WELCOME TO MY PAGE!!! Well i hope you in joy my poetry!!!
*Im taken but would love to be friends
*theres only so much a person can do in there life & im the kind of girl that will try to do it all.
*Im verry open
*im an ex cutter havent done it in like a year
*I have most exsperence with gurls
*ive done weed cigs
*i dont like hard core drugs
*i have 8 other sibs
*i have 13 cats & 2 dogs
*ive been raped twice
*ive been sexually asulted
*fav animal is snake
*i love vampiers
*i love writeing
*my 2 fav bands are evanescence,& likin park
*ive played clarinet
*my fav song is what ive done by linkin park
dedications
ceci-u are my twin. u know so much about & the same about me for u. u have seen me in my worst & best moments.u have seen me hrting & dieing. now u see me healing & liveing. i thank u for helping me so much & for staying by my side threw every thing.
Snuggles-you are my love and my life. you mean so much to me and i look foward to spending the rest of my life with you.
BRYCEN-your a great friend thanks for being there
boo-wow ur like my older bro. u make me smile when im sad. even though ur so far away im still here. thanks for every thing.
lu-wow u are like family youve taught me so much in life. even though youve made ur mistakes ur still like a brohter to me. im always gong to be here. wethere u need a shoulder to cry on or just a laugh.thank u
my sibs- wow u guys grow way to fast. i remember when all u were in dipears. u guys are more like my kids than my sibs. even though u guys like to get on my nerve i still love u guys.
T-bird-wow weve known eachother 4 ever. im mean sence kinder garden. u know my ups & downs. u know me more than any one. you have seen all my emotions & have been there threw all my problems.thank u
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
love all of u
tristy/pooh bear/baby girl/kat/big sis/kelc
HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG
>>I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
>>I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
>>I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
>>We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
>>I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
>>I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
>>I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
>>I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
>>We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
>>I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
>>I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
>>I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
>>I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
>>I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
>>I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
>>I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
>>I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.
>>I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
>>I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
*Repost this in your jounal if you believe homophobia is wrong.*
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HATE EMO? READ THIS: Isnt it funny that when you go to the shops with your friends you look down at the girl with black jeans and studs but smile at the girl wearing a a mini with a tshirt that barely cover anything? Isnt it funny you can change your music taste to impress a guy/girl but when it comes to a girl/guy who likes her/his own music and her/his own style, you give her/him a mouthful? ISNT IT FUNNY that a guy can get away with being a gangsta but the emo gets a mouthful from everyone, are you laughing? Isnt it funny an emo can be quiet all through the week but gets more *bunny* from everyone than the girl who sleeps around and sells her virginity? ISNT IT FUNNY that you dont mind your friends drinking, smoking but the minute someone mentions emo music you can give them a lecture on melodramatic teenage outcasts? im not laughing. ITS SO FUNNY that you and your friends can make a girls/guys life hell and not know anything about the silent battle she/he might be fighting. ISNT IT FUNNY that you can call emos, punks, goths the retards but still manage to get through your day without an inch of guilt in your heart. HOW YOU CAN CALL A GIRL/GUY A POSER, HOW CAN YOU SAY "YOUR NOT EMO" OR "ATTENTION SEEKER" WITHOUT SPENDING A SECOND TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHY THERE ARE CUTS ON HER/HIS WRISTS AND WHY SHE/HE SPENDS HER/HIS LUNCHTIMES CRYING INSTEAD OF LAUGHING WITH HER/HIS FRIENDS ,...KEEP ON LAUGHING isnt it funny you can say and do all this without any idea of what is going on in this persons life without knowing her/his situation with her/his friends or her/his family or her/his LIFE BRAVE ISNT GOING UP ON STAGE AND STRIPPING BRAVE IS NOT SAYING A SPEECH OR DUMPING YOUR BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND BRAVE IS GOING TO SCHOOL ON MUFTI DAY AND NOT FOR A SECOND CARE WHAT THE *bunny*S AROUND YOU ARE SAYING ABOUT YOUR CLOTHES ITS LISTENING TO YOUR OWN MUSIC AND BEING PROUD OF IT ITS GOING THROUGH EVERY DAY WITH THE THINGS PEOPLE SAY TO YOUR FACE AND BEHIND YOUR BACK AND YOU STILL KEEP QUIET.
if you hate stereo types read- so if i like the same sex im a fag or queer or if i have sex just once im a *bunny*. if i dress different or look difrent im a freak. When you call me cracker then i say the n word im automaticly races. so whats it to you. or if im boyish & not girlie im a lesbian if my friends are gay then i must be that too. if i have a baby at a young age i must be a *bunny*. if im Mexican i must be getting pregnant. or if im a whitegirl & draw on my eyebrows i must be a wanna be Mexican. if im quite i must be a wired or if i have a lot of siblings my mom must be a *bunny* if im anything different from you im not human. look around you open your eyes. No ones perfect not even you. i apologize for looking down on anyone. i know i do. i under stand how ti feels to be different & wrong. so every one just be you.
if you believe these words are true repost this on your page
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80% of Americans say "I LOVE YOU".
20% actually mean it.
If you honestly are in the 20%, paste this into your profile
"92% of American teens today would die if Abercrombie & Fitch said it wasn't cool to breathe anymore. If you're part of the 8% that would be laughing their butts off, put this in your profile."
I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.
I'm BLACK, so I MUST carry a gun.
I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty.
I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be smart.
I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.
I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.
I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.
I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bunny
I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST have a problem with self control.
I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.
I'm an ATHEIST, so I MUST hate the world.
I DON'T HAVE A RELIGION, so I MUST not have morals.
I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.
I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.
I'm JAMAICAN so I must smoke weed.
I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.
I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.
I TAKE ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.
I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.
I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.
I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store.
I'm NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage
I'm PREPPY, so I MUST shun those who don't wear Abercrombie & Hollister.
I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a stuck up bunny.
I'm on a DANCE team, so I must be stupid, stuck up, and a bunny.
I wear skirts a lot, so I MUST be a bunny.
I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.
I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive.
I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob.
I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth.
I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a stupid ditz.
I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend.
I'm CUBAN, so I MUST spend my spare time rolling cigars.
I'm MEXICAN, so I MUST have hopped the border.
I'm NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy.
I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MARRIED MAN, so I MUST be a home-wrecking bunny.
I'm a TEENAGE MOM, so I MUST be an irresponsible bunny.
I'm POLISH, so I MUST wear my socks with my sandals.
I'm ITALIAN, so I must have a big peter.
I GOT A CAR FOR MY BIRTHDAY, so I MUST be a spoiled brat.
I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin.
I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life
I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.
I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention.
I'm INTO THEATER ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.
I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be bunny them all.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be gay.
I HAVE BIG BOOBS, so I MUST be a bunny.
I'm COLOMBIAN, so I MUST be a drug dealer.
I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.
I'm RUSSIAN, so I MUST be cool.
I'm GERMAN, so I MUST be a Nazi.
I hang out with GAYS, so I MUST be GAY TOO
I'm BRAZILIAN, so I MUST have a BIG BUTT.
I'm PUERTO RICAN, so I MUST look good and be conceited.
I'm SALVADORIAN, so I MUST be in MS 13.
I'm POLISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm HAWAIIAN, so I MUST be lazy.
I'm a STONER, so I MUST be going in the wrong direction.
I'm a VIRGIN, so I MUST be a prude.
I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly or crazy.
I'm BLACK, so I MUST love watermelon and fried chicken.
I'm BI, so I MUST think every person I see is hot.
I'm ASIAN, so I MUST have a small penis.
I'm a GUY CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be gay.
I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.
I'm PREP, so I MUST be rich.
I don't FLIRT WITH GUYS AT SCHOOL ao I MUST be gay.
I dont like the SUN so I MUST be albino.
I have a lot of FRIENDS, so I MUST love to drink and party.
I wear tight PANTS and I'm a guy, so I MUST be emo.
I wear BOY'S CLOTHES so I MUST be a lesbian.
I'm POSTING THIS so I MUST be a groupie.
~*Post this in your profile if you think stereotyping is just plain wrong*~
*Im taken but would love to be friends
*theres only so much a person can do in there life & im the kind of girl that will try to do it all.
*Im verry open
*im an ex cutter havent done it in like a year
*I have most exsperence with gurls
*ive done weed cigs
*i dont like hard core drugs
*i have 8 other sibs
*i have 13 cats & 2 dogs
*ive been raped twice
*ive been sexually asulted
*fav animal is snake
*i love vampiers
*i love writeing
*my 2 fav bands are evanescence,& likin park
*ive played clarinet
*my fav song is what ive done by linkin park
dedications
ceci-u are my twin. u know so much about & the same about me for u. u have seen me in my worst & best moments.u have seen me hrting & dieing. now u see me healing & liveing. i thank u for helping me so much & for staying by my side threw every thing.
Snuggles-you are my love and my life. you mean so much to me and i look foward to spending the rest of my life with you.
BRYCEN-your a great friend thanks for being there
boo-wow ur like my older bro. u make me smile when im sad. even though ur so far away im still here. thanks for every thing.
lu-wow u are like family youve taught me so much in life. even though youve made ur mistakes ur still like a brohter to me. im always gong to be here. wethere u need a shoulder to cry on or just a laugh.thank u
my sibs- wow u guys grow way to fast. i remember when all u were in dipears. u guys are more like my kids than my sibs. even though u guys like to get on my nerve i still love u guys.
T-bird-wow weve known eachother 4 ever. im mean sence kinder garden. u know my ups & downs. u know me more than any one. you have seen all my emotions & have been there threw all my problems.thank u
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
love all of u
tristy/pooh bear/baby girl/kat/big sis/kelc
HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG
>>I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
>>I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
>>I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
>>We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
>>I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
>>I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
>>I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
>>I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
>>We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
>>I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
>>I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
>>I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
>>I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
>>I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
>>I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
>>I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
>>I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.
>>I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
>>I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
*Repost this in your jounal if you believe homophobia is wrong.*
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HATE EMO? READ THIS: Isnt it funny that when you go to the shops with your friends you look down at the girl with black jeans and studs but smile at the girl wearing a a mini with a tshirt that barely cover anything? Isnt it funny you can change your music taste to impress a guy/girl but when it comes to a girl/guy who likes her/his own music and her/his own style, you give her/him a mouthful? ISNT IT FUNNY that a guy can get away with being a gangsta but the emo gets a mouthful from everyone, are you laughing? Isnt it funny an emo can be quiet all through the week but gets more *bunny* from everyone than the girl who sleeps around and sells her virginity? ISNT IT FUNNY that you dont mind your friends drinking, smoking but the minute someone mentions emo music you can give them a lecture on melodramatic teenage outcasts? im not laughing. ITS SO FUNNY that you and your friends can make a girls/guys life hell and not know anything about the silent battle she/he might be fighting. ISNT IT FUNNY that you can call emos, punks, goths the retards but still manage to get through your day without an inch of guilt in your heart. HOW YOU CAN CALL A GIRL/GUY A POSER, HOW CAN YOU SAY "YOUR NOT EMO" OR "ATTENTION SEEKER" WITHOUT SPENDING A SECOND TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHY THERE ARE CUTS ON HER/HIS WRISTS AND WHY SHE/HE SPENDS HER/HIS LUNCHTIMES CRYING INSTEAD OF LAUGHING WITH HER/HIS FRIENDS ,...KEEP ON LAUGHING isnt it funny you can say and do all this without any idea of what is going on in this persons life without knowing her/his situation with her/his friends or her/his family or her/his LIFE BRAVE ISNT GOING UP ON STAGE AND STRIPPING BRAVE IS NOT SAYING A SPEECH OR DUMPING YOUR BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND BRAVE IS GOING TO SCHOOL ON MUFTI DAY AND NOT FOR A SECOND CARE WHAT THE *bunny*S AROUND YOU ARE SAYING ABOUT YOUR CLOTHES ITS LISTENING TO YOUR OWN MUSIC AND BEING PROUD OF IT ITS GOING THROUGH EVERY DAY WITH THE THINGS PEOPLE SAY TO YOUR FACE AND BEHIND YOUR BACK AND YOU STILL KEEP QUIET.
if you hate stereo types read- so if i like the same sex im a fag or queer or if i have sex just once im a *bunny*. if i dress different or look difrent im a freak. When you call me cracker then i say the n word im automaticly races. so whats it to you. or if im boyish & not girlie im a lesbian if my friends are gay then i must be that too. if i have a baby at a young age i must be a *bunny*. if im Mexican i must be getting pregnant. or if im a whitegirl & draw on my eyebrows i must be a wanna be Mexican. if im quite i must be a wired or if i have a lot of siblings my mom must be a *bunny* if im anything different from you im not human. look around you open your eyes. No ones perfect not even you. i apologize for looking down on anyone. i know i do. i under stand how ti feels to be different & wrong. so every one just be you.
if you believe these words are true repost this on your page
**********************************************************
80% of Americans say "I LOVE YOU".
20% actually mean it.
If you honestly are in the 20%, paste this into your profile
"92% of American teens today would die if Abercrombie & Fitch said it wasn't cool to breathe anymore. If you're part of the 8% that would be laughing their butts off, put this in your profile."
I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.
I'm BLACK, so I MUST carry a gun.
I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty.
I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be smart.
I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.
I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.
I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.
I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bunny
I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST have a problem with self control.
I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.
I'm an ATHEIST, so I MUST hate the world.
I DON'T HAVE A RELIGION, so I MUST not have morals.
I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.
I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.
I'm JAMAICAN so I must smoke weed.
I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.
I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.
I TAKE ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.
I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.
I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.
I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store.
I'm NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage
I'm PREPPY, so I MUST shun those who don't wear Abercrombie & Hollister.
I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a stuck up bunny.
I'm on a DANCE team, so I must be stupid, stuck up, and a bunny.
I wear skirts a lot, so I MUST be a bunny.
I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.
I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive.
I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob.
I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth.
I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a stupid ditz.
I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend.
I'm CUBAN, so I MUST spend my spare time rolling cigars.
I'm MEXICAN, so I MUST have hopped the border.
I'm NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy.
I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MARRIED MAN, so I MUST be a home-wrecking bunny.
I'm a TEENAGE MOM, so I MUST be an irresponsible bunny.
I'm POLISH, so I MUST wear my socks with my sandals.
I'm ITALIAN, so I must have a big peter.
I GOT A CAR FOR MY BIRTHDAY, so I MUST be a spoiled brat.
I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin.
I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life
I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.
I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention.
I'm INTO THEATER ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.
I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be bunny them all.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be gay.
I HAVE BIG BOOBS, so I MUST be a bunny.
I'm COLOMBIAN, so I MUST be a drug dealer.
I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.
I'm RUSSIAN, so I MUST be cool.
I'm GERMAN, so I MUST be a Nazi.
I hang out with GAYS, so I MUST be GAY TOO
I'm BRAZILIAN, so I MUST have a BIG BUTT.
I'm PUERTO RICAN, so I MUST look good and be conceited.
I'm SALVADORIAN, so I MUST be in MS 13.
I'm POLISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm HAWAIIAN, so I MUST be lazy.
I'm a STONER, so I MUST be going in the wrong direction.
I'm a VIRGIN, so I MUST be a prude.
I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly or crazy.
I'm BLACK, so I MUST love watermelon and fried chicken.
I'm BI, so I MUST think every person I see is hot.
I'm ASIAN, so I MUST have a small penis.
I'm a GUY CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be gay.
I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.
I'm PREP, so I MUST be rich.
I don't FLIRT WITH GUYS AT SCHOOL ao I MUST be gay.
I dont like the SUN so I MUST be albino.
I have a lot of FRIENDS, so I MUST love to drink and party.
I wear tight PANTS and I'm a guy, so I MUST be emo.
I wear BOY'S CLOTHES so I MUST be a lesbian.
I'm POSTING THIS so I MUST be a groupie.
~*Post this in your profile if you think stereotyping is just plain wrong*~
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- I'm a malachite opening poet for 446 comments.
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- I am a 16 year old girl (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm student.

- I am in the groups All Those Against Gay Murder, Bi Gurls, Bi pplz, GLBTeens, Gay Lesbian and Bisexuals Group, My Chemical Romance The Black Parade, Raped and Abused, Razors and Raindrops, abuse victims and survivors and all against abuse, cutters and bleeders, for Those Who Love Anything Dark, kids with screwed up parents or families, scars can heal
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