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First Name:
Jillian
Middle Name:
Elizabeth
Birthday:
02/ 06/ 92
Eyes:
Blue and Green (They are weird but everyone loves them)
Hair:
Well right now it’s black with red bangs but it’s normally dirty blonde/ brunette
Fav color:
Crimson red
Day/Night:
Night

FRIENDS AND LIFE
Do you ever wish you had another name?
Sometimes
Do you like anyone?
Yes, I have her!
Which one of your friends acts the most like you?
None… I’m very different
Who's the loudest?
Ashes
Who have you known the longest of your friends?
Ashes
Who's the shyest:
JP
Are you close to any family members?
Not really
When you cried the most:
When I hurt the one I love or remember my past
What's the best feeling in the world:
The love of my girl
Worst Feeling:
Losing her

FINISH EACH SENTENCE:
Let's walk on the:
Beach
Let's run through:
Woods
Let's look at the:
Puppies and kitties
What a nice:
Clear day
Where did all the:
Bread go??? (Joke between me and my lov)
Why can't you:
Just believe me…
Silly, little:
Mayonaka Tenshi
Tell me:
What you want me to do for you???

HAVE YOU:
Ran away from home:
Yes
Pictured your crush naked:
Yup
Skipped school:
Nope
Broken someone's heart:
Yup
Been in love:
And still am
Cried when someone died:
Yes
Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have:
Yup
Done something embarrassing:
Of course, that’s just me… lol
Done a drug:
Yup
Cried in school:
Yea

RANDOM
Your Good Luck Charm:
Thinking of my lov
Person You Hate Most:
To many to say…. But I guess James
Best Thing That Has Happened:
Getting my girl
Ice Cream:
Cake batter

WHO
Makes you laugh the most:
Erica
Has A Crush On You:
To many people to say…
Do You Have A Crush On Someone:
I have my girl

HAVE YOU EVER
Fallen for your best friend?:
Yes
Made out with JUST a friend?:
Yup
Kissed two people in the same day?:
Yea
Had sex with two different people in the same day?:
Nope… ever will
Been rejected:
Yes
Been in love?:
I am
Been used?:
All the time
Done something you regret?:
Yes… a lot
Cheated on someone?:
Yes… and I regret it every day
Been called a tease:
Always

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
You touched?:
Physically or mentally??? Idk
You talked to on the phone?:
Mother
You hugged?:
Erica (My amazingly gorgeous girlfriend)
You instant messaged?:
Idk… it’s been forever
You kissed?:
My lov
You yelled at?:
My little bros
Who text messaged you?:
My girl
Who broke your heart?:
Jameson
Who told you they loved you?:
*Erica*

Have you ever

General:
(x) Smoked a cigarette
(x) Drank so much you threw up
(x) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) Been arrested
(x) Gone on a blind date
( ) Skipped school
(x) Seen someone die
( ) Been to Canada
(x) Been to Florida
( ) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
(x) Been lost
( ) Been on the opposite side of the country
(x) Gone to Washington , DC
(x) Swam in the ocean
(x) Felt like dying....
(x) Cried yourself to sleep
(x) Played cops and robbers
(x) Recently colored with crayons
(x) Sang karaoke badly
(x) Paid for a meal with only coins
(x) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) Made prank phone calls
(x) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) Laughed until liquid came out of the other end

Have you:
(x) Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
(x) Danced in the rain
(x) Written a letter to Santa Claus
(x) Been kissed under the mistletoe
(x) Watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(x) Blown bubbles
(x) Made a bonfire on the beach
(x) Crashed a party
(x) Gone roller-skating
(x) Ice-skating

Relationships:
( ) I’m single
(x) I’m in a relationship
(x) I've had someone cheat on me.
(x) I've gone on a blind date.
(x) I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
(x) I miss someone right now.
(x) have a fear of commitment.
(x) I have a fear of abandonment.
(x) I've cheated in a relationship.
(x) I've been the cheatee (if that means that you were the person some cheated on their gf/bf with)
( ) I've gotten divorced
(x) I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
(x) I've told someone I loved them
(x) I've kept something from a past relationship.
(x) I've been molested and/or raped repeatedly by someone I knew

Sexuality:
(x) I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
( ) I've had a crush on a teacher.
(x) I am a cuddler.
(x) I love to flirt.
(x) I've been kissed in the rain.
(x) I've hugged a stranger.
(x) have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime:
(x) I am a terrible liar.
(x) I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
(x) I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
(x) I've snuck out of my house.
(x) I have lied to my parents about where I am.
(x) I am keeping a secret from the world
(x) I've cheated while playing a game.
(x) I've cheated on a test.
( ) I've run a red light.
( ) I've been suspended from school.
(x) I've witnessed a crime.
(x) I've been in a fist fight.
( ) I've been arrested.
(x) I’ve shoplifted.

Drugs/Alcohol:
(x) I've consumed alcohol.
(x) I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
(x) I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
(x) I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
( ) I can't swallow pills.
(x) I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
(No but I know I have it) I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
(x) I shut others out when I'm depressed.
(No but I should be) I take anti-depressants.
( ) I'm anorexic or bulimic.
(x) I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
(x) I'm addicted to adrenaline
(x) I've hurt myself on purpose
(x) I'm addicted to self harm
(x) I've woken up crying.
(x) I've cried myself to sleep.

Death and Suicide:
(x) I'm afraid of dying.
(x) I hate funerals.
(x) I've seen someone die.
(x) Someone I know has attempted suicide.
(x) Someone close to me has committed suicide.
(x) I've attempted suicide.

Random:
(x) I can sing well.
(x) I open up to others easily.
(x) I watch the news (occasionally).
( ) I don't kill bugs.
(x) I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
(x) I curse regularly.
(x) I sing in the shower.
( ) I am a morning person.
( ) I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
( ) I'm a snob about grammar.
( ) I am a sports fanatic.
(x) I twirl my hair
( ) have "x"s in my screen name
(x) I love being neat
(x) I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
(x) I bake well.
(x) My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
(x) I would wear pajamas to school.
( ) I like Martha Stewart.
(x) I know how to shoot a gun.
( ) I am in love with love.
( ) I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
(x) I laugh at my own jokes.
(x) I eat fast food weekly (parents fault)
(x) I believe in ghosts/spirits.
( ) I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
( ) I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
(x) I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
(x) I am really ticklish.(Everywhere)
(x) I love white chocolate
(x) I bite my nails
(x) I play video games (sometimes)
(x) I'm good at remembering faces.
( ) I'm good at remembering names.
(x) I'm good at remembering dates.
(x) I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
(x) I have tried to join a circus and failed

(x) My answers are totally honest

A Message To All The Emo Haters

isnt it funny that when you go to the shops with your friends you look down at the girl with black jeans and studs
but smile at the girl wearing a mini with a t-shirt that barely covers anything?
Isnt it funny you can change your music taste to impress a guy
but when it comes to a girl who likes her own style you give her a mouthful?
isnt it funny that a guy can get away with being a gangsta
but the emo gets a mouthful from everyone
are you laughing?
isnt it funny an emo can be quiet all through the week
but gets more *bunny* from everyone than the girl who sleeps around and sells her virginity
isnt it funny that you dont mind your friends smoking or drinking
but the second someone mentions emo music you can give them a lecture on melodramatic teenage outcasts?
im not laughing!
its so funny that you can call emos,punks,goths the retards
but still go through your day without an inch of guilt in your heart.
HOW CAN YOU CALL A GIRL A POSER, HOW CAN YOU SAY YOUR NOT EMO ORATTENTION SEEKER
WITHOUT SPENDING A SECOND TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHY THERE ARE CUTS ON HER WRISTS
AND WHY SHE SPENDS HER LUNCHTIMES CRYING INSTEAD OF LAUGHING WITH HER FRIENDS
keep on laughing
isnt it funny you can say and do all this without knowing her situation with her friends
or her family
or her LIFE
BRAVE ISNT GOING UP ON STAGE AND STRIPPING
BRAVE ISNT SAYING A SPEECH
OR DUMPING YOUR BOYFRIEND
BRAVE IS
GOING TO SCHOOL ON MUFTI DAY
AND NOT FOR A SECOND CARE WHAT THE "bunny"ES AROUND YOU ARE SAYING ABOUT YOUR CLOTHES
ITS LISTENING TO YOUR OWN MUSIC AND BEING PROUD OF IT
ITS GOING THROUGH EVERYDAY WITH THE THINGS PEOPLE SAY TO YOUR FACE
AND BEHIND YOUR BACK AND YOU STILL KEEP QUIET
ITS KNOWING WHAT YOUR "FRIENDS" ARE SAYING ABOUT YOU AND YOU STILL CALL THEM YOUR FRIENDS
BRAVE IS KNOWING THAT TOMMOROW ISNT A BRIGHT AND HAPPY FUTURE
ITS ANOTHER DAY OF DADGING RUMORS

*A girl and guy were speeding, on a motorcycle, over 90 mph on the road..
Girl: Slow down. I’m scared.
Guy: No, this is fun.
Girl: No, it’s not. Please, it’s too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? It’s bugging me.
(In the paper the next day)
A motorcycle crashed into a building because of break failure. Two people were on it, but only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his breaks broke, but he didn’t want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.
If you love someone this much put this on your site

FRIENDS: FAKE OR REAL????
FAKE FRIENDS: try to make you do something you don't want to
REAL FRIENDS: are the reason you don't have regrets
FAKE FRIENDS: call your parents Mr./Mrs.
REAL FRIENDS: call your parents DAD/MOM
FAKE FRIENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong
REAL FRIENDS: would sit next to you saying "Damn.... we f**ked up... but that s**t was fun!"
FAKE FRIENDS: never ask for food
REAL FRIENDS: are the reasons you never have food
FAKE FRIENDS: borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back
REAL FRIENDS: keep you stuff so long they forget it's yours
FAKE FRIENDS: know a few things about you
REAL FRIENDS: could write a book about you with direct quotes from you
FAKE FRIENDS: will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing
REAL FRIENDS: will kick the whole crowds a$$ that left you
FAKE FRIENDS: would knock on your front door
REAL FRIENDS: walk right in and say "I'M HOME!!"
FAKE FRIENDS: are for awhile
REAL FRIENDS: are for life
FAKE FRIENDS: will take your drink away when they think you've had enough
REAL FRIENDS:will look at you stumbling all over the place and say "B***h drink the rest of that you know we don't waste s**t
FAKE FRIENDS: will talk s**t to the person who talks s**it about you
REAL FRIENDS: will knock them out
FAKE FRIENDS: would ignore this
REAL FRIENDS: will send this to all their real friends and hope to get it back

Six signs your falling for someone
1. - as soon as you get online-whose name do you look at first
2. - when you hear your phone ringing-who do u hope is calling
3. - when a love song comes on the radio-who's face comes to your mind
4. - who's name makes your heart skip a beat every time you hear it
5. - who is it that you always find yourself thinking about-wondering if they're thinking about you
6. - the whole time you were reading this bulletin, there was only 1 person on your mind.....

Repost this as "Six signs you're falling for someone"
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-----///\\-----Plz
----///-\\\----Put This
---|||---|||---On Your
---|||---|||---account If
---|||---|||---You Know
----\\\-///----Someone
-----\\///-----Who Died or is dying
------///\-----Of
-----///\\\----Cancer
----///--\\\---Thanks for your support!

[][][]---[][][]--Put this
[][][]---[][][]--on your
[][][]---[][][]--page in
[][][]---[][][]--memory of
[][][]---[][][]--all those
[][][]---[][][]--who died
[][][]---[][][]--on 9/11 (SHOW SOME RESPECT)

-----///\\-----Please
----///-\\\----Put This
---|||---|||---On Your
---|||---|||---Profile If
---|||---|||---You Know
----\\\-///----Someone
-----\\///-----Who Has
------///\-----Diabetes
-----///\\\----Like My
----///--\\\---Girlfriend

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Put this on your page if your in love

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/////(|)\\\\\ if u are suicidal or know
/////(|)\\\\\ someone who is or died from
/////(|)\\\\\ suicide put this on ur page
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(>" )> Help Mr.Bunny in his Quest for World Dominaion!
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If you would jump in front of a bullet for your girlfriend, boyfriend,
ex-girlfriend, ex-boyfriend, best friend, family member, or just a
person you love, post this onto your page.

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[[ Put This On Your Page If you Were Abused Or Are Against Any Form Of It! ]]

......... , . - . - , _ , ...... A tribute to Vladmir....
......... ) ` - . .> ' `( ......the best Midnighter
........ / . . . .` . . ........we could have had,
........ |. . . . . |. . .| .... the best little emo baby,
......... . . . ./ . ./ ........and the kid that held Ember togther
........... `=( /.=` ...........you may have
............. `-;`.-' ..........,been small but you
............... `)| ... , ......were exactly what
................ || _.-'| ......we needed. your
............. ,_|| _,/ ........life would have never
....... , ..... || .' ..........been sad or boring...
....... | | ,. ||/ .............i hope you r hapy,
.... ,..` | /|.,|Y, ............litle Vladmir.
..... '-...'-._..||/ ...........Blessed Be in
......... >_.-`Y| ............your afterlife....
.............. ,_|| ............may you play
................ || ............in the fields of
................. || ...........summerland...
................. || ...........just like your mommy
................. |/ ............ wanted you too...
................................Jillian Motzer
-MAY 2, 2008
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YOU DON'T TASTE LIKE SKITTLES AT ALL!!!
if u don't get this....you are not smart enough to read my page
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(Another little thing from me..the vampire)
you think your going to hold me down well your not
you think your going to beat me but your not
you think that i will die in pain but i wont
you think that i wont fight but i will
you dont think i care but i do
you dont think im true your wrong
you dont think much and your are so bloody right

Ninety-five percent of the kids out there are concerned with being popular and fitting in. If you're part of the five percent who aren't, copy this, put it in your profile, and add your name to the list:
AnimeKittyCafe, Hyperactivley Bored, Gem W, Bara-Minamino, Yavie Aelinel, IwuvMyKenshyPoo, Heidiplease, iNsOmNiAc BiLlIe JoE lOvEr, Black Panther Warrior,Mina the Mischevious, SnowNeko, KylaMizuki, SkyeEyesSparkle7135, Ms.Misery.SouthernSecrets15. ChristinaXCuriosity, SecretButterfly, SilverRain09, Blood.Stained.Tears, Falling Star, Jackie 12,XxXDeath-WishXxX, Bella Cullen, XxXEmoXAngelXxX, XxYourxArchangelxX, Lizylace

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Post this on ur page if you luv MCR!!!!!

Im sorry if I don't meet your standards
I'm sorry if I'm not a *bunny*
I'm sorry if my boobs aren't big enough to "satisfy" your needs.
I'm sorry if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs
I'm sorry if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".
I'm sorry if I'm not taned enough for you
I'm sorry if I'm not a playboy model so I can't act like a porn star for you.
I'm sorry if I'm weird
I'm sorry that I write about you every day
I'm sorry if i don't have a dream body that turns you on.
I'm sorry if im not tall enough.
I'm sorry if I don't have sex with you on the first date.
I'm sorry if I'm annoying
I'm sorry if my hair is not long enough.
I'm sorry that im different from those other girls
I'm sorry i won't hang all over you, and be a complete tramp to make you happy.
I'm sorry that I actually care about you
and actually call to see how you're doing.

But most of all...

I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.
If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry".
If you're one of the FEW GUYS with enough balls to repost and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just the way you are"

Don't Label Me
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I'm Not A F ucking Soup Can!

Your perfect little girl dropped a grade on her report card.
Your perfect little girl yelled at you last night.
Your perfect little girl talked back to you again.
Your perfect little girl painted her nails black.
Your perfect little girl has lied to you all her life.
Your perfect little girl cries herself to sleep every night.
Your perfect little girl dated before she was sixteen.
Your perfect little girl was broken by a boy.
Your perfect little girl hates you.
Your perfect little girl has given up on life.
Your perfect little girl had a tantrum today
Your perfect little girl wants to run away.
Your perfect little girl has no real friends.
Your perfect little girl hasn't let you dry her tears.
Your perfect little girl disobeys you.
Your perfect little girl hates the world.
Your perfect little girl is hated by the world.
Your perfect little girl is very unhappy.
Your perfect little girl has become a disgrace.
Your perfect little girl...well she's not so perfect anymore...