About me? Well, where do I start? I definitely have more negative things to say about myself than positive. Alot of contradicting qualities that "should" cross themselves out but don't. Somehow I'm able to hold AND show both at the same time. I don't understand it myself, so if you can figure it out, do me a favor, and let me know???
I feel like a prize fighter. I fight alot. I don't "start" many fights at all, but I welcome every one of them. I have an almost flawless record when fighting "only one" person is an option, yet it's hardly the case. So, I guess I'm pretty violent. But I never have or will set in motion any of my rage towards a female.
I'm a hustler, it's the way I live. I hustle to eat, to have a place to sleep, to keep clothes on my bacc and shoes on my feet. Contradiction being, I'm the hardest worker you'll ever meet and most all times I am employed. Just can't stop hustling no matter how much I already have. I guess it's just "in my nature".
I'm also a manipulator. I manipulate my way through this world. I could steal the Pope's robe from him 2 times and sell it bacc to him 3 times. When I want something I can't have, I get it. Although a retired master thief, I now "speak" to get things instead. It's easy and I can't break habits. All these bad things came naturally to me.
Now, somehow I am able to respect all people who respect me. I would never hustle, con, or steal from anyone I care about and I care about many, maybe some kind of "honor" thing? Male or female who I don't like or respect, watch out. I'll come for everything you have, just for the sake of proving to myself that I can get it.
I sound so horrible, I know, but at the same time, I have one of the hugest hearts in the world, and would take my own life for any of my family and the "very few" friends I have.
I've been in prison 4 times since being 19. I'm 25 now, and obviously haven't learned my lesson yet. Bit I'm hoping that the current case that has me wrapped by 4 walls will be my last. If not, I guess such is life, when walking in my shoes.
I'm not proud of all these things you're reading right now, but if you want to know me, you have to read it, and if anyone out there would say they liked me in any respect, then you deserve to know the truth.
I'm a very confusing story whose pages go bacc and forth rapidly. You will never know what to expect from me. I like it that way. I love adventure, I have probably 100 years of experiance in my 25 years of life. I've been through having the best and pleasurable things this world has to offer, yet, being at "Rocc bottom" is where I choose to stay most of the time. Seems like if things are going right, then something is wrong. Besides, being at rocc bottom, makes anything even slightly positive, "seem so much better".
Damn, I think I'll end this now, if you want to know anything else, or hell, want a penpal (LMAO) just get at me with ya pen and an envelope. Anyone interested, please contact:
HeavenScent4U at AP.
I won't get many of your comments on this page until Heaven sends them to me, since I am in prison. HeaenScent4U is my mother and maintaining my page until my release. Or email me at just_zook@hotmail.com and Heaven will send me your emails. But please, feel free to correspond with me through the mail. Alot of my poems won't have names because I feel they don't need or deserve them. If you you can name, feel free to let me know and I'll have your choice name added to it.
Thank You,
Tim
I feel like a prize fighter. I fight alot. I don't "start" many fights at all, but I welcome every one of them. I have an almost flawless record when fighting "only one" person is an option, yet it's hardly the case. So, I guess I'm pretty violent. But I never have or will set in motion any of my rage towards a female.
I'm a hustler, it's the way I live. I hustle to eat, to have a place to sleep, to keep clothes on my bacc and shoes on my feet. Contradiction being, I'm the hardest worker you'll ever meet and most all times I am employed. Just can't stop hustling no matter how much I already have. I guess it's just "in my nature".
I'm also a manipulator. I manipulate my way through this world. I could steal the Pope's robe from him 2 times and sell it bacc to him 3 times. When I want something I can't have, I get it. Although a retired master thief, I now "speak" to get things instead. It's easy and I can't break habits. All these bad things came naturally to me.
Now, somehow I am able to respect all people who respect me. I would never hustle, con, or steal from anyone I care about and I care about many, maybe some kind of "honor" thing? Male or female who I don't like or respect, watch out. I'll come for everything you have, just for the sake of proving to myself that I can get it.
I sound so horrible, I know, but at the same time, I have one of the hugest hearts in the world, and would take my own life for any of my family and the "very few" friends I have.
I've been in prison 4 times since being 19. I'm 25 now, and obviously haven't learned my lesson yet. Bit I'm hoping that the current case that has me wrapped by 4 walls will be my last. If not, I guess such is life, when walking in my shoes.
I'm not proud of all these things you're reading right now, but if you want to know me, you have to read it, and if anyone out there would say they liked me in any respect, then you deserve to know the truth.
I'm a very confusing story whose pages go bacc and forth rapidly. You will never know what to expect from me. I like it that way. I love adventure, I have probably 100 years of experiance in my 25 years of life. I've been through having the best and pleasurable things this world has to offer, yet, being at "Rocc bottom" is where I choose to stay most of the time. Seems like if things are going right, then something is wrong. Besides, being at rocc bottom, makes anything even slightly positive, "seem so much better".
Damn, I think I'll end this now, if you want to know anything else, or hell, want a penpal (LMAO) just get at me with ya pen and an envelope. Anyone interested, please contact:
HeavenScent4U at AP.
I won't get many of your comments on this page until Heaven sends them to me, since I am in prison. HeaenScent4U is my mother and maintaining my page until my release. Or email me at just_zook@hotmail.com and Heaven will send me your emails. But please, feel free to correspond with me through the mail. Alot of my poems won't have names because I feel they don't need or deserve them. If you you can name, feel free to let me know and I'll have your choice name added to it.
Thank You,
Tim
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Mrs. Dumas on September 30, 2005Tim,
I was sent to your page by your mother. And to be quite honest, I'm very glad she did send me into your path. Though, yes, you are the "scary" type as my eight-year-old cousin would put it, you are real. You are probably more real than anyone else on this site. You have come completely clean with your readers and you show no sign of ever doing other than that. I will be reading your works and I do hope that things will turn around for you in the end. From what you're mother has said of you and the tone I get from your biography, you are a very good man but you've just been stuck in a bad hand of cards for a while.
Well, I'm off to read your work, now that I've babbled here. Sorry about all that; I just wanted you to know how much you made me see and feel by just reading this author's page.
Hugs
Jess -
Melie on September 24, 2005I read the majority of your poems..I like them, very deep. I'll just post on here instead of comment on all of them, to read the poems i had to highlight it cuz the backround plus writing is black..anyways. Out of the poems i read on here. yours are very touching. You are very honest person. tho i dont know you i respect your honesty. Very rare in a person now a days. Well keep up the good writes
-Melissa -
JustZook on September 24, 2005Thank You Timothy
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poeticweaver on September 24, 2005A very honest soul you are, in the sense you come clean with your faults upon these poetic pages, and hell, I don't no anyone without faults...most of the souls I know that do have them, would never admit to them anyway, and think they're perfect in many ways...So in this regard, you have come along way in your 25 years on this earth. I can only hope the best for you, for some flaws are more exceptable then others in this world, and I for one in my own view say, "Life Is Unfair" But you can try atleast to make the best of it! That seems to be the hard part...Because as you know, you can do a hundred things right in this world, and one wrong, and depending on what it is, could off sett all the good you ever did do...So this must leave many frustrated, and seek unfairness in their own wyas, through their own eyes. I will be pondering on what you pen here, and I welcome any topic persoanlly, because what's in someone's heart, that they care about, is truly important to me, ask me why? I'd have to say if been around alot, been through alot, and have seen alot of rough times for myself, family, friends, and others I've just seen come and go. Thanks for sharing your heart and soul here, again, stay strong, but most of all, be true to yourself!
-Timothy The Poetic Weaver~~~~~~~~~
