Lil Evil• Show poetry

First and foremost I would like to say thank you to all who read this.

I am 18 years old. The turmoil in my life adds and builds and at the moment I am running out of energy to fight it back into the shadows. Or perhaps the shadows are growing crowded.
I have not been writing much recently and this thought alone depresses me. I think I have lost some of my old zeal and I would like to find where I lost it. So when you read my work please say whatever you'd like but give some useful tips to help me out.
Thanks so much.

My poetry is darker than most because if I write happy things down my happiness stays on the paper, not with me. Besides if everything were happy the world would stop being interesting. I have been writing for as long as I can remember, but poetry is something I just found I have a nac for. I used to write happy things, but I was always depressed so I started writing depressing things and now I am happier. I think that to make something worth anything you must put your entire emotion into it. But when you put all of your emotion into something you no longer have any of it for yourself and, therfore, cannot dwell upon it. If you disagree that's fine and if you agree that's okay too, I just want to here your opinions.



Love Always,

Jessi

Mission Statement: If, when you go to bed at night you are ashamed of something you did that day change it tomorrow, but be careful because someday you wont get a tomorrow.