The Beautiful Lives Of Ugly Little Girls;
Guess What?
I took a blunt knife to my wrist and pretended to press down,
I took my first diet pill that day, it tasted like revenge;
BUT SWEETER ♥
Oh And;
I bled on my mothers white carpet; i didn't say sorry.
I starved for 2 weeks without a binge and forgot how to swallow;
EXACTLY LIKE PERFECTION ♥
Hii I'm Meggen;
I forgot my name yesterday; i think that ecstacy was bad.
I learnt how to tie a noose; the internet is great for that;
DEATH BY GOOGLE ♥
♥
Sometimes i think i'm insane..
like fucking the crazy of crazys..
meh, i think i kinda hide it well.
AP has been good for me.
I can be myself.
and i hate that.

Guess What?
I took a blunt knife to my wrist and pretended to press down,
I took my first diet pill that day, it tasted like revenge;
BUT SWEETER ♥
Oh And;
I bled on my mothers white carpet; i didn't say sorry.
I starved for 2 weeks without a binge and forgot how to swallow;
EXACTLY LIKE PERFECTION ♥
Hii I'm Meggen;
I forgot my name yesterday; i think that ecstacy was bad.
I learnt how to tie a noose; the internet is great for that;
DEATH BY GOOGLE ♥
♥
Sometimes i think i'm insane..
like fucking the crazy of crazys..
meh, i think i kinda hide it well.
AP has been good for me.
I can be myself.
and i hate that.

- Last seen 5 hours ago. Member since December 24, 2008.
- I'm a jade dragon poet for 266 comments.
- My mood is
, and quote is "In a kinda happy depressed state of mind, wish i was not so hungry love you nathan and my milly. xx ♥". - I am a 18 year old girl (Australia)
- When I'm not writing, I'm ..and on my tire swing talking on my banana phone..uh ha!!!.
- Visit my homepage at s647.photobucket.com/albums/uu195/MeggenEllen/
- Contact me on
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- I am in the groups A Dirty Pretty Group, Alone and Broken, Eating Disorders, To Write Love On Her Arms, those who wish to lose weight group mo, xXDarkxPoetsXx
- I have 266 comments, 4 contests, 159 poems, 9 journals
Poems I'm focused on
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20 lines, 1 comment, November 17
My Poetry
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21 lines, November 21
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28 lines, 1 comment, November 21
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25 lines, 1 comment, November 18
My journal entries
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FUCK THIS!!!!!!!!!! 1 i am sad, angry, just grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr... 2 And do you know why??!?!?!?!?!? this is the most fucked up reason!!!! and alot of people would kill me if they knew... 3 Because i've been eating normally for 3 weeks...and i hate it!!! i'm going crazy! 4 I try to ignore theNovember 21, In Diary, My own personal thoughts, Pain, Personal, Sad. 300 words. → Make first comment?
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I want some inspiration. sorry guyssss. ♥ 1 all i think about is food, and throwing up and depression. 2 Be back soon. 3 need to send myself into recovery 4 ♥ 5 Meggen.November 3, 100 words. → Make first comment?
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Breakdown Notice!! 1 Meggen is currently going through a breakdown, don't talk to her, try to call her or go near her!..she's not listening. 2 She's crazy and vicious. 3 ♥October 22, 100 words. → 1 comment, Add one?
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XxCARCARxx on November 14i liked the one line that said "The lines I wear around my wrist are there to prove that I exist."
it reminded me of, well, me...
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WastedCrimsonTears on November 13awweee i miss you more meggy!

hope your good..
and sorry bout that guestbook entry below.i think i was drunk when i wrote that
hehe love you so much <3 take care 
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WastedCrimsonTears on October 24hye meggy i miss ouuu so mcuh!!!
how are ou?? i faneent heard frim oyou in a lint time..............
stay safe i lov eyolu<2 -
beautiful.obsession on September 16heyy, im getting better
and how about you? love your page by the way 
