Lost-N-Found• Show poetry

Weekly Advice From..... The Devil's Mistress!!

You should have a brain not to do stupid things before you do them.....JESY!!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

BOREDOM CONSUMES THE YOUNG!!!!

I don't know really much to tell you, but I'm 14. I am not really Jewish, I found that out by reasearching my family history... I am German, I'm related to HITLER... It's great!!, Scottish, Irish, Dutch, and English... well of course I'm American as well... So now to all of you who know me I'm not Jewish... so you can quit calling me that... No I am not really Jewish... I am Wiccan... I have been for the past couple of months, I was converted by someone, a friend. I've had too many problems in this product you might call life. I've been raped, been milested, abused, and anything else you can think of. I was in love once and that messed up because he cheated on me 4 times and I couldn't exactly kill him for it because I don't want to kill anyone unless they really deserve it. I lived and died, been loved, hated, envied, and everything else. I write mainly to escape the life that I don't like. You could come to my house and say that I was nuts for saying that, but it's just an act while we have company. It's hell after you leave. My mom's an alcholic bitch and my step-dad tries to preach to me about christ, well jesus or god didn't exaclty make my life just peachy. I'm just a twisted girl who has been used and abused. Let's just face it...life really sucks! Oh and by the way... I'm taken so don't even ask!

All the peoples in the crew!!!
lost-cause~~~Emily- a great friend, but she has her moments...
short but sweet~~~Alex- a great friend that doesn't know the answer of "NO", but hey it's Alex, you've got to love her...
derfuhrer~~~Bobby- my boyfriend, very weird, but I still love him...
deathbeforgotten~~~Jesy- a very good friend close enough to be my brother, but an asshole at times...
twistedsorrow~~~Gina- a close friend that doesn't trust me...
King-Of-Hearts~~~Mason- a good friend, I don't know what to say about him...
Suicidal Nightmare~~~Josh- a good friend and crazy most of the time...
beautifulcurse~~~Tabatha- one of my closest friends that helps me and gives me great advice even though she doesn't know it...
acidic question~~~Chad- a cool friend that likes to make trouble and watch my back...
seduction with sin~~~Ashley- another close friend that is great in so many ways...
satansobsession~~~Melinda- a great friend to me that has always been there and always helped me out of trouble..my secret lover ( shhhh.. )...
freekeyfreak~~~Kritstin- bitches alot, but she's cool most of the time.
little-shroombaby69~~~Kayla- a very good friend, like my daughter, hurt her and I'll kill you...
flesh~~~Aaron- a very good friend that is the shortest in the group, but you still have to notice him...
forgotten warrior~~~Jewell- another one of my closest friends, always there to help and makes me laugh alot..another secret lover, but still..( shhh.. )...
TaintedDarkness~~~Emily(JG)- a cool friend of mine, don't know her that well, but she's still nice...
dimensionaldarkness~~~Shittles- a good friend, but weird at times.
XxTaintedLoveXx~~~Brandi- a good friend of mine, quiet most of the time, but once she starts to talk, she won't stop..another secret lover, but same as the rest..( shhhh.. )..
also Tim- one of my ex- boyfriends that I should have given up to begin with because I'll always end up hurting him... , but he wouldn't give me his name at the time he had one..
and a few others I can't seem to recall, if I forgot you I'm sorry leave me a message and I'll add you.
All of the messages beside their names are true about them... some may hurt you and some may make you happy, but hey it's the truth and I don't seem to care...

And for the buddies who don't have an AP name or know what the it is...
Tommy--- annoying as hell...
Nelly--- same for you as it is for Tommy...
Brian--- I am sorry about you and Robin...
Yea well... I don't really remember any more... so yea I'm sorry, but you can't tell me if your not on here because you'll probably never see this page or you don't have a computer to see it. So...

My Favorite Songs~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Broken
Seether feat. Amy Lee

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel light when you’re gone away

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel light when you’re gone away
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
My Plague
Slipknot

I'm in conniptions for the final act you came here for
The one derivative you manage is the one I abhor
I need a minute to elaborate for everone the
Everyday bullshit things that you have done

Your impossible ego ** is like a
Megalomaniacal tab on my tonque
Youu touch me I will rip you apart
I'll reach in and take a bite out of that
Shit you call a heart...

I don't mind being ogled,ridiculed
Made to feel minuscule
If you consider the source,it's kinda pitiful
The only thing you really know about me is...
...that's all you'll ever know

I know why you blame me(yourself)
I know why you plague me(yourself)

I'm turning it around like a knife in the shell
I wanna understand why,but I'm hurting myself
I haven't seen a reasons to stop it
I can't just drop it
I'm just a bastard,but at least I admit it
At least I admit it

I know why you blame me(yourself)
I know why you plague me(yourself)

The Beautiful People
Marilyn Manson

I don't want you and I don't need you
don't bother to resist, I'll beat you
It's not your fault that you're always wrong
the weak ones are there to justify the strong

the beautiful people, the beautiful people
it's all relative to the size of your steeple
you can't see the forest for the trees
you can't smell your own shit on your knees

Hey you, what do you see?
something beautiful, something free?
hey you, are you trying to be mean?
if you live with apes man, it's hard to be clean

there's no time to discriminate,
hate every mother
that's in your way
the worms will live in every host
it's hard to pick which one they eat most

the horrible people, the horrible people
it's as anatomic as the size of your steeple
capitalism has made it this way,
old-fashioned fascism will take it away

(chorus)
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~