LonleyVixen• Show poetry

I have been a lover. I have been a fighter. I have been a slut. I have been a liar. I have been many things. I am a poet.

*R.I.P. Nicholace A. Drake a.k.a. fluffyvampire*
He was a brother, a lover, a father, and an angel that God was gracious enough to put here on earth for us to know, but as of January 30th, 2009, Fluffy's gone back to heaven. I never told him that he was more than a brother to me, and I never told him how I really felt. But he was my little shot of goodness when everything went wrong. No matter what was going on he would stop what he was doing and talk to me about it, and when he said it'd be okay, it always was. Even though I didn't know him for a very long time, Fluffy will always be in my heart. I love you, Fluffy. You were my brother/bestfriend/and my gaurdian angel. That's it. Everyone that knew him or was a good friend of him please message his sister who's using his account now and tell her how cool he was and stuff. She needs all the love she can get right now.

Family Motto between me and my mom:
"I'm not A bitch, I'm THE bitch"

I am a proud member of the Almighty Church of Foamy!

I'm a fifteen year old female from South Carolina, and I have been in and out of so many damn relationhips that I think I should know by now what heartbreak is. Don't write about it if it's ur first time experiencing it.

ANDDDDD: I ish a really good matchmaker, i bet i cud put eharmony out of business! lol. message me if u need help.

My Ap Family:

Husband: duckonahockeypuck (Justin)

Wifey: VampyreGoddess(Vampy)

Boyfriend: Paulie (XxBleedingxLiesxX)

Grandparents:
Eggeh (Grandma)

Parents:
NoFaithIncluded (Faith)
Nephlim (Nephy)

Aunts:
Tacosity (Hannah)
Enchanted Angel (Darcie)

Brothers and Sisters:
Brook
Yuna
fluffyvampire (Fluff)

Great-Grandparents:
Indefinitely Gio (Gio)

Kids:
Dustin(Fulabeans)

Grandkids:
AkashaBlackraven(Dustin's daughter)

Great Aunt:
Cassie (AlbinoNinjaPenguin)

Great Uncle:
Mak (just Mak. lol.)

Nieces & Nephews:
Trikaro (Justin)
kales411(Kale)

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This is Bob, Viagra didn't work for him.


heres my myspace:
www.myspace.com/heartbroke14


What flowers mean in Japanese
Hinagiku (daisy)-faith
Ajisai (hydrangea)-pride
Suiren (lotus) -far from the one he loves
Magnolia-natural
Poppy-fun-loving
Yuri (spider lily)-sweet
Hibiscus-gentle
Daffodil-respect
Zinnia-loyalty

Which flower r u?
I'm a Poppy!

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Grrrrrrrrr......kill the abuser ppls.......


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♥_♥_♥___♥_♥_ Put this
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__♥_____♥__ page if
___♥___♥___ you love
____♥_♥____ someone
_____♥_____ very much

...Have You Ever...
[_] Smoked a cigarette
[_] Drank so much you threw up
[X] Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
[_] Been arrested
[_] Gone on a blind date
[_] Skipped school
[_] Seen someone die
[_] Been to Canada
[X] Been to Florida
[_] Been to Mexico
[_] Been on a plane
[X] Been lost
[_] Been on the opposite side of the country
[_] Gone to Washington , DC
[X] Swam in the ocean
[X] Felt like dying....
[X] Cried yourself to sleep
[X] Played cops and robbers
[X] Recently colored with crayons
[X] Sang karaoke badly
[_] Paid for a meal with only coins
[X] Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
[_] Made prank phone calls
[X] Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
[_] Laughed until liquid came out of the other end
[_] Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
[X] Danced in the rain
[X] Written a letter to Santa Claus
[_] Been kissed under the mistletoe
[_] Watched the sun rise with someone you care about
[X] Blown bubbles
[_] Made a bonfire on the beach
[_] Crashed a party
[X] Gone roller-skating
[_] Ice-skating

About Me

[_] I'm single
[X]I'm in a relationship
[X] I've had someone cheat on me.
[_] I've gone on a blind date.
[X] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[X] I miss someone right now.
[_] have a fear of commitment.
[X] I have a fear of abandonment.
[X] I've cheated in a relationship.
[X] I've been the cheatee ( if that means that you were the person some cheated on their gf/bf with )
[_] I've gotten divorced
[X] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[X] I've told someone I loved them
[X] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[_] i've been molested and/or raped repeatdly by sumone i knew

Sexuality

[X] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
[X] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[X] I am a cuddler.
[X] I love to flirt.
[_]I've been kissed in the rain.
[X] I've hugged a stranger.
[_] have kissed a stranger.


Honesty/Crime

[X]I am a terrible liar.
[X] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[X] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[_] I've snuck out of my house.
[_] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[_] I am keeping a secret from the world
[X] I've cheated while playing a game.
[X] I've cheated on a test.
[_] I've run a red light.
[_] I've been suspended from school.
[X] I've witnessed a crime.
[_] I've been in a fist fight.
[_] I've been arrested.
[_] I've shoplifted


Drugs/Alcohol

[_] I've consumed alcohol.
[_] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[_] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[_] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[X] I can't swallow pills.
[_] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[_] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[X] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[_] I take anti-depressants.
[_] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[_] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[_] I'm addicted to adrenaline
[X] I've hurt myself on purpose
[_] I'm addicted to self harm
[X] I've woken up crying.
[X] I've cried myself to sleep.


Death and Suicide

[X] I'm afraid of dying.
[X] I hate funerals.
[X] I've seen someone dying.
[X] Someone I know has attempted suicide.
[X] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[_] I've attempted suicide.


Random

[X] I can sing well.
[X] I open up to others easily.
[X] I watch the news.
[_] I don't kill bugs.
[X] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[X] I curse regularly.
[X] I sing in the shower.
[X] I am a morning person.
[X] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[_] I'm a snob about grammar.
[_] I am a sports fanatic.
[X] I twirl my hair
[_] have "x"s in my screen name
[_] I love being neat
[_] I love Spam
[_] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[_] I bake well.
[X] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[X] I would wear pajamas to school.
[_] I like Martha Stewart.
[_] I know how to shoot a gun.
[X] I am in love with love.
[_] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[X] I laugh at my own jokes.
[X] I eat fast food weekly
[X] I believe in ghosts.
[_] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[_] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[_]I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[X] I am really ticklish.(eeverywhere, even my booty) lol.
[X] I love white chocolate
[X] I bite my nails
[X] I play video games
[X] I'm good at remembering faces.
[_]I'm good at remembering names.
[X] I'm good at remembering dates.
[X] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[_]I have tried to join a circus and failed

[X] My answers are totally honest

Repost this on your page and put X’s in the boxes that apply to you and _ that don’t