R.I.P Patrick Swayze
Authors Comments:
Site is under construction and needs to be updated a little. Life is hectic right now so to all my friends I will be back soon to organize everything and to look on all of my friends poetry and comment on what I can. Love you all. Last time it was updated: 09/15/09
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Home Life:
Currently I am living with my boyfriend who I will refer to in here as D. We are living with his parents but hopefully in the currect process of moving. Not out of town just into our own place because.... I AM PREGNANT!!
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School Life:
Non-existant as of right now. I am getting my GED hopefully within the next couple months. School was hard for me.. Life was hard..
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Online Life:
D just bought a laptop for us so hopefully I will be on more.
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Love Life:
Let's see how this goes... D and I got together. I broke up with him after 2 weeks because I was becoming attatched to him and I didnt want to be hurt. We got back together a few months later. He broke up with me a short while after our 1 year anniversary saying he hated me... partially my fault because I was having him watched sense I was to believe he was cheating on me.. which he was. Then we got back together. During that time I had moved out and moved back in. Then a few weeks, maybe a month later, we found out that I was pregnant.
Do I think he is staying with me because of the baby? I sure as hell hope not.
There is one thing you need to know. I love D with all of my heart and soul. But hes a flirt and I think he may be trying to chat again. He says he loves me and sometimes says he wants to marry me. I want that too.. but not unless he propses which I just feel will never happen.
Right now we are happy for the time being. Our latest fights have been that he has a job and I don't want to work right now because of me being pregnant. Well you know what? SORRY. I think I desurve to be taken care of for once in this relationship. When we both had jobs, I still helped pay things for him. When we both didn't have jobs and I was only getting money from my grandparents I STILL helped pay for hings for him even when we were split up.. is it so much to ask that I be taken care of for once?
Am I going to get a job after the baby is born? Yes. Is it going to be a night job like he wants me to get so that he can spend nights with the baby and I can spend days with the baby? NO. I want us to be a family. He works in the days and if I can get the money together to get a babysitter once the baby is a few weeks old and old enough to be watched by family or someone else, I am going to get a day job that preferably end around 4 or 5 so I can come home and be with my boyfriend and my baby together so we can be a family.. and so I can make sure he really isnt cheating which again I hope he isnt.
After Zack I have been very paranoid about men cheating on me and D has done it once before. So I dont want it to happen again. I really do love D,you have to understand that to understand me, and I am trying to make things work. Will they? I don't know.. but lets hope. I won't go down without a fight.
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Writing:
I have been writing poetry scense I was young but really well sense I was 11 or maybe a year or two younger.It comes to me in different ways.I write in rhyme and just free verse,which is no rhymes. In short stories I usually write when its scary. No one really talks in my short stories but it is major description. I dont like them really talking in my short stories cause it ruins the spooky effect.
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Interests:
I love the arts. Dancing, poetry, short stories, singing, sculpting, acting, that sort of thing. I love to be online and talk to my friends and lover.
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Favorites:
My favorites is about...well...my favortie things.
Actor-Johnny Depp, Patrick Swayze,Orlando Bloom,Carry Elwes,David Boreanaz
Actress-Sarah Michelle Geller, Kiera Knightly
Color-Black,Blue
Food-Any kind of Rice,Any kind of Potatoes, Chocolate, Turkey Bacon, and Louisiana Hot sauce
Music-- Rock, Country, Classical, Soundscapes, Jazz, R and B, Blues, and much much more
Show-BtVS (Buffy the Vampire Slayer), Gilmore Gilrs, NCIS, Walker Texas Ranger, Supernatural, Ghost Whisperer, Moonlight, Americans Next Top Model, Gossip Girl
Movie-PotC (Pirates fo the Caribbean and anything else with Johnny Depp), The Notebook, RENT and many many more.
Hobby-Online and the arts
Animes-Yu Yu Hakusho, Inuyasha, Rurouni Kenshin, .Hack//Sign, Witch Hunter Robin, Tenchi Muyo/Universe, Wolfs Rain, Cowboy Bebop, Outlaw Star, Card Captors, Sailormoon and alot others.
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Quotes:
I have alot of favorite quotes. Some including: Death can not stop true love...all it can do is delay it for awhile -- You have to say goodbye... before you can move on -- Passion..It lives in all of us. sleeping.. and though unbidden,unwanted,it will stir. Open its jaws,and howls. -- It speeks to us,guids us. Passion rules us all,and we obey. What other choice do we have? -- It hurts sometimes,more then we can bear.If we could live without passion, maybe we could find somekind of peace. But,then we'd be hallow.Empty rooms,shutter and dank.Without passion, we'd be truly dead. -- Strength is fighting and if we dont fight then weak is all we are. -- We dont ask for our lives to change,not really,but it does. -- Sometimes the applause of many cant compare to the friendship of one. -- Love,passion,is it real or is it only in our dreams? -- Be true to yourself. Your the one who has to live with yourself, you have to walk the path you think is right. -- When a friend's introuble you cant run away. -- Evil is never exstinct. -- Life has no beggining,and no end -- We never die because we were never really born -- Dont be afraid of death,be afraid of the unlived life -- In the end we are all who we are -- Love means each person is free to follow his or her own heart -- Life is Hell and Hell and heaven are Harmony -- People say there are no such things as demons,but they are wrong, we are the demons -- If you dont have anything to fight for, fight for your pride -- Death is only the begining -- Fond lovers cruel as their flame cut in these trees their mistress name little alas they know or heed howfar these beauties hers exceed -- You are not friends,you will never be friends,You'll be in love till it kills you both,you'll fight and you'll shag and you'll hate eachother till it makes you quiver,But you will never be friends.Love isnt brains children,it is blood,blood screaming inside you to work its will. I may be loves bunny but at least I am man enough to admit it. -- Do not fear death,death is always at our side,if we trust it,it will cast its eyes upon us and send us into infinity. -- Anyone can die,it takes a real human to live -- If your heart is broken or if you have a problum..there is only one thing to do..go to your friends -- True magic is niether black nor white. It is both because nature is both,loving and cruel all at the same time. -- For those with wings,fly to your dreams -- Nothing makes everything all better again -- you will always know what you are..but never who you are -- Why plan for the future when your living it now -- In the end you will always be alone,you are all you got,thats the point. -- Love is blind -- Humans are like stars,there are bright ones and then those that are dim -- Always live one day at a time,no more and no less -- Everyone has a dark side but not everyone has a soul -- I dont believe in goals. I believe in dreams because they are not short lived and more attainable -- Love can sometimes be magic but magic can sometimes be an illusion -- The road to a friends house is never long -- A friend is someone who knows you and loves you just the same -- The big momments are gonna come,you cant help that,it is what you do afterwards that makes the difference,thats how you find out who you are. -- If all my friends jummped off a cliff, I wouldnt follow, I would be at the bottom to catch them -- You can follow the white rabbit down many holes, but as long as you honestly seek, you will always end up in Wonderland -- Hope is the biggest lie there is,and the best -- The hardest thing you will ever learn is how to say goodbye -- Evil is always here. It is always around us and in us -- We cant run. we cant hide. Because we never know when evil is going to attack..or where -- Passion is part of our greatest moments, The joy of love, the madness of hate, and the extecsy of greef -- You dont just wake up one morning and stop loving somebody,love is forever -- Tell someone you care about that you love them as much as you can,because they may not be there tomarrow for you to say it then. -- The Greatest Thing To Learn, Is How To Love, And Be Loved In Return. -- Do you know that place between sleep and awake? The place where you still remember dreaming? That's where I'll always love you.
Ok i know these are alot of quotes but I have alot more. These are actually my favorite ones. I have tons more. Heh ^^'
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Favorite AP People- I would have to say that so far my fave people on AP are....
InvisibleMan - Amazing friend
touchof1der - Amazing friend
There Are More But I Will
Get Back To You Once I
Remember Their Sn's
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I dont have really anything else but if i think of something I will add it in.
Authors Comments:
Site is under construction and needs to be updated a little. Life is hectic right now so to all my friends I will be back soon to organize everything and to look on all of my friends poetry and comment on what I can. Love you all. Last time it was updated: 09/15/09
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Home Life:
Currently I am living with my boyfriend who I will refer to in here as D. We are living with his parents but hopefully in the currect process of moving. Not out of town just into our own place because.... I AM PREGNANT!!
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School Life:
Non-existant as of right now. I am getting my GED hopefully within the next couple months. School was hard for me.. Life was hard..
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Online Life:
D just bought a laptop for us so hopefully I will be on more.
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Love Life:
Let's see how this goes... D and I got together. I broke up with him after 2 weeks because I was becoming attatched to him and I didnt want to be hurt. We got back together a few months later. He broke up with me a short while after our 1 year anniversary saying he hated me... partially my fault because I was having him watched sense I was to believe he was cheating on me.. which he was. Then we got back together. During that time I had moved out and moved back in. Then a few weeks, maybe a month later, we found out that I was pregnant.
Do I think he is staying with me because of the baby? I sure as hell hope not.
There is one thing you need to know. I love D with all of my heart and soul. But hes a flirt and I think he may be trying to chat again. He says he loves me and sometimes says he wants to marry me. I want that too.. but not unless he propses which I just feel will never happen.
Right now we are happy for the time being. Our latest fights have been that he has a job and I don't want to work right now because of me being pregnant. Well you know what? SORRY. I think I desurve to be taken care of for once in this relationship. When we both had jobs, I still helped pay things for him. When we both didn't have jobs and I was only getting money from my grandparents I STILL helped pay for hings for him even when we were split up.. is it so much to ask that I be taken care of for once?
Am I going to get a job after the baby is born? Yes. Is it going to be a night job like he wants me to get so that he can spend nights with the baby and I can spend days with the baby? NO. I want us to be a family. He works in the days and if I can get the money together to get a babysitter once the baby is a few weeks old and old enough to be watched by family or someone else, I am going to get a day job that preferably end around 4 or 5 so I can come home and be with my boyfriend and my baby together so we can be a family.. and so I can make sure he really isnt cheating which again I hope he isnt.
After Zack I have been very paranoid about men cheating on me and D has done it once before. So I dont want it to happen again. I really do love D,you have to understand that to understand me, and I am trying to make things work. Will they? I don't know.. but lets hope. I won't go down without a fight.
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Writing:
I have been writing poetry scense I was young but really well sense I was 11 or maybe a year or two younger.It comes to me in different ways.I write in rhyme and just free verse,which is no rhymes. In short stories I usually write when its scary. No one really talks in my short stories but it is major description. I dont like them really talking in my short stories cause it ruins the spooky effect.
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Interests:
I love the arts. Dancing, poetry, short stories, singing, sculpting, acting, that sort of thing. I love to be online and talk to my friends and lover.
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Favorites:
My favorites is about...well...my favortie things.
Actor-Johnny Depp, Patrick Swayze,Orlando Bloom,Carry Elwes,David Boreanaz
Actress-Sarah Michelle Geller, Kiera Knightly
Color-Black,Blue
Food-Any kind of Rice,Any kind of Potatoes, Chocolate, Turkey Bacon, and Louisiana Hot sauce
Music-- Rock, Country, Classical, Soundscapes, Jazz, R and B, Blues, and much much more
Show-BtVS (Buffy the Vampire Slayer), Gilmore Gilrs, NCIS, Walker Texas Ranger, Supernatural, Ghost Whisperer, Moonlight, Americans Next Top Model, Gossip Girl
Movie-PotC (Pirates fo the Caribbean and anything else with Johnny Depp), The Notebook, RENT and many many more.
Hobby-Online and the arts
Animes-Yu Yu Hakusho, Inuyasha, Rurouni Kenshin, .Hack//Sign, Witch Hunter Robin, Tenchi Muyo/Universe, Wolfs Rain, Cowboy Bebop, Outlaw Star, Card Captors, Sailormoon and alot others.
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Quotes:
I have alot of favorite quotes. Some including: Death can not stop true love...all it can do is delay it for awhile -- You have to say goodbye... before you can move on -- Passion..It lives in all of us. sleeping.. and though unbidden,unwanted,it will stir. Open its jaws,and howls. -- It speeks to us,guids us. Passion rules us all,and we obey. What other choice do we have? -- It hurts sometimes,more then we can bear.If we could live without passion, maybe we could find somekind of peace. But,then we'd be hallow.Empty rooms,shutter and dank.Without passion, we'd be truly dead. -- Strength is fighting and if we dont fight then weak is all we are. -- We dont ask for our lives to change,not really,but it does. -- Sometimes the applause of many cant compare to the friendship of one. -- Love,passion,is it real or is it only in our dreams? -- Be true to yourself. Your the one who has to live with yourself, you have to walk the path you think is right. -- When a friend's introuble you cant run away. -- Evil is never exstinct. -- Life has no beggining,and no end -- We never die because we were never really born -- Dont be afraid of death,be afraid of the unlived life -- In the end we are all who we are -- Love means each person is free to follow his or her own heart -- Life is Hell and Hell and heaven are Harmony -- People say there are no such things as demons,but they are wrong, we are the demons -- If you dont have anything to fight for, fight for your pride -- Death is only the begining -- Fond lovers cruel as their flame cut in these trees their mistress name little alas they know or heed howfar these beauties hers exceed -- You are not friends,you will never be friends,You'll be in love till it kills you both,you'll fight and you'll shag and you'll hate eachother till it makes you quiver,But you will never be friends.Love isnt brains children,it is blood,blood screaming inside you to work its will. I may be loves bunny but at least I am man enough to admit it. -- Do not fear death,death is always at our side,if we trust it,it will cast its eyes upon us and send us into infinity. -- Anyone can die,it takes a real human to live -- If your heart is broken or if you have a problum..there is only one thing to do..go to your friends -- True magic is niether black nor white. It is both because nature is both,loving and cruel all at the same time. -- For those with wings,fly to your dreams -- Nothing makes everything all better again -- you will always know what you are..but never who you are -- Why plan for the future when your living it now -- In the end you will always be alone,you are all you got,thats the point. -- Love is blind -- Humans are like stars,there are bright ones and then those that are dim -- Always live one day at a time,no more and no less -- Everyone has a dark side but not everyone has a soul -- I dont believe in goals. I believe in dreams because they are not short lived and more attainable -- Love can sometimes be magic but magic can sometimes be an illusion -- The road to a friends house is never long -- A friend is someone who knows you and loves you just the same -- The big momments are gonna come,you cant help that,it is what you do afterwards that makes the difference,thats how you find out who you are. -- If all my friends jummped off a cliff, I wouldnt follow, I would be at the bottom to catch them -- You can follow the white rabbit down many holes, but as long as you honestly seek, you will always end up in Wonderland -- Hope is the biggest lie there is,and the best -- The hardest thing you will ever learn is how to say goodbye -- Evil is always here. It is always around us and in us -- We cant run. we cant hide. Because we never know when evil is going to attack..or where -- Passion is part of our greatest moments, The joy of love, the madness of hate, and the extecsy of greef -- You dont just wake up one morning and stop loving somebody,love is forever -- Tell someone you care about that you love them as much as you can,because they may not be there tomarrow for you to say it then. -- The Greatest Thing To Learn, Is How To Love, And Be Loved In Return. -- Do you know that place between sleep and awake? The place where you still remember dreaming? That's where I'll always love you.
Ok i know these are alot of quotes but I have alot more. These are actually my favorite ones. I have tons more. Heh ^^'
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Favorite AP People- I would have to say that so far my fave people on AP are....
InvisibleMan - Amazing friend
touchof1der - Amazing friend
There Are More But I Will
Get Back To You Once I
Remember Their Sn's
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I dont have really anything else but if i think of something I will add it in.
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A single fight, an eternal night.. and the power of love to over come all obsticles.
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