i can not be sure how i describe myself to the people , because so many things that i do in my real life are at variance with my own emotional inclinations, i am a person bound by the opposing personalities and an enigma to myself.
- Last seen on Jun 20 9:58 PM. Member since May 28, 2006.
- I'm a lapisLazuli dream poet for 300 comments.
- I am a 28 year old guy (Pakistan)
- When I'm not writing, I'm a Army Officer.
- I have 300 comments, 11 poems
My Poetry
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O the rush of wretched heart / Steady! Steady! I cry / O the bliss of poignant eye / Steady! Steady! I cry / Many a league / Of shallow int22 lines, 5 comments, July 15, 2007. In Love
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She floats in brace of music
Strung by lithesome daisies -
In feral gales of yonder poles
And fake depths of ocean shoals -
Do not bid farewell, I am not dead
My love, no tears on my grave shed
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Lord voldemort : rejoinder to peace to happiness to life on November 3, 2008It has been so long since i visited this site. For some unavoidable reasons i couldnt get a chance to log on to AP and now when i do have the time i have just lost the urge to pen anything. A lot happened during the past two years or so. I got posted to waziristan, Pakistani tribal areas. I am not a hero by any stretch of imagination no sir, but yes i do know how to hold, point and fire. I was quite excited at first to be serving in those areas but when i left i wanted to get far away from that zone. It wasnt the fighting, and certainly not the fear of fighting it was infact the opposite, the lack of will to fight on the part of our senior officers. The common mantra was that we should be restrained in our response since we dont want to kill our muslim brothers. What brothers? those who are nothing but common criminals? or those who proclaim to be muslims but think of nothing while slitting the throats of their brethren?. I got sick of the whole drama, and who wouldnt when one day your friend goes away for his duty at a check post and gets killed. True men die in wars but not like that, when you refuse to send artillery support on the premise that it would cause collateral damage? or strike peace deals the very next day? because you are too busy in politics to concern yourself with these mundane things as capt Nauman, who i am sure would have died with a wireless in his hands pleading, begging for that damned artillery support which in your expert opinion would have caused collateral damage or the 25 men with him. God knows what were their last thoughts. Then we have Major Manan who captured that famous fort or rather recaptured it after launching a daunting counter attack only to be killed when the promised rescue party couldnt be despatched for God knows whatever reason. I wonder what was that general thinking while signing that damned peace deal with those damned militants, let me guess something like " ok so this is the Tiarza peak that we will hand over to them a peak that we retook after incurring some heavy casualties in the region of 500 or so... well who cares".
FOR ME SIR MY COUNTRY COMES FIRST, I AM A PAKISTANI FIRST AND ALWAYS AND IF , IF YOU LACK THE GUTS TO FIGHT WITH YOUR BLOODY BRETHREN MUSLIMS, THEN F**K OFF -
Hurt No More : Good stuff there!! on July 12, 2007cool lines sir.. m hooked
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S2ndQueen on October 27, 2006Hi darling! its been a long time and I dont know if you remember me, but im back and Im just dropping in to say hello! I was in the hospital for a special treatment program for my nerve disorder for six weeks or so! ive been back for a few weeks, but never had the time to come back on!
Hope you've been well! Im doing alot better now!
S2
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babys-no-angel on August 27, 2006thank you my lord for your kind comments xxx
