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I'm going through a lot so please don't add to it. I don't have all the answers, I'm not super-smart. I don't live in a fairytale setting, I live in my mind. My mind goes through hell and back just to speak a word. I think too much and replay everything in my head a hundred times, analyzing what went wrong. I lost my best friend when she was hit by a car in the 3rd grade. I lost my grandpa when I was eight. I was there the night he died of a horrible disease called Cancer. I remember him but my memories have slowly faded. I live by quotes that express my every thought. DON'T PUSH ME...  I love to sing. I live by music and quotes and nothing can stop me from that. I've had my heart smashed into dust and I miss being loved more than ever...

I tend to screw up a lot and say things I don't really mean. I screw up friendship and don't really know the meaning of life. I tend to laugh no matter how bad it hurts. I don't know who to trust or if there is anyone. I tend to give my heart away without thinking. Consequences are everything I seem to know. Don't push me, don't act like I'm alright. I pretend to be fine without asking anyone's opinion. I'm stubborn as hell.

Your perfect little girl dropped a grade on her report card:
Your perfect little girl yelled at you last night.
Your perfect little girl talked back to you again.
Your perfect little girl painted her nails black.
Your perfect little girl has lied to you all her life.
Your perfect little girl cries herself to sleep every night.
Your perfect little girl dated before she was sixteen.
Your perfect little girl was broken by a boy.
Your perfect little girl hates you.
Your perfect little girl has given up on life.
Your perfect little girl wants to run away.
Your perfect little girl has no real friends.
Your perfect little girl hasn't let you dry her tears.
Your perfect little girl disobeys you.
Your perfect little girl hates the world.
Your perfect little girl is hated by the world.
Your perfect little girl is very unhappy.
Your perfect little girl has become a disgrace.
Your perfect little girl...well she's not so perfect anymore...

There's another thing to learn about tears: They can't make somebody who doesn't love you anymore love you again

I wish people would stop telling me what I already know. "It's over, he's not who you thought he was." I've realized that, why do you think I'm so fucking upset in the first place?

You know what I think hurts the most? The feeling of being replaced. It's like no matter what you did, it wasn't enough. And no matter what you do to try & capture their heart again, it doesn't seem to work. & you're suddenly left thinking that you'll never be enough. & a sadness takes over your heart that never really leaves.

Sad isn’t it? How no matter what you do or say to me… when you come running back… when you need me again… I’ll be here… right here waiting for you, I’ll take you back… no questions asked. Sad isn’t it?

&& as she stepped on the scale…She looks up at herself in the mirror…
With tears running down her cheeks…”will i ever change?” she asked herself…
“will i ever be good enough for him?”…she complains…
she steps off the scale…opens the drawer…&& slowly bleeds her pain away…

They say you need to pray, if you want to go to heaven. But they don’t tell you what to say when your whole life has gone to hell.

This one is especially for Samantha: Please don’t blame yourself for any of the stupid shit that I choose to do. None of this is your fault. I’m the one who makes these bad decisions so I’m the one who pays the consequences.

From here on, these quotes are from Starving4Perfection unless otherwise specified.

It's the loneliest feeling in the world - to find yourself standing up when everyone else is sitting down. To have everybody look at you and say "what's the matter with her?" I know what it feels like. Walking down an empty street, listening to the sound of your own footsteps. Shutters closed, blinds drawn, doors locked against you. And you aren't sure whether you're walking toward something, or if you're just walking away...

"It hurts to look at yourself in the mirror and hate yourself, look into the mirror and wonder what ever happened to that smile that used to shine so bright. When you look at yourself, you see this version of "you" that your mind has created, someone that has become so distant and cold that nobody wants to be around her. Empty eyes. Fragile bones. The only thing you have left are the lies you tell yourself everyday to survive, lies that have become your painful reality, lies that will swallow you whole and crush your insides, lies that have turned you into someone you never wanted to be...”

~♥~ I walked through the hallway holding my wrists, hoping no one will see me like this. He looks at me, scared what he'll find. He never thought I had these things in mind. He asks me, "...is there any more?" Looking at him with tears in my eyes I whisper a simple reply,...'ever wondered what bracelets were for'..? ~♥~

~♥~ Not even make up could make her beautiful...because real beauty comes from loving yourself and that's something she can never do ~♥~


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From "Accused at 17"

Bianca: You loved him right??? That's why you wouldn't let him come home??? Oh yeah, You loved him a hell of a lot Mom"

From: Demi Lovato interview with M

Dems: "Everybody has an enemy, the girl who just doesn't like you. I never go to do anything back to those girls until I wrote a song about it. In junior high I thought you had to fake it to be popular. You just have to take it with a grain of salt and move on. Be yourself!''

From: Selena Gomez M interview about Friendship

Sel: "You don't need that person if that's how they are going to treat you. I've lost a lot of friends, but it made me see how my true friends are."