Lanasaur• Show poetry

Im me
Im myself
Im too much of a me
To be anyone else

Heyaa ,

My name is Lana and i've wanted to be a poet-er since i was eight. I've been through alot in life and have experienced care because my mum and dad got divorced and they didn't know where to put me and my two sisters and my brother.

I was the youngest and i felt really upset when i wasn't with my parents i had to come home to foster parents, I got to know them but they still fell like strangers compared to my mum and dad. It was a long story how my mum and dad broke up but i remember while they were shouting i would be under the table drawing on the back of the table crying.
My mum freightened my dad to leave, My dad went to glassglow in scotland to live with his friend. I really needed attention and even though i was the youngest i wasn't getting any because my brother and sister who was twins they pretended they were ill. And they needed weelchairs and all of this kind of stuff. But they were laughing behind peoples backs. And i really got upset and my mum took them to so many hospitals but the doctors said there is nothing wrong.

My oldest sister tried to tell my mum but my other sister and my brother already convinced her. My mum cried every morning early and i heard her. I sat next to the door and heard her crying once. After alot of time while my dad was gone, He rang the social services on my mum and she got put in a mental home. I was so upset and the police took me away from my parents. Soon the Social service people asked me infront of my mum and dad, who do you want to live with. How can that person ask me that question, They act really nice with a smile but they are bacically killing me and my mum and dad. I felt like punching her in the face wich ever one i decide the other one will be so unhappy.

So i refused to choose and got put in care for a long time. I was getting older and i really missed my old life and then my dad wrote this book about why he should take us and not my mum, i was so releaved i was living back with him. But i also wanted my mum and i was really broken hearted. It was tough for me at school i sometimes fainted just feeling to give up in life. But now i visit my mum vegualry and i liv wiv my dad everyday, and now i feel poetry will make me forget all the bad things in my life and slowly i can live a different mood and remember happy things. dad n nima rearly like my poetry. So i started paying more attention in school. and then i read this poem called (the state of mind) it's in the bible even though i'm an atheist , i really find it true and something i can relate to. In poetry i can express feelings , emotions that i can't do in stories that much. I have some favourite Arthur's and poets. For poetry my best poet would have to be Ken Nesbitt his work is so funny you should check it out. My other best poet is Timothy Tocher.


I also read alot before i go to bed and i enjoy reading books alot alot. Right now i'm reading something called Monster Misson b y Eva Ibboston! It's really good it's about three kind aunts kidnapping children it's really funny. I have also read mice and men by john Steinbeck it's really hard to understand but it's so far about a man called George and he has a kind violent but sometimes be rudes to his dopey friend. And they are camping in the forest. And the dopey friend , Lenny wants to hold a mouse.I just love Books and Poetry but i also play out with my friends , they support me alot i've go friends on all poetry too:
Evemuary , cupcakeaila , ConjourerCaptinTam , Sky prince irealand ,The Wayword Warrior , Emo_Lifer i have a website that me and my friends own here is the link= www.12thrEDz11.piczo.com

Here is my ap family! ConjourerCaptinTam:Big Chip-munk Sissy sister!
She is my big sister and she is by blood. She is a great poet and a great sister.
She enjoys reading books and being crazy randomly out of nowhere.

Wayword Warrior: Big Italian Bro nima is my half brother by blood but basically my brother he is really fun and funny. He can put on a italian voice and he likes reading and penning down brilliant poems. He calls him self a humanist and he is working towards Marxist theory.

Emo_Lifer:Super Twin
He isin't my brother through blood but he went to my school and he's really fun, he hasn't wrote any poems yet but in the past has written alot.
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Tearsofsilence: My Star Owner! I'm a little kitty-cat pet to her and she is a very happy owner who is really kind and has lovely poems!

PassionsPromise: Big Cousin! She is my big cousin on ap she is a really sweet person with a heart of gold.

Viworna
I feel worried and alone
as I sit in the corner
nothing to be or do im on my own
my name is just Viworna.

Viworna and nothing else
I have no life or any water
I don't know a word on any language
I just know I’m a daughter.
I just sit in the corner
playing with a rat.

I don't know how I got here
I don't know you
I want someone to help me
I just haven't got a clue.

I have lived in here for years
in this little corner I shrink, not grow
my face every day fills with tears
I just sit and hug my toes.

No one has helped me
they haven't spared a thought
nothing of life is see
nothing of the sort.

I’m just scared and alone
my name is just Viworna
and I’m always on my own
just sitting in this corner.



Have fun reading my poems, Enjoy!


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When you feel really sad and useless in life. Think of all your happy times and you can even make a biography of your life and people will read it and really look up at you as a important person. Remember every single person is loved no matter how hard or complicated life gets.

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