss on the Lips ---"I love you" OR "I want you"

What the gesture means...

Holding Hands ---"We definitely love each other"
Slap on the Butt ---"That's mine"
Holding on tight ---"I don't want to let go"
Looking into each other's Eyes ---"I just plain love you"
Playing with Hair ---"Tell me you love me"
Arms around the Waist ---"I love you too much to let go"
Laughing while Kissing ---"I am completely Comfortable with you"


SOme of these i am not but i like what it says so i kept it the same)
*I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.
I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a Bitch
I'm an ATHEIST, so I MUST hate the world.
I DON'T HAVE A RELIGION, so I MUST not have morals.
I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.
I TAKE ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.
I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.
I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive.
I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth.
I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life
I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.
I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention.
I'm INTO THEATER ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be F-ing them all.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be gay.
I HAVE BIG BOOBS, so I MUST be a Whore.
I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.
I hang out with GAYS, so I MUST be GAY TOO
I don't FLIRT WITH GUYS AT SCHOOL so I MUST be gay.
I dont like the SUN so I MUST be albino.
I have a lot of FRIENDS, so I MUST love to drink and party.
I wear BOY'S CLOTHES so I MUST be a lesbian or a dyke.
I'm POSTING THIS so I MUST be a groupie.

~*Post this in your profile if you think stereotyping is

(X) Been lost
(X) Smoked a cigarette
(X) Drank so much you threw up
(X) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) Been arrested
( ) Gone on a blind date
(X) Skipped school
(X) Seen someone die
( ) Been to Canada
(X) Been to Florida
( ) Been to Mexico
( ) Been on a plane
( ) Been on the opposite side of the country
(X) Gone to Washington , DC
(X) Swam in the ocean
(X) Felt like dying....
(X) Cried yourself to sleep
( ) Played cops and robbers
( ) Recently colored with crayons
( ) Sang karaoke badly
(X) paid for a meal with only coins
(X) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(X) Made prank phone calls
(X) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
( ) Laughed until liquid came out of the other end
(X) Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
( ) Danced in the rain
(X) Written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) Been kissed under the mistletoe
( ) Watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(X) Blown bubbles
( ) Made a bonfire on the beach
( ) Crashed a party
(X) Gone rol1erskating
.Name: Giulia but I go by Ivy or Jewel
2. Middle Names: Iva
3. Province/State: Tennessee
4. Place of Birth: Morristown Hamblen hospital
5. Zodiac Sign: Aquarius
6. Male or Female: Female
7. Bus most commonly taken: school bus.
8. School: hancock high school
9. Occupation: student
10. Initials: G.I.M.
11. Screen Name: xXEntombedTeardrops
-Your Appearance-
12. Hair Color: black
13. Hair Length: 8 inches in front 2 in back and spiked
14. Eye color: gray
15. Best Feature: eyes
16. Height: 5’2
17. Braces: never had them
18. Glasses: no
19. Age: 15
20. Diploma: none yet
21. Awards: bunch of stuff
-Your 'Firsts'-
22. First best friend: Megan
23. First Award: writing in first grade
24. First Sport: basketball
25. First thing you did today: smoked a cigarette
26. First Real vacation: Florida
27. First thing you said when you were a baby: mommy
28. First Love: Brandon
- Favorites’-
29. Movie: anything Horror
30. TV Show: anything music
31. Song: have way too many
32. Artist: don’t know
33. Place to shop: Spencer’s
34. Food: salad
35. Season: fall
36. Candy: gum
37. Sport: none
38. Restaurant: none
39. Favorite Clothing: anything black or with skulls
40. Store: Spencer’s
41. School Subject: reading
42. Animal: horse
43. Book: romance
44. Magazine: anything music
-Currently-
45. Doing before you started this survey: in a chat room
47. Single or Taken: single
48. Crying about: everything
49. Eating: nothing
50. Drinking: nothing
53. Listening To: seether
54. Thinking About: writing another poem
55. Wanting: nothing
56. Watching: my typing on the screen
-Future-
57. Where do you see yourself 5 years from now?

58. Kids?: no
59. Want to be Married: no
60. Careers in Mind: marines, lawyer and a lot more but i dont want to name them all one here
-Which is Better with the Opposite Sex-
63. Hair color: black or brown
64. Hair length: kind of long
65. Eye color: any color
66. Personality or Looks: personality
67. Cute or sexy: sexy
68. Lips or Eyes: eyes
69. Hugs or Kisses: both
70. Short or Tall: taller then me
72. Romantic or Spontaneous: spontaneous
73. Good or Bad: just a lil more bad
74. Sensitive or Loud: sensitive
75. Hook-up or Relationship: Relationship for sure
76. Harley or Car: a car
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: troublemaker
-Have you ever-
78. Kissed a stranger: yes
79. Smoked: yes I do smoke trying to quit
80. Streaked: no
81. Ran Away From Home: yes
82. Broken a bone: no
83. Got an X-ray: yes
84. Got a bump on the head: yes
85. Broke Someone's Heart: yes
86. Dumped someone: yes
87. Cried When Someone Died: yes
88. Cried At School: yes
2. -Do You Believe In-
89. God: yes
90. Miracles: yes
91. Love at First sight: no
92. Ghosts: no
93. Aliens: no
94. Soul Mates: yes
95. Heaven: yes
96. Hell: yes
98. Kissing on The First Date: yes
99. Horoscopes: no
-Answer Truthfully-
100. Is there someone you're thinking about right now? Yes im always thinking bout someone
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92% of American teens today would die if Abercrombie & Fitch or Hollister said it wasn’t cool to breathe anymore. If you’re part of the 8% that would be laughing their butts off, put this in your profile.
AP Family:
Sisters:Anyajoellienne,Angelsurfer aka (Nikki),Moments Lostxxx aka (Caitlyn)
Mentor: BornWithAPen

Nicknames:Notice most of these are from one certain person the nickname is typed then the person its from if its from a certain person
Lunar:Michael(BornWithAPen)
Thumper:michael(BornWithAPen)
Luny:Michael
Ives:Michael
Birdee:Nikki(XpushXmeXagainx)
Bird of Paradise:Nikki
Lolli Pop:Cameron Anubis Forsaken
Iva
Jewel
Jailbait
BUT most just call me Ivy