Live 4 the Moment• Show poetry

The Names Ange, I'm anything but "ordinary", &if you don't like me, oh well I don't give a shit!  I've made plenty of mistakes, too many to count-but who hasn't? I believe everything that happens has its purpose and that everything we do acts like a stepping stone. (at least I try to believe that most of the time) When I don't believe that, I'm very negative. I'm a bigggg textaholic & music keeps me sane! I've wrote all my life. I just don't get to write as much as I would like because its a hard task trying to balance my school work, basketball games and practices and work in general! Mostly everything I write is deep and personal. I have a lot of flaws but I believe my biggest would be the fact that I tend to care too much. As a result I always end up hurt, at least thats how it alwayss feels! I build up walls. I don't believe any one person can be perfect! I have the ability to hate && love life simultaneously. (I know I'm akward) I'm also very random & I constantly overthink a lot of things. Sorry boys, I'm looking for female companionship only!  To me, the biggest turn offs in a girl is a girl that smokes and is ridiculously conceited. I'm not gonna lie, I'm a bigg romanticcc, I'm pretty much helpless when it comes to romance! I wouldn't change anything I've done & I sure as hell wont change for someone! If you haven't given me a reason to doubt you-I'm all game! I'm very open minded and I refuse to give up! I lovee quotes so here are some of my favorites:

"I'm sorry I wasn't right for you. Just what did you expect me to do? You know that I would have done anything for you." - The Ataris

 "How come you have enough time to go out and make others fall in love with you...but not enough time to pay attention to the one that already does?"

"Until the day I die, I'll spill my heart for you." -story of the year

"my whole life is about trying to forget the things I know I'll always remember." -Sonja Blundell

"I do not want to make reasons for you to stay, only reasons for you to return." - Jonivan

"If You only remember one thing in life, remember this; what's meant to be will always find a way, no matter what time tells all, act on good impulses, don't quit, never ignore the butterflies, and live without regret." -now&then

"I'm still waiting for the world to come crashing down ahead. And I'm still waiting for someone to call me up and tell me, 'You're dead.'" - the ataris, "how i spent my summer vacation" 

"It's amazing how long a love can last and how quickly it can end."

"we'd burn like the morning, then break like your heart. fall in love without warning just to fall back apart."

"I had a dream that you still loved me, I think I woke up screaming."

"Not only did I kiss you and have it mean everything to me, but I actually said 'I love you' with all my heart. And to know that you can just get up and do that to anyone makes me not hate you..but makes me realize I hate myself cause I let myself fall in love with you."

"You've got enemies? Good, that means
you stood up for something in your life."
       - Eminem

"Oh, I know I could say we're through and tell myself I'm over you, but even if I made a vow I promise not to miss you now and try to hide the truth inside I'd fail cause I, I just can't live a lie." - carrie underwood, "I just can't live a lie"

"And it feels like we're running out of time. And it feels like I'm the last thing on your mind. I can touch your skin, I can hear you breathe. Baby will you tell me what's wrong? Cause it feels like you're already gone." - Leann rimes, "it feels like"

"Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby? Right now I feel invisible to you. Like I'm not real. Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you? Why'd you turn away?" - Avril Lavigne

"We used to be so close but now we can be standing right beside each other and it feels like we're a million miles apart." - Meggan Riley

But the struggles make you stronger
And the changes make you wise
And happiness has its own way of takin it's sweet time

"because you kill me, you know you do, you kill me well, you like it too, I can tell, you never stop until my final breath is gone." -Hawthorne Heights, "Ohio is for lovers"

"I wonder how my world would look without you." - Juliana theory, "constellation"

"By the time you realize what you're losing, I'll be lost." - Down to You

"You don't die over a broken heart, you only wish you did."

"If you had it once, you can always get it back." - The Story of Us

 "I've lived too long with pain, I won't know who I am without it."

"i give myself three days to feel better or i swear i am driving off a fucking cliff because if i can't make myself feel better then how can i expect anyone else to give a shit." - bright eyes, "if winter ends"

"Broken bruised forgotten sore; too fucked up to care anymore." - Nine Inch Nails

"All my life I've always been so blue. Born to lose and now I'm losing you." - Bouncing Souls

"Man it takes a silly girl to lie about the dreams she has. Lord it takes a lonely one to wish that she had never dreamt at all." - dashboard confessional ,"carve your heart out yourself"

"It's times like this that I dread when there's everything to say, and nothing left to be said." - Third Eye Blind

"I told you I'd never say goodbye, now I'm slipping on the tears you've made me cry. Why does it come as a surprise? To think I was so naive. Maybe it didn't mean anything to you but it meant everything to me!"

"Some people will die for love; others will die because they lost it."

“I'm about as sick as you can get without actually dying.” -boy meets world

“I'm only up when you're not down. Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground.” –Taylor Swift

"What if I said what I was thinking? What if that says too much? When everybody's got a reason, I feel like giving up." - michelle branch, "find my way back"

 "Oh, yeah, yeah. If your definition of 'ok' is having the strong desire to draw a warm bath and slit your wrists, then I am peachy." - Dawson's Creek

"I used to cry because I didn't think I was loved, now I cry because I don't think I deserve to be."

  "Its no suprise to me , I am my own worst enemy
cause every now an then I kick the livin shit out of me" -lit

"I'd rather be a fuck up than a liar."

"i didn't want to admit it, it was easier to lie, and hide the hurt and emptiness; to smile instead of cry."

"i wake up in the night and i don't know where the bathroom is, and i don't know what town i'm in; or what sky i am under. and i wake up in the darkness and i don't have the will anymore to wonder." - ani difranco, 'dilate'

"the world's a roller coaster and i am not strapped in." -incubus

“when you find everything you've looked for, i hope your life leads you back to my door.” – Taylor Swift

"As much as I feel sad, I think it's the not knowing that really bothers me." - Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky

"I've redefined rock-bottom like several times tonight." - the oc

“And from that moment there was never any doubt: I had found the one that I had always dreamed about.”–Brad Paisley

"i had something better waiting ahead. i try to take control of my heart; i had something better, but i'll tear it down and i'll tape it up. by my own design I fall." - story of the year, "page avenue"

“I know she's not perfect but she tries so hard for me, and I thank god that she isn't 'cause how boring would that be? It's the little imperfections; it's the sudden change in plans; when she misreads the directions and we're lost but holdin' hands. Yeah I live for little moments like that.” –Brad Paisley

"It's not what you will say, it's what you have done to let this come between us. " - story of the year, "burning years"

 "There's no pain and no pleasure when you're too numb to feel." - bayside

"I never knew until that moment what it was like to loose something I never had!"

 "I'll be just fine pretending I'm not, I'm far from lonely and its all that I've got."-the used

"The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams."

"Life isn't about the amount of breaths you take-its about the number of moments that take your breath away!"

"Before you start pointing fingers make sure your hands are clean!"

Live right now, just be yourself, it doesn't matter if its good enough for someone else. - Jimmy Eat World

"We attach ourselves so strongly to people that when they're gone, a part of us is gone too."

"They say what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger. Well maybe some of us are just too sick and tired of being so damn strong." - Boy Sets Fire

“I never thought I’d hear myself saying this, but thank you. Because if you hadn’t of come along, I never would have learned that my worst day could also have been my best. Because when a heart breaks, it also opens; and once a heart opens any number of things can happen, and some of them can be wonderful.”–Sealed with a Kiss

"Simply because you can breathe
doesn't mean you're alive
or that you really live!"

"And I'm still waiting here to catch you if you fall,

i don't know why I care when I shouldn't care at all."

"but theres danger in loving somebody too much, and its sad to know its your heart you can't trust."-Don Henley & Patty Smyth

"When you finally realize you don't matter at all to someone,
you start to wonder if you matter at all to anyone."

"Its hard to say how I love could end this way , when the one t hat used to care for you just turns and walks away"

"There's no love like a lost love, and no pain like a broken heart and there's no love like you and me, 

and no loss like us   a p a r t ."

"I never make a promise I don't intend to keep, so when I say forever, forevers what I mean!" -john michal montgomery

"In these ever changing days you're the one thing that remains,I could stay like this forever!"- chris daughtry

"Lately I talk to your memory more than I should. If I could just forget the past,

I would cause this missing you isn't doing me any good."

"If I had the power to rip my heart out of my chest to show you how many pieces you broke it into,

would that at least ruin your day?"

"She talks about you like you put the stars in the sky"

"& you can't fight the tears that aint comin, or the moment of truth in your lies
when everything feels like the movies, yea you bleed just to know your alive."

- The Goo Goo Dolls

"We could make the night last forever."-the veronicas

With this knife I'll cut out the part of me, "I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
The part that cares for you I know right now you can't tell" -Matchbox 20

With this knife I'll cut out the heart of me
The heart that cares for you
-Smile Empty Soul

Don't tell me you're sorry cause you're not,

Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught -Rihanna

"I will never let you fall, I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
even if saving you sends me to heaven."
-The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

"temporary happiness is like waiting for the knife." - Pink

"this is the last night you'll spend alone I cannot live at all
look me in the eyes so I know you know." -Skillet

"In your eyes I lost my place" -The Used

I am a little bit of loniness, a little bit of disregard
A handful of complaints but I can't help the fact
that everyone can see these scars. -linkin park

"I waited up for hours for you to call, when you didn't,

I figured I had a better chance of seeing you in my dreams."
-Jacquelin Kelly

Monica: I'll play you.
Quincy: For what?
Monica: Your heart.