i want to write something sharp enough to dig your grave with. i want to write you a whole new world, with cathedrals and no streetlights and bonfires in the corner of god's eyes. i want to write out and up and away and as high as the second star. when i am queen i will write something they'll shout at the sky, something that will make flowers grow and tides roll over, something we could serve for breakfast early on sunday morning before the day becomes a landslide. something so cold and blue and beautiful that you'll remember who you are.~~~A Great Writer~~~
*******Hey*****You know you love me right? Well buy me this necklace. its not that much money and you kow it will look way to good on me lol.*******LOVE YOU*******
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So hey guys *Waves*
-Im Nic
-Im 21
-I love in Canada, but my heart is a nomad
-I have blonde, brown, purple and pink hair.
-I have blue eyes
-I have secrets
-I dont trust people
-I fall in love fast
-I can pretend to be in love.
-I write to save my life
-I don't have talent
-I don't believe in fairytales, but im starting to believe others do.
-Love at first sight is (not) possible
-Hipbones and shoulders are my turn ons
-Im a hypocrite
-Im a hypochondriac (SP?)
-Im outgoing
-Im an introvert
-I sing in the shower
-I cry at random times
-My fav songs changes from cd to cd
-I love my siblings more then anything else
-I hate people that smoke but i find it sexy lol.
-I dont drink much.
-I smile often and dont mean it, but my eyes speak thousands or emotions.
-I cant look people in the eye.
-Im me on a good day
-Im crazy
-Im shy
-My parents are proud of me
-I hate the cold
-I love the snow
-Photography is the best thing in the world
-Pictures mean the world to me
-Poetry is my alterego, but my conscience is starting to show through.
-I dont have a bestfriend, I dont think i ever did
-kisses make me giggle but bite me and ill scream out your name.
-I like hugs
-I hate touching people (hypocrite lol)
-I love black and all the colors of the rainbow
-I dress up crazy sometimes
-I look like a grunge queen other days
-I love fishnets and knee high socks.
-My hair hasn't been one color in a long time
-I act like im 17
-Im a grownup
-I want someone anyone to look at me with those eyes.
-I only write in black pen.
-I sew
HAHA HERE COMES THE BORING PART...
ALL MY QUOTES.
**I dont know who said them so yes stuff it, some of them are from poets on here..They mean something to me all of them**
//Forget the day I loved you
Forget the day I tried,
Forget the day I wanted you,
Forget I ever Tried\\
\\You know IM just a cigarette
Burnt out and addictive
And your right
Im still waiting for the smoke to return\\
\\Make me into something worth being
A name to make me a transforming starlet,
and I prayed that you'd forget me\\
\\Another attention whore is running the scene\\
\\Steal me another cheap fantasy tonight.\\
\\Im pushing against you
Holding on tightly, never letting go.
Because kissing's addictive,
just like breaking hearts.\\
\\Ultimately
it's my never-ending
quest for symmetry
in which I find comfort
as I linger through
the fractals and chaos.\\
\\There's a black and blue hickey that decorates his neck
....another girl he'd never love
((Or maybe another girl that"d never love him.))\\
\\She bought her heart at a thrift store\\
\\And were all beauty queens and rockstars
with harmful addictions
and and no escape.\\
\\I kissed a drunk girl,
Im sure I could have been anybody else.\\
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- My mood is , and quote is "The message of life is turning face in the storm.".
- I am a 21 year old girl (Canada)
- When I'm not writing, I'm A girl pretending to lvoe.
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Your scent peaks around corners,
and I subconciesly rub my arms for warmth.48 lines, September 24
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Child of Water on July 26, 2007Hi Hi Hi
Hows it hanging on ap??? Why havent you written anything new? I know you are busy and I think you are gone with your aunt and uncle right now but still...
Miss ya, bye.
