LostInHell• Show poetry

I am 14 years old
I am a student
I have a very few amound of friends, and half of them love me for who i am and not for what they want me to be, unless that is me that they want me to be, and they love me for what i am,
I love school i suck at something but still love it
I have like the worst life, (but i do no others have it twice as bad as me)
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My Best Friends Forever, even if i don't know them the best that have accounts here:

angelgirligirl
sweetestsin
dolphinangel
DeamonLuv
DemonAngel
stardustangel
smoothkitty  
HellsAngel323
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I have been having a lot of problems with my family, and friends, and i have actually been having a couple problems with my grades. But when i write poems, i always write about what i feel inside. I never write things when i am just bord, unless i really feel like writing. If i am having problems then yeah i do write if i am bord. It helps me a lot when ever I have problems and stuff. I can write what ever I want to with out rhyming. I don't have to keep my feelings inside me, I can talk to my friend this way I can talk to who ever I want to, I can talk about what ever I want to, with out being told, I don't want to hear about it right now. I don't have to keep everything a secert. I can write poems then have room inside for me to open up more.
I got introduced to poem writing by dolphinangel. She is so good at writing poems, she isn't by biolagical sister but she is still my sister and my friend and I love her so much. i like to write things about her and our friend ship infact, i don't have any but one poem that i have writen about our friendship, but um... she has a couple poems aout me, and my b/f and all that great stuff. Then another person on here that isn't me biological sister, but she is my friend enough that i love so much as a sister too. here account on here is angelgirlgirl she is a very wonderful writer, and i think you would thnk so too,
Even though i do have two sister on here that aren't biolgical, i do have a little brother which is 7 and he is my bioligical brother, i live him so much, he lives with my mom, and step dad, in a dif. state then me, i don't get to see them all of the time but i do still get to see them every little once in a while, i love getting to see them.
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In my own opinion now that I am out of school, and in a different state, I am able to breath and think about how much better my life is than a lot of people out there. I don't have a near as bad life as I think I do, I just wish that other people would realize this too. I have a way better life then other people and I know that there are alot of other people in this world that would do anything to wear my shoes everyday, and beable to go home to a family that live under a celing with there own bed room, a family that loves them, beable to go to school to friend and teachers that them them!!!
I just wish people would realize the more that they think about how *bad* their life is, they will just keep diging a hole, I did that and at this point I don't have any holes in my ground anymore. I am with my mom for the summer, and I chose to go to her home because, I want to spend my spare time wisely, and spend it the best as possible while I am still young.....
I am with my mom for the summer so I can get to know her, my step dad, and little brother a lot more than I do while I am typing this but I already know quite a bit about my mom now I just need to learn more about my step dad and brother. I also wanted to come here, so I *could* get away from everything back at home, and learn how to breath without everyone breathing down my neck, telling me not to do this and that, and I need to start doing this better, and I need to quite doing that, and I am so glad I don't have to be at home right now because I want, *I want* to be with my mom, step dad, and brother!!! I might have to move here someday, and if I do I don't want it to be harder on me having to make new friends, so while I am here I plan on trying to make a couple friends, so I will have them for the summer, and when ever I comeover here and my other breaks during school, and if I move over here I won't have to worry about making friends!!!
I just want you to know, mom, that I have made sure I don't have any holes on my ground and I also want you to know I *am* going to put more of am effort towards school next year, and I will put an effort enough that I will, I repeat, I WILL go to Lagoon next year no matter what. My G.P.A. will be the best it ever has been and that is no lie, I will ask for help if I need it, I will chalenge my self to bigger advanced goals, so I WILL be modivated...
I have one thing to say,
I WILL.....
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This is my favorite comment I have gotten on one of my poems:
We all live life...Why?
I loved this comment and it totally answered my questioning, I just thought that I should let any and everyone read this comment and please read the poem too, because the comment fits perfect....
happylmc (im) made a comment on We all live life...Why? (reply):
'well, I don't know if you actually wanted an answer but... We live to help each other. We live to experiance the world God made for us. We live so that we can all choose our fates. We live so that we can decide wetehr or not we want to beleave in God. God wants to give evryone that opportunity. He wants us to be allowed to decide for ourselves wether or not we want to be in eturnal communion with him. That is why, to my knowledge, we live. Nice poem, I really liked it.'
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Now here are a few songs that I have thought in the past fit my personality, or I would like to dedicate to someone, or just my favorite songs.........
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~+~+~Numb~+~+~
~*~Linkin Park~*~
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~My life*s* Theme Song
[x] Nobody's Home [x]
[X] Avril Lavigne [X]
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Teen Drinking, is very bad
Yo I got a fake id tho
Yea(Hot, Hot, Hot), Yea, Yea
Yo, two step wit' me, two step wit' me
Everybody in the club gettin' tipsy)
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A Favorite:
By:    Blink 182
Song:  I miss you
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Fav. quote:
Every heart that has beat strongly and cheerfully has left a hopeful impulse behind it in the world, and bettered the tradition of mankind.