Whatz up everybodii!!!
I'm here to update you on a few things...
I'm 19 years old and in college trying to make something of my life. I write from experience, I write from the heart.
A little about my personal life: My mother is a good woman. She taught me to be the person that I am. She said Speak...Nobody will hear you unless you speak. I speak through my writing and If you can't get it then you're not capable of having a conversation with me. My father....he's the force behind a lot of my aggression. Not saying that he's a bad man, but he doesn't know how to be there for me, but he expects me to be there for him. How selfish lol. I'm stronger because of that. My family is crazy!!! Aunts, uncles, cousins and all of the above lol but it wouldn't be a family. I can be a better person If I don't see them every day!!! I love em but can't live with them lol.
A lot of my poetry is about love, hurt, romance, saying sorry...dedicated to one person. He knows who he is....
~THINGS HAVE CHANGED, THINGS ARE FALLING APART......BUT I KNOW I MUST FINISH ALL THINGS I START....I STARTED THIS LIFE, I STARTED WORKING ON MY DREAMS...I WILL MAKE IT EVEN IF I DON'T HAVE A SUPPORT TEAM.....NO ONE CONTRIBUTES OR MAKES ME WHO I AM....ONLY I DO, NOT EVEN MY FAM....MAKE ME OR BREAK ME, NO THEY CAN'T.....I LEARN FROM HOW THEY WEAKEN ME AND MAKE IT MY STRENGTH~
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~*~*~*~OH AND A SHOUT OUT TO MY ACE BOON COON COURTNEY RENAE A.K.A MZ. COURTNEY...I LOVE YOU GIRL. THANX FOR BEING HERE FOR ME ~*~*~*~
******************A NEW ME*******************
You say who are you?
I say... I am me
You say I've never seen you
I say because... It's a different me
You say who were you before this new person I see?
I say I was a scared individual, who tried to hold
all my beauty inside ya see
Showed it to those who I felt I needed to impress
But no more...I'm keeping the rest
You only got a sample...A preview I must say
You say so what, I got it....
but you'll wish you had more one day
I was nothing more than a butterfly in a cocoon
A star unborn, reaching for the moon
I wanted more, but the way I was going...it wasn't coming soon
I had to breathe, let go of bullshit and push through
Now I bet you're wondering who am I now?
I'm that person with the same drive
You say, you say you're different, but the same..How?
I say because now I don't have to hide my beauty inside
I can show it to those who really care
Appreciate those who really want to be there
I can be confident, responsible and control my own
Love the people who love me and never wonder if I'm wrong
Because it feels right and it is right because I'm not alone
I now see what I must
I know the meaning of happiness and love
Not just lust...for popularity
Forget people who mean no good
I search for friends with minds of clarity
Who show sincerity
Those who'd walked a million miles THERE.. with me
They push me off on a new journey...or just to help me see
They help me find the New Me
I'm here to update you on a few things...
I'm 19 years old and in college trying to make something of my life. I write from experience, I write from the heart.
A little about my personal life: My mother is a good woman. She taught me to be the person that I am. She said Speak...Nobody will hear you unless you speak. I speak through my writing and If you can't get it then you're not capable of having a conversation with me. My father....he's the force behind a lot of my aggression. Not saying that he's a bad man, but he doesn't know how to be there for me, but he expects me to be there for him. How selfish lol. I'm stronger because of that. My family is crazy!!! Aunts, uncles, cousins and all of the above lol but it wouldn't be a family. I can be a better person If I don't see them every day!!! I love em but can't live with them lol.
A lot of my poetry is about love, hurt, romance, saying sorry...dedicated to one person. He knows who he is....
~THINGS HAVE CHANGED, THINGS ARE FALLING APART......BUT I KNOW I MUST FINISH ALL THINGS I START....I STARTED THIS LIFE, I STARTED WORKING ON MY DREAMS...I WILL MAKE IT EVEN IF I DON'T HAVE A SUPPORT TEAM.....NO ONE CONTRIBUTES OR MAKES ME WHO I AM....ONLY I DO, NOT EVEN MY FAM....MAKE ME OR BREAK ME, NO THEY CAN'T.....I LEARN FROM HOW THEY WEAKEN ME AND MAKE IT MY STRENGTH~
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~*~*~*~OH AND A SHOUT OUT TO MY ACE BOON COON COURTNEY RENAE A.K.A MZ. COURTNEY...I LOVE YOU GIRL. THANX FOR BEING HERE FOR ME ~*~*~*~
******************A NEW ME*******************
You say who are you?
I say... I am me
You say I've never seen you
I say because... It's a different me
You say who were you before this new person I see?
I say I was a scared individual, who tried to hold
all my beauty inside ya see
Showed it to those who I felt I needed to impress
But no more...I'm keeping the rest
You only got a sample...A preview I must say
You say so what, I got it....
but you'll wish you had more one day
I was nothing more than a butterfly in a cocoon
A star unborn, reaching for the moon
I wanted more, but the way I was going...it wasn't coming soon
I had to breathe, let go of bullshit and push through
Now I bet you're wondering who am I now?
I'm that person with the same drive
You say, you say you're different, but the same..How?
I say because now I don't have to hide my beauty inside
I can show it to those who really care
Appreciate those who really want to be there
I can be confident, responsible and control my own
Love the people who love me and never wonder if I'm wrong
Because it feels right and it is right because I'm not alone
I now see what I must
I know the meaning of happiness and love
Not just lust...for popularity
Forget people who mean no good
I search for friends with minds of clarity
Who show sincerity
Those who'd walked a million miles THERE.. with me
They push me off on a new journey...or just to help me see
They help me find the New Me
- Last seen on Nov 1 3:09 AM. Member since January 15, 2006.
- I'm a supertopaz delight poet for 81 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is ":-) Reality Check Definitely in Progress".
- I am a 19 year old girl from Mississippi (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm a Student and a pretty good singer.
- I am in the groups A place for people to belong, Calling all lyric writers, Classic Rock Poetry, For People Who Love to RHYME, Sam - I - Am - Believers in God, The Way of the Pen, Unusually Beautiful, writewritewrite
- I have 81 comments, 44 poems, 4 journals
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It's like I'm lost for words
I'm lost in thought48 lines, 2 comments, June 29. In Thoughts, Life, Lyrics, Personal, Society, Escape, Dedication, Message, My own style
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I have been writing for quite some time now. I enjoy every moment that I place pen to paper. Its such a wonderful feeling to touch the hearts of others through the simple but complex art of...Words. Words, the thing we speak everyday...but sometimes we fail to miss the most obvious messages in life. I have found tha
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How could I still be in love with someone who doesn't love me back? How is it so easy for "True Love" to fade? I don't believe in it. I loved him like I loved myself...even when I was disappointed, sad, mad or had doubts about what he was doing when he wasn't with me. I made mistakes, things were done, things weren'tJune 17, In Bitter, Depression, Diary, Life, Love, My life, My own personal thoughts, Personal. 100 words. → Make first comment?
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I just feel like writing. Got a lot on my mind, so I'mma just kick a few lines here. This is not for a show, this ain't for attention (trust me if I wanted attention I could get it elsewhere), but I just need to let my thoughts leak here..... 1 ***Attention*** It might be long, so if you don't have the time or pJune 13, In Diary, Escape, Inspirational, My life, My own personal thoughts, Pain, Personal, Sad. 800 words. → 3 comments, Add one?
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