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If my author page is being hard to read because everything's running together, it's not my fault the computer is being stupid. Everything shows up ok when I click edit account but when it's done it doesn't have any of the enter spaces. Sorry.

Last time updated: June 25, 2007



I'm updating right now so the info above this is way off.














Allison J. Scott

August 4, 1989 - January 5, 2007


She will be missed

but her presense lingers through her poetry

(aka) Cacophony of Chaos


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R.I.P Cynthia Elliott
June 19, 2007

You'll be missed by many people who loved you and always will love you. You were a kind and caring person.
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http://www.buzznet.com/www/search/videos/my%20immortal/




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>>>>>>>ITS OKAY TO CRY<<<<<<<<


Hi! My name is Jennifer. I live in Chilton, Wisconsin.
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People have told me I'm "Gothic" and "Emo" alot. If you want ot label me I guess that's what I am. Up until about 6th grade I was the smart one. Guess that would have made me a "nerd". In case you couldn't tell from the way I used the " " , I'm against people labeling each other. I don't think I"m "goth" or "emo" by the way. It's just what I've been told.
My poems usually won't rhym, sometimes they will.I write whatever happens to come to my mind, or what ever I notice in life. If some one died, I write about death.If someone hurt me, I'll write about that. If I'm happy, I'll write a happy poem or one about hope. Or, because I'm weird I'll still write dark. I like looking at life, and am usulay pretty quiet in life (unless I'm with my friends). The plus side is that when I'm quiet I can think about things and try to figure out things like:

1. Why do people do the things they do?/ What makes people do the things they do?

2.What is the reason in death and is there really a heaven and a hell?

3. Why does everyone always fight, even when they don't realize they are?


4. What religion is real?/ Are all religions really the same and just connected and interpreted different ways?


5. Why do people always judge others?





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Things like that.



What I look like: (and other stuff)

eyes: change color, usually brown or green

hair:brown

height: not sure exactly, almost 6 ft. I think

skin coler: pale/pure white (it's scary, some people think I'm a vampire. No, actually itn's not scary, it's funny.)

cloths I wear: jeans, no matter how hot it gets and a T-shirt. I don't like wearing socks or shoes.

What I like to do in my spare time: write poetry (duh), play with animals at the Humane Society, annoy people (only if I get really bored), climb trees, read, draw, write stories.....what else....sometimes I write letters, I look at other peoples auther pages to see if there's anything interesting I could add to mine.....that's all people!!!

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My talents:

-drawing

-i can play piano

-the school says I'm good at math (I don't think I am though)
-I won first place in the chess tournament when I was in 5th grade and in 7th I won third place. I didn't place last year (8th grade)because I lost to Matt who wound up winning first.


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My likes:

Music-



Three Days Grace

Green Day

Fallout Boy

Evenessence

Linkin Park

All American Rejects

Avril Lagvine

Those were just my favorites, I like songs by a lot of different artists but usually only on or two by each artist.


Nature

Family
friends I know I can trust (I've been hurt by best friends alot before, especially 7th grade)



Colors:

Black, silver, and red (in that order)



Hates:

People who think that they are really popular and arn't (if they act like it)

Popular people that are mean to everyone

People who talk and won't shut up for more than a minute

People who try to get into fights with me (verbal or physical)

People who made it their life goal to try and outdo me

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Past names I’ve used:
Angel for Death
Maryian Warrior
AkM Maryian Warrior

I’m updating my author page right now, so if it has something repeated twice because I forgot to delete one of themn, let me know so I can correct it. Thanks


I have always believed in spirits and ghosts. One of my teachers saw one and after she told us that one of my frinds saw a ghost/ spirit that night when she went to bed.

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I've been to Australia for 2 weeks with people to people (student ambassador program) last year from July 1 -15 (2005). It's very pretty there. I've made lots of friends there and I don’t keep in contact with them very much anymore. I used to though. The trip gave me pretty cool memories and pictures.



I go to Camp Anokijig every summer. It's in Plymouth, WI. Here's the website for it:

anokijig.com/

If you want to look at the pictures, I was there weeks one and two.

Jail Rock is my favorite horse there. Here’s a picture one of the staff sent me:

www.kelseyworld.com/camp2/chief.JPG

Jail Rock's the grey one.

http://s248.photobucket.com/albums/gg168/pocketslady/?action=view¤t=ivelolharele060.jpg




I always try to answer all comments/ questions a.s.a.p. if i can think of an answer.

I write poetry to express my feelings. If you don't like them, i don't care. that's how i feel.

I hope you like reading my poetry.



I joined this site to see what other people think of me and my poetry and I hope to make some new friends.

Darkness
Blackness
Coldness
Red, blood
Black, nightmare
Cold, chamber
Blood feels so right
Black of a nightmare I had last night
Clodness of a cool chamber your stuck in
You cant escape the feelings
Of what is gonna happen
You live a lie, a story to be told
Your horror, humerus to those who do not know
IF THIS IS YOU PUT THIS ON YOUR PAGE


Have I ever.......?
() Smoked a cigarette
() Drank so much you threw up
() Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) Been arrested
( ) Gone on a blind date
() Skipped school
( ) Seen someone die
( ) Been to Canada (I live here) IGLOOS!!!
(x) Been to Florida
( ) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
(x) Been lost
(x) Been on the opposite side of the country
(x) Gone to Washington , DC
(x) Swam in the ocean
(x) Felt like dying....
(x) Cried yourself to sleep
(x) Played cops and robbers
() Recently colored with crayons
() Sang karaoke badly
(x) paid for a meal with only coins
(x) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
() Made prank phone calls
(x) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) Laughed until liquid came out of the other end
(x) Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
() Danced in the rain
(x) Written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) Been kissed under the mistletoe
( ) Watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(x) Blown bubbles
( ) Made a bonfire on the beach
( ) Crashed a party
(x) Gone roller-skating
() Ice-skating

1. Any nicknames? nope
2. Mother's name: Kathy
3. What is your favorite non alcoholic drink? Dr. Pepper
4. Tattoos? nope
5. Body piercing? ears
6. How much do you love your job? what job?
7. Birthplace: I forgot
8. Favorite vacation spot? I went to Australia without my family so either that or Camp
9. Ever been to Africa ? no
10. Ever eaten cookies for dinner? yeah
11. Ever been on TV? no
12. Ever steal any traffic signs? no
13. Ever been in a car accident? no
14. Was it your fault? huh?
15. 4 Doors? 4 doors? what?
16. Salad dressing? yuck
17. Favorite Pie? CHERRY PIE
18. Favorite number? 7, 13, or 21
19. Favorite Movie?! I don't know...Dead Silence was pretty good. I lik horror or comedy
20. Favorite Holiday? Halloween ~grins evilly~
21. Favorite alcoholic drink? don't drink (I'm 14)
22. Favorite Food? lots
23. Favorite day of the week? Saturday
I WANT AN AP FAMILY SO IF YOU ARE LOOKING FOR ONE AND WANT ME IN YOURS IM ME OR LEAVE A COMMENT. THIS IS IN ALL CAPITAL LETTERS SO THAT IT IS MORE NOTICABLE!!!!!!!!!



wow...that actually works...OK Here's who I got so far:





My sisters:
Beautiful--Angel
http://allpoetry.com/Beautiful--Angel
This is one of my favorite sisters ~sends 's ~



AutumnAADTWinstrom
http://allpoetry.com/AutumnAADTWinstrom

XRazorzxLullabyX

allpoetry.com/poets/XRazorzxLullabyX

My newest and bestest sister so far: Nephlim:
http://allpoetry.com/Nephlim

BloodRedTears66613

http://allpoetry.com/BloodRedTears66613

lilacgold
http://allpoetry.com/lilacgold

XXFalsexPretenseXx
http://allpoetry.com/xXFalsexPretenseXx

FreshPrincess of NJ
http://allpoetry.com/FreshPrincess%20of%20NJ

My mom: -TaKe Me 2 a DReaM-

allpoetry.com/Poets/-TaKe%20Me%202%20a%20DReaM-

This link doesn't work anymore. I don't know who she is, but I think she decided to leave AP.



My cousin: XXMutilatedxAngelXX

allpoetry.com/poets/XXMutilatedxAngelXX

My other cousin: Bloved
http://allpoetry.com/bloved

Faithful-star
http://allpoetry.com/faithful-star

My newest cousin:an-american-idiot
http://allpoetry.com/an-american-idiot

My Aunt: Iohagh

allpoetry.com/Poets/Iohagh



My other Aunt: Devilish Apatite

allpoetry.com/Poets/Devilish%20Apatite



My Fairy God Mother: Melodies

allpoetry.com/poets/Melodies


Friends I've met online (that aren't family):
Darc Raven:
http://allpoetry.com/Darc%20Raven

REAL LIFE FAMILY IS:
N3wl33Al1-Dad

Marellus Knight- younger brother


ROLE PLAY FAMILY:
sisters:
vampyrelover218
http://allpoetry.com/vampyrelover218

AutumnAADTWinstrom
http://allpoetry.com/AutumnAADTWinstrom
Aunt:
Devilish Apatite

allpoetry.com/Poets/Devilish%20Apatite







You better read all of these people poetry, they are all very awsome and cool poets and people!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And another note about all of them. If you hurt any of them in anyway I will find you and hurt you worse.

*Thanks for reading this and I don't care if you judge me, I got used to it a while ago.


Last time/person:

I hugged: my uncle

I had a crush on someone: right now

I danced with: Andrew

I read a book: today

I hung out with a friend: the last day of school

I checked my e-mail: today

I went to camp: the last two weeks of June of last year, but I’m going to be going again in about a week

Last time I went horseback riding: two weeks agbo, but I’m going tonight

I updated part of my author page: January 12, 2007

Last time I updated *all* of my author paged: June 25, 2007

Last song I listened to: Linkin Park - What I've Done
http://youtube.com/watch?v=8sgycukafqQ


MESSAGE!!! MESSAGE!!! MESSAGE!!! LET ME KNOW IF YOU THINK OF SOMETHING TO ADD!!!!!!! MESSAGE!!! MESSAGE!!! MESSAGE!!! LET ME KNOW IF YOU THINK OF SOMETHING TO ADD!!!!!!!



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What feeling do you represent?




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What Type of Soul Do You Have ?




As if you were born into a world of tears, you always tend to look at the darker things in life. Inside you crave attention yet push away society, and you're a hopeless romantic. Drawn to things like the occult and mysteries, you spend your time daydreaming.
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What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)




You're Element is Night. You're a bit of a loner loner who is very creative but never show your work to anyone. You may smile a little but sadness or loneliness surround you and other can feel it when they're near you. You have a dark or unusual beauty that makes you mysterious and you probably have a lot of secrets that you've never told anyone. You're beauty is intriging and unorthidox but the real thing that makes you special is your eyes. Something in them makes them like Diamonds in the Rough. (please forgive me if you cannot see the pics. If you go to my userpage then you can see your result picture at the bottom)
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What season are you? (pics)




You're a Winter. You very much enjoy your time alone but do like other people's company sometimes. You just need your space. You have a few priviledged friends who saw past your colder exterior to find the true you. You can have pretty bad mood swings (though you hate to admit it) so you could be soft one second then storming around the next! But over all, you're a very pleasant person once people take the time to get to know you. You're a good friend for in-depth talks. You're very talanted when it comes to creative things.(If you can't see the pics, go to my homepage and look near the bottom and find your result)
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What Color Angel Are You? (PICS)




You're a "Black Angel" which means your an Angel of Death. You don't really care much about people since no one was particularly nice to you and now you want revenge for their cruelty. You're always alone unless forced to be with other people and you love to cause trouble. You feel depressed a lot and don't have something that could cheer you up like most people. You don't find joy in people or the arts or any item or some sort. You have darker desires and you're very secretive. (If you cannot see the picture, go to my homepage and scroll down near the bottom. I have the results from all my quizess that have pics)
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Which Ultimate Beautiful Woman are You?




You are the hidden beauty
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What element would you rein over? (For Girls)




Goddess of the Night. Beautiful yet a strange darkness and sadness lurk about you.
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What Kind of Smile are You?




You're the sad smile,the one that regrets nearly everything and is constantly wondering about what could have been.You're not happy with your situation and usually blame yourself because of the bad things that have happened.Cheer up.
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What kind of Unicorn are you? (With beautiful pictures)




Your a dark Unicorn and you know it. Dark unicorns are outcasts, and are filled with greif and sadness, though few see it. Dark Unicorns horns aare blood red, but humans cannot see it, so they are often mistaken for a black horse. Dark Unicorns love to see others suffer and destroy things because of their anger. They are loners, and like it that way, and like to steal, kill, and other terrible things to show their ravage. Dark Unicorns are blood-thirst, very powerful creatures and should not be tempered with. But, they are known to show pity and mercy for children....
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You have a Lost Soul. No one is really sure what that can always mean, because it can be defined in many ways. As Legend goes, lost souls were the spirits of passed away people who are neither in heaven nor hell. They walk the earth, brooding mysteriously, always appearing when you expect it least. So hence, if you have a Lost Soul, then you are probably very insecure and shy. Stuck in your own little box, you watch the world fly by as a loner. You dont know your place. You seemingly dont have a place in society or an interest. You are a very capricious person, and are confused and frustrated about where you belong. You crave for the sense and feeling of home-but have not obtained it yet.
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What Color are your wings?(Mainly for Girls)Beautiful Pix!




You have Black Wings! Your feathers are dark, raven black, which can also be spiny and scaly. No one really knows why your feathers are this dark, because you always conceal yourself with a bubble. A great sadness surrounds you, and you take it out on others and the world. In Spite of your beauty, your inside is twisted and dead, because you were hurt so badly that youre heart couldnt take it. Before, your wings were white, and slowly, when your life was changing, so was the color. You have no friends, because you cant let anyone get too close to you. Grief fills your heart, though anger blinds your eyes.
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Would a light angel, vampire or dark angel fall for you?




The vampire is entranced by you and he just met you! Now thats power! Keep it up!(I'm running low on pictures of vampires, dark angels and angels... if you ahve any could you please give 'em to me? Much apperciated!)
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What Mythical Beast are you?




Your a Demon! Heh, really, what on earth did you answer? Oh well...Demons are evil, mischevious, spiteful, malicious, dark, or just plain bad creatures. They abide in shadows and cemetaries and to hide from wary eyes, become one with a shadow. Appearences may vary. Some are horned red or blac fearsoem creatures with whiplash tounges, others look like clogs of smog, and others look like cream and when it hits coffee kind of effect. Eitherway, Demons swoop around, causing jvoc and Choas, and have no good side. You have been warned.
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What elemental dragon are you?




You are an earth Dragon! You have a knack for Nature or animals, and are peaceful, careful, chariming, and optimistic. You can throw a tantrum now or then, but who doesnt? You value simple things in life, such as friends, familly, and Nature.
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What Mystical Creature Are You? (Pictures)




You're a Vampire. Vampires were the creatures of the night that were believed to live off of human blood. Count Dracula, being the most famous vampire, set the stereotype. They had dark hair and pale skin from being away from the sunlight. If they actually existed, it's very possible they had the skin disease that made you allergic to the sun so whenever the sunlight would hit it, it would hurt like crazy. They were usually snobbish and control freaks and kept werewolves as pets. (If you cannot see the picture, go to my userpage and look near the bottom. There should be the picture and description for all the results)
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*98% of teenagers have tried pot. If you are one of the 2% who hasn't, post this into your message*





"A shot to kill the pain

A pill to drain the shame

A purge to stop the gain

A cut to break the vein

A smoke to ease the crave

A drink to win the game

An addictions an addiction

Because it always hurts the same"



The more I think,
The more I cry.
The more I cut,
The quicker I'll die...



"One last thing, untill you go through it, you cant tell somebody weather its right or wrong, or that they should 'get over it'!! Don't judge somebody about somthing you no nothing about!! "
~Hopelessly-broken




~ The Ten Commandments of a Chemical Romance~

1.) Thou shalt not put a gun to thy lovers head

2.)Thou shalt be willing to die for love

3.)Thou shalt seek revenge on those who wrong you

4.)Thou shalt be a demolison lover

5.)Thou shalt unleash the bats

6.)Thou shalt protect thy lover from everything (even vampires)

7.)Thou shalt respect the lord,Ray

8.)Thou shalt sing the holy humns of my chemical romance

9.)Though shalt see beauty in bloody love

10)Thou shalt rock hard!! \../

[x] I'm single
[]I'm in a relationship
[] I've had someone cheat on me.
[] I've gone on a blind date.
[] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[] have a fear of commitment.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[] I've cheated in a relationship.
[] I've been the cheatee ( if that means that you were the person some cheated on their gf/bf with )
[] I've gotten divorced
[] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them
[] I've kept something from a past relationship.


Sexuality

[] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
[] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[] I am a cuddler.
[] I love to flirt.
[]I've been kissed in the rain. =]
[] I've hugged a stranger.
[] have kissed a stranger.


Honesty/Crime

[x]I am a terrible liar.
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[] I've snuck out of my house.
[ ] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[] I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've witnessed a crime.
[] I've been in a fist fight. (close to one though)
[] I've been arrested.
[] I've shoplifted


Drugs/Alcohol

[] I've consumed alcohol.
[] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[x] I can't swallow pills.
[] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[] I take anti-depressants.
[] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[] I'm addicted to adrenaline
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose
[] I'm addicted to self harm
[x] I've woken up crying.
[x] I've cried myself to sleep.


Death and Suicide

[] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[] I've seen someone dying.
[] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[] I've attempted suicide.


Random

[x] I can sing well.
[] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[x] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[] I am a morning person.
[] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[X] I'm a snob about grammar. (sometimes)
[x] I am a sports fanatic. (soccer)
[] I twirl my hair
[] have "x"s in my screen name
[x] I love being neat (jut not good at it)
[] I love Spam
[] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[x] I bake well.
[] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[] I would wear pajamas to school.
[] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun.
[] I am in love with love.
[] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[] I eat fast food weekly
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[]I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.(depending on where)
[] I love white chocolate
[] I bite my nails
[x] I play video games (sometimes)
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[]I'm good at remembering names.
[] I'm good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. (I have some, not much)
[]I have tried to join a circus and failed

[x] My answers are totally honest




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One of my favorite songs right now.....I can relate to it alot:

Jon Mclaughlin
Beautiful Disaster

She loves her mama's lemonade,
Hates the sounds that goodbyes make.
She prays one day she'll find someone to need her.
She swears that there's no difference,
Between the lies and complements.
It's all the same if everybody leaves her.

And every magazine tells her she's not good enough,
The pictures that she sees make her cry.

And she would change everything, everything just ask her.
Caught in the in between of beautiful disaster,
And she needs someone to take her home.

She's giving boys what they want, tries to act so nonchalant,
Afraid they'll see that she's lost her direction.
She never stays the same for long,
Assuming that she'll get it wrong.
Perfect only in her imperfection.

She's not a drama queen,
She doesn't want to feel this way, only seventeen but tired

She would change everything for happy ever after.
Caught in the in between of beautiful disaster,
But she just needs someone to take her home.

Cuz she's just the way she is, but no ones told her that's ok.

And she would change everything, everything just ask her.
Caught in the in between of beautiful disaster,

And she would change everything for happy ever after.
Caught in the in between of beautiful disaster,

But she just needs someone to take her home
And just needs someone to take her home.

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"92% of American teens today would die if Abercrombie & Fitch said it wasn't cool to breathe anymore. If you're part of the 8% that would be laughing their butts off, put this in your profile."

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*A girl and guy were speeding, on a motorcycle, over 90 mph on the road..
Girl: Slow down. I’m scared.
Guy: No, this is fun.
Girl: No, it’s not. Please, it’s too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? It’s bugging me.
(In the paper the next day)
A motorcycle crashed into a building because of break failure. Two people were on it, but only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his breaks broke, but he didn’t want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.
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I asked you if I was pretty, you said no. I asked you if I was fat, you said yes of course. I asked you if you wanted to be with me forever, you said no. I asked you if you would cry if I walked away, you said no. I had heard too much, and needed to leave and as I walked away ... you grabbed my arm and asked me to stay. You said, Your not pretty, your beautiful. The only thing about you big, or fat, is your heart. I don't want to be with you forever, I need to be with you forever. And baby, I wouldn't cry if you walked away...I would die.


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(O.o) This is Mr.Bunny Please Paste him on your page in order to help

(>"< Him with his mission to DOMINATE the world!!!

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I remembered what you said.
you told me not to drink, Mom
So I had a Sprite instead.
I felt proud of myself,
the way you said I would,
That I didn't drink and drive,
though some friends said I should.
I made a healthy choice,
and your advice to me was right
as the party finally ended,
and the kids drove out of sight.
I got into my car,
sure to get home in one piece,
I never knew what was coming, Mom
something I expected least.
Now I'm lying on the pavement,
And I hear the policeman say,
The kid that caused this wreck was drunk,"
Mom, His voice seems far away.
My own blood all around me,
as I try hard not to cry.
I can hear the paramedic say,
"This girl is going to die."
I'm sure the guy had no idea,
while he was flying high,
because he chose to drink and drive,
now I would have to die.
So why do people do it, Mom
Knowing that it ruins lives?
And now the pain is cutting me,
like a hundred stabbing knives.
Tell sister not to be afraid, Mom
tell daddy to be brave,
and when I go to heaven,
put "Daddy's Girl" on my grave.
Someone should have taught him,
that it's wrong to drink and drive.
Maybe if his parents had,
I'd still be alive.
My breath is getting shorter, Mom
I'm getting really scared.
These are my final moments,
and I'm so unprepared.
I wish that you could hold me Mom,
as I lie here and die.
I wish that I could say I love you, Mom
So I love you and good-bye.


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if you hate cheaters liars and posers, post this on your page for a quick kill.

Screw me over and i will stick your head on a pike, and leave you for the crows to eat.
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Too often, we lose sight of life's
simple pleasures. Remember, when
someone annoys you, it takes 42 muscles
in your face to frown, BUT, it only takes
4 muscles to extend your arm
and bitch-slap that mother@#$*!&
up-side the head.......

Pass it on!!!!

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ABORTION IS WRONG...

Month One
Mommy, I am only 8 inches long, but I have all my organs. I love the sound of
your voice. Every time I hear it, I wave my arms and legs. The sound of your
heart beat is my favorite lullaby.

Month Two
Mommy, today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me, you could
definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home
though. It is so nice and warm in here.

Month Three
You know what Mommy, I'm a girl !! I hope that makes you happy. I always want
you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad
too, and I cry with you even though you can't hear me.

Month Four
Mommy, my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine, but I will have a
lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my
fingers and toes, and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it
too.

Month Five
You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you. He said that I'm not a
baby. I am a baby Mommy, your baby. I think and feel. Mommy, what's abortion

Month Six
I can hear that doctor again. I don't like him. He seems cold and heartless.
Something is intruding my home. The doctor called it a needle. Mommy what is it?
It burns! Please make him stop! I can't get away from it! Mommy!! HELP me!! No .

Month Seven
Mommy, I am okay. I am in Jesus's arms. he is holding me. He told me about
abortion. Why didn't you want me Mommy?

Every Abortion Is Just . . .
One more heart that was stopped. Two more eyes that will never
see. Two more hands that will never touch. Two more legs that will never
run. One more mouth that will never speak.

......Abortion can cause alot of pain...think about the consequences and the fact that you will have guilt with you throughout your life.....Think about the babies...
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This is on my AP cousin's author page:



HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG

I am the guy who came out to the entire school in his senior speech and got a standing ovation for his courage.
I am the girl who kisses her girlfriend on the sidewalk and laughs at those who glare.
We are the couple who planned and studied and got a damn good lawyer and BEAT the state that wanted to take our child away.
We are the ones who took martial arts classes and carry pepper spray and are just too dangerous to gaybash.
I am the transgendered person who uses the bathroom that suits me, and demands that any complaining staff explain their complaint to my face in front of the entire restaurant -- and shares with my other trans friends which restaurants /don't/ raise a stink.
I am the mother who told her lesbian daughter to invite her girlfriend over for dinner.
I am the father who punished his son for calling you a fag.
I am the preacher who told my congregation that love, not hate, is the definition of a true follower of God.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn't have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
I am making a difference. Hate will NOT win.

REPOST THIS ON YOUR PAGE IF YOU BELIEVE HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG!!!

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HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG!!!!!!!



(((I might not be bi or gay or whatever, but that doesn’t mean I don’t think they should die just because they happen to love someone with the same gender. Besides, don't you love your parents? It isn't that much of a difference....)))



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my name is sarah I am but three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I can't speak at all I can't do a wrong Or else I'm locked up All the day long When I awake I'm all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home. When my mommy does come I'll try and be nice, So maybe I'll get just One whipping tonight Don't make a sound! I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlie's Bar. I hear him curse My name he calls I press myself Against the wall. I try and hide From his evil eyes I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry. He finds me weeping He shouts ugly words, He says its my fault That he suffers at work. He slaps me and hits me And yells at me more,I finally get free And I run for the door. He's already locked it And I start to bawl, He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall. I fall to the floor With my bones nearly broken, And my daddy continues With more bad words spoken. "I'm sorry!