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Name: Mishalia
Age: 16
DOB: 05/07/93


Hi. I am me.
Not the real me I guess – just well, me.
Thing is I don’t know who the real me is yet. Don’t know if I ever will.
I chop and change a lot. My interests and things I’m not interested in stays the same – the levels just change – and often. I think. Well I don’t know. Only the people who know me know. Which doesn’t make sense, but does.

I am me.
I guess, bright and bubbly. Happy, upbeat. Yet dark and depressed. Emo, sad.
Funny, quiet. Smart, dumb. Creative….yeah. I think too much.
Always busy, yeah defiantly. Trying to impress those who impress me. At it works. Most the time. Friends? Yes, but mostof those acts are fake. Parents? No. After working so hard to present something real.

I am me.
I would love to sit. In the back of the class. Do absolutely nothing and recreate dreams. Swear at the teacher, swear, sleep, fail everything. But I care too much. Plan ahead for a future I don’t even want. Just want to stay…here. But I sit still and quiet. Straight A’s, pile on the awards. Feel like tearing them up. And creating a new me…

Me. Funny.
A word to describe you.
Yet leave out everything that is honesty. Lie and be fake. Wow. Never that hard. Until you hate it. Trapped in yourself. Screaming to get out – your voice only muffled.

Okay…Im going on about carp. But I don’t really care. I mean….who will?
You don’t know me, I don’t know you. That how it is…

I am me.
Everything wrapped up…into conclusion that others have created, and I have contributed to… does that even make sense?

Oh well.

Anyway…Up date this later, when I find the fake me. Then I can tell you about how others think I am. And leave the rest unwritten….

Hobbies:
Reading - Books are better than the movies - the movies leave out so much meaningful detail
Writing - Poems, songs, stories, quotes etc...
Texting - Yes, I have become addicted to my phone
Thinking - Something I do wayyyyyy to much
Socialising - I'm actually a very bright, bubbly person - or so it seems.


SHOUT OUT>>>>>>>>>

This is a shout out to my other emo half KayKay!
LOVE YOU ALWAYS
Your the coolest rock out chick ever and others are
stupid not to think so.

Always here for you...XoXoXo @>---


XXheartbroken3XX



miss mary mack (twisted)

miss mary mack mack mack
all dressed in black black black
she has a knife knife knife
stuck in her back back back
she can not breathe breathe breathe
she can not cry cry cry
thats why she begs begs begs
she begs to die die DIE!!
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"A bunny, her eyes are taped wide open, and a stinging liquid (Laundry Detergent), is slowly dripped into her open eyes. The test was/is done to see how much laundry detergent is needed, before the animal goes blind, or her eyes are completely burned out. The test showed: Laundry detergent is damaging when splashed into eyes. Really? No way!"
ANIMAL TESTING IS SO WRONG!!!!


Um....I don't really have much to say so....
Any questions or queries? Write on my wall or send me a message

ThankxX =) xox