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*ABOUT ME*

Name: Alyssa
Age:16

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Usernames:
ILuvJonasBrothers
XxImxSoxSickxX
WaNtEdToBeSoMeBoDy
DontWannaSayGoodbye
xImADeeDeeDeex
xRememberTheNamex
x-ImANowhereKid-x
Keep-Holding-On


I have another account on here too.... http://allpoetry.com/poets/-ImFadingFromLife- Yeah well if you wanna know anythin bout me just ask.

~~Alyssa Houser is the best gurl ever!! She is my best friend, twin soul and practically my sister! http://allpoetry.com/poets/AreYouHappyNow I love her dearly!!! ~~

~~Kaila is awesome too. I love her to death. I would not make it in life with out this girl. http://allpoetry.com/poet/xChill%20Out%20Kidx I love her soo much ~~


~~My mentor is Rhys. I just started talkin to him but he's sounds pretty nice and yeah.... http://allpoetry.com/poets/ChimeraDragonflame (this is him)~~

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Quotes from Dazed and Confused(THE BEST STONER MOVIE EVER!!!)

"Let me tell you what Melba Toast is packin' right here, alright. We got 4:11 Positrac outback, 750 double pumper, Edelbrock intake, bored over 30, 11 to 1 pop-up pistons, turbo-jet 390 horsepower. We're talkin' some fuckin' muscle." - Wooderson

"Well, all I'm saying is that I want to look back and say that I did I the best I could while I was stuck in this place. Had as much fun as I could while I was stuck in this place. Played as hard as I could while I was stuck in this place... Dogged as many girls as I could while I was stuck in this place." - Dawson

"Imagine how many people out there are fuckin' right now man, just goin' at it." - Slater

"Behind every good man there is a woman, and that woman was Martha Washington, man, and everyday George would come home, she would have a big fat bowl waiting for him, man, when he come in the door, man, she was a hip, hip, hip lady, man." - Slater

"The older you get, the more rules they are going to try and get you to follow. You just gotta keep on livin', man. L-I-V-I-N." - Wooderson

"Hey Slater, you fuckin' hippie, give me drugs, man." - O'Bannion
"Go get some from your mother, man." - Slater
"We just bagged your mother" - O'Bannion
"Okay, fuck you dickhead." - Slater


Quotes From A Walk To Remember(THE BEST LOVE MOVIE EVER!)

"Landon: Are you scared?
Jamie: To death...
[Landon looks upset]
Jamie: Lighten up.
Landon: It's not funny.
Jamie: I'm scared of not being with you.
Landon: Oh baby, that will never happen... I'll be here."

"Mr. Carter: Landon, don't walk away.
Landon: You taught me how."

"Jamie: You have to promise you won't fall in love with me.
Landon: That's not a problem."

"Landon: Jamie... I love you.
[long pause]
Landon: Now would be the time to say something.
Jamie: I told you not to fall in love with me."

"Landon: I might kiss you.
Jamie: I might be bad at it.
Landon: That's not possible."

"Landon: Do you love me?
[she nods]
Landon: Will you do something for me, then?
Jamie: [smiles] Anything.
Landon: Will you marry me?
[Jamie smiles and kisses him]"

"Jamie: I'm sick.
Landon: I'll take you home. You'll be be...
Jamie: No. Landon! I'm sick. I have Leukemia.
Landon: No. You're 18. You - you're perfect.
Jamie: No. I found out two years ago and I've stopped responding to treatments.
Landon: So why didn't you tell me?
Jamie: The doctor said I should go on and live life normally as best I could. I - I didn't want anybody to be weird around me.
Landon: Including me?
Jamie: Especially you!
[Jamie looks down]
Jamie: [Landon gets upset]
Jamie: Ya know, I was getting along with everything fine. I accepted it, and then you happened! I do not need a reason to be angry with God.
[Jamie runs away]"

~~I effin love this movie....but its soo effin sad. ~~



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she feels unwanted by everyone,
no one cares what she does,
To them she doesnt even exist,
no one notices the pain thats in her eyes that she tryes to hide,
they dont care if she lives or dies,
she just wants to sit down and cry out all the pain,
but instead she holds it in away from anyone to see,
no one notices the scars on her arms, to them she is just a gurl who sits in class with a smile, not knowing how alone she really is,
she has no one to tell her feeligs to that would care,
shes just a girl alone in this world,
she knows that she is sitting on the edge of death,
she knows one day she'll be able to leave the pain behind her and be in a happier place,
and today may be that day,
she walks home and grabs the knife all alone,
she brings it to her wrist and cuts so deep that she has no pain left now,
shes in a happier place with no pain left inside,
now theres an empty place at school,
no one notices except this one guy,
all he can do is sit down and cry and say why god why did she have to die, he never got a chance to tell her his true feelings for her he had inside,
he waited to late,
now shes gone,
and his grief is still there,
she never will know that one guy out of all missed her most of all

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"Another cutter, another freak,
Another dork , another geek,
Another prep, another jock,
Another whore , and more punk rock,
Another hater, another "G",
Another scar they put on me.
Another label that happens to fall
when no one really knows the person at all."
---By: I dunno. lol!---



"God can't be a girl cause a girl wouldn't fuck the world up this bad"


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-I'll draw you a picture-
-I'll draw it with a twist-
-I'll draw it with a razorblade-
-I'll draw it on my wrist-
-And If I draw correctly-
-A red fountain will appear-
-To wash away my sorrows-
-To chase away my fear-

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Sad Stories:

Love Means...
(a girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on a motorcycle)
Girl: Slow down. Im scared.
Guy: No this is fun.
Girl: No its not. Please, its to scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
(Girl hugs him)
Guy: Can u take my helmet off and put it on? Its bugging me.
In the paper the next day: A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of break failure. Two people were on the motorcycle, but only one survived.
The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his breaks broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him, felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so she would live even though it meant he would die.


Read if you love someone:

Boy: baby we need to talk
Girl: kyle, wat do u mean?
Boy: sumthin has come up...
Girl: wat? Wuts wrong? Is it bad?
Boy: i dont want to hurt u baby
Girl: *thinks* omg i hope he doesnt break up with me... I love him so much
Boy: baby are you there??
Girl: yea im here wut is so important??
Boy: im not sure if i should say
Girl: well u already brought it up, so please just tell me.
Boy: im leaving....
Girl: baby wut are u talking about?? I dont want u to leave me, i love you
Boy: not like that, i mean im moving far away
Girl: why? All of ur famliy lives over here.
Boy: well my father is sending me away to a boarding skool far away.
Girl: i cant believe this.
[FATHER: (picks up tha other fone, interrupts & yells furiously) ERiKA, wat did i tell you about talking to boys?!!!!!....Get off the damn fone!! (And hangs up)]
Boy: wow ur father sounds really mad
Girl: u know how he gets, but anywayz i dont want you to go
Boy: would you run away with me?
Girl: baby, u know i would, i would do anything for u, but i cant... U dont know wut would happen if i did. My dad would kill me !!
Boy: its ok i understand i guess..
Girl: *thinking* i cant believe wuts going on
Boy: i need to give u sumthing 2nite b/c i am leaving on flight 1-80 in tha morning, so i need to see you now.
Girl: ok i will sneak out & meet u at tha park
Boy: ok ill meet u there in 20min
[They meet at a nearby park, they both hug eachother. And he gives her a note.]
Boy: here u go, this is for you i gotta go.
Girl: *tear* (begins to cry)
Boy: baby dont cry, u know i love you...but i have 2 go
Girl: ok (begins to walk away)
[They both go back home. And erika begins to read tha letter he gave her]
It says.....
Erika,
U probably already know that im leaving, i knew this would be better if i wrote a letter explaining tha truth about how much i care about you. The truth is, is that i never loved you, i hated you so much, u are my bitch and dont u ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, n be around u. U really have no clue how much i hate you. Now that im leaving i thought u should know that i hate you bitch, u never did tha right thing, and u were never there. I didnt think i could hate someone as much as i hate you. And i never want to see you, for the rest of my life, i will never miss kissing you like before, i never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and thats a promise. U never had my love, and i want you to remember that. Bitch u keep this letter bcuz this may be tha last thing u have from me. I hate you so much. i will not talk to you soon bitch.... Goodbye
- Kyle
[ erika begins to cry, she throws tha paper in tha garbage & crys for hours ]
....A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely.... Then she gets a fone call....
Friend: how are u feeling?
Girl: i just cant believe this happend i thought he loved me.
Friend: o, about that. Kyle left me a msg. A few days ago. He told me to tell u to look in ur jacket pocket or something...
Girl: ummm ok
[She finds a piece of paper in tha jacket, It says...]
Baby i hope u find this before u read my letter. I knew ur dad might read it, so i switched a few words...
Hate = Love
Never = Alwayz
Bitch = Baby
Will not= will
........ I hope u didnt take that seriously because i love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go thats y i wanted u to run away with me...
-Kyle]

Girl: omg its a letter, Kyle does love me!!, he must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me. I cant believe how stupid I am!!
Friend: lol ok but i g2g... Call me later
Girl: ok bye, i'll be at home waiting for my baby to call me !!
...... Erika turns tha T.V. on......
[Breaking news] "An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for Survivors...This is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was flight 1-80...it was on its way to an all boys boarding school..." Reporter says.
[ she turns off the tv....3 days later, she kills herself, because of tha fact that Kyle was dead & she had nothing to Live for... ]
....A day after that the fone rings. Nobody answers. It was Kyle, he called to leave a msg. "Its Kyle, i guess ur not home so, I called 2 let u know that im alive, i missed my flight b/c i had 2 see u one last time. So i hope ur not worried. I am staying for good. Sorry if u got scared, i promise 2 make it up 2 u everything will be a be ok i love you so much...call me asap bye!

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When a GIRL is quiet, Millions of things are running through her
mind.
When a GIRL is not arguing, She is thinking deeply.
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions, She is wondering
how long you will be around.
When a GIRL answers "I’m fine" after a few seconds, She is not at
all fine.
When a GIRL stares at you, She is wondering why you are lying.
When a GIRL lays on your chest, She is wishing for you to be hers
forever.
When a GIRL wants to see you everyday, She wants to be pampered.
When a GIRL says I love you, She means it.
When a GIRL says "I miss you", No one in this world can miss you
more than that.
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*THE FOLLOWING POEM IS A DESCRIPTION OF CHILD ABUSE - IF THIS IS LIKELY TO UPSET YOU PLEASE DO NOT READ IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*

A poem for dedication:

my name is sarah I am but three,
My eyes are swollen I cannot see,
I must be stupid
I must be bad,
What else could have made My daddy so mad?

I wish I were better
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy
would still want to hug me.

I can't speak at all
I can't do a wrong
Or else I'm locked up
All the day long

When I awake I'm all alone
The house is dark
My folks aren't home.
When my mommy does come

I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll get just
one whipping tonight.

Don't make a sound!
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
From Charlie's Bar.

I hear him curse,
My name he calls
I press myself
Against the wall.

I try and hide
From his evil eyes
I'm so afraid now
I'm starting to cry.

He finds me weeping
He shouts ugly words,
He says its my fault
That he suffers at work.

He slaps me and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And I run for the door.

He's already locked it
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall.

I fall to the floor
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues
With more bad words spoken.

"I'm sorry!", I scream
But its now much too late
His face has been twisted
Into unimaginable hate.

The hurt and the pain
Again and again
Oh please God, have mercy!
Oh please let it end!

And he finally stops
And heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless
Sprawled on the floor.

My name is Sarah
And I am but three,
Tonight my daddy Murdered me.


THIS POEM IS NOT ABOUT ME!

WE NEED TO STOP CHILD ABUSE - PLEASE SUPPORT THIS AND PLACE THIS POEM ON YOUR PROFILE PAGE!!