LadyPyriel• Show poetry

i am a hopeless romatic with a dark side riping its claws through to torture me and any soul who dares come near
i have always dreamed of how my life should be, but have given up on that
i live each day by what is thrown my way and so far its working well for me. I am a soul lost and trying to find my way, every day I learn something new about myself. I am always growing and expanding. And I hope my poetry is too. I have always...and will always love romance, but I'm trying to expand my horizens...I am writing more about everyday things that happen in my life...Dark, deep, hateful things seem to be emerging from some abyss in my mind...I don't know why these things haunt me, but they help me write some of my best work...Come in and explore my mixed up twisted little world. My insane thoughts and crazy mind.

june 10, 2005
though i am not perfect and my peotry isn't either... i believe the most wonderful and powerful thing we have is our words and emtions... and i love to express myself. so i have some good stuff some bad stuff and some stuff that should have been thrown out last week... but who cares its mine and thats that... i wrote it, it's how i felt so deal anyways enjoy, dispise, throw up, i don't care... but leave your comments and suggestions i always like to improve upon my writing. just no jerks please cause i can be a bitch.

april 02, 2006
so life sucks... i'm a failer. and almost everyone i care about hates me... it's funny how one minute you can be happy, then you make one bad decission and your life will just continue down. i have lost all faith... all hope in what i used to believe. i dont see the point in life anymore.

april 19, 2006
so today is a new day... but i am happy. i am pregnant and due december 12. i'm very excited and really cant wait... although my life is still in the dumps... my children (my daughter, 3 and my unborn) have given me new hope.


july 10, 2006
the baby is a girl. i just found out on wednesday. yeah, i'm excited. i wanted another girl. although it would be even better if i could find a job. i've been struggling so much lately, its been killing me.


july 12, 2006
so get this, i have been looking for a job. yesterday i set up an interveiw with this really awsome company... and then last night i got a call from dennys and went to an interveiw with them... i got hired on the spot at both interviews! i am so extatic... so i am going to work one full time and the other part time... pray for me... so i don't kill myself. i am so excited... i'm going to be able to take care of my little girls the way they should be.


august 3, 2006
so i quit dennys... it was to demanding of me, and the baby was making it known that she didn't like me lifting. but i still have my other job. and pray for me to do well there... i can't discuss what i do... laws and security... but it can be a frustrating job... but i like it anyways, plus it pays decent. i have decided to name my little girl jordan celeste. and she is starting out to be my little trouble maker and she's not even here yet... i am so excited... and my other daughter can't wait to be a big sister. my 20th birthday is coming up...august 21st... yeah me. and i guess you could say thats all for now... or for those that know me, all i feel up to talking about right now... love to everyone out there.



May 12, 2008
people sometimes ask why when i get past things i don't erase the blogs or notes i've made on them... the answer for that is simple, while keeping your mind directed to positive things is important. i also feel it is important to never forget the lessons you've been taught in life... and though you may not understand why things happen the way they do beleive me sooner or later there will be an answer to why. just never give up. always have faith that there is something better in store for you. i have lost faith many times... and it has always taken so long to recover... but im coming to realize that when i stay on track and dont let it get me down i recover quicker.... i am not near my goals yet. but ever day i push just a little more and i will get there... to everyone out there be blessed, love who you are and those around you, you never know what kind of difference you can make in someones life.