Lae• Show poetry

*Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe*

"Laissez faire à mouille!"

Hey, my name is Lae. Nice to meet you!
First up, yes my name is an anagram of Axel's and yes his Somebody is Lae not ALE or LEA, or ELA..... just Lae....

I love to draw and paint, play guitar, hang with my friends, play netball, swim, watch movies, listen to music and skate. I have a blood fetish and I'm a pyromaniac (really bad atm). Never give me any matches!

I have a very wild personality and a crazy imagination. I can complain ALOT, be VERY annoying and sometimes just really thick. I'm stubborn, hate to be told that I'm wrong, don't do anything unless I want to, gullible, scared of any bugs and music is my LIFE!!! I would be insane right now if I didn't have music.

I have trust and copping issues. If something happens, even if it's small, it bothers me A LOT. I have trouble letting thinsg go and can worry a bit too much. I've been on anti-depressants for about 2 years now cause I'm suicidal and self harmed many, many times. I have no shame in saying these things and if u dnt like it then sod off!!

My poetry is mainly about my inner thoughts, things that happen in my life and it's mostly all free write but I edit it later if it sounds funny. I'm horrible when it comes to titles so if you think of a better one please tell me! I'd really appreciate it.

Oh yeah, I have a crush on Axel, (LOL) not really I'm just a fan. Got it memorized? I actually love Zexion lol...come on, you know he's smexy.

♥~♥~♥~HAPPY ZEMYX DAY~♥~♥~♥

♥~♥~♥~HAPPY ROXAL DAY~♥~♥~♥

I love music as it's the only friend who can't disappoint me. Some bands I like include:
~Atreyu
~My Chemical Romance
~Endzeit
~I Am Ghost
~The Used
~Thursday
~The Getaway Plan
~Good Charlotte
~Four Letter Lie
~All American Rejects
~Kill Hannah
~Avenged Sevenfold

I love horror, Disney, musical and romance movies. YAY BAMBI!!!
~The Hills Have Eyes
~Bambi 1 & 2
~Finding Nemo
~Romeo & Juliet
~The Notebook
~Sweeney Todd
~Moulin Rouge
~Final Fantasy 7 Advent Children
~All of the Friday 13th's

If u like any of my poems I'd love it if u could comment on them. If u comment on mine then i'll totally return the favor. I love meeting new people so message me if u wanna chat. Or add me on hotmail!


♥~♥~♥~MY KINGDOM HEARTS FAMILY~♥~♥~♥

Message me if you wanna be a part of it. I'll accept 2 of each character but I'd prefer just 1

Ansem, Seeker of Darkness - Neo-Dark
Saix - The Luna Diviner
Zexion - Sexy Zexy
Namine - till the day i die, Angelina Avaritia
Kairi - A.Broken.Lullaby
Sephiroth - XOne Winged AngelX
Aykxal - AngelMaria

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Poetic Tragedy - The Used
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The cup is not half empty as pessimists say
as far as he sees nothing's left in the cup
A whole cup full of nothing for him to indulge
since the voice of ambition has long since been shut up

A singer, a writer,
he's not dreaming now of going no where
he heeds to nothing
and all that he was is just a tragedy

So he voyages in circles succeeds getting nowhere
and submits to the substance that first got him there, there, there, there

violent frustration
he cries out to God or just no one
is there a point to this madness
and all that he was is just a tragedy

He feels alone
He's trying to save his life
He feels like
I feel

Then on that last day he breaks
and he stood tall
then he yelled, then he yelled
(Why world? WHY WORLD?? Hate you! HATE YOU!!! BYE WORLD!!!!!!)

violent frustration
he cries out to God or just no one
is there a point to this madness
and all that he was is just a tragedy

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Predictable (well half of it) - Good Charlotte
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Everywhere I go
Everyone I meet
Every time I try to fall in love
They all wanna know why I'm so broken
Why am I so cold
Why I'm so hard inside.
Why am I scared
What am I afraid of
I don't even know
This story's never had an end
I've been waiting
I've been searching
I've been hoping
I've been dreaming you would come back
But I know the ending of this story
You're never coming back
Never....

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Black Poison Blood lyrics
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It looked like the perfect day
In photos we were smiling
But something was wrong in you
Inside you were suffering
Lungs were barely moving
I wanted to comfort you

So I said, "ahhh..
Oh you'll fix all my cracked broken bones
And replace all my black poison blood"

She murdered me with a smile
Strangled me with her eyes
I'm poisoned as she passes by
The buildings around me shake
Like cheap plastic wedding cake
I fell to the ground with you

Then you said, "shhh..
Oh you'll fix all my cracked broken bones
And replace all my black poison blood"
Black poison blood"
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---oOo-----------oOo-HOW COULD AN ANGEL
-O-------O-----O-------O-BREAK MY HEART?
o-----------o-o-----------o
O------------o------------O-WHY DIDN'T HE CATCH
-o-----------------------o-MY FALLING STAR?
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-------o------------o-I WISH I DIDN'T
----------O------O-WISH SO HARD
-------------o-o
--------------O-MAYBE I WISHED OUR LOVE APART

[IF YOU HAVE EVER BEEN HURT. PASTE THIS ON YOUR PAGE XXX]

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.....), ---.(_(__) /.....[[WHEN THE RICH WAGE WAR]]
....// (..) ), ----"........[[IT'S THE POOR]]
...//___//......................[[WHO DIE]]
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Emos:
*Don’t cut them self to get attention
*Don’t always cry
*Sometimes cry because they hurt
*Are not all bisexual
*Want to be included
*Are not babies
*Don’t always date other emos
*Don't label
*Want to be happy just like others

Post this on your page if your emo.

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A shot to kill the pain
A pill to drain the shame
A purge to stop the gain
A cut to break the vein
A smoke to ease the crave
A drink to win the game
An addictions an addiction
Because it always hurts the same

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HATE EMOS?
READ THIS:

Isn't it funny that when you go to the shops with your friends you look down at the girl with black jeans and studs but smile at the girl wearing a a mini with a t-shirt that barely cover anything?

Isn't it funny you can change your music taste to impress a guy but when it comes to a girl who likes her own music and her own style, you give her a mouthful?

Isn't it funny that a guy can get away with being a gangsta but the emo gets a mouthful from everyone

Are you laughing?

Isn't it funny an emo can be quiet all through the week but gets more shit from everyone than the girl who sleeps around and sells her virginity?

Isn't it funny that you dont mind your friends drinking, smoking but the minute someone mentions emo music you can give them a lecture on melodramatic teenage outcasts?

I'm not laughing.

It's so funny that you and your friends can make a girls life hell and not know anything about the silent battle she might be fighting.

Isn't it funny that you can call emos, punks, goths the retards but still manage to get through your day without an inch of guilt in your heart.

HOW YOU CAN CALL A GIRL A POSER, HOW CAN YOU SAY "YOUR NOT EMO" OR "ATTENTION SEEKER" WITHOUT SPENDING A SECOND TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHY THERE ARE CUTS ON HER WRISTS AND WHY SHE SPENDS HER LUNCHTIMES CRYING INSTEAD OR LAUGHING WITH HER FRIENDS?

Keep on laughing.

Isn't it funny you can say and do all this without any idea of what is going on in this persons life?

Without knowing her situation with her friends
or her family
or her LIFE?

BRAVE ISN'T GOING UP ON STAGE AND STRIPPING
BRAVE IS NOT SAYING A SPEECH
OR DUMPING YOUR BOYFRIEND

BRAVE IS:

GOING TO SCHOOL ON MUFTI DAY AND NOT FOR A SECOND CARE WHAT THE SLUT'S AROUND YOU ARE SAYING ABOUT YOUR CLOTHES!

IT'S LISTENING TO YOUR OWN MUSIC AND BEING PROUD OF IT

IT'S GOING THROUGH EVERY DAY WITH THE THINGS PEOPLE SAY TO YOUR FACE AND BEHIND YOUR BACK AND YOU STILL KEEP QUIET!

IT'S KNOWING WHAT YOUR "FRIENDS" ARE SAYING ABOUT YOU AND STILL CALLING THEM YOUR FRIENDS!

BRAVE IS KNOWING THAT TOMOROW ISN'T A BRIGHT AND HAPPY FUTURE!

IT'S ANOTHER DAY OF DUCKING AND DODGING RUMORS!

Keep on laughing.

If you agree put this on ur blog
and advise others to do so
screw THE EMO HATERS.

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"I wanted to see Roxas... He was... the only one... I liked... He made me feel... like... I had a heart... It's... kind of... funny... you make me... feel the same" ~Axel

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