LUv InFeCtEd at Allpoetry

i hate discribing myself...i think its impossible to know someone without spending time with them...understanding them...

im rarely accepted...to different...crazy i guess...
so please feel free to cut out pieces...

i love to write...its the only thing that keeps me...sane..

forever trapped inside the box you've made...

im EMO...special...crazy...a million others things...me...

you need chaos to kno the peace...hate to love...sorrow for happiness...

im running on empty...but have no where to go...

i love to love...to care...dont wry i dont expect it back...

the world is much to busy...for me...

confusion...runs my life...out of control...

im honest...can be mean...its not personal...

i hate when ppl arent open to EVERYONE...
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i wish one day i could breath...on my own...

one day i wish the world do have peace... so the one i love wont die w/o a reason...

the mask i wear slips...covering my face i beg you not to run...youre already out the door...

evil slips thru...eating me alive...and you...

the angels laughed as i fell from heaven...
one day the world will crumble...look up...ask save me...ill whisper...NO...

the world would be better...

luv eats at my heart...tellig  me its ok...to feel this way...for him

life grows...deep (mb not so deep) within me...causing me to blossom...

i look at my scars w/ pride...i show them to you to say look how far i made it...theres many times i almost didnt...but you grimce and say im sick and i need help...so you shove pills down my throat and try to get inside my head...tell me... re you succeding on you barbaric quest to fix me?...

i luv him...i miss her...i NEED him...i hate her...hes MINE...

wut if im a horrible mother? wut this child hates me (even tho they havint met me offically yet)? wut he finally gets smart enuf to leav me(i cant mak it w/o him...)?...

did you ever look in the mirror and realize your only "better" (was i ever wrong?) b/c someone told you that your amazing and actually luvs you and listens and helps you and confides their monsters in you?...

hes the only one who wiped my tears away (kyle)...hes the only one who thought i was beautiful wen i first rolled outta bed (klye)...hes the only one who told me i was safe 4rm my past and meant hed protect me to the end (kyle)...hes the only one who makes me smile wen im crying (kyle)...hes the only one to help me clean up my act and not get paid by someone to do it (kyle)...hes the only one who makes me honestly happy (kyle)...hes the only one that makes my broken heart come alive and beat again, completely whole, w/ luv (kyle)...hes the only one for me (kyle)...

is there ever age where you "know" luv? are you ever to young or old? r stupid or smart? i believe luv is the only thing that everyone has a chance to kno... all you havta do is take it...